Levi
It was the right thing to do, rejecting Arya. But why does it feel like I made a huge mistake?
I begin to second-guess myself the moment I step out of her room. A part of me wants to go back and apologize more, but a bigger part of me is relieved that the job is done. I’ve been dreading this night since I found out, but I can’t have it hovering above me any longer, so I just walk back to our palace.
“Master Levi,” our maids greet as I enter the doors, and I really wish they didn’t do that because that alerts my dad.
My dad. The great Alpha Mathias.
“Levi,” he calls out to me, appearing at the hallway. He’s also in his suit but his hair looks undone yet. The scar on his left eyebrow is shining under the light. “Where have you been? I was looking for you.”
“What for?” I ask. “I was just out to check how the birthday party is being set.”
He and I always had a strained relationship. He wants a strong heir, and a strong Luna to come with it. That is exactly why I had to break it off with Arya. He would consider me an outcast if he finds out that my mate is a mere human.
I might not even be crowned as the next Alpha.
Alpha Mathias nods and scans me as though trying to detect a lie, but I’m used to this scrutiny so I just stand straight and meet his eyes.
“Well, that is what I wanted to talk to you about, checking the crowd for the occasion,” he says. “Have you found your mate yet? Tonight should be the night. The Beta’s daughter’s birthday should be a good enough occasion to scan the crowd and feel the bond.”
That makes me freeze. Once again my mind flies to the scene where I rejected Arya. The hurt in her eyes seems to be embedded in my mind.
“I don’t know her yet,” I tell Dad.
What a lie. I felt from the beginning that Arya is my mate before we were even teenagers
But as we grew older, I began to have some doubts.
Every training, she always gets injured. She can’t heal herself. She can’t fight. Her strength and her endurance are almost nonexistent. She can’t outrun any of us, and her parents are supposed to be Betas.
Because of that, I was pushed to observe and investigate. When I felt the mate bond from her a year ago, I decided to look deeper and deeper into her past, until I found out that she was not the real daughter of the Clarkes.
I still gave my investigation some doubt. I thought that even though she might not have Beta blood, she would still be a suitable mate. But I was wrong, and it all came crashing down six months ago.
It was a night of camping in the seaside of San Jose. It was she and I, and a couple of our friends. It was supposed to be a fun night filled with laughter and stories around a fire, but then Rogues attacked.
All of us were forced to take on our wolf forms and fight back. We were all supposed to have our wolves then. All of us, except Arya, who stood there in fright and almost got mauled by a Rogue because she just wasn’t able to save herself.
And that event was what prompted me to look more closely at her. I found out that her Beta parents just adopted her after finding her in the woods as a baby.
My father will disown me if he found out that that weak orphan is my mate.
I need a mate like my mom. Strong, ferocious, can defend an entire pack all by herself without relying on her Alpha.
Arya just isn’t that person.
“I will talk to all the young women in the ceremony tonight, don’t worry,” I assure Alpha Mathias, and he smiles tightly at me.
“Well then, if you wish to do that, it would be best to start early,” he tells me, taking my arm and leading me towards the door.
Together, we go out into the courtyard where the ceremony is happening. The moon is already up and bright above us, and my peers are all claiming their mates by asking them for a dance. Still, there are a handful of boys and girls who are standing in the sides, looking confused.
But of course, once we enter, all the girls perk up. They all wave and flash me winks, which I respond to with a polite bow, but my dad shakes his head.
“You can’t expect to find someone in that attitude of yours. Go talk to them.”
With that, he pushes me into a crowd of girls. I force a smile on my face and try to listen as they introduce themselves to me, but I can’t shake off the unsettling feeling in my stomach.
And it doesn’t take me long to find out why I’m feeling like that.
I look up and see Mr. and Mrs. Clarke in the distance, both with desperate looks, searching the courtyard. Our eyes meet, and something tells me that things aren’t right.
“Excuse me, ladies,” I say, then I hurry towards them.
“We can’t find her, Master,” Mrs. Clarke tells me almost pleadingly. “We’ve been searching the whole house and the whole pack, but we haven’t found her.”
