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It’s said the most dangerous people are the ones who have nothing left to lose, that welcomed death even. Being angry at the whole fucking world for taking everything from you, leaving you alone to watch the world around you as it carry’s on. Watching the people you once thought were the protectors, when in fact they were to blame for the empty hole that now sits heavy in your chest where once your heart sat.
When the person you once called best friend is now a stranger, an enemy either. The one thing you loved to do now gives you pain at the thought of doing it. All and all I hate myself and every fucking person in this sorry excuse of a pack, especially the Alpha and his pathetic whore of a Luna.
I was born of Delta rank, to a strong bloodline. My mother was of a Beta bloodline, she was a strong warrior. My father was the head of our pack’s army, he would insist even as a child that I trained everyday. When I turned fifteen my parents allowed me to go to dance school. Ballet has always been something I loved and was good at, but like everything else it let me down.
A month before I was to graduate, the day of my final performance four black SUVs pulled up in front of the school. I knew, as soon as the Beta got out something was wrong, but I stayed strong. I didn't cry, I was a born warrior after all. That was the last day I wore my Ballet slippers. A rogue attack they said, but I didn't believe a fucking word of it my parents were the strongest amoung the warriors.
Arriving back on parklands I could hardly breathe, something was off, very off and to make it ten times worse I met my mate on the way to formally identify my parents. Eight hours ten minutes, that's how long I had with him before the line went flat. He didn't even know I was his mate before he died from the injuries he got trying to help my parents.
Ben lived three houses down from us and was two years older than I was. He would tease me growing up, but he was always nice enough. Unlike his friends, the now Alpha and Beta.
I can't feel anything except this burning rage, the want for revenge is swallowing up my life. I wish I cared, but I don't they will pay they all will. This was four years ago and now I work hard to rise through the ranks and drown myself in drink at night, but I will burn this pack to the ground before I take my last breath.
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Enyo Burnside (Unexpected encounter)
Enyo, fucking Enyo thats what my parents called me. Like true warriors they loved Ares, so when I was born female of course they named me after his female counterpart. I was teased and tormented most of my childhood, but like my parents had drilled into me dont show any emotion and always log it away for another day.
I have spent most of my life plotting and planning the death of almost every pack member. Especially the dick of an Alpha Dylan Fairway the newly appointed Alpha and his perfect whore of a Luna Ashley. They make me sick, she has fucked every man in the pack and he likes to take credit for others work I should know.
Coming up through the ranks we worked in teams and I was the only female in our team. We would patrol and protect the pack against any threats. I had basically become dead inside since that day, throwing myself at anything that could get me killed. Except the burning rage would take over and I would kill everything in my way.
It’s been four years since I lost everything and I have been stuck in this pack. I live in the barracks, as going home was too much for me. The memories cut through me so I drink until the nightmares don't come. Who am I kidding? I don't need to sleep to have them plague me. I am still digging into what happened with my parents.
It’s strange the story never changes, not one bit and that's what is suspicious. It's like they are all reading from the same book. I once got drunk and broke into the Alphas office, I was so drunk I was sick all over and fell asleep on his sofa. The memory makes me smirk, the look on his face was worth the week in the dungeon.
It’s not the first time I spent time in the dungeon and definitely won’t be the last. I mean I drove my Honda into Dylan's Mustang, leaving a sobbing Ashley clinging to her mate. Like calm the fuck down pack Barbie, its not like she was even in it, well not this time. The actual Alpha, Dylan's father told me I was a disgrace and my parents would be ashamed, that stung.
I have considered leaving the pack but where would I go? My mother had a cousin who was a Beta of a pack about 100 km west of our pack. I always thought leaving was a good idea until that feeling of wanting revenge kicks in and I reach for the bottle trying to once again sink myself into oblivion. This was my daily routine until I met him, the rouge Alpha and a fucking mate bond snapped into place.
That’s right the Moon Goddess decided to give me a second chance mate and a fucking rogue. Don’t get me wrong he was hot, possibly the sexist man I had ever seen, extremely tall with black curly hair that hung around his face but it was his eye’s that stood out. They were gold and I mean golden. His left one had a nasty scar running from just above his eyebrow all the way to his jaw, but that never once took away from how fucking god like he was.
