LOGIN♥ RAYMOND'S POV ♥
She goes rigid in my arms before I can even get a proper look at her face.
"Hey. Hey, stay with me." I lower her carefully to the pavement, one hand cradling the back of her head, the other pressed to her wrist. Her pulse is there, but it's wrong — too fast, then too slow, stuttering like it can't decide what rhythm to keep.
I don't panic. Panic doesn't help anyone.
"Someone call an ambulance," I say, loud enough to cut through the small cluster of onlookers already gathering with their phones half-raised. "Now."
Someone finally moves. I keep my eyes on her face — pale, slack, a thin sheen of sweat along her hairline despite the cold — and something in my memory snags on her features, familiar in a way I can't place until the porch light catches her properly.
It's her.
Two years, and I'd know that face anywhere. The last time I saw it, it was streaked with blood that wasn't hers and terror that was, standing over Jasmine in a stairwell with her knuckles split open and her voice shaking as she told me to call someone, “...now, please, hurry.”
She never gave me her name. She left before I could even get her a chair to sit down in, slipping out while the healers worked on my sister, and by the time I turned around to thank her properly, she was gone.
Jasmine cried for a week straight asking me to find her. I never did. I sank the miserable bastard who hurt them in the sea but I couldn't find her.
The ambulance arrives faster than I expect, pack-owned and pack-staffed, and I climb in after the paramedics without waiting for permission.
"Pinnacle Hospital," I tell the driver. "Not the pack clinic. Pinnacle."
"Sir, protocol says—"
"I don't care what protocol says. Pinnacle. I'll clear it with dispatch myself."
He doesn't argue further. I pull out my phone as the doors slam shut, dialing before I've even sat down properly.
Forrest picks up on the second ring, voice thick with sleep. "This better be good, it's—"
"I found her," I say.
A pause, then something sharpens in his voice. "The woman from the stairwell? Jasmine's—"
"Yeah. She's in shock. Pulse is erratic, went down cold on the sidewalk outside Alcaraz Tower. We're four minutes out from Pinnacle."
"Four minutes—" I hear him moving already, fabric rustling, keys jangling somewhere in the background. "What triggered it? Injury, attack—"
"I don't know yet. She was already unsteady before I caught her. Something happened before I got to her."
"Vitals?"
I glance at the paramedic monitoring her. "Heart rate's climbing again. Blood pressure's low."
"Okay. Okay, I'm calling it in now, get Dr. Amado on standby too. Don't let them sedate her until I've seen her bloodwork, understood? Whatever's happening, I want to see it raw."
"Understood."
The line goes dead. I look down at her the rest of the ride — the shallow rise and fall of her chest, the tremor still running through her hands even unconscious — and I remember, unbidden, the way her scent clung to Jasmine's hair for days afterward, how my wolf had gone restless and strange every time I caught it, pacing under my skin for reasons I never let myself examine too closely. I told myself it was gratitude. Some primal instinct thanking the person who'd protected my blood when I couldn't.
I'm no longer sure that's all it was.
Forrest is waiting at the entrance when we pull in, white coat half-buttoned, another nurse already flanking him with a gurney.
"This way," he says, already moving. "Talk to me."
"Collapsed outside Alcaraz Tower. No visible injury. Shock symptoms, erratic pulse."
"Alcaraz Tower," he repeats, something flickering across his face before it's gone. "Alright. We've got her."
They wheel her through double doors that swing shut in my face, and just like that, I'm standing in a hallway that smells like antiseptic, with nothing to do but wait.
••••
Hours pass like wet cement.
The ICU doors stay shut. Nobody tells me anything, because I'm not family, I'm not pack, I'm nothing to her except a stranger who happened to catch her before she hit the ground.
My phone buzzes.
Jasmine: Omg Raymond have you seen this?
A link follows. I open it without thinking.
The video loads and I watch it twice before the sound of it fully registers — a rooftop, a crowd, a man's voice sneering “I reject you, fat ass” on a rooftop full of people who cheer like he's said something worth celebrating. And there, in the middle of it, swaying but upright, is her. The same woman currently behind those double doors, fighting for a steady heartbeat. The same woman who once stood between my sister and something unspeakable and never once asked for anything in return.
Something in my chest goes white-hot.
Jasmine: It's her.. she's the one who saved me that night, remember?
I don't answer her. I can't, not right now, not with my jaw locked this tight and my hands curled into fists I don't remember making. She has no idea the woman in that video is the one fighting for her life behind the ICU doors.
The same doors open before I can spiral further.
Forrest steps out, mask pulled down, exhaustion etched into every line of his face.
"She's stable," he says first, before I can ask. "For now."
"For now?"
"Raymond." He rubs a hand down his face. "I need you to understand what we're looking at here, because it's not simple shock. Her body's saturated with corticosteroids at levels I've genuinely never seen outside oncology patients."
"I don't—" I shake my head. "Explain it like I'm not a doctor."
"Corticosteroids regulate stress response, inflammation, metabolism — in small, controlled doses, they're medicine. In the amount she's carrying, they've been hammering her adrenal system for what looks like years. Suppressing it, overworking it, until tonight something pushed her past what it could handle and the whole system just—" He snaps his fingers. "Shut down."
"Years," I repeat.
"Years, Raymond. This isn't a one-time overdose. Someone has been feeding this into her system consistently, for a very long time."
