Josh's POV
When was the last time I felt this sated? I questioned myself repeatedly as I watched her walk away, stepping into her car before she drove off before I got into mine, driving slowly behind her just to make sure there wouldn't be a repetition of what had happened in the school field all over again. I had been wrong in my path, I haven't thought about the fact that anyone might see her, I was blinded with my rage that somehow Darren had been able to get across to her and so, I needed to make sure that it wasn't so, and when I finally did, I felt so glad that it was hard to keep my emotions at bay. The thing was to get her to fall in love with me within two months. I really hoped that I would be able to, if I could, it would make me the happiest man in this universe and even among all the planets. “ Shit,” I cursed when I noticed she had finally driven down to the lane which led to their pack house and knowing that she was safe in the comfort of her home, only then was I able to drive along without anything bothering me. I skidded off tracks, deciding to down a beer or two, but I opted for a take out instead, a smile still lit on my face. Anyone could tell that I was in a good mood, and being in a good mood, I ought to celebrate, but that will be while I was home. I didn't want to complicate stuff, getting pulled over for drunk driving wouldn't do and she wouldn't like it either so I had to get myself tucked in, while making sure I didn't do anything she wouldn't want me to. Slamming the brakes just in front of the duplex I shared with my parents, my brows furrowed when I noticed Max leaning against his car. Slipping my phone out of my pocket, and the beers I had bought, I wondered if he had somehow found out I was with Lina, but was that even possible? I knew she wouldn't talk unless he ... .my mind went racing to the night watch who I knew wouldn't as well, so I was going to take this as a harmless visit. “ Hey” he called, standing upright when I stepped out. “ I called, you weren't picking.” My eyes fell on my phone, where Lina's picture was hidden properly in the background, one I had taken when she was asleep, and she looked like a fallen angel, she had stolen my heart all over again at that moment. “ Sorry, I had to get into town to get this.” I handed him a bottle of Guinness beer, gurgling it down in an instant “Thanks.” “Something weighing your mind?” I had snapped mine open, offering to do the same to his which he let me to. “How could you tell?” “It's written all over your face.” I pointed that, running a finger over his face to buttress my point when he bobbed, before sniffing in. “Lina went on a date.” he relayed to me. “I thought you wanted her to?” He had clearly given his permission which I could recall so what was this quick regret all about, like he shouldn't have done that. “ With Darren, yes, but she didn't go with him, this was with someone else.” I gulped down another at his words, wondering how it was going to be if he ever found out I was the one. “What is different with her going out with someone else aside Darren? You can't just let her limit her choices, you gave your consent, so practically, you were fine with it, and that's it, or is there something I am not catching?” I watched his face. We were seated just across the duplex, under a shed which had a swinging chair underneath it,his face stone cold as he seemed to think, wanting to give me an answer. “I haven't vetted him out yet, we haven't done so, and I am scared, I don't know what exactly is going to happen and I mean it, I just need him to be a proper gentleman, one who wouldn't hurt her.” I knew he was being a worry wart, and I wouldn't blame him, unlike I who happened to be the only child, he had Lina and he was over protective of her, I understood the urge of not wanting anyone hurting her, it all made sense and I will be too in his shoes. “ I am sure she will make a great choice, you know your sister isn't one to go after boys who will hurt her, I am so sure she will bring him home one day so can you stop worrying? I am so sure she didn't have a chance earlier because of us, but you decided to, and I'm ready to go with that, let's give her the benefit of doubt.” I enjoined him, a finger shutting my beer cover. “I told her we are vetting whoever it is tomorrow and I mean I and you, we have to be sure that he wouldn't hurt her and if he ever has a plan of doing so, I will kill that son of a bitch.” My hands went to my chest at his last words which possibly didn't dawn well with me with how murderous his eyes were as I tapped on my chest, letting out a tiny cough, his hand patted my back, as he let out words of how sorry he was. “Thank you bro.” I turned to the side, gulping in the rest of my beer before letting the bottle drop to the grass. “Like I said, you shouldn't do all of those things, I have been the one doing all these with you and I'm telling you as well, you shouldn't let any of this get to you, let her live her life now that she has chosen to, she will be in college soon and will be all lost, you know how it is?” He nodded his head, looking like he had heard what