Ava's
POV:It had been almost half an hour since I had woken up. I was in a room. A very big room. And that scared me so much that my legs had refused to get up.
There was no window. Just a black door. This whole room would've been pitch black if it wouldn't have been the dark grey gloom coming from the ceiling. The transparent ceiling overlooking a stormy, grey sky.
I once again found myself clutching the silk black sheet over me. The bed was huge. With a couch in the corner. And a glass table at the other corner. The walls were white. Almost grey.
The only thing keeping me from screaming out loud were my clothes. At least, they were the same clothes I had worn in that party. The party at our house.
Mom.
I didn't even realize how I had started crying. Unclenching my hands from the sheets, I covered my face with them.
This wasn't fine. This was wrong. I shouldn't be here. Where was I? Why was I in a room? What if that boy had kidnapped me?
Oh
myGod, whatwashegoingtodowithme?Another small sob escaped my lips as I looked around, once again through my teary vision.
How
wasIsupposedtoescapefromhere?Sniffing, I finally got up, my bare feet coming into contact with the surprisingly cold floor. Even if there were no mirrors in here, I knew clearly well how bad I must be looking. And for once, it didn't bother me.
Because all I needed to do was escape.
Wiping my tears with the back of my hand, I went towards the black door and opened it. Fortunately, it wasn't locked. The moment I stepped out, a cold shiver escaped through me. The long hallway led towards a giant black staircase.
This house looked more like from a black and white movie. As if all the colors just got sucked out. And for some reason, it was bothering me so much. I had to refrain myself from breaking into tears all over again.
When I had come downstairs, I found myself in a hall. It should've been a normal lounge. But this place was even bigger than my house. Mom could've invited two times as many guests as she did back in our house.
A sudden pang in my chest reminded me about my family.
No, I
willescape. Iwillseethemagain."Why are you up so early?"
I turned around so abruptly that I almost slammed against the edges of the staircase. My heartbeat seemed to increase the moment I saw him.
In an angry way.
"Why am I up so early?" I repeated. "What am I doing here? I don't know this place! You brought me here without my permission!"
I hadn't even realized how angry I was until I saw his face.
"I didn't need your permission." He replied, tilting his head a bit. The calm and collected aura around him seemed to radiate authority. That just angered me more.
My eyes seemed to widen at that. "What? Who do you think you are? You can't do this. I have to go back!"
He blew out a sigh as if he couldn't believe we were having this conversation.
"Look, you can't leave this place." He stepped closer towards me with his hands slightly outstretched as if trying to tame a wild animal.
I just stepped back. I could feel the lump forming in my throat. When he saw me stepping back, his hands went back at his sides.
"You can't force me." I whispered.
His eyes widened a little at that. Those same dark black eyes which looked grey for some reason. For the first time, I actually bothered to notice him all, besides just his eyes.
His hair were just as dark as the night sky, almost coming in his eyes. Apart from that, he was tall and lean. Wearing a black shirt and dark black jeans. That made him look pale. And scary. But attractive at the same time.
"I can't." He answered. "Besides, I don't have to."
I furrowed my brows at that.
"This is Underworld, Ava. I don't have to force you to live here. Because there is no
escape."Dread filled me completely. And the lump in my throat was increasing. "I–I need to see my family. My parents."
He just gazed back at me. As if he was tired telling me the same thing again and again. I turned around looking for doors or anything to lead me out of here. My eyes spotted a black door.
"No, there has to be a way." I turned back towards him and pointed my finger at his chest. "You're lying! I will escape."
He seemed slightly amused at that. "Fine. I will wait here until you find that
way to escape."A tear escaped from the corner of my eye. But nonetheless, I went over to the big black door at the corner of the hall. He didn't stop me.
When I opened it, another room came into view. It wasn't outside. Still inside that house. But I still went in there, just to get away from him.
That room wasn't as big as the hall. It looked more like a library. And it was warmer. But the same black and grey vibe made another sob escape my throat.
I
can'tgiveup.I pushed open another door and went inside. This room looked like another bedroom. Frustration clouded over me but I still kept on opening doors.