I open my mouth to say something, but then I see Alpha Mathias appearing at my side. “What’s wrong?” he asks the couple.
“Our daughter is missing, Alpha.”
My dad nods, and wasting no time, he turns to the crowd and announces, “Has anyone seen Arya Clarke?” When no one responds, he claps his hands together for attention. “Gather in groups. We shall sweep the woods and find out where the young lady is. There have been rumors about Rogues, so be vigilant.”
My skin grows cold. Rogues? Around this pack? Why haven’t I heard about this before?
I want to confront dad about this, but we have no time for that. Instead, I use the trace of Arya’s scent on my suit to follow my own path into the woods.
The others have scattered in groups, and although I know I should be there for her parents, I opt to search alone to avoid any kind of suspicion. I don’t want anyone to find out that Arya is my mate.
But this grows to be more and more irrelevant as the night wears on.
Hours and hours. I spend all my time and sharpen my senses to get even a small trace of her, but the path I’m following is faint, almost gone.
With my heart sinking lower every moment, I continue my search until I find the end of her scent at the cliff.
And there at the very edge, caught in one of the sharp shards of stone, is a sliver of blue fabric.
The fabric of the dress Arya wore tonight.
LeviNo. This can't be.I blink a couple of times to make sure I'm seeing the fabric correctly. My pulse is racing so fast that I have to pant just to catch my breath. I want to reach down and take the strip of fabric, but it's too far down.Which only means one thing.Arya jumped off this cliff.My hands start to shake. I fall to my knees, the pain in my chest too much to bear.This is all my fault. She jumped because I didn't take it easy. Because I didn't bother to explain. I just told her what I thought she needed to hear, with no regard to her feelings. Even though she's been my friend for the longest time. Even though she's my mate.But maybe I'm mistaken. Maybe she's still here somewhere and my human form isn't doing its best in tracking her scent.I step away from the cliff and take a deep breath, channeling my wolf, Thunder. Slowly, he takes over, transforming my body into a majestic black wolf with golden eyes.We can track scents better as wolves, and we have the ability to
Arya“So she’s finally back?”“I guess so. The Lycan King says it’s her, and who are we to question him?”“She does look like the girl in the pictures. . . .”The voices of the two women talking pierce my consciousness. I can’t recognize the voices and I know I should be in a state of panic right now, but my body is too weak to respond. I relax and try to allow myself to fall back asleep, but then I remember the man who called me his daughter.I lie there, trying to remember something beyond that. Where I was from, how I ended up here. But I got nothing. Blank. My mind is empty.Panic floods my chest. I try to open my eyes, but they feel glued together. I want to sit up and move, but I can only feel the soft mattress under my body. I feel paralyzed. Helpless. I struggle to get out of this haze, but then I feel two pairs of hands on my shoulders.I shudder awake, gasping for air and grasping my chest.The first thing I see is white. All white. The walls, the sheets, the floor. . . .Ev
AryaMy heart flutters are Queen Helena’s kind words and the softness in her eyes. Right then I’m starting to believe that this woman is indeed my true mother, but the reality turns me away once again.“But Queen Helena,” I begin, but she waves me off.“Call me mom,” she says.I swallow hard. I don’t think I have it in me to call her that just yet. “You have to know something.” I look up at the King too. “I remember that I’m a wolf. A weak wolf. That’s the only thing I can recall about myself, so that must mean that that has big significance to who I am. Therefore, I can’t be your daughter.”He smiles. “You don’t know what you’re capable of, Arya. But you will find out soon.”I try to be enthusiastic about that, but I only feel bad for them. They really have no clue. “You’re mistaken. I don’t have capabilities.”“Oh, dearest,” Queen Helena whispers, touching my face again. “You are not a weak werewolf. You see, we Lycans have different abilities. I can tell that your Lycan is just the