I just said just right even when I still had goosebumps from how murderous his gaze had been some minutes ago even when they weren't that way now. “Since you think that's the right thing to do, the least I can do is listen to you, let's give her a chance and hopefully, she will get the experience she needs, I know coming to meet with you will always be the best choice, I mean, who else will give me such a sound advice like that?” “ No one” I coughed out. “Except I, you know there are times I wished I had a sister as well, one just like Lina, I would have made sure she gets married to you” “Are you for real?” He turned to me, stunned. “Of course. I know you will be the perfect man for her, aside from being a tyrant, you are nice, a good gentleman and have all the perfect qualities.” He held a finger at me. “I won't say the same about you though, Lina is always going to stay off limits and I know you know that.” “ Of course I do.” “Because you are a playboy, I know she will get hurt being with you, Emily is your betrothed but you are looking at someone else and at times I am forced to ponder on what exactly you want.” “ Love Max, love is all I am seeking for, Emily doesn't want that, I told you there's a reason behind our engagement and I am getting out, I can't be blindfolded into it.” “It's your choice to make bro, but even at that, Lina will always be off limits to you.”Lina's POV I had a sleepless night as I could barely think of what to say to Max whom I knew could be pretty persistent when he wanted to and it didn't even help at the moment. Inhaling deeply, I plopped on the seat just beside the dressing mirror in the room, the led lights glaring at me as I did so, I gulped in my nervousness before running a finger on my lips as I flicked my head around. With ease, while counting down the hours, I went through my morning routine before picking up my bag as I walked down the stairs which led to the table where I was so sure my family was having breakfast. The gazes thrown at me confirmed what I had thought, I hadn't covered up my dark eyes properly and now everyone could see that, way to go Lina, I mouthed at myself. “Good morning princess” my mom cheered, looking at me when I strolled in. “ Are you okay?” Worry laced her tone as she enquired. “ Your eyes, you look stress” “ I'm okay, mother,” I explained, trying to get Max's eyes off me even
Josh's POV When was the last time I felt this sated? I questioned myself repeatedly as I watched her walk away, stepping into her car before she drove off before I got into mine, driving slowly behind her just to make sure there wouldn't be a repetition of what had happened in the school field all over again. I had been wrong in my path, I haven't thought about the fact that anyone might see her, I was blinded with my rage that somehow Darren had been able to get across to her and so, I needed to make sure that it wasn't so, and when I finally did, I felt so glad that it was hard to keep my emotions at bay. The thing was to get her to fall in love with me within two months. I really hoped that I would be able to, if I could, it would make me the happiest man in this universe and even among all the planets. “ Shit,” I cursed when I noticed she had finally driven down to the lane which led to their pack house and knowing that she was safe in the comfort of her home, only then was I
Lina's POV Fright? I was supposed to do so, I wasn't going to lie because I was a mess inside of me but I held it back so well or maybe it looked that way to me because every single thing we're beating so fast, from my heart to my hand which was shivering and I had to place them on top of each other to stop it from doing so. “ Well, well, you aren't going to give me an answer, are you?”“That’s because you don't deserve one.”I wondered where the nerves had come from, I was never that way, not with anyone. “What did you just say?” He sounded spell bound.“ Come on, were you actually expecting me to beg? So you can blackmail me into giving you money? Is Josh doing so not enough for you?” “ Lina,” he scoffed, running his tongue over his lips and I hated that light he was holding. “ You are supposed to be begging me not to report you, well.” he shrugged, lifting his shoulders. “I won't lie, I was actually curious to see who it was Josh was with, I mean, he made a mistake giving me mo
Lina's POV A date Josh had said and oddly, I was out of the house when it was six, it had been easy to sneak out since my brother seemed to be busy with my dad, the school seemed deserted when I placed a foot in and dragging in a deep breath, I wondered what exactly it was that must have prompted him in insisting that we met in here, there were different places that we could have met aside the school. I was a bit skeptical about being here at the moment because it felt like anyone could see us,not all students would have gone home and we were at a higher risk of being caught here than anywhere else. Letting my thoughts run wild, I had a finger in-between my lips, chewing on it before turning around as I sauntered over to the school field where he had given direction that I was to be at. It was calm, and dark,chills ran down my arms wondering if this was it at all, I knew so well that I had the time to leave, it was still early and I could do so, but somehow I wanted this, whatever
