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Thank you for picking up Fuel for Obsession, a story that quite literally crashed into my heart and refused to let go. This book was born from my love of raw, messy romance where two broken people collide at full speed and somehow find healing in the wreckage. Lucien Vale, the cold and untouchable Ice King, and Ariana Cross, the fiercely proud woman fighting the world with nothing but grease on her hands and fire in her soul, became so much more than characters to me. Their journey is filled with obsession, painful secrets, scorching tension, and the kind of love that burns everything down before it can rebuild something stronger. Writing their story reminded me that sometimes the most dangerous collisions are the ones that save us. To every reader who loves morally gray heroes, strong heroines who refuse to bend, and romances that hurt before they heal this oneās for you. Thank you for taking this ride with me. I hope Lucien and Ariana leave tire marks on your heart. Buckle up. Itās going to be a wild one. With gratitude and adrenaline, Mel ~Ariana Cross~ I was late again. The heavy auditorium door let out a loud, embarrassing groan as I slipped inside. Every single head in the packed lecture hall turned in my direction. Whispers spread like smoke through the rows. āThere she goes, the charity case who somehow made it into one of the top automotive engineering programs in the countryā. I kept my head down and hurried to the nearest empty seat at the back, ignoring the heat crawling up my neck. āMiss Cross,ā Professor Lilaās voice sliced through the room, sharp and disappointed. She didnāt even pause her lecture on advanced vehicle dynamics. āMy office. The moment class ends.ā I sank lower in my chair, already dreading what was coming. The next forty minutes dragged painfully. My mind would not stop drifting to the stack of hospital bills on my kitchen counter and the text from my night-shift manager asking why I couldnāt pick up more hours this week. The moment the lecture finished, I followed Professor Lila to her office, as if I were walking to my own execution. She closed the door behind us and gestured for me to sit. I obeyed, gripping the edge of the chair. Professor Lila removed her glasses and rubbed her temples wearily. āAriana⦠Iāve reviewed your attendance records and your latest assignments. Itās not good. Your grades are slipping badly, and your absences are becoming impossible to ignore.ā She paused, her expression softening with genuine concern. āI know youāve been through hell since your mother passed away two years ago. And with your sister Lena battling Lupus Nephritis⦠the constant flares, the pain, the expensive treatments I canāt even imagine how heavy that burden must feel. But youāre one of the most talented students Iāve ever taught when it comes to understanding performance systems and mechanical engineering. You have real potential. Youāre throwing it away by missing this much class.ā I stared at the floor, my throat tight. There was nothing I could say that would fix this. I worked two jobs, sometimes three to keep a roof over our heads and pay for Lenaās medications. Pride was the only thing I had left, and even that was cracking under pressure. Professor Lila leaned forward. āLet me reach out to your father. From what I understand, heās financially stable. Maybe he canāā āNO.ā The word shot out of me like a reflex. āThat bastard is not my father.ā My fist slammed onto her desk before I could stop myself. The loud crack echoed in the small office. Professor Lila flinched, eyes widening. Shame flooded through me instantly. I dropped my head, voice barely above a whisper. āIām sorry. I shouldnāt have done that. Iām really sorry, Professor.ā She watched me for a long, heavy moment, then sighed deeply. āYou can go, Ariana.ā I kept apologizing even as I backed out of her office, but she remained silent. The door had barely clicked shut when my phone started vibrating violently in my pocket. āHospitalā. My heart dropped. I answered with trembling fingers. āDoctor Kane?ā There was a grim pause on the other end. āMiss Cross⦠Iām sorry to tell you this, but Lena is missing.ā The hallway tilted beneath my feet. āShe had a severe Lupus flare last night. The pain was unbearable. She wouldnāt stop crying⦠When the nurse checked on her this morning, her bed was empty. Weāve searched the entire floor and spoken to staff. We tried calling you earlier but couldnāt get through.ā My knees nearly gave out. Lenaā¦.. my 16-year-old sister was missing. I bolted down the hallway, panic clawing at my chest, when I nearly collided with someone rounding the corner. āARIANA!ā Mia gasped, grabbing my arms to steady me. My best friendās eyes widened at the look on my face. āWhatās wrong? You look like youāve seen a ghost.ā āLenaās missing,ā I choked out, already moving again. āShe was in horrible pain after treatment. The hospital just called. I think she ran to the old racetrack the one Mom used to take us to when we were kids. She always said it made her feel closer to her.ā Mia didnāt hesitate for a second. āIām coming with you. Letās go.ā We took off together, sprinting across campus toward the student parking lot. My old, beat-up Honda sat waiting like a tired soldier. As I jammed the key into the ignition, my hands wouldnāt stop shaking. Lena had tried to end everything once before during a bad flare. If she was out there alone, hurting this badly⦠I couldnāt lose her, either.~Ariana Cross ~The rest of the day dragged like a misfiring engine.After the meeting with the professors, I threw myself into classes, trying to ignore the whispers that followed me through the halls. Serena had apparently told half the Uni that I was ājealous and unprofessional.ā By late afternoon, my head was throbbing and my patience was gone.I barely had time to check on Lena at the hospital before rushing to my night job at The Grid, a loud, smoky nightclub on the edge of the city that catered to racing fans and college kids. The pay was decent, and the tips kept the lights on. Tonight, I was on waitress duty, which meant a short black skirt, a tight top, and a fake smile that made my cheeks hurt.I was balancing three drinks on a tray when I felt that prickling sensation on the back of my neck. Someone watching. I scanned the crowded room, but nothing stood out. Just the usual mix of loud music, flashing lights, and drunk guys shouting engine specs like they actually knew wha
