“You try to chastise me, but your voice falters as your heart races; there lies a wicked thrill beneath your piety.”
Ezreal’s Pov The ride back to the mansion was quiet, too quiet for the storm clawing inside my chest. The city lights passed in a blur, the neon lights zooming against tinted windows, but I barely registered them. My fingers drummed against my knee, restless, impatient, as if some invisible itch gnawed at my bones. Baron’s face haunted me. His trembling lips beneath mine, the fire in his eyes, the way his body betrayed him even as he begged for me to stop. Pathetic. Weak. Fragile. And yet I couldn’t shake the taste of him. “Boss.” Vincent’s voice snapped me from my thoughts. He sat across from me in the limousine, posture crisp as always, sharp eyes studying me like a hawk. I tilted my head, raising a brow. “You’ve been staring at me for way too long, Vincent. Spit it out before I cut your tongue.” He didn’t flinch. “You’re distracted,” he said simply, his tone respectful, but firm. "Is it because of him?" He asked. A cold smile tugged at my lips. “And who, pray tell, is him?” Vincent leaned forward slightly, the shadows cutting sharp across his jaw. “The priest.” Baron. A name I wouldn’t allow on Vincent’s tongue. I chuckled darkly, loosening the cuffs of my sleeves. “Distracted? Vincent, I tortured a man to death last night without blinking. I slit his femoral artery and watched him bleed out, and I didn’t so much as break a sweat. Does that sound like a distracted man to you?” His gaze didn’t waver. “No. It sounds like a man compensating. The more you think about him, the more violently you tear at everyone else. It's like they're a distraction for you. A way to get your mind off him.” For a moment, I almost lunged across the seat, almost wrapped my hands around his throat for daring to say aloud what even I didn’t admit to myself. But I didn’t. Instead, I smirked, leaning back into the velvet seat. “You give him too much credit. He’s nothing but a ghost from my past. A reminder. Nothing more.” Vincent sat back, unconvinced. His silence was louder than words. The car slowed as we reached the wrought-iron gates of the mansion. They opened and I found guards stationed at every corner of the place. The fortress Rodrigo once ruled was mine now, and yet, no amount of marble halls or gilded chandeliers filled the hollow ache that lingered in my chest. As the limousine rolled into the courtyard, Vincent’s phone buzzed. He answered, muttering in Spanish before hanging up. His expression tightened, though he masked it quickly. “What is it?” I asked, my tone lazy but edged with steel. “A message from Santiago.” The name soured whatever good mood I had instantly. Santiago. That vulture dressed as a man. He was one of Rodrigo’s old rivals, who had been kept in check only by fear and alliances forged. Now that Rodrigo was rotting in the ground, Santiago saw me as fresh prey. A baby. I arched my brow. “And what does the rat want?” “He questions your legitimacy,” Vincent said. “He says Rodrigo’s empire shouldn’t have passed to an outsider. He’s planning a meeting. A show of power.” I laughed, sharp and humorless. “Let him question or plan whatever he wants. He’ll discover soon enough that I’m not Rodrigo, and I don’t believe in mercy.” Vincent nodded once, but his eyes flickered with warning. “Be careful. If you let your… obsession… cloud you, he’ll exploit it.” I didn’t answer. I simply stepped out of the car, inhaling the night air as though it would cleanse the poison inside me. But it didn’t. Nothing did. *** The mansion was heavily guarded, that was sure. Guards patrolled the corridors, their footsteps echoing faintly against marble floors. The walls bore heavy portraits of Rodrigo. I had ordered most of them removed, but one remained above the grand staircase, staring down at me as if judging whether I was worthy of his throne. I rolled my eyes. I poured myself a glass of scotch in the study, its warmth burning down my throat. The silence was deafening. Even the ticking of the antique clock grated against my nerves. I closed my eyes and I saw him again. Baron, kneeling at the altar, whispering prayers not for himself, but for me. ‘Lord… deliver Ezreal from his demons…’ My jaw clenched, the glass nearly shattering in my grip. Demons? He still thought he knew me. Maybe he thought that he could save me with scripture and half-hearted prayers. Pathetic. And yet… I could still feel the way his body trembled beneath mine, the pulse of desire he tried to choke down with piety. His faith was his last defense, and I wanted to crush it. To tear down the altar he hid behind until he had no one left to pray to. Vincent entered without knocking, carrying a folder. “Intel on Santiago, Boss. He’s moving weapons through the East docks tomorrow night.” I flipped through the papers absentmindedly, my mind elsewhere. My lips curved into a wicked smile. “Good. Let him gather his men. I’ll send him a message he won’t forget.” Vincent’s sharp gaze lingered on me. “And the Priest?” I drained the last of my scotch, setting the glass down with deliberate care. “Why the fuck do you keep bringing him up?” “You can’t keep going back there,” Vincent said flatly. “It’s reckless. And also people might... Notice." A low laugh rumbled in my chest. “What led you to the opinion that I give a shit what people think? Let them notice. Let them whisper. Do you know what makes this game beautiful, Vincent? He hides behind robes and sermons, pretending to be untouchable. But I’ve already seen him stripped down, trembling, begging. No prayer can wash away that stain.” Vincent’s jaw tightened, but he said nothing. I leaned forward, eyes burning with a hunger I couldn’t disguise. “Baron will never escape me. Not in this life, not in the next. I will own him—his body, his faith, his every trembling breath. He sold his soul the day he betrayed me, and I’ve come to collect that debt." The words hung heavy in the air, darker than any vow I’d ever made. *** Later that night, I stood at the window of my room, watching the city lights flicker. A storm brewed in the distance, thunder rolling low across the horizon. I should be planning the docks and the inevitable bloodbath that awaits Santiago. But all I could see was the lake. The water clinging to Baron’s skin. The way his lips parted when he whispered my name. Fifteen years hadn’t been enough to erase him. I hated him for it. I hated myself more. Lightning split the sky, and with it, clarity struck. Next time, I would visit him as what I had become, a predator, a sinner... the devil himself. I wouldn't go there to confess my sins. I would be there to claim. And no God would stand in my way.Well…it’s gonna be a great adventure, my loves, buckle up for this one!
