Are you ready Lilliana?” Alpha Richard asked getting up from the chair. I nodded my head and together we walked down to the square, leaving the Luna behind to clean up after him. I smirked internally at that.
On our way, I could feel the stares and hear the whispers of the people who had gathered to come and delight in watching me suffer; this pack was full of sadists. The pack square was an elevated stage, and just for me, a stand to which I’d be chained was placed there. Stopping before it, Alpha Richard pointed with his head, “Go.” I walked up the four steps it had, then one of the sentinels grabbed me as though I’d run away at that moment, and chained me up. “Today, we watch the punishment of Lilliana Masters; she disrespected the future alpha of our esteemed pack and claimed the Luna lied.” There was a collective gasp from the crowd who looked at me with such malice in their eyes, the sentinel continued, “By order of Alpha Richard she is to be given forty lashes.” “That’s too tame!” a voice called out from the crowd. “We shall begin now.” Turning to me, the sentinel said, “Let us hope that this will be enough to teach her a lesson.” Then he grabbed the whip, raising it as high as his arms could go, and he cracked it on my back. “Mmmph!” I cried refusing to give them the satisfaction of watching me scream or cry. By the twentieth lash, I had passed out, and when I came to, I was in the pack clinic, belly down on one of the beds. My back felt raw and hot. I cried out from the pain hitting me all at once. “Shh. Shh.” A voice said soothingly, it was Helena and she began applying some sort of ointment on my back that instantly lessened the pain. “There you go. That’s better.” I sighed in relief, “What happened?” “You passed out while you were being lashed, and after the punishment was complete, you were dragged here.” She explained. “Dragged?” I asked, “What do you mean dragged?” “I mean, no one wanted to carry your bloody body, so they dragged you here.” “Even though I was wounded and unconscious. Wow.” I said in shock. I thought this pack would not be able to surprise me anymore but I was wrong. “If you’re worried about your wounds being infected, I cleaned it up; I haven’t wrapped it up yet though. I’ll do that in a bit so no funny movement.” She admonished. “Helena, does it look like I’d even be capable of moving at all?” I asked slumping my head back down into the pillow. It’s been forever since I last used a pillow. “Ok, you rest up now, I’ll return in about ten minutes to dress up your wounds.” I muttered a response, too tired to speak, as my eyes were drifting off to sleep. The clinic was so peaceful; there were no wolves who wanted to see me in pain just so they could feel better about themselves. When I came to Helena had just finished wrapping up my wounds. “You’ve woken up, saves me the trouble of waking you up.” “Why would you need to wake me up?” I asked eyes still bleary from sleep. “Adrian and his friends want to see you. Said they were friends of yours.” My eyes widened in fear. The last time I was in a room with those people, I ended up beaten. Noting my expression she said, “I take it you don’t want to see them.” I shook my head as furiously as I could. “I’ll go come up with some excuse.” She said but just then, her assistant walked in. “Head healer, the Alpha’s son insists they want to come in to see her, he said he could hear she was awake.” “I see.” Helena responded, then turned to me, “I could stay here with you.” She offered. As much as I wanted her to, and I really, really did, I didn’t want her getting into trouble because of me. I couldn’t risk the only semi-ally I had in this pack. “Thank you for that, but it might be better if you didn’t.” “Alright then. They can come in Shelia.” Shelia so that was the evil one’s name, she looked like a Shelia. Adrian, Cameron, Casey, and Beatrice trooped in. Beatrice held a gift basket, and they all held solemn looks on their faces, looking almost sorrowful. Like that could fool me. “Oh my Lilliana!” Beatrice exclaimed dramatically rushing to my side, “You look terrible.” “I’ll remind you all that she is a patient here.” Helena said, “So watch yourselves.” With that final warning, she walked out of the room. “Ugh, who the hell does she think she is?” Casey said asking no one in particular. “Yeah, she’s always walking around and acting like she is better than us. We’re her future leaders.” Cameron said in agreement. Something told me that the day these people became the leaders of the pack would be the day Helena would resign. “So how’s our resident freak feeling?” Beatrice asked poking me in the chest. I had sat up on the bed as soon as they entered; I refused to appear more vulnerable than I was to them. “I greet the future Alpha and his friends.” I said in response, “I’ve been worse.” “Someone’s learnt her lesson,” Cameron said, a smug grin plastered on his face. “I’m quite sure it was the whipping that did it.” Adrian finally spoke up, he had been watching me since he entered. His gray eyes followed my every movement. I didn’t like this new attention he seemed to be giving me. Not one bit. His attention only seemed to bring me a world of pain. “Not you breaking her arm.” “You broke her arm?” Beatrice asked Cameron eyes wide, then she turned to me and pouted her lips, then proceeded to pinch my cheeks and speak to me like a baby, “Oh, did Cameron break your arm? That was bad of him, yes it was. Cameron is a bad person for breaking your arm.” “What on earth are you doing?” The person in question asked angrily. I could ask her the same thing. “Oh come on,” she said voice returning to normal; “It’s just a bit of fun. Don’t you like having fun with us, freak?” She added he last part as if it was an afterthought. I didn’t want to answer that question, our ideas of fun differed greatly. “Spoilsport. Anyways, look what we brought you.” She said shoving the basket in my face, “A basket of fruit.” The basket made me gag, its content rotten and the stink filled my nose. I tried pushing it away but she held it firm. “Now, don’t you know it’s rude to refuse a gift?” Casey said, “We went through so much to get that for you.” “Yeah, the dumpster,” Cameron added. “You shouldn’t let all our efforts go to waste you know.” Beatrice added sweetly, “So eat it.” I stared at them in shock, “What?”KILLIAN’S POVIt had been a year already. A year away from my pack, my home, but finally coming home.I watched through the window as the plane flew across the ocean. I never liked travelling. I detested it with a passion. Yet it was something I had to do repeatedly as an Alpha. It was an exhausting thing.