Chapter 1

Alison POV

Alison POV

He placed one hand around my waist and pulled me in until I could feel his breath on my face. Then, with my chin between his index finger and thumb, he lifted my head and pressed his lips against mine. When my lips met his halfway, I could feel the softness and warmth of his lips against mine. I wasn’t sure how it was going to be, yet I was excited to be trying something this daring.

I had been a good girl all my life, but today I was letting it go. Before I knew it he had pushed me onto the bed and then slowly he crept onto me. Every part of my body became alert. I was on edge - I was scared but I liked what was happening.

I have never done this before and I wanted to save it for my wedding night, but Cory was getting impatient. After so many months of relentlessly chasing me and 5 months of dating, he was beginning to get agitated that I wouldn’t let us get intimate, and he gradually started to pull away from me.

I love Cory and I don’t want to lose him, so on my 20th birthday which is today I decided to let him deflower me.

His lips grazed my cheek and traveled down my neck in a way that sent electrifying sparks through my body.

“Oh..” An involuntary moan escapes my lips. As he kisses my neck, I had no idea a kiss on the neck could make me that weak.

“Oooh” another moan escapes my lips, What is he doing to me? It feels so wrong and yet so good.

As he bent over me on all fours, He brought his lips back to my ears and whispered, “You’re so beautiful, every part of your body.”

I blush in embarrassment as I lie there helplessly. I have no idea how to respond to what he’s doing. He’s doing a lot to me but I don’t know how to reciprocate Instead, I lie down like a log.

He starts to tell me what to do, at first I’m confused but I start to get the hang of it and slowly I muster it. He pushes me back on the bed and crawls over me.

I don’t ask any questions, I just let him take control, without any qualms.

“Did you have ice cream? Your mouth is so cold, I love it!” He whispered when we kissed again.

Yes, I just had ice cream but I couldn’t respond because I was still trying to savor everything that was happening. I clasped my lips together.

Everything we did that night he instructed me and it was my first time so I could use all the guidance I needed.

I was getting tired of the gimmicks, I was ready to explore the main thing, naturally, I’m impatient and Cory has been wasting my time, on all these things he calls ‘foreplay’ I don’t want it anymore. I just want the experience.

“Cory! Just do it please.” I cry.

He crawls up on me again and then looking into my eyes with intense passion he finally does it.

The problem is that it can’t seem to penetrate, he spreads my legs wider and tries again but the problem persists and I am in pain.

“Ouch!” I yelp in pain so he suddenly stops.

“Sorry,” he mutters.

I can feel his disappointment, I don’t intend to leave him hanging like that so I mutter,

“Don’t stop please.”

“But you’re in pain,” he protests.

“Yes but don’t stop,” I say to him, I’m afraid that if we don’t do it tonight he will start to pull away from me again and I can’t stand it, Anytime he does that it breaks my heart.

He gets on top again and he tries again, he does it for a while and despite the tightness, I urge him to continue. I yelp and clutch my pillow so tightly that it looks like I’m suffocating myself.

Then suddenly I can feel it inside of me, it’s painful yet sweet. It goes on and on for a while but suddenly he stops, I stare at his face but he doesn’t look happy like he did from the start.

“Why,” I ask, “why will you stop just when you’re finally there?”

“So you’re a virgin.” He exclaimed. But he’s still not looking excited. I can't tell what’s wrong with him.

I’m confused about his reaction, “I never said I wasn’t.”

“But you didn’t tell me.”

“You never asked.” I snapped back, What about my virginity was making him so angry? I never knew being a virgin was something to be mad about.

“I hate the sight of blood, this is why I don’t like virgins.”

“Blood? Which blood?” I touched my core and there was barely any blood, just a very tiny blot. He shoves his weiner in my face and there is just a tiny bit of blood on it. It’s so tiny that it is barely even visible. I sigh and roll my eyes.

“Let me wipe it for you,” I said getting up to go and get some paper towels in front of my dressing mirror. I just want him to continue. He had already broken my virginity stopping midway was unacceptable, I was too horny to let this slide.

He grabbed the towels from me and wiped it but still wouldn’t continue.

“Why?” I cried in frustration. He had intruded into my body making me hungry for more just to stop, “This is what you have been asking for for months. Why are you leaving me halfway now?”

He shook his head, “I’m sorry Alison this isn’t working.”

“What? What are you talking about?” I blinked. I was a bit confused by his statement.

“This whole relationship.” He said. “It was a mistake. A mistake I shouldn’t have made.”

I froze by the bed and watched as he put his clothes back on. My mouth went dry suddenly and my heart was beating wildly, What was he talking about?