Josh's POV
I was unable to take in the cookie I had in-between my finger immediately I heard the word Darren had just said. What exactly does he mean by Lina was in love with him? Or had interest in him? Has he even taken a proper look at himself in the mirror to consider if he was her type first of all? “Let me have that” Max slipped the cookie off his finger, throwing it in-between his lips before he closed his eyes shut, savouring how sweet and perfect it tasted. “That is good, your mum right? I have missed her cooking” My mother was hell of a cook but that wasn't what I was here for, what I was here for was the sudden interference of Darren, why exactly does he think he can just step in here, say words like that and be left alone? Eyes were already on me and Max, because everyone knew what exactly happened whenever anyone professed their love for Lina, we made sure whoever it was immediately detoxified such feelings or so called love for her. We had always been doing that, and even though Max did so to protect his sister and he thought I was just happy to tag along, I had an ulterior motive, all I was doing was keeping her to myself for when it would be perfect for me to get her I had never given up hope and I wasn't about to do so right now so I took a step forward, attempting to show Darren that lina was untouchable when a hand wrapped itself around my wrist. I turned, almost livid at whoever it was when Max seemed to have a wide smile on his face, was I imagining things or was this actually happening? “I had a talk with Lina this morning and I told her it would be selfish of me to keep stopping her from going on dates with guys, you know she will need the experience” he relayed to me. Flicking my head at him, I turned so stunned that he had done so, where was the Max who had sworn that no one else would have her? That he was going to make sure she had a good husband, one whom he will find himself? Things kept coming up every single time and it was shocking. And Lina, why was it that she didn't say a word to me? I had expected her to say that much, all I expected was the truth from her. My words came out pained, to me but I was so sure Max would have never felt it. “ Do you think you are doing the right thing? I mean, you can't just do that, and beside you know nothing about Darren that you will give your permission just like that” “ I don't” his face blossomed into a tender smile which had me wondering what exactly was funny in all I had just said. The woman I loved was being taken away under my nose and he had done so, why was he so cruel? “ But he came to me last night, asking for permission to take her out, like a true gentleman, he asked me, Josh, I was so shocked but I knew I had to accept” “ Why?” I wanted to know. “What do you mean by why?” “ Why do you think he is a true gentleman? You barely even know him, or anything about him and you gave your consent, I know you have always been wanting to sure of her spouse or her boyfriend so this is coming as a shock to me” “ Uhhh” his hand tapped my chest. “ Wow, that is intense,are you pissed because he didn't come to you? I know we both have been on this and it would have been selfish of me to act all alone,I know how much you care about Lina, just like I do and it was stupid of me” Just like you my ass, I wanted her for life, not just for keeps, she was different from all the other girls I have been with, those didn't give me the excitement I get from just talking to Lina. I didn't get the hot embers crawling through my veins with them, didn't get all agitated and wanting to be a better person, didn't want to prove that I was the best with them, but with Lina I did all that. When I knew she was watching the last hockey game we had, I scored a goal just so she could etched that in her mind, I kept doing every single thing for her to notice me and I wouldn't do so for any other person who wasn't her and that was because she was worth it all, and that wasn't going to change. “That isn't it, I mean, I didn't know about it and it should be shocking, but I just want to be sure he is a good choice for her and that's all, if you say he is then you have a good choice there, he will take good care of her” He clasped my hand, pushing me closer to him when I noticed eagle eyes staring at me, Emily. What was she doing here staring at me? “ Hubby” she screamed from down the hall, but I didn't turn my head, not wanting to give her whatever it was she was about to do Max gave me a gentle jab as her heels click clacked over at me. “ Here comes your fiance, the one you have always wanted” “ She isn't” I pointed out, I was never going to say that she was the one I loved even though I had a gun pointed to my head. “I have been trying to get across to you, I never knew Lina was with Darren, I am sorry for the words I used last night, I shouldn't have said those to you two” “ What words?” Max chipped in suspicion, I didn't tell him a thing and here she was about to blow my cover when she was supposed to act mature. “ I saw Lina and Josh in the garden Max, and we had an altercation, which didn't end well because I had the wrong view about things and it might have led to something heated, I wouldn't have said that if I had known you weren't like that” “ I'm lost, can someone fill me in?” “I walked