There had been sightings of rogues along the eastern border, it came over the pack-link when I was working. I was only two days out of the dungeon for my latest drunken escapade when I was on patrol ‘Rogue sighting on eastern border, at least four’ I had been patrolling in my fur and was about five minutes away. ‘Am on the way’ I shouted through the link before taking off in the direction of the sighting.
My wolf had started whining before I even caught the scent of him she knew, then it hit me. Cedar wood, and dark chocolate slammed into me I slowed down about ten meters in front stood a man, fuck. My wolf slowed as we inched closer, oh my goddess he was huge. I could feel his eyes burning into me, why was he not attacking? There were three wolves and him, just staring at me.
He smirks at me, one of the wolves shifts back and a tall slim she-wolf with long brown hair and a nasty eye puts a hand on his arm. That's all it took to break the spell. My wolf begins growling at her hand, touching what is ours. She leans in “Clay, lets go” She says, he doesn't take his eyes off me but realises why I am growling, to my surprise he shrugs her hand off him. “Go, am just behind you” She hesitates for a second until he growls “Go, now” She shifts back into her wolf and takes off.
Wait, did she just call him Clay as in Clayton Blackridge the rogue Alpha. No, No ,No fucking way, like seriously Selene are you kidding me? The same man my pack is blaming for the death of not only my parents but my mate. My wolf is whining wanting to go to him, fuck he smells so good but no this is no happening.
He goes to step towards me and I snap at him, he smirks at me, fuck he is sexy in a dark dangerous way that has me wanting to see how far I can push him. He tilts his head to the side, the smirk changing into a full smile showing a full set of pure white perfect teeth. One of his friends that was with him growls from behind him, I didn't even notice he had returned, my mates eyes cloud over as he clearly says something to the wolf that gives me one last look before turning and leaving.
“Well little Mate, until next time. I’ll see you very soon” He emphasises on the very and it sends a shiver through me. He gives me one last look before shifting into his huge gun metal grey wolf, who is just as impressive as his human side. His wolf looks reluctant to leave. He lets out a small whine before he turns and takes off. The worst part is I want to go with him I want to tell him to wait, no correction my fucking newly formed bond wants him.
Alpha Enyo Burnside ‘Keep calm, this is good, this is what our people need to get into position’ I tell Clay over the mind-link. I can feel his rage at Dylan's wolf circling me like I am his prey. This is what we wanted, I spotted Gavin's brown wolf exactly where he said he would be behind Dylan. The voices that come over to tell us that our teams are in position is like honey to a bee. My mate tilts his huge gun metal grey head back and howls to the moon Goddess telling our team to start. Dylan’s wolf growls, dropping to a fighting stance the minute Clay howls. I don’t give him a chance to attack my mate. I leap at him, biting into his left shoulder ripping the flesh from it and spitting it out. It howls in pain but refuses to attack me. This pisses me off so I launch myself at him again, I land on his back. He starts to flip trying to get me off but I sink my claws in even deeper. I spot Clay in a fight with two of Dylan’s warriors but I am not bothered as they are no match for
Alpha Clayton BlackridgeNews came late last night from Gavin, they are planning to attack tonight. So we have been up since the crack of dawn moving the vulnerable to our underground shelter. Harriet has been clinging to Enyo all morning refusing to go with the sisters to the shelter. Every time the tears fall my mate is torn apart with guilt. I had to step in and explain to the six year old that the only way we could fight and win was if we knew she was safe.So eventually after two hours of crying and pleading we finally got her to the shelter with Fran and the baby. Poor Fran was already stressed about her mate being apart from her and their son without a crying child adding to it but like the real Beta female she did her duty and took charge of the shelter. Enyo has been working non stop for an hour going over different groups of warriors and each one's task. She is a true leader, you can tell she was bought up by warrior parents. She spoke quietly to the more nervous of our wa
