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Thank you for picking up Fuel for Obsession, a story that quite literally crashed into my heart and refused to let go. This book was born from my love of raw, messy romance where two broken people collide at full speed and somehow find healing in the wreckage. Lucien Vale, the cold and untouchable Ice King, and Ariana Cross, the fiercely proud woman fighting the world with nothing but grease on her hands and fire in her soul, became so much more than characters to me. Their journey is filled with obsession, painful secrets, scorching tension, and the kind of love that burns everything down before it can rebuild something stronger. Writing their story reminded me that sometimes the most dangerous collisions are the ones that save us. To every reader who loves morally gray heroes, strong heroines who refuse to bend, and romances that hurt before they heal this oneâs for you. Thank you for taking this ride with me. I hope Lucien and Ariana leave tire marks on your heart. Buckle up. Itâs going to be a wild one. With gratitude and adrenaline, Mel ~Ariana Cross~ I was late again. The heavy auditorium door let out a loud, embarrassing groan as I slipped inside. Every single head in the packed lecture hall turned in my direction. Whispers spread like smoke through the rows. âThere she goes, the charity case who somehow made it into one of the top automotive engineering programs in the countryâ. I kept my head down and hurried to the nearest empty seat at the back, ignoring the heat crawling up my neck. âMiss Cross,â Professor Lilaâs voice sliced through the room, sharp and disappointed. She didnât even pause her lecture on advanced vehicle dynamics. âMy office. The moment class ends.â I sank lower in my chair, already dreading what was coming. The next forty minutes dragged painfully. My mind would not stop drifting to the stack of hospital bills on my kitchen counter and the text from my night-shift manager asking why I couldnât pick up more hours this week. The moment the lecture finished, I followed Professor Lila to her office, as if I were walking to my own execution. She closed the door behind us and gestured for me to sit. I obeyed, gripping the edge of the chair. Professor Lila removed her glasses and rubbed her temples wearily. âAriana⌠Iâve reviewed your attendance records and your latest assignments. Itâs not good. Your grades are slipping badly, and your absences are becoming impossible to ignore.â She paused, her expression softening with genuine concern. âI know youâve been through hell since your mother passed away two years ago. And with your sister Lena battling Lupus Nephritis⌠the constant flares, the pain, the expensive treatments I canât even imagine how heavy that burden must feel. But youâre one of the most talented students Iâve ever taught when it comes to understanding performance systems and mechanical engineering. You have real potential. Youâre throwing it away by missing this much class.â I stared at the floor, my throat tight. There was nothing I could say that would fix this. I worked two jobs, sometimes three to keep a roof over our heads and pay for Lenaâs medications. Pride was the only thing I had left, and even that was cracking under pressure. Professor Lila leaned forward. âLet me reach out to your father. From what I understand, heâs financially stable. Maybe he canââ âNO.â The word shot out of me like a reflex. âThat bastard is not my father.â My fist slammed onto her desk before I could stop myself. The loud crack echoed in the small office. Professor Lila flinched, eyes widening. Shame flooded through me instantly. I dropped my head, voice barely above a whisper. âIâm sorry. I shouldnât have done that. Iâm really sorry, Professor.â She watched me for a long, heavy moment, then sighed deeply. âYou can go, Ariana.â I kept apologizing even as I backed out of her office, but she remained silent. The door had barely clicked shut when my phone started vibrating violently in my pocket. âHospitalâ. My heart dropped. I answered with trembling fingers. âDoctor Kane?â There was a grim pause on the other end. âMiss Cross⌠Iâm sorry to tell you this, but Lena is missing.â The hallway tilted beneath my feet. âShe had a severe Lupus flare last night. The pain was unbearable. She wouldnât stop crying⌠When the nurse checked on her this morning, her bed was empty. Weâve searched the entire floor and spoken to staff. We tried calling you earlier but couldnât get through.â My knees nearly gave out. LenaâŚ.. my 16-year-old sister was missing. I bolted down the hallway, panic clawing at my chest, when I nearly collided with someone rounding the corner. âARIANA!â Mia gasped, grabbing my arms to steady me. My best friendâs eyes widened at the look on my face. âWhatâs wrong? You look like youâve seen a ghost.â âLenaâs missing,â I choked out, already moving again. âShe was in horrible pain after treatment. The hospital just called. I think she ran to the old racetrack the one Mom used to take us to when we were kids. She always said it made her feel closer to her.â Mia didnât hesitate for a second. âIâm coming with you. Letâs go.â We took off together, sprinting across campus toward the student parking lot. My old, beat-up Honda sat waiting like a tired soldier. As I jammed the key into the ignition, my hands wouldnât stop shaking. Lena had tried to end everything once before during a bad flare. If she was out there alone, hurting this badly⌠I couldnât lose her, either.CHAPTER NINETEENAriana CrossThe sun was already climbing by the time the black SUV dropped me off in front of Cross Auto.My body felt heavy, like I'd been running on pure adrenaline for twelve hours. The grease-stained hoodie still carried his garage oil, metal, and that expensive cologne that clung to everything he touched. My eyes burned. The Marriott suite had been too quiet, too luxurious, and far too close to a man who had upended everything in one night.I pushed open the door to the apartment above the shop and froze.Mia and Elias were both there.Mia was perched on the edge of the worn couch, one leg bouncing restlessly, blonde curls still messy from a sleepless night. Elias stood by the kitchen counter, arms crossed, a half-empty coffee mug in one hand. The air smelled like burnt toast and strong coffee Elias's doing.They both looked up the second the door clicked shut."Where have you been?" Mia's voice was sharp. Worried sharp. She stood so fast the couch creaked. "You