“Each strike for God only made me moan for the devil.”BARON’s POVMidnight.It had been a whole day of pretending that I hadn't been chained and degraded within every inch of my life just last night. A whole day of pretending that I wasn't still thinking about it. About him. His rough calloused hands that held stories and scars I wanted to know, pumping my length. His dark eyes stared up at me as I threatened to break apart under his touch. Those same mocking eyes that taunted me while he took every inch of me like a prayer.Salvation.Like I was salvation. His salvation. But I knew that wasn't his plan. He wanted to break me. And I hated how easily my body betrayed the years of teaching and control I had mastered before taking in my father's footsteps.I had attended the morning mass with his words echoing in my headㅡ “God won't save you tonight.”God help me because I wasn't sure I wanted to be saved.Now, I stood here in the empty church, my heart thudding in my chest as I stared
"Forgive me, Father, for I long to escape this holy sanctuary and lose myself in the chaos of his embrace.”Baron’s POVEzreal’s footsteps faded into the dark, his mocking smirk burned into my mind, and still the chains held me fast against the willow.My wrists ached, rubbed raw by the cold bite of iron against my skin, and my knees trembled, spread helplessly beneath my robe. I should have screamed, but my throat was wrecked, hoarse from gasps and broken pleas he had stolen from me.I stared at my reflection in the water’s surface and almost didn’t recognize the man staring back.The High Priest.God’s servant.Bound like a sinner in the dark, cock still hard, lips swollen from the kiss of the man I had betrayed fifteen years ago.I pulled against the cuffs. They clanged, loud and merciless, a cruel echo of the humiliation I just faced. The bark dug into my back as I struggled, but the harder I fought, the more it reminded me of him. Of his hand fisting my hair. Of his mouth forci
“You cast me away each time I draw near, yet your eyes flutter when I turn to leave...and your throat whimper in a desperate need to call out my name.”Ezreal’s POVThe lake was still, its black waters swallowing the moonlight whole. I leaned against the old willow at the edge, the chains in my hand clinking softly with every idle swing.I wondered if he’d come.Part of me hoped he wouldn’t. That would have made things simpler. A refusal meant I could write him off as a coward and snuff out the gnawing obsession that had gripped me since I walked back into his church.But the other part of me—the part that wanted him trembling, torn between faith and desire—hoped he’d drag himself here. Hoped he’d betray himself again.And then he appeared.Baron.His white robes looked almost spectral in the night, brushing against the grass as he moved closer, lantern light flickering in his hand. He paused when he saw me, and in that hesitation, I saw it all—fear, guilt, and something darker glimm
"Your touch is a sacrilege, and I long to defile every holy command.”Baron’s POVThe incense was still heavy in the air, curling like restless spirits above the altar. I stood with the chalice in my hands, repeating the liturgy with steady breath, though my heart faltered with every word. The congregation was full today with mothers in pressed gowns, children fidgeting in the pews wanting to run round and play, men crossing themselves with pious precision. And all eyes were on me. All ears tuned to listen to my voice.And yet, all I could hear was him.The memory of water dragging me under, of his lips crushing mine, of his hand forcing shame from me, it clung like a disease. My body still remembered the humiliation, the heat, the fire that should not exist inside a man of God. I prayed, I begged, I drowned myself in scripture, but nothing had washed him out of me. Not yet.I lifted the Host into the air. “Behold the Lamb of God, behold Him who takes away the sins of the world. B
“You try to chastise me, but your voice falters as your heart races; there lies a wicked thrill beneath your piety.” Ezreal’s Pov The ride back to the mansion was quiet, too quiet for the storm clawing inside my chest. The city lights passed in a blur, the neon lights zooming against tinted windows, but I barely registered them. My fingers drummed against my knee, restless, impatient, as if some invisible itch gnawed at my bones. Baron’s face haunted me. His trembling lips beneath mine, the fire in his eyes, the way his body betrayed him even as he begged for me to stop. Pathetic. Weak. Fragile. And yet I couldn’t shake the taste of him. “Boss.” Vincent’s voice snapped me from my thoughts. He sat across from me in the limousine, posture crisp as always, sharp eyes studying me like a hawk. I tilted my head, raising a brow. “You’ve been staring at me for way too long, Vincent. Spit it out before I cut your tongue.” He didn’t flinch. “You’re distracted,” he said simply, his
"In the shadow of the altar, sin looked a lot like salvation.” Baron’s Pov “Baron.” His voice cut through the silence, my name had never sounded so dangerous, so alive with threat. I swallowed, trying to pray, trying to recite anything that might ground me, but my mind betrayed me. I could still see him, the boy in the fields, trembling in my embrace, innocent lips pressed against mine beneath the moonlight. That Ezreal was gone. This Ezreal… this man, this predator, was something else entirely. “Look at me.” His hand shot out, gripping my chin and forcing my eyes to meet his. His green gaze was cold, feral, hungry, and I couldn’t look away. I shivered. He smiled. “You remember the last time, don’t you?” he whispered, leaning close enough that I felt the heat of his breath on my ear. I moaned, caught in memory, caught in him, trapped in the coil of shame and desire. My body betrayed me even as my mind screamed for salvation. He pushed me back lightly, but it was enough