Beta GavinI watch Trent leave before I head towards the border of our pack. I shift into my wolf, it doesn't take long to get back to the packhouse. I shift back and head up to the second floor where the Beta quarters are.I freeze at the door, hand on the door handle. Dylan’s scent is strong, I sigh pushing my already unlocked door open. Dylan sits on the single arm chair next to the balcony doors smoking a cigarette. He doesn't speak at first his unhinged eyes follow my movement as I slip a pair of shorts on. I go into the bathroom and turn on the shower. By the time I get back into the room he is standing looking at one of the pictures on the shelf. “I remember this being taken,” I pointed at it, the picture of us in high school at one of the training camps. His finger traces Enyo on the frame, the smile on his face is strange. “Even then she was a cut above the rest” I don’t speak, nothing really to say. “The only girl to go to training camp” he laughs, “Never makeup or boys f
Alpha Enyo BurnsideI watch as Trent walks Gavin back to the border, his shoulders slumped as he walks head down. The sisters had done as I asked and sorted him out with a pain reducing potion Clay had said they used to give his mother. Thirty minutes later I am called to the infirmary by the head healer. Talia had injured a nurse and been verbally abusing everyone who came near her. On my order they had all left her to scream and shout until I arrived. Her insults and crashes of things being thrown were easy to hear from outside. Sighing I headed up the steps passing the staff as I went. I push open the door to her room, the sight in front of me has me stopping in my tracks. Talia had burst open most of her wounds with her tantrum, red eyed and unhinged she glared at me. I cross my arms in front of me and shake my head.“Are you finished?” “What the fuck do you want?” she growls out at me, I smirk and laugh.“You are insulting and assaulting the staff ends now or you will be plac
Beta Gavin “Can I see Talia, there is something I need to do?” I ask, Enyo places a hand on my shoulder.“Of course, but remember your worth and the fact she will be tried for treason. Trent will take you” Enyo says, I nod, a sad smile on my face. I thank them both, shaking Clayton’s hand before leaving with Trent.I walk in silence as the other Beta walks beside me, we head towards the back of the pack. I notice how happy and content the people are as we walk through the streets. When I think about our pack and the doom and gloom atmosphere that seems to hang in the air.“Here, I’ll wait out here, I asked everyone to give you some privacy” Trent says as we come to a small one story building, I nod and thank him as I start to go up the steps he shouts out.“Remember what our Luna said man, she has a point you deserve better” I smile at him and nod before I continue up the steps. I like Trent. I did my Beta training with him, he was always making jokes. I hear her before I see her,
Alpha Clayton BlackridgeThe scout has just arrived back from checking what is going on with the war party that is making its way here. He stands with his hands behind his back, chin up, frown on his face.“Speak Rex” I say, he relaxes slightly.“Sir, we witnessed Alpha Dylan and a small party of his warriors arrive in the camp. He had a meeting with the Alpha and stayed the night. From what I could make out they are forming an alliance against you”“If they think I’ll allow them near my pack or mate” I growl.“Actually Alpha, the alliance is against you, Dylan wants the Luna” Something smashes behind me, I turn to see a deadly aura swirling around Enyo. “I will fucking kill them, both of them” She growls sounding more like her wolf. I stand and go to her, wrapping my arms around her.“Hey, breathe Little wolf. They are no match for you and I” But even as the words leave my mouth they feel hollow. “Anything else to report?” I ask Rex.“I think we have two days max until they enter t
Enyo BurnsideSomeone has been watching me or have they been watching my parents as well. I pull open my door and start to investigate my whole house, the only other camera found was on my front door and that one has a motion detector. My blood is boiling with rage, who and why would anyone be watc
Enyo BurnsideThe minute I shift I allow my wolf to take over as I feel myself drowning and I can’t seem to get my head around the words that appeared on the pages of the book or the feeling of familiarity that came the moment she opened the pages of that dusty old book. What is the truth? Is my wh
Clayton BlackridgeI watch as Enyo starts to hyperventilate while looking at the book, but when I look at it the pages are blank. She rushes out and shifts into her beautiful silver wolf, before taking off. I go to follow but Ivy places her hand on my arm and shakes her head.“Let her go, she has a
Enyo BurnsideAnd here we are again, I think as I stand chained to this fucking disgusting wall again, down in this hell hole. I spend more time here than in the barracks. Dylan was pissed last night, he hates not having any say over me. He thinks I don't know what he thinks of me or does when he th







