Ava's
POV:I couldn't move.
For a whole wide second, I couldn't move. And then I jerked up, gasping for air. Everything rotated in front of my eyes. I had to blink several times before my vision readjusted.
A small whimper escaped my lips. I couldn't feel the pain. But at the same time, I could. It felt extremely strange.
Looking around, I realized how I had been laying down on the grass. We were surrounded by trees. And the sun was nowhere in sight.
It was still night.
Will.
As if sudden realization hit me, I stood up immediately. Part of me wanted to wince out loud in pain. But there was no pain.
When I was completely standing, I looked around for my car. I remembered the sudden crash. I remembered how I was inside that car.
How come I was laying on the grass then?
God, where was
Will?It took me seconds before I spotted the car. The front was smashed against a tall tree trunk. That wasn't what bothered me.
"Will!" I heard my shout before I ran towards the passenger door. I couldn't see him through the smashed window. I tried opening the door but it wouldn't budge.
Sudden panic was coursing through my veins. My hands were trembling. My vision was edging with panic.
"Oh my God." I whispered in horror. I had no idea what to do. What if Will was badly injured? Where was my bag? My phone? I ran towards the other door to get my bag. I needed to call 911. Mom, dad. Anyone.
Surprisingly, it wasn't hard opening the other door. When I opened it, I recoiled back in horror.
No, it wasn't horror. It was pure dread.
In front of me, on the driver's seat, covered in dark red blood, was...me.
"No." I couldn't believe how low my voice had dropped off to.
How
inthehellwasthishappening?Maybe it was my brain. I knew how I hallucinated a lot when I was panicking. My mind tricked me a lot in panic attacks.
This wasn't real.
But it looked real. It felt like I was looking in a mirror. That person was me. My reddish hair streaked with the dark red substance. My for head on the steering wheel. My hand looked lifeless for some reason.
I
lookedlifeless.Maybe if I touched it, my mind would stop playing tricks on me. I needed to know that it was just my eyes playing foolish tricks on me. Blinking, I stepped forward towards it. But was stopped by a hand on my arm. "Don't touch it."
Once again, in utter horror, I turned around abruptly. And I was met with dark black eyes. So dark that I forgot to breathe for a second.
"What?" I whispered. It was a boy just around my age. But taller.
His eyes traveled towards the car. I followed his gaze towards the opened door. Unfortunately, I was still there. My head still slumped against the steering wheel.
It
can'tbeme."That is you." He spoke out.
I looked back at him, a frown forming on my forehead. Maybe it was the whole incident making me think extra slow or maybe it was the fact that I was seeing myself unconscious in a car. But when realization hit me, I realized how he was the same person who had come in front of the car.
Who had caused the car crash.
Who had been standing in the middle of that isolated road.
On instinct, I scrambled back. Away from him. The adrenaline rushed in my ears. In an almost feverish way.
"You–You!" I tried to come up with words. Looking at him, I realized how he wasn't hurt. Not even a single bit. "You're not hurt!"
I clearly remembered how the car had hit him. And the loud crashing sound. He should be dead.
Oh
myGod."Of course, I'm not hurt." His dark gaze looked over at me with a surprisingly calm look.
This
mustbeoneofthoseextremepanicattacks. I'mgoingcrazy. Ineedtocall 911.Without waiting for another crazy thing to happen, I stepped towards the door. I started looking around for my bag. My phone.
Where
wasit?"Don't step towards it." He pulled me back with his hand on my arm. I pulled back instantly as if my arm was on fire.
"I need to call my parents!" I shouted in exasperation. "This is not me! Why the hell can't I step towards it?"
He blinked before a slight frown formed on his forehead.
"You're dead, Ava."
I registered him with a long, silent look.
"Leave me alone." I whispered.
"I can't." His eyes seemed to darken.
"Please leave me alone." At this point, I was clearly begging him. "Please go. Whoever you are. Please let me call someone!"
His calm demeanor seemed to falter at that.
"It won't matter. You are already dead."
That didn't help. At least, not with my panicky state. "I'm not dead!" I yelled. "I'm standing right here! You can see me!"
He just shook his head. I lost it at that. Completely. Knowing there was only one way, I took a step back. Then turned around and ran.
I didn't know what I was doing. I just knew how I needed to stay away from him. He could be a psychopath. A killer. After all, which person in their right mind would stop between a road, in front of a car?
I just kept on running. The thought of William back in there made an unwilling sob escape my throat. Until I slammed into someone.
"I told you it won't matter." Horror surrounded me as I saw the same dark-eyed boy in front of me. The mere fact that he was holding my arm made me struggle.
"Leave me alone!" I shouted, fidgeting. Unfortunately, his grip was strong. But not too harsh.
"Ava, I'm trying to help you!"