Josh's POV I was unable to take in the cookie I had in-between my finger immediately I heard the word Darren had just said. What exactly does he mean by Lina was in love with him? Or had interest in him?Has he even taken a proper look at himself in the mirror to consider if he was her type first of all? “Let me have that” Max slipped the cookie off his finger, throwing it in-between his lips before he closed his eyes shut, savouring how sweet and perfect it tasted. “That is good, your mum right? I have missed her cooking” My mother was hell of a cook but that wasn't what I was here for, what I was here for was the sudden interference of Darren, why exactly does he think he can just step in here, say words like that and be left alone? Eyes were already on me and Max, because everyone knew what exactly happened whenever anyone professed their love for Lina, we made sure whoever it was immediately detoxified such feelings or so called love for her. We had always been doing that, a
Lina’s POV “ What do you think you are doing?” I asked Josh when he tugged me away, everything had happened so fast. How was it possible that he had been able to ditch Emily so fast and my brother as well, Max? Oh my God. I clasped a hand against my mouth, scared at what was going to happen. If we were found here together. “ What do you think you are doing?” I asked again when I didn't get an answer to the fast, he was pulling me so fast that I didn't know what to make about this. Why was it that he couldn't even think? And why does it have to be now? “ I needed to get your attention, you left without saying a word to me” he said,shutting the door. “ That's because I don't have anything to say to you, you know that”“Lina, I had to explain, you know we had things planned out, I never knew that was going to happen, I never wanted the engagement, and you know about that, you know I have someone I love, someone I want to keep by my side for the rest of my life and that isn't Emily
Lina’s POVI should have been ready for it, but the announcement had come so quickly that I wasn't expecting it. I didn't know what to do nor make a move but I stayed, watching every single thing. I wasn't going to lie but I hated it, hated the fact that Josh's eyes had remained on me while he stood on the podium getting engaged to someone who wasn't supposed to be his wife. Maybe, I had been thinking too much or I must have expected too much of myself, what do I have that Emily didn't? She was always going to be the perfect match for him, the one who he had always wanted, to him, I will always remain the little one who kept straddling in whatever function he was in, the one who was always going to make a mess of herself, the one he always had to look out for so she wouldn't make things worse than they already were. “I will leave first” I mustered up a smile on my face, sauntering out of the hall while Darren was fast on my heels, the music had resumed and the last I had seen was J
Josh's POVEmily's eyes travelled between I and Lina, her eyes dimming in on us before she tore her gaze away. “What are you both doing here?’’ Lina took a step back, attempting to walk away when my hands wrapped themselves around hers, jerking her toward me. “Josh!” Emily called out, barely taking a gasp as she questioned. “ Is this what is it? Does Max know? What you are doing?’’“What do you think we are doing? You found us talking, that's all”Her hands went underneath her boobs in a fold before her words rolled out of her lips. “Weren’t you talking about getting rid of the proposal, which you know well enough that you won't be able to? I won't let you to anyways,and you have no other choice than to go along with it”Lina heaved behind me, before rasping out. “I'm leaving, I have to find Max, my parents will be worried, congratulations Emily, Josh loves you a lot” she whispered before walking away. My hands clasped together, watching her footsteps, each short and angered. “We
Josh's POV It was those eyes, her hazel orbs that pierced through me as she whispered my name with so much pain, that had started all of these, these feelings that wouldn't just fade. My hands wrapped firmly around her, the surrounding fading out for a bit before she shook my hands off, standing upright on her feet. “ Father, what are you saying?” I asked, hoping with everything in me that he hadn't meant what he had just said. He had promised me that I was going to choose my Luna, and that was after I had mentioned how much I loved the relationship he had with mother. This was clearly contradicting that. He let out a sigh, a hand on my shoulders, before he said. “ Come with me, let's talk” I gave Max a wry smile, one that didn't get to my lips before storming off. The door shut behind us when I stepped in, waiting for what would be his excuse. “ Josh, you have to understand that I didn't have much say in this, I heard Emily likes you and…”“ And what?” I was intercepted. “