I was summoned to the Engineering Department office the very next Monday morning since the event happened on Friday.The email from Professor Lila had been short and formal: āPlease report to the faculty conference room at 10:00 AM. Urgent matter regarding yesterdayās guest lecture.āMy stomach twisted the entire walk across campus. I hadnāt slept much after getting Lena settled back at the hospital. Between worrying about my sister and replaying that moment in the auditorium, my nerves were already frayed.When I stepped into the conference room, three professors were waiting: Professor Lila, Professor Ramirez (head of the Automotive Program), and Dr. Singh, the dean of the faculty. Their expressions ranged from concerned to outright disappointed.āSit down, Ariana,ā Professor Lila said, gesturing to the chair across from them.I sat, back straight, hands clasped tightly in my lap.Professor Ramirez leaned forward first. āWeāve received several complaints about your conduct during ye
Part Oneā¦ā¦~Lucien Vale~I stared out the tinted window of my black SUV, jaw locked as the university auditorium came into view."I'm not doing this," I said, voice flat and final.Clara, my PR manager, turned in the front seat with forced patience. "Lucien, you don't have a choice. Three major sponsors pulled out this morning. Two more are on the verge. They're jumping ship to younger drivers who aren't being crucified as drug cheats on every channel."My manager, Vincent, leaned forward. "This event is perfect. University collaboration on performance tech makes you look approachable. Human. The media is already camped outside. If you skip it, the headline tomorrow will be 'Lucien Vale hides from scandal.'"My fingers tightened on my knee. The insomnia had left me raw, and the thought of performing for cameras and students made my skin crawl. But the pressure was mounting. My empire was cracking."Fine," I muttered coldly. "But I'm not pretending to enjoy it."The second I stepped ou
The Breaking Point~Ariana Cross~The sun was sinking low by the time Mia and I finally reached the old racetrack through the longer back route. The place looked like an abandoned graveyard : cracked asphalt overgrown with weeds, rusted bleachers, and an eerie silence that pressed down on my chest. This was the track Mom used to bring us to when we were kids. Where Lena used to laugh and dream about driving fast.āAriana, please slow down,ā Mia panted behind me. āYouāre going to collapse before you even find her.āBut I couldnāt slow down. Panic clawed at my throat with every step. Every second without Lena felt like another failure.We rounded the old pit lane, and there she was.Lena sat curled up on the cracked concrete barrier near the starting line, knees pulled tight to her chest. She looked so small. Her face was pale, streaked with dried tears, and her shoulders trembled from the aftermath of another brutal Lupus flare.āLENA!ā I screamed, breaking into a desperate sprint.Her
~Lucien Vale~ The moment I stepped out of my matte-black McLaren, the storm hit. Hundreds of reporters, cameras, and screaming fans swarmed the entrance to the old practice track. Flashes exploded like gunfire. Microphones thrust toward me like spears. The roar of the crowd was deafening. āMR. VALE! Is it true they found performance-enhancing drugs in your locker?ā āLucien! How long have you been doping to win championships?ā āAre you going to be stripped of your titles?ā My jaw clenched so tightly it sent pain shooting through my skull. The insomnia that had kept me up for weeks made everything feel sharper, more volatile. These parasites could smell blood, and they were closing in for the kill. A bold female reporter shoved her mic inches from my face. āSources say banned substances were discovered in your belongings after the last race. Care to comment?ā I stopped walking. Slowly, I turned toward the sea of cameras, letting them see the ice in my eyes. āI donāt cheat,ā
Author's Noteš¤ā¤ļø Thank you for picking up Fuel for Obsession, a story that quite literally crashed into my heart and refused to let go. This book was born from my love of raw, messy romance where two broken people collide at full speed and somehow find healing in the wreckage. Lucien Vale, the cold and untouchable Ice King, and Ariana Cross, the fiercely proud woman fighting the world with nothing but grease on her hands and fire in her soul, became so much more than characters to me. Their journey is filled with obsession, painful secrets, scorching tension, and the kind of love that burns everything down before it can rebuild something stronger. Writing their story reminded me that sometimes the most dangerous collisions are the ones that save us. To every reader who loves morally gray heroes, strong heroines who refuse to bend, and romances that hurt before they heal this oneās for you. Thank you for taking this ride with me. I hope Lucien and Ariana leave tire marks on your







