LOGINThe next three days were a special kind of torture.
Kai was always there.
Not hovering—never that—but present. In the background of every room. In the passenger seat of the black SUV when I left the building. Standing near the wall at the charity lunch while I smiled for cameras and tried not to notice the way his eyes never stopped moving. He spoke only when necessary. He never touched me. He barely looked at me longer than a second.
And somehow that made it worse.
I started dressing differently without meaning to. Higher heels. Dresses that sat closer to the skin. Once I caught him watching the line of my bare thigh when I crossed my legs in the back of the car. His jaw flexed. Then he looked away like it had never happened.
That night I couldn’t sleep again.
I padded into the kitchen for water at half past one, wearing only the same oversized T-shirt as before. The penthouse was quiet. City lights spilled across the floor. I was halfway to the fridge when I realized I wasn’t alone.
Kai stood near the terrace doors, back to me, phone to his ear. He was still in the black shirt and pants, sleeves rolled up again. The low murmur of his voice was too quiet to catch.
I should have turned around.
Instead I leaned against the counter and watched the way the muscles in his forearm shifted when he ended the call.
He turned.
His eyes landed on me—legs bare, T-shirt skimming the tops of my thighs, hair loose—and something dark moved behind them before he locked it down.
“You should be in bed,” he said.
“So should you.”
He slipped the phone into his pocket and walked toward me. Slow. Controlled. The kitchen island was the only thing between us when he stopped.
“Threat level’s elevated,” he said. “Someone tried to access the building’s service elevator an hour ago with a cloned keycard. They didn’t get far, but it means they’re testing responses.”
My stomach dropped. “Is that why you’re still here?”
“I’m here because it’s my job.” His gaze flicked down my body once, quick and unwilling, then came back to my face. “And because you still haven’t learned to lock the terrace doors.”
I glanced past him. The doors were closed. Locked. I’d checked them before bed.
“I locked them.”
“You did. I unlocked them twenty minutes ago to check the sensors.” He rested both hands on the edge of the island. “You’re not as careful as you think you are, Miss Voss.”
The formal name should have put distance between us. It didn’t. The way he said it felt like a warning and a dare at the same time.
I set the glass down harder than I meant to. “Stop calling me that.”
“It’s your name.”
“It’s what people call me when they want something. You’re already getting paid. You don’t need to be polite.”
Kai’s eyes stayed on mine. For a moment the only sound was the low hum of the city far below.
Then he spoke, quieter.
“Maya.”
My name in his mouth did something dangerous to my pulse.
He pushed off the island and walked around it. I didn’t move. He stopped close enough that I could feel the heat of him, close enough that the clean scent of his skin mixed with whatever dark soap he used.
“You need to stop walking around like this,” he said. Voice low. Rough at the edges. “I’m here to protect you. Not to keep looking at your legs every time you decide clothes are optional.”
Heat flooded my face—and lower. “Then stop looking.”
“I can’t.”
The admission hung between us, heavy and irreversible.
Kai’s jaw was tight. His hands stayed at his sides like he didn’t trust them. I could see the pulse in his throat. I could see the exact second he decided he was done pretending this was only about the job.
He reached out and gripped the edge of the counter on either side of my hips, caging me in without touching. The move forced me to tip my head back. Our mouths were inches apart.
“This is a bad idea,” he said.
“I know.”
“I’m supposed to keep you safe. Not want to push you up against this counter and find out if you’re wet under that shirt.”
The words hit me like a direct stroke between the legs. My breath left me in a shaky exhale.
Kai’s eyes dropped to my mouth. “Tell me to back up.”
I didn’t.
Instead I leaned in the last inch and brushed my lips against his.
It was barely a kiss. Soft. Testing. He went completely still for half a second—then made a low, almost angry sound and kissed me back like he’d been holding it in for days.
His mouth was hot, controlled, and filthy all at once. One hand left the counter and slid under the hem of my T-shirt, palm dragging up the bare skin of my thigh until his fingers brushed the edge of my panties. He didn’t go further. He just held me there, gripping hard enough to bruise, while he kissed me like he was punishing us both.
When he finally broke away we were both breathing hard.
His forehead rested against mine. His hand was still under my shirt, fingers flexing against my hip.
“This can’t happen,” he said, voice rough.
“It already is.”
Kai closed his eyes for a second. When he opened them again the hunger was still there, but so was the control.
He pulled his hand free, stepped back, and put three full feet of space between us like it physically hurt.
“Go to bed, Maya.”
“Kai—”
“Go.” The word was quiet, final. “Before I forget why I took this job.”
I stood there for a long moment, lips still tingling, the place where his hand had been burning on my skin. Then I turned and walked back to the bedroom on unsteady legs.
I locked the door.
I leaned against it.
And I slid my hand between my thighs because I was soaked, aching, and completely unable to pretend I didn’t want him to follow me.