The hallway goes very quiet around me.
"She didn't do this to herself," I say. It isn't a question.
Forrest holds my gaze, grim. "No. I don't think she did. If anything, that might be the reason she's so overweight.”
♥ RAYMOND'S POV ♥The taxi pulls up to the lodge and I step out, suitcase in hand, the sea air hitting me like a cold slap.I stand there for a moment, looking up at the building. It's smaller than I expected—weathered grey wood, a sagging porch, windows that have seen better decades. The sea stretches out beyond it, grey and restless, the sky the same colour as the water."This is it," I mutter to myself, dragging my suitcase toward the entrance.The lodge is simple inside. A narrow bed. A desk. A kitchenette that looks like it's been used maybe twice in the last ten years. I drop my suitcase by the door, stretch my arms over my head, and decide I need to move. Stretch my legs. Clear my head.I've been thinking about this moment for weeks—the transfer, the proximity, the chance to see her again. I told myself it was strategic. Practical. She needed someone watching out for her, and I happened to be in a position to do it.I'm a terrible liar.The path behind the lodge winds along the
♥ ELIAS'S POV ♥"I don't understand why she's still in the capital."My mother's sharp voice cuts through the dining room like a blade, the way she speaks about everything that displeases her. She's seated across from me at the long mahogany table, her posture perfect, her silver hair swept back in the elegant knot she's worn my entire life. The chandelier above us catches the diamonds at her throat, scattering light across the room like tiny, indifferent stars."She should have been sent to that school already," she continues, lifting her wine glass with fingers that never tremble. "The longer she lingers, the more the pack talks. Do you understand how embarrassing this is for your father? For me?"I don't answer. I'm pushing food around my plate, the roast beef growing cold beneath my fork, my appetite having abandoned me somewhere between the first course and the second."Elias." Her voice sharpens. "Are you even listening to me?""Yes, Mother." The words come out flat, automatic.
♥ AZALEA'S POV ♥The teacher's lodge is smaller than I expected.Not cruel, exactly. Just... nothing. A single room with a narrow bed, a desk pushed against the wall, a kitchenette that looks like it's seen maybe three occupants in the last decade. The window faces a stretch of grey sea, the sky heavy with clouds that match the weight in my chest.My father didn't even step inside. He pulled up, cut the engine, and said, "This is where you'll be staying. The school's expecting you in two months. Don't contact the family until the scandal dies down."Then he drove away.I'm standing in the middle of the room, still in the clothes I was discharged in—a pair of sweatpants Martha found for me, an oversized sweater that smells like hospital laundry. The IV port is still taped to my arm. I haven't had the strength to remove it."I ought to kill him," Martha says from behind me, her voice tight and controlled in the way that means she's genuinely furious. "I'm going to—""Martha." I turn to
♥ RAYMOND'S POV ♥The administrative office smells like stale coffee and desperation, which Karl informs me is the natural perfume of any institution that processes paperwork for a living."You're enjoying this way too much," I mutter, signing my name on the final form. "This is the fifth time I've written my name on something that says the exact same thing as the first four forms.""Welcome to education, my friend." Karl leans back in his chair, feet propped on a filing cabinet that looks older than both of us combined. "Where the paperwork multiplies faster than the students you're supposedly here to teach. Remind me why you wanted this transfer again?""Because my brother—""Your brother asked you to do strategy work from the capital. That's not the same as teaching maths to teenagers who would rather be anywhere else." Karl's grin is insufferable. "You could've just taken an office job. A nice, quiet, paperwork-free—""I like teaching." I say it flatly, which makes Karl laugh hard
Martha's hand is still wrapped around mine, warm and solid, when Forrest finishes talking. I've been watching his mouth move for the last five minutes, hearing words like corticosteroids and adrenal suppression and long-term exposure, but they've been sliding off me like water off stone.Until Martha's grip tightens, and she says, "So you're saying someone fed her this? On purpose?"Forrest's jaw tightens. "We can't prove intent yet. But the levels in her system are consistent with regular, prolonged ingestion—years, not months. It's not something that builds up accidentally.""That's not—" Martha shakes her head, hard, like she can physically reject the idea. "That doesn't make sense. She wouldn't. She hates pills. She won't even take ibuprofen without complaining about it for an hour. What, you think someone's been sneaking into her food? Her water? Who would even—""Martha." I squeeze her hand, trying to slow the avalanche of her panic. "Breathe."She exhales sharply through her no
♥ AZALEA'S POV ♥He's tall — tall enough that he has to duck slightly under the doorframe — with a build that suggests he's spent real time training rather than just looking the part, dark hair pushed back like he ran a hand through it one too many times. And when he smiles at me, easy and warm, something in my chest does a small, humiliating flip.There's someone more beautiful than Elias.The thought arrives before I can stop it, and right behind it comes the familiar, exhausting wave of self-consciousness — the awareness of the hospital gown swallowing my frame, the IV taped to my arm, the fact that I probably look like something dragged out of a river. "Hi," I say instead, voice still rough. "I'm Raymond." He steps closer, hands tucked into his pockets like he's trying to take up less space in the room. "I'm glad you're awake."“Thank you, Raymond," I repeat, testing the name, searching my memory for it and coming up empty. "I'm so grateful for your help. I'm sorry, have we — do