in on me talking to Lina,and thought I had something to do with her” I chewed on my lips while I told Max whose hands went to his chest, hollering. “ You shouldn't think like that, Josh is the last person who will ever be attracted to Lina, he practically hates her and they have never seen eye to eye, you don't know how hard I had tried to get them not to find each other, they aren't ever going to be a couple, Emily, you have your man all to yourself” “ I know that now Max” the deceitful snake of a human spouted out,trying to hold my hands when I shielded it away. What exactly was she trying to prove with that? What if Max had taken it the wrong way? “ I have a sparring class” I excused myself, leaving Max with Emily, a long glance at Lina who stood at the end of the hall, watching with Darren had me slipping my phone out as I texted. Date night,7pm. Meet me at the school field When her phone pinged, Darren asking who it was, I listened for what she would say when her voice came out gruff “ Nothing, it's just a broadcast message” and only then was I able to step out with a smile eager to see her tonight.Lina's POVI sauntered down the stairs, humming a song when my eyes twitched at the crowd pulled close to my locker, cheering and chanting. My feet halted as I glanced up, my eyes melting into his when our gaze locked, warmth pooled underneath his, the gentle thud of my heart against my rib cage as it pounded had me running a hand over my chest. He tore his gaze off, peering at whoever he was standing with, I was lost in my thoughts when a hand hook itself around me, pulling me with her. “ Are you just going to stand here? Aren't you going to watch the biggest proposal of all history?” Emma, my best friend asked. She pulled me alongside her, dragging me feets ahead as I watched. Josh stood, eyes on Emily, the cheerleader as she handed him a paper, before chewing on her lips nervously, while twirling a strand of her hair. My eyes watered as I took in what was happening, Josh was my brother's best friend and my secret crush, but I couldn't bring myself to tell him about it. He ha
Josh's POV The words were out before I could force them back, it had been out of rage, and fear, the fear that had stemmed from whoever that man was. None of her admirers had stood up to me in the way that he had, not one of them had even had the nerves to look me in the eyes, until he came along. Her eyes contorted into a scowl as she flipped her head to the side. “ You don't mean that,” she said.“ I do” I confirmed with every ounce in me. “ I mean it, I will give you the experience you need, I am ready to let you know what it feels and…”My heart shredded into pieces at the next word she uttered, disgust roaming through them. “ I don't even like you” “ Lina” I groaned at her when she attempted to walk away. “ Lina” I drawled, my voice reverberating across the field. “You said you wanted to know what it felt like, to be in a relationship, I am ready to help you, as long as you don't go out with Darren” Her hands clenched her back before she spun around, eyes gazing into mi
Lina's POVThat this could be the worst mistake I would be making had occurred to me a dozen times, but I pushed it off. I was certain that I was going to make him come to love me, a two third part of me was certain that he loved me, just like I did. Pushing myself off the bed, I went through the daily ritual of taking my bath before slipping into my skirt that hung just above my knees and a white shirt over a blazer. I hummed alongside a song that had drifted into my mind before I picked up my Gucci bag, strolling down. My feet came to a stop before my parents who seemed to be munching on breakfast and breakfast seemed to be a whole lot. “ Mother, father” I kissed them on their cheek, pushing off the startled looks they both had on their faces off my mind. “ What?” I lifted my shoulders, while slipping a shortbread in-between my lips, the soft delicious biscuit melted in my mouth. They exchanged glances before my father placed the day’s paper on the table. “ Was I dreaming or
Josh's POV It was those eyes, her hazel orbs that pierced through me as she whispered my name with so much pain, that had started all of these, these feelings that wouldn't just fade. My hands wrapped firmly around her, the surrounding fading out for a bit before she shook my hands off, standing upright on her feet. “ Father, what are you saying?” I asked, hoping with everything in me that he hadn't meant what he had just said. He had promised me that I was going to choose my Luna, and that was after I had mentioned how much I loved the relationship he had with mother. This was clearly contradicting that. He let out a sigh, a hand on my shoulders, before he said. “ Come with me, let's talk” I gave Max a wry smile, one that didn't get to my lips before storming off. The door shut behind us when I stepped in, waiting for what would be his excuse. “ Josh, you have to understand that I didn't have much say in this, I heard Emily likes you and…”“ And what?” I was intercepted. “