“Penny for your thoughts?” Clarke said next to me, as he took a sip of his drink.I chuckled darkly, “You'd need more than a penny for the thoughts going through my mind.” I said in reply.“Ah, so dollar then.” He said with a chuckle.“Hmm. How hilarious.” I said dryly.“But really, though, Killian, what's bothering you. I can feel you thinking.” He said.“I'm worried about the state of things when we get back.” I admitted, “There have been attacks.”“Yes, by rogues and the warriors handled them before they did any real damage.”“I know that, but rogues never once dared to attack us, plus the reports they sent said they always ran away before any one of them could get seriously hurt
SARAH'S POV“I'll meet you over at Camille’s stand,” I told Lilliana.“Are you sure?”, she asked, “I don't mind waiting.”“No, I want to look around a bit more, but I don't want her there too long. So go be with her. I'll be there soon.”She nodded, waved, and walked off to join Camille. I stood back, eyes looking around at the various tent-like stands that were around me. One in particular caught my eye- it sold trinkets and such. I approached it eagerly. “Well, I see you have a great eye.” The person there said.“Really? I just thought it looked pretty.” It was a silver wolf-shaped hairpin with red jewels for its eyes.“A pretty pin for a pretty wolf.” he grinned at me.“How much for it?” I asked.“Hmm, it's only 15 but for you, I'll accept 10.” He said.“10? That's nice of you. Thank you.” I reached into my purse and eagerly brought out the money.“Don’t worry. I got this.” A familiar voice said from behind me and I froze instantly recognizing it. I would recognize that voice anyw
CAMILLE’S POVNervous was not enough to describe how I was feeling. It felt like someone had me tied down with a bucket of rats over my stomach, lit the bucket on fire and the rats had no way to escape except through my stomach. Yeah, that was a better description than nervous. Mr. Vince was perusing the artwork that I had selected to display for the art fair.“These are all splendid, yes splendid works.” He smiled, “I don’t think I can pick just anyone, so why don’t we just display all of them?”“A- all of them?” I repeated, “I don’t know if they are all good enough to all be displayed. What if people don't like them?” My anxiety was showing again. That distinct fear that what I did was not enough, that I wasn't enough. It seemed so ridiculous really. I mean here was my teacher, assuring me that my work was great, that it was what people wanted to see. Yet I could not seem to quiet the voice at the back of my head telling me that I would never be enough, that nothing I did would eve
SIX MONTHS LATERLILLIANA’S POVThe strikes kept coming, left, right, left, right. I tried my best to avoid as much as I could, but soon enough, I couldn’t keep up, and one of them made contact, hitting me across the field, my body making a loud oomph as it landed on the floor.“You alright there Lil?” Erik asked from his side on the field where he was watching the sparring.“I’m good,” I responded breathlessly, jumping to my feet and dusting myself off. I resumed my fighting stance and approached my sparring partner again. This time I was careful to stand more firmly on my feet. The sparring continued for quite some time and I had managed to land my own strikes, though not enough to send her flying, and I managed to not be sent flying again.“Alright enough!” Erik called out, “It’s meal time. You can head on to eat.” I started to gather my things, when a shadow fell across me, it was Erik. He was staring me down, looking at me like he could not believe what he was looking at.“What?
Back at the residence, the White Sea pack had so kindly provided for us, I lugged a drunk Clarke into bed.“Gosh, you are heavy,” I said with a groan as I dropped him on the bed.“I am n-not heavy.” He slurred, “I am light as a feather.”“Sure you are buddy.” I patted his shoulder, then made my way to the bathroom to wash off the scent of alcohol that clung to my clothes.I got out of my clothes and stood in front of the mirror that hung over the sink, my eyes darted across my torso, lingering slightly in the scar that ran diagonally down my chest, starting from my right shoulder to my left hip. It was not a scar I liked to look at as the memories it brought back were far too annoying for me to deal with. It wasn’t a macho male type of thing, I simply was not ready to handle everything that would come if I decided to unpack the emotions that the scar brewed up within me.I stepped into the shower and set the water temperature to high and I turned it on. Soon, steam started to fill the
KILLIAN’S POVAnother day, another fucking country. I was beginning to get tired of all this travelling I was doing. I missed my pack, plus there was also the fact that I was starting to feel uneasy. Trouble was brewing back there and it disturbed me that I didn't know what it was and that I was not around to handle it. Instead, I was stuck here being diplomatic to this pompous fuck in front of me.“So Alpha Thorne,” The Alpha of the pack I was looking to form an alliance with said, “Why are you here exactly?”He was asking me this question again. Even though I had already answered him several times. He seemed to take delight in asking me the same thing over and over again, but in different forms; it was almost like he was trying to showcase his English skills.“As I’ve said before Alpha Bane, I wish for our packs to have a friendly relationship with each other. An alliance, if you will. So that in times of trouble we can be there for each other and we can also learn new ways that wil