"I don't know you! I don't even know how you know my name!" I shouted as tears blurred my vision. "Why can't you help me in a normal way? My brother is dying back there! Why don't you call a normal freaking ambulance?"
"He's not dead." He said. "But you are. And you need to come with me."
I stopped fidgeting at that.
"I'll scream." I whispered. Which wasn't a lie. I knew I would scream. Any second. Because my vision was edging with panic. I was starting to see red now.
"You don't believe me? Look back there." He turned me around, a bit harshly. My eyes traveled off to my car. It wasn't alone out there anymore. Instead, two ambulances were there beside it. Paramedics were rushing out. And there were sirens. And a body on a stretcher trolley was being taken inside the ambulance.
"Will." I whispered. Huge wave of relief washed over me when I saw his eyes blinking. He was bleeding. So bad. But he was alive.
And then I saw another person being taken inside the ambulance. On another stretcher trolley. And a cold feeling overtook the relief.
It
wasme.Still me. I had not been imagining it. It was me. They were taking me inside that ambulance.
But
Iwashere.Why couldn't they see me here?
"You are dead." I heard a voice behind me.
My eyes widened at that before I turned around, facing him once again. "Who are you?"
He
couldseeme.They couldn't.
"Hayden. I'm Hayden."
Something was not right. I knew that. As if he could've read my thoughts and was expecting me to run away again, his grip tightened around my arm.
"And you need to come with me."
"Where?"
"Underworld."
The next few seconds went by in silence. I was trying my best to register the only word he said. But it didn't make sense.
Maybe
thisisadream. MaybeIneverleftgrandma'shouse."My parents-"
"They have been informed about the accident." He interrupted. He was still calm. As if this wasn't horrifying for him.
"I can't go with you." My voice came out firm. "Whichever place you're talking about. I don't care what kind of crazy psychopath you are, but I'm not going anywhere with you!"
I tried pushing him after that. But he was taller than me. And his mere presence felt scary.
"You'd really thank me later. Do you know that?" He asked. Hidden anger was laced in his voice.
I struggled even more. And started shouting out loud for help. To get the attention of anyone.
"They are not going to listen." He said.
With angry tears, I tried pushing him again. But this time, he held on to my other arm too.
"Why are you doing this? Please don't do it! I have a family!"
"I know that, Ava." His mere glare made me freeze at my spot. "It's not my choice. Death is nobody's choice."
I slapped him across his face at that moment. My palm stinging with the sudden pain. His face fell in surprise as his grip on my shoulders loosened. But before I could've pulled back, he grabbed my waist. And between my struggling and shouts, he managed to mutter few words.
"I had no idea you'd be that crazy."
"No! No, leave me alone!"
And then everything happened so fast.
He touched his thumb lightly on my forehead. The surroundings seemed to lower in temperature. Almost as if it was snowing. I felt my consciousness drifting away.
And then I blacked out.
For the second time.
Ava's POV:It had been almost half an hour since I had woken up. I was in a room. A very big room. And that scared me so much that my legs had refused to get up.There was no window. Just a black door. This whole room would've been pitch black if it wouldn't have been the dark grey gloom coming from the ceiling. The transparent ceiling overlooking a stormy, grey sky.I once again found myself clutching the silk black sheet over me. The bed was huge. With a couch in the corner. And a glass table at the other corner. The walls were white. Almost grey.The only thing keeping me from screaming out loud were my clothes. At least, they were the same clothes I had worn in that party. The party at our house.Mom.I didn't even realize how I had started crying. Unclenching my hands from the sheets, I covered my face with them.This wasn't fine. This was wrong. I shouldn't be here. Where was I? Why was I in a room? What if that boy had kidnapped me?Oh my God, what was he going to do with me?A
Ava's POV:I didn't come out of the room for the next two days, I stayed inside. Unfortunately, there was no lock on the door. Fortunately Hayden, the mysterious guy who'd kidnapped me, knew how I didn't want to see his face.So, he stayed away."The breakfast, miss." I heard the voice from the other side of the door. Pulling the sheets over me, I sat up on the bed.The door opened and a woman came in. She was almost mom's age. From the first day, she had been coming in either with food or clothes. I had rejected both of them.Because either time when my stomach had grumbled with hunger, I had remembered grandma's words. If this place, by any chance, was Underworld then I wasn't supposed to eat the food.The legend said how Persephone got stuck in the Underworld just because she ate few pomegranate seeds there. She had no way out.I sounded so crazy.And I missed grandma so much."Do you want new clothes?" Her pale skin was hard not to notice. It was paler than Hayden's, more transluc