Josh's POVEmily's eyes travelled between I and Lina, her eyes dimming in on us before she tore her gaze away. “What are you both doing here?’’ Lina took a step back, attempting to walk away when my hands wrapped themselves around hers, jerking her toward me. “Josh!” Emily called out, barely taking a gasp as she questioned. “ Is this what is it? Does Max know? What you are doing?’’“What do you think we are doing? You found us talking, that's all”Her hands went underneath her boobs in a fold before her words rolled out of her lips. “Weren’t you talking about getting rid of the proposal, which you know well enough that you won't be able to? I won't let you to anyways,and you have no other choice than to go along with it”Lina heaved behind me, before rasping out. “I'm leaving, I have to find Max, my parents will be worried, congratulations Emily, Josh loves you a lot” she whispered before walking away. My hands clasped together, watching her footsteps, each short and angered. “We
Lina’s POVI should have been ready for it, but the announcement had come so quickly that I wasn't expecting it. I didn't know what to do nor make a move but I stayed, watching every single thing. I wasn't going to lie but I hated it, hated the fact that Josh's eyes had remained on me while he stood on the podium getting engaged to someone who wasn't supposed to be his wife. Maybe, I had been thinking too much or I must have expected too much of myself, what do I have that Emily didn't? She was always going to be the perfect match for him, the one who he had always wanted, to him, I will always remain the little one who kept straddling in whatever function he was in, the one who was always going to make a mess of herself, the one he always had to look out for so she wouldn't make things worse than they already were. “I will leave first” I mustered up a smile on my face, sauntering out of the hall while Darren was fast on my heels, the music had resumed and the last I had seen was J
Lina’s POV “ What do you think you are doing?” I asked Josh when he tugged me away, everything had happened so fast. How was it possible that he had been able to ditch Emily so fast and my brother as well, Max? Oh my God. I clasped a hand against my mouth, scared at what was going to happen. If we were found here together. “ What do you think you are doing?” I asked again when I didn't get an answer to the fast, he was pulling me so fast that I didn't know what to make about this. Why was it that he couldn't even think? And why does it have to be now? “ I needed to get your attention, you left without saying a word to me” he said,shutting the door. “ That's because I don't have anything to say to you, you know that”“Lina, I had to explain, you know we had things planned out, I never knew that was going to happen, I never wanted the engagement, and you know about that, you know I have someone I love, someone I want to keep by my side for the rest of my life and that isn't Emily
Josh's POV I was unable to take in the cookie I had in-between my finger immediately I heard the word Darren had just said. What exactly does he mean by Lina was in love with him? Or had interest in him?Has he even taken a proper look at himself in the mirror to consider if he was her type first of all? “Let me have that” Max slipped the cookie off his finger, throwing it in-between his lips before he closed his eyes shut, savouring how sweet and perfect it tasted. “That is good, your mum right? I have missed her cooking” My mother was hell of a cook but that wasn't what I was here for, what I was here for was the sudden interference of Darren, why exactly does he think he can just step in here, say words like that and be left alone? Eyes were already on me and Max, because everyone knew what exactly happened whenever anyone professed their love for Lina, we made sure whoever it was immediately detoxified such feelings or so called love for her. We had always been doing that, a
Lina’s POV “ What do you think you are doing?” I asked Josh when he tugged me away, everything had happened so fast. How was it possible that he had been able to ditch Emily so fast and my brother as well, Max? Oh my God. I clasped a hand against my mouth, scared at what was going to happen. If we were found here together. “ What do you think you are doing?” I asked again when I didn't get an answer to the fast, he was pulling me so fast that I didn't know what to make about this. Why was it that he couldn't even think? And why does it have to be now? “ I needed to get your attention, you left without saying a word to me” he said,shutting the door. “ That's because I don't have anything to say to you, you know that”“Lina, I had to explain, you know we had things planned out, I never knew that was going to happen, I never wanted the engagement, and you know about that, you know I have someone I love, someone I want to keep by my side for the rest of my life and that isn't Emily
Lina’s POVI should have been ready for it, but the announcement had come so quickly that I wasn't expecting it. I didn't know what to do nor make a move but I stayed, watching every single thing. I wasn't going to lie but I hated it, hated the fact that Josh's eyes had remained on me while he stood on the podium getting engaged to someone who wasn't supposed to be his wife. Maybe, I had been thinking too much or I must have expected too much of myself, what do I have that Emily didn't? She was always going to be the perfect match for him, the one who he had always wanted, to him, I will always remain the little one who kept straddling in whatever function he was in, the one who was always going to make a mess of herself, the one he always had to look out for so she wouldn't make things worse than they already were. “I will leave first” I mustered up a smile on my face, sauntering out of the hall while Darren was fast on my heels, the music had resumed and the last I had seen was J