It was the sixth door but I still hadn't found a way out. I was still inside. Either it led to bedrooms. Or small hallways. Or the library.
I leaned back against a wall as everything came crashing down on me. I was trapped here. He was right. There was no way out.
"You don't have to do this, Ava." I hadn't even noticed him coming here, in front of me, few steps away.
"Why can't you help me escape?" I demanded. "Why can't you tell me how to get out? You got out. You must know a way."
His eyes traveled lower down my eyes and his gaze seemed to soften when he realized I was crying.
"I do." He said. "But you are supposed to live here."
I looked at him unbelievably. Maybe he was a psychopath. Kidnappings girls just for his crazy reasons. Or because he loved calling this place as Underworld.
"I'm not going to die here just because of you! However crazy you are, somebody will
come here looking for me." I shouted.He raised a brow at that.
"You are already dead. And secondly, mortals don't come out here unless they're dead. So no, nobody is coming here for you. And even if they do, they would already be dead." He spoke.
I blinked, trying to digest in the information he just told me.
"If people do come here when they are dead, where are they?" I asked. "Why is it only me here?"
He seemed slightly taken back by that question. As if he was expecting more of my whining rather than a serious question.
"Because...they all are supposed to cross the river." He was still looking at me. "To their life after death."
Horror wasn't even the feeling I was going through at that moment. As much as I remembered, thanks to grandma, in Greek myths when you died your soul was supposed to cross the River Styx. One of the rivers of the Underworld.
And
Idid notremembercrossinganysuchriver."You are not."
"Why?" My voice came out even lower than a whisper. But he heard it. Maybe it was just me or maybe it was real. But his expression seemed to harden, his eyes seemed to turn obsidian black.
"Because I chose you."
Ava's POV:I didn't come out of the room for the next two days, I stayed inside. Unfortunately, there was no lock on the door. Fortunately Hayden, the mysterious guy who'd kidnapped me, knew how I didn't want to see his face.So, he stayed away."The breakfast, miss." I heard the voice from the other side of the door. Pulling the sheets over me, I sat up on the bed.The door opened and a woman came in. She was almost mom's age. From the first day, she had been coming in either with food or clothes. I had rejected both of them.Because either time when my stomach had grumbled with hunger, I had remembered grandma's words. If this place, by any chance, was Underworld then I wasn't supposed to eat the food.The legend said how Persephone got stuck in the Underworld just because she ate few pomegranate seeds there. She had no way out.I sounded so crazy.And I missed grandma so much."Do you want new clothes?" Her pale skin was hard not to notice. It was paler than Hayden's, more transluc
Ava's POV:Two more days passed by. This time, I didn't stick around in the room that was supposed to be my room. Instead, I started visiting the library more often.It wasn't actually a library. At least not like the ones back where I lived. Tall dark shelves with thick leather bound books. That's all this place was filled with. Not a single couch. Or a chair to sit on. There was this some sort of strange vibe in that room which made me want to visit it.At least this room was better than those gardens. Or this whole dark mansion-looking palace.I did want to visit those gardens once again. Even if those flowers looked lifeless, they were still flowers. But the mere fact that I'd hear those voices again, was keeping me rooted to my spot.I had to find a way to get out of this place. And there was only one I knew. What those voices had said.I needed to persuade Hayden to take me back.Whatever this place was. Whoever he was. I needed to stay away. I couldn't help but shiver every tim
Ava's POV:Time passed by in a flash. But to be honest, I didn't even know how many days I had been trapped here. Things were the same here in Underworld. Dark grey sky in the mornings. Dark grey sky in the nights.But one thing was for sure.I had somehow died. And ended up here, in the Underworld. And Underworld really existed. And I was trapped here with the only guy I shouldn't have been trapped with. Hayden, the so called Lord of the Dead.My old self wouldn't have believed this. At all.But it was true. And for some reason, he wasn't letting me go. Unlike other dead people, I didn't see a light in a dark tunnel when I died. I didn't get to go over to my afterlife.When I died, I had still been there on earth. I remembered how I could've seen the ambulances around that forest. I had seen Will. And myself. My dead self.But then Hayden had come. And took me here. Without my permission. Something was highly wrong about that. I needed to know why he was doing this.But he wasn't tel