Ava's POV:Two more days passed by. This time, I didn't stick around in the room that was supposed to be my room. Instead, I started visiting the library more often.It wasn't actually a library. At least not like the ones back where I lived. Tall dark shelves with thick leather bound books. That's all this place was filled with. Not a single couch. Or a chair to sit on. There was this some sort of strange vibe in that room which made me want to visit it.At least this room was better than those gardens. Or this whole dark mansion-looking palace.I did want to visit those gardens once again. Even if those flowers looked lifeless, they were still flowers. But the mere fact that I'd hear those voices again, was keeping me rooted to my spot.I had to find a way to get out of this place. And there was only one I knew. What those voices had said.I needed to persuade Hayden to take me back.Whatever this place was. Whoever he was. I needed to stay away. I couldn't help but shiver every tim
Ava's POV:Time passed by in a flash. But to be honest, I didn't even know how many days I had been trapped here. Things were the same here in Underworld. Dark grey sky in the mornings. Dark grey sky in the nights.But one thing was for sure.I had somehow died. And ended up here, in the Underworld. And Underworld really existed. And I was trapped here with the only guy I shouldn't have been trapped with. Hayden, the so called Lord of the Dead.My old self wouldn't have believed this. At all.But it was true. And for some reason, he wasn't letting me go. Unlike other dead people, I didn't see a light in a dark tunnel when I died. I didn't get to go over to my afterlife.When I died, I had still been there on earth. I remembered how I could've seen the ambulances around that forest. I had seen Will. And myself. My dead self.But then Hayden had come. And took me here. Without my permission. Something was highly wrong about that. I needed to know why he was doing this.But he wasn't tel
Ava's POV:I picked out a thick leather bound book from the shelf. Its black rough surface was covered with dust. Wiping it with my palm, I looked at the title.Senex Animarum.Once again, I felt the frustration gripping my insides. Every single book in this place was filled with a language I didn't know.I should've taken French this semester.But this language looked nowhere near French. I opened the book and looked at the worn out dust-filled pages. There were diagrams. And foreign words.Nothing made sense."Old Latin."I turned around so abruptly that the book in my hand fell down on the floor with a loud thud, making a small wince escape my lips.Unfazed by the sudden reaction, Hayden bent down and picked up the book. "You wouldn't understand the words."I took the book from his hands and sat down on the floor, my back against the hard shelf. "You know how to speak this language, don't you?"I had heard him speak some foreign language at times. And I'm sure it was the same langu
Ava's POV:"Do you know how long has it been since I died?" I asked the same maid that always came in my room to offer me new set of clothes.Which were always the same. White silk dresses."I'm afraid we don't keep track of time here, miss." She replied in her soothing yet slightly creepy voice.After all, she was dead.Like me.The more I lived here, in Underworld, the more nauseated I became of the surrounding. This was all just too creepy."Maybe you can ask Lord Hayden?" She suggested.I had somehow persuaded Hayden in the past few days, or whatever time it had been here, to show me around in the Underworld. And he had surprisingly, agreed.I could've just stayed here in my room and tried to ignore him after that little incident in the library, but I decided otherwise. I needed to gain his trust. I needed to somehow persuade him to take me back to Earth.This place scared me more than anything. And I needed my life back."Yeah." I murmured with a little nod. "I'll ask him."Later
Ava's POV:"I want you to wear this." Hayden said, looking down at the red cloth in his hand.I looked at him, confused. Yesterday, after so much of my insisting, he had agreed to take me back to my parents.Just for an hour.I was ready. More than ever. Something inside me craved so much to see my parents. My little brother. And everything I had left behind.Hayden's eyes nudged me to take the cloth. Slowly, I went towards him and found myself pulling onto the edge of the smooth red silk.I was surprised when I saw something inside it. I pulled off the cloth completely to see a delicate bracelet."Wow." Was the only word that came out of my mouth when I saw it. It looked so beautiful and...deadly at the same time.Small obsidian stones dangled from the beautifully carved silver chain. It wasn't like anything I had ever seen. And amongst the colorless surroundings, it looked so precious.And beautiful."It's for you." He added.I couldn't make myself to look up at him. Something in th
Ava's POV:I blinked, feeling sad. And angry. And so much more. My best friend was standing in front of me. And I couldn't have done anything to make her feel better. To let her know that I was here, right here, and why couldn't she just see me?Zoe left after that. And I kept standing there for I don't know how long. Judging from their conversation, it looked like I hadn't died. Probably gone off into a coma. For an entire month.I hadn't even realized how quick time passed in the Underworld.But I wasn't in the Underworld now. I was here. And I wasn't going to leave. Not this time.I was interrupted from my thoughts when the door opened again and the doctor came out. Taking that as my cue, I slipped inside my room before the door could've closed.For a whole minute, I just looked around my room. It felt so long since I had been here. My own room.My eyes traveled from the light colored walls to the glass window. And my plants on the window pane. I literally breathed out a sigh of re