Josh's POVEmily's eyes travelled between I and Lina, her eyes dimming in on us before she tore her gaze away. “What are you both doing here?’’ Lina took a step back, attempting to walk away when my hands wrapped themselves around hers, jerking her toward me. “Josh!” Emily called out, barely taking a gasp as she questioned. “ Is this what is it? Does Max know? What you are doing?’’“What do you think we are doing? You found us talking, that's all”Her hands went underneath her boobs in a fold before her words rolled out of her lips. “Weren’t you talking about getting rid of the proposal, which you know well enough that you won't be able to? I won't let you to anyways,and you have no other choice than to go along with it”Lina heaved behind me, before rasping out. “I'm leaving, I have to find Max, my parents will be worried, congratulations Emily, Josh loves you a lot” she whispered before walking away. My hands clasped together, watching her footsteps, each short and angered. “We
Josh's POV It was those eyes, her hazel orbs that pierced through me as she whispered my name with so much pain, that had started all of these, these feelings that wouldn't just fade. My hands wrapped firmly around her, the surrounding fading out for a bit before she shook my hands off, standing upright on her feet. “ Father, what are you saying?” I asked, hoping with everything in me that he hadn't meant what he had just said. He had promised me that I was going to choose my Luna, and that was after I had mentioned how much I loved the relationship he had with mother. This was clearly contradicting that. He let out a sigh, a hand on my shoulders, before he said. “ Come with me, let's talk” I gave Max a wry smile, one that didn't get to my lips before storming off. The door shut behind us when I stepped in, waiting for what would be his excuse. “ Josh, you have to understand that I didn't have much say in this, I heard Emily likes you and…”“ And what?” I was intercepted. “
Lina's POVThat this could be the worst mistake I would be making had occurred to me a dozen times, but I pushed it off. I was certain that I was going to make him come to love me, a two third part of me was certain that he loved me, just like I did. Pushing myself off the bed, I went through the daily ritual of taking my bath before slipping into my skirt that hung just above my knees and a white shirt over a blazer. I hummed alongside a song that had drifted into my mind before I picked up my Gucci bag, strolling down. My feet came to a stop before my parents who seemed to be munching on breakfast and breakfast seemed to be a whole lot. “ Mother, father” I kissed them on their cheek, pushing off the startled looks they both had on their faces off my mind. “ What?” I lifted my shoulders, while slipping a shortbread in-between my lips, the soft delicious biscuit melted in my mouth. They exchanged glances before my father placed the day’s paper on the table. “ Was I dreaming or
Josh's POV The words were out before I could force them back, it had been out of rage, and fear, the fear that had stemmed from whoever that man was. None of her admirers had stood up to me in the way that he had, not one of them had even had the nerves to look me in the eyes, until he came along. Her eyes contorted into a scowl as she flipped her head to the side. “ You don't mean that,” she said.“ I do” I confirmed with every ounce in me. “ I mean it, I will give you the experience you need, I am ready to let you know what it feels and…”My heart shredded into pieces at the next word she uttered, disgust roaming through them. “ I don't even like you” “ Lina” I groaned at her when she attempted to walk away. “ Lina” I drawled, my voice reverberating across the field. “You said you wanted to know what it felt like, to be in a relationship, I am ready to help you, as long as you don't go out with Darren” Her hands clenched her back before she spun around, eyes gazing into mi
Lina's POVI sauntered down the stairs, humming a song when my eyes twitched at the crowd pulled close to my locker, cheering and chanting. My feet halted as I glanced up, my eyes melting into his when our gaze locked, warmth pooled underneath his, the gentle thud of my heart against my rib cage as it pounded had me running a hand over my chest. He tore his gaze off, peering at whoever he was standing with, I was lost in my thoughts when a hand hook itself around me, pulling me with her. “ Are you just going to stand here? Aren't you going to watch the biggest proposal of all history?” Emma, my best friend asked. She pulled me alongside her, dragging me feets ahead as I watched. Josh stood, eyes on Emily, the cheerleader as she handed him a paper, before chewing on her lips nervously, while twirling a strand of her hair. My eyes watered as I took in what was happening, Josh was my brother's best friend and my secret crush, but I couldn't bring myself to tell him about it. He ha