Levi“I will try to find Arya,” I tell Alpha Mathias. “No need to halt my coronation. I will find her.”This is exactly what I have feared, my father delaying passing on the title to me because of certain issues. That’s why I had to tell Arya what I knew. But it really seems that everything is just backfiring. By rejecting her, I condemned us both to a fate where we don’t get what we want.“You better get on to finding her, then,” he says sternly.I nod, and then I peek down the cliff. The currents are high, and the rush of the waters could be heard from above.Behind me, Arya’s brother Daniel says, “We should get down and see if her body . . . if she’s still there.”“Let’s go,” I say, but the mention of ‘her body’ sends chills down my spine. “This way.”With Daniel and our friend Theo, we scale the flatter side of the cliff to get to the shore of the river. The currents are almost deafening, and we find ourselves getting sprayed by the crash of the water.Still, we keep our eyes peel
AryaKing Samuel and Queen Helena look at each other as though they can’t quite believe what I just said, but I meant it. I want to train with them as soon as possible.“When can I start?” I ask eagerly. “Can I start tomorrow?”“Well, not yet.” King Samuel put his hand on my shoulder. “You need to heal first. I know you feel good now, but you need to be in peak condition when you fight with them.”He gestures at the warriors, who are still sparring with each other, but now with weapons. They’re moving so seamlessly and gracefully, but I can hear the weapons making strong impacts. Those elegant-looking moves are strong.I want so bad to be like them.I want to show everyone that I’m not some kind of weakling, like the people in my dreams tell me.But I look at the Queen and see her disapproving face. “Why don’t you come and meditate with me first?”* * *A few days pass, and things in the palace are going pretty well. I’m not allowed to roam on my own, and it’s because the King and Qu
AryaArthur. So that’s the name of this man.“Nice to meet you,” I mumble.I know I should say my name or something, but I really don’t feel like telling this man anything about myself. I don’t like the arrogant aura emanating from him, and that smirk looks like trouble.Although I must admit that he is extremely good-looking.Sculpted, chiseled face. Straight, angular nose with a little bump on the bridge. Deep-set blue eyes that seemed to be piercing right through me. Curved lips that looked like they were made so smirk . . . and do other things that I don’t want to name.“Pleasure to meet you,” he says, extending his hand for a shake.Reluctantly, I take his hand and shake it, but I quickly withdraw it when I feel him starting to trace circles around my skin.“Arthur here is the best warrior in our kingdom,” King Samuel begins to explain. “He’s the youngest leader of our troops, and he teaches everyone all kinds of combat skills.”Arthur smiles. “You flatter me, your Majesty.”The
AryaShock overcomes me. I gasp for breath as the pain starts to build around my shoulders. I try to buck Arthur off, but even the slightest movement is making my shoulder hurt even more.“Let me go!” I yell at him, trying to reach him with my foot but I can’t do it. “You’re hurting me! Let me go!”“You’re here to learn how to fight, not to beg for your life,” he whispers in my ear. “Now fight me.”For some reason, that makes my skin go all tingly again, and this time I’m pretty sure it’s not from being repulsed.With my shaking limbs, I try to elbow him hard, but then he just dodges me and pushes me harder against the wall.“Maybe this will be a good first lesson for you,” he tells me as he begins to ease his grip. “Always be vigilant. Always be mindful of what you’re opponent is doing. You got so distracted over making me leave that you didn’t even think of this happening. Now you’re stuck, and I can just as easily . . . end you. For good.”Damn it. It makes me hate myself to admit
Arya“You?” I stammer.Arthur shrugs. “Yes, me. Do we have any problem with that?”I do. That’s the truth. I have all sorts of issues with this arrangement, but what can I do? Complain to the King and Queen who are in a meeting right now? Would they even listen to me? Because it really seems that they like Arthur and they think he’s all that.I don’t answer. I just fold my arms over my chest as we stand face to face. For some reason, he doesn’t look teasing right now. There’s a certain tension in the air and I can see it in the way the muscles in his shoulders shift under his shirt.“Are you alright?” I ask.He brushes me off. “Let’s just go.”With that, some of the servants open the door for us and he leads me away, but then he stops when he sees a man standing beside a car in front of the palace.“Your Grace.” Arthur bows. “What are you doing here?”“Just making sure that you are doing what the King and Queen wants you to do.” The man looks at me and suddenly I’m struck with how muc