Lucien Vale I pulled up the security footage on the garage system. Scrolled back through the timestamps. Found the moment the SUV arrived. Found the moment she stepped out. Found the grainy image of a figure moving along the south fence line at 12:34 AM, phone raised, completely undetected by Vale security until it was already too late.The feed showed them leaving at 12:51 AM before I'd even seen the photos.They'd been planning this. Timing it. Ensuring I knew they could reach her whenever they wanted.I looked at my phone again. At the image of her walking toward that SUV, completely unaware of the eyes on her. Unaware that the moment she signed that contract, she'd become a liability. A pressure point.My father's enemies. The drug scandal's architects. Someone who'd decided that if they couldn't destroy me with scandal, they could do it by taking her.And I'd brought her into this. I'd orchestrated her desperation, signed her to a contract, and then kept her at arm's length for
Lucien ValeThree weeks.Twenty-one days of radio silence. Of forcing myself to stay away while the drug scandal slowly bled out of the headlines thanks to Clara's relentless damage control and my father's quiet strings.I'd stopped reading the headlines.The garage at the Vale Compound was quiet except for the low hum of diagnostics on my primary race car. 11 PM. The mechanics had cleared out hours ago. I was alone with the machine and the knowledge that tomorrow at The Dredge, I'd either rehabilitate my reputation or cement it as a cautionary tale.I picked up my phone.Her number still had no name attached. Just a string of digits I'd memorized in the hospital corridor.She answered on the third ring. "It's past midnight.""No it's not.""For normal people with normal sleep schedules, it is." The edge in her voice was sharp. Good. That edge meant she was still fighting something. "What do you want, Vale?""There's an issue with the car. Telemetry's picking up a hesitation in the hy
Lucien ValeI told her I'd send a car.Instead, I drove myself.The Camaro ate up the miles between the penthouse and the hospital in record time, the city lights blurring past as my grip tightened on the steering wheel. That phone call in her broken voice saying "I'll do it" had done something dangerous to me. I couldn't sit still. Couldn't send someone else to collect her. Not when I knew she was breaking apart in that sterile room, surrounded by machines that beeped out her sister's fragile heartbeat.I needed to see her.Not the version of her I'd constructed in my head the sharp-tongued girl from the university quad who'd publicly humiliated me, the one who'd thrown my reputation back in my face with those cutting emerald eyes. I needed to see this Ariana. The one crumbling under the weight of a world that kept taking from her.The Camaro's tires squealed as I took the exit too fast. Rain had started falling, thin and cold, turning the windshield into a smear of neon and streetli
Ariana Cross The hospital smelled of bleach, stale coffee, and fear. I hadnât moved from the stiff plastic chair in what felt like forever. My back ached, my eyes burned, and grease from the shop still clung to my skin like a second layer of failure. Lena lay in the bed looking impossibly small, her chest rising and falling in shallow, pained breaths. The monitors painted her face in cold blue and green light. Every beep felt like a countdown. Mia sat glued to my side, her arm wrapped tightly around my shoulders. She hadnât said much in the last hour and just held me while I tried not to fall apart completely. Elias arrived a few minutes later, still in his grease-stained coveralls from the workshop. The moment he stepped into the room, the tension in his broad shoulders eased slightly at the sight of us, but his warm brown eyes filled with worry when they landed on Lena. âGod, kiddoâŚâ he murmured, setting down a bag of food no one would eat. He crouched in front of me, one b
Ariana CrossThe hospital room was too quiet except for the steady, mechanical beeping of monitors. I had been sitting in the same hard plastic chair for what felt like hours, my body aching from the long shift at the shop followed by this endless night. Grease still stained my hands and clothes. I hadnât even had time to change.Lena lay in the bed looking heartbreakingly small and fragile. Her once-bright emerald eyes were dull with pain, her dark hair matted against the pillow. This lupus flare was vicious. The doctorâs words kept circling in my head like vultures: Aggressive treatment needed immediately to prevent kidney and heart involvement. The initial round will cost tens of thousandsâŚMoney we didnât have. Money I could never pull together in time no matter how many extra jobs I took.Mia sat beside me, her shoulder pressed firmly against mine, offering what little comfort she could. Her blonde curls were messy from running her hands through them in worry, and her hazel eyes