He didn’t.
But when I finally crawled into bed, I left the terrace doors unlocked on purpose.
Just to see what he would do.
Two days later the mark on my cheek had faded, but the memory of Jude Harlan’s eyes had not.I told myself it was nothing. A stupid accident and an ancient history that should have stayed buried. I went to work, answered emails and smiled through another client call that went nowhere. At night I lay awake replaying the exact second the iced tea left my hand and the way his voice had said my name.On Thursday evening my phone lit up with a calendar reminder I had almost forgotten: the soft launch for the new co-working space downtown. Free drinks, networking, the usual forced cheer. I almost stayed home. Then I remembered Tessa would almost certainly be there, still laughing about the coffee-bar video, and spite won.The space was all glass and concrete, already crowded when I arrived. String lights hung from the high ceiling. People clustered around low tables with wine glasses and forced laughter. I took a glass of sparkling water I did not want and found a corner near the windows wh
The day had already decided to hate me.I stepped off the curb into a puddle deep enough to soak my left shoe through to the sock. Rain streaked the windows of every café I passed. My phone battery sat at four percent. The client meeting that was supposed to save my week had ended with a polite smile and a firm “we’ll be going in another direction.” By the time I pushed into the crowded coffee bar on Mercer Street, my mood was a black, humming thing under my skin.I ordered the largest black coffee they had and claimed the last free stool at the high counter near the window. Steam rose from the cup. I wrapped both hands around it and closed my eyes for three full seconds, trying to borrow calm from the heat.Someone bumped my shoulder hard enough to jostle the cup. Hot liquid sloshed over the rim and burned the side of my hand.“Oops,” a voice sang behind me. Familiar in the worst way. “Didn’t see you there, princess.”I turned to see three women from the marketing team at my old firm
Six weeks felt longer than they should have.I kept the door open during every remaining office hour. I called on him in class only when the work demanded it. I graded his final portfolio with the same ruthless precision I gave everyone else and refused to let my eyes linger when he packed his things on the last day of the semester. He never pushed past the boundary I had drawn that rainy night in my apartment. He simply looked at me the way he always had, and left the room each time without a word that could be misread.Graduation was held under a white tent on the main lawn. The air smelled of cut grass and warm champagne. I stood near the edge of the faculty section in a dark dress and watched him cross the stage, receive his diploma, and shake the dean’s hand with the same quiet composure he had shown in every seminar. When his name was called I felt the old familiar pull low in my stomach and forced myself to clap like every other professor.The after-party spilled across the dep
The chair’s office smelled like old paper and the cheap coffee that always sat too long on the burner. I sat across from her with my spine straight and my hands folded in my lap while the memory of Ellis still buried inside me the night before sat like a second pulse under my skin.“There’s been a concern raised,” she said, glancing at a note on her desk. “About the amount of time one of your advanced students has been spending in your office after hours. Ellis Hart.”My face stayed neutral. Inside, everything went cold and sharp.“He’s revising a long piece,” I answered. “The work requires extended discussion. I’ve kept the door open whenever possible.”She studied me for a moment longer than was comfortable. “See that it stays that way. Perception matters, Mara. You’re new to the faculty, the last thing any of us needs is a complication.”I left with the warning sitting heavy in my chest. By the time I reached my office the sharp edges of fear had already started cutting into the wa
He stood without warning, still buried inside me, and lifted.The sudden display of strength pulled a startled sound from my throat. My legs locked around his waist on instinct. He carried me two steps from the desk as if I weighed nothing and braced my back against the nearest wall. One arm stayed solid under my thighs; the other braced beside my head. Then he fucked up into me in short, powerful strokes that stole the air from both of us.Every thrust dragged a soft, helpless noise out of me. The wet, rhythmic slap of our bodies was impossible to hide. I tried to muffle the sounds against his shoulder and failed. My fingers dug into the muscle of his back hard enough to leave marks. He kept the pace, then shifted the angle so the head of his cock dragged across the exact spot that made my vision blur.“Look at me,” he said, voice rough.He saw every crack in the performance I had tried to maintain in class, every place the text message and the locked door and the way I had touched m
I spent the next class pretending he did not exist.I called on everyone else and redirected every comment that drifted toward him. When he raised his hand I looked past it and asked the student two seats over instead. The performance was deliberate, the cleanest way I knew to end whatever had started against my desk and then against my living-room couch. Rules existed for a reason. I had already broken enough of them.Ellis never looked away.He sat in his usual place, posture relaxed, pen moving across the page as if the discussion still interested him. Every time my gaze accidentally slid in his direction I found his eyes already on me, the same quiet intensity that had watched me come apart twice. The simple fact of his attention made the space between my legs throb once, hard, before I forced myself to look at the whiteboard again.My phone vibrated against the desk near the end of the hour.I ignored it until the others began packing up. Only when the room emptied did I unlock t