Ava's POV:I picked out a thick leather bound book from the shelf. Its black rough surface was covered with dust. Wiping it with my palm, I looked at the title.Senex Animarum.Once again, I felt the frustration gripping my insides. Every single book in this place was filled with a language I didn't know.I should've taken French this semester.But this language looked nowhere near French. I opened the book and looked at the worn out dust-filled pages. There were diagrams. And foreign words.Nothing made sense."Old Latin."I turned around so abruptly that the book in my hand fell down on the floor with a loud thud, making a small wince escape my lips.Unfazed by the sudden reaction, Hayden bent down and picked up the book. "You wouldn't understand the words."I took the book from his hands and sat down on the floor, my back against the hard shelf. "You know how to speak this language, don't you?"I had heard him speak some foreign language at times. And I'm sure it was the same langu
Ava's POV:"Do you know how long has it been since I died?" I asked the same maid that always came in my room to offer me new set of clothes.Which were always the same. White silk dresses."I'm afraid we don't keep track of time here, miss." She replied in her soothing yet slightly creepy voice.After all, she was dead.Like me.The more I lived here, in Underworld, the more nauseated I became of the surrounding. This was all just too creepy."Maybe you can ask Lord Hayden?" She suggested.I had somehow persuaded Hayden in the past few days, or whatever time it had been here, to show me around in the Underworld. And he had surprisingly, agreed.I could've just stayed here in my room and tried to ignore him after that little incident in the library, but I decided otherwise. I needed to gain his trust. I needed to somehow persuade him to take me back to Earth.This place scared me more than anything. And I needed my life back."Yeah." I murmured with a little nod. "I'll ask him."Later
Ava's POV:"I want you to wear this." Hayden said, looking down at the red cloth in his hand.I looked at him, confused. Yesterday, after so much of my insisting, he had agreed to take me back to my parents.Just for an hour.I was ready. More than ever. Something inside me craved so much to see my parents. My little brother. And everything I had left behind.Hayden's eyes nudged me to take the cloth. Slowly, I went towards him and found myself pulling onto the edge of the smooth red silk.I was surprised when I saw something inside it. I pulled off the cloth completely to see a delicate bracelet."Wow." Was the only word that came out of my mouth when I saw it. It looked so beautiful and...deadly at the same time.Small obsidian stones dangled from the beautifully carved silver chain. It wasn't like anything I had ever seen. And amongst the colorless surroundings, it looked so precious.And beautiful."It's for you." He added.I couldn't make myself to look up at him. Something in th
Ava's POV:I blinked, feeling sad. And angry. And so much more. My best friend was standing in front of me. And I couldn't have done anything to make her feel better. To let her know that I was here, right here, and why couldn't she just see me?Zoe left after that. And I kept standing there for I don't know how long. Judging from their conversation, it looked like I hadn't died. Probably gone off into a coma. For an entire month.I hadn't even realized how quick time passed in the Underworld.But I wasn't in the Underworld now. I was here. And I wasn't going to leave. Not this time.I was interrupted from my thoughts when the door opened again and the doctor came out. Taking that as my cue, I slipped inside my room before the door could've closed.For a whole minute, I just looked around my room. It felt so long since I had been here. My own room.My eyes traveled from the light colored walls to the glass window. And my plants on the window pane. I literally breathed out a sigh of re
Ava's POV:Coming back from the dead wasn't as easy as it sounded.You would come back, of course, you would once again be able to look at and feel the lively surroundings—see your friends and family, feel the life coursing through your veins. But no such thing came without a price.I didn't know what that price was at first. But then the hollow feeling in my chest seemed to increase and increase, slow and fast at the same time until it felt like I would burst. As if I had lost—left something back in the Underworld.As if something still remained dead inside me.My parents were beyond happy when I woke up from the month-long coma. All I could feel was happiness and relief around me when I woke up. But at the same time, I couldn't really, truly feel it.I was so happy to see Mom again. And dad. And Will. Even my best friends came to see me along with so many other people I didn’t even recognize. It was overwhelming, but in the end, I was just glad, relieved, that I wasn’t still stuck i