It’s said the most dangerous people are the ones who have nothing left to lose, that welcomed death even. Being angry at the whole fucking world for taking everything from you, leaving you alone to watch the world around you as it carry’s on. Watching the people you once thought were the protectors, when in fact they were to blame for the empty hole that now sits heavy in your chest where once your heart sat.
When the person you once called best friend is now a stranger, an enemy either. The one thing you loved to do now gives you pain at the thought of doing it. All and all I hate myself and every fucking person in this sorry excuse of a pack, especially the Alpha and his pathetic whore of a Luna.
I was born of Delta rank, to a strong bloodline. My mother was of a Beta bloodline, she was a strong warrior. My father was the head of our pack’s army, he would insist even as a child that I trained everyday. When I turned fifteen my parents allowed me to go to dance school. Ballet has always been something I loved and was good at, but like everything else it let me down.
A month before I was to graduate, the day of my final performance four black SUVs pulled up in front of the school. I knew, as soon as the Beta got out something was wrong, but I stayed strong. I didn't cry, I was a born warrior after all. That was the last day I wore my Ballet slippers. A rogue attack they said, but I didn't believe a fucking word of it my parents were the strongest amoung the warriors.
Arriving back on parklands I could hardly breathe, something was off, very off and to make it ten times worse I met my mate on the way to formally identify my parents. Eight hours ten minutes, that's how long I had with him before the line went flat. He didn't even know I was his mate before he died from the injuries he got trying to help my parents.
Ben lived three houses down from us and was two years older than I was. He would tease me growing up, but he was always nice enough. Unlike his friends, the now Alpha and Beta.
I can't feel anything except this burning rage, the want for revenge is swallowing up my life. I wish I cared, but I don't they will pay they all will. This was four years ago and now I work hard to rise through the ranks and drown myself in drink at night, but I will burn this pack to the ground before I take my last breath.
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Enyo Burnside (Unexpected encounter)
Enyo, fucking Enyo thats what my parents called me. Like true warriors they loved Ares, so when I was born female of course they named me after his female counterpart. I was teased and tormented most of my childhood, but like my parents had drilled into me dont show any emotion and always log it away for another day.
I have spent most of my life plotting and planning the death of almost every pack member. Especially the dick of an Alpha Dylan Fairway the newly appointed Alpha and his perfect whore of a Luna Ashley. They make me sick, she has fucked every man in the pack and he likes to take credit for others work I should know.
Coming up through the ranks we worked in teams and I was the only female in our team. We would patrol and protect the pack against any threats. I had basically become dead inside since that day, throwing myself at anything that could get me killed. Except the burning rage would take over and I would kill everything in my way.
It’s been four years since I lost everything and I have been stuck in this pack. I live in the barracks, as going home was too much for me. The memories cut through me so I drink until the nightmares don't come. Who am I kidding? I don't need to sleep to have them plague me. I am still digging into what happened with my parents.
It’s strange the story never changes, not one bit and that's what is suspicious. It's like they are all reading from the same book. I once got drunk and broke into the Alphas office, I was so drunk I was sick all over and fell asleep on his sofa. The memory makes me smirk, the look on his face was worth the week in the dungeon.
It’s not the first time I spent time in the dungeon and definitely won’t be the last. I mean I drove my Honda into Dylan's Mustang, leaving a sobbing Ashley clinging to her mate. Like calm the fuck down pack Barbie, its not like she was even in it, well not this time. The actual Alpha, Dylan's father told me I was a disgrace and my parents would be ashamed, that stung.
I have considered leaving the pack but where would I go? My mother had a cousin who was a Beta of a pack about 100 km west of our pack. I always thought leaving was a good idea until that feeling of wanting revenge kicks in and I reach for the bottle trying to once again sink myself into oblivion. This was my daily routine until I met him, the rouge Alpha and a fucking mate bond snapped into place.
That’s right the Moon Goddess decided to give me a second chance mate and a fucking rogue. Don’t get me wrong he was hot, possibly the sexist man I had ever seen, extremely tall with black curly hair that hung around his face but it was his eye’s that stood out. They were gold and I mean golden. His left one had a nasty scar running from just above his eyebrow all the way to his jaw, but that never once took away from how fucking god like he was.
There had been sightings of rogues along the eastern border, it came over the pack-link when I was working. I was only two days out of the dungeon for my latest drunken escapade when I was on patrol ‘Rogue sighting on eastern border, at least four’ I had been patrolling in my fur and was about five minutes away. ‘Am on the way’ I shouted through the link before taking off in the direction of the sighting.
My wolf had started whining before I even caught the scent of him she knew, then it hit me. Cedar wood, and dark chocolate slammed into me I slowed down about ten meters in front stood a man, fuck. My wolf slowed as we inched closer, oh my goddess he was huge. I could feel his eyes burning into me, why was he not attacking? There were three wolves and him, just staring at me.
He smirks at me, one of the wolves shifts back and a tall slim she-wolf with long brown hair and a nasty eye puts a hand on his arm. That's all it took to break the spell. My wolf begins growling at her hand, touching what is ours. She leans in “Clay, lets go” She says, he doesn't take his eyes off me but realises why I am growling, to my surprise he shrugs her hand off him. “Go, am just behind you” She hesitates for a second until he growls “Go, now” She shifts back into her wolf and takes off.
Wait, did she just call him Clay as in Clayton Blackridge the rogue Alpha. No, No ,No fucking way, like seriously Selene are you kidding me? The same man my pack is blaming for the death of not only my parents but my mate. My wolf is whining wanting to go to him, fuck he smells so good but no this is no happening.
He goes to step towards me and I snap at him, he smirks at me, fuck he is sexy in a dark dangerous way that has me wanting to see how far I can push him. He tilts his head to the side, the smirk changing into a full smile showing a full set of pure white perfect teeth. One of his friends that was with him growls from behind him, I didn't even notice he had returned, my mates eyes cloud over as he clearly says something to the wolf that gives me one last look before turning and leaving.
“Well little Mate, until next time. I’ll see you very soon” He emphasises on the very and it sends a shiver through me. He gives me one last look before shifting into his huge gun metal grey wolf, who is just as impressive as his human side. His wolf looks reluctant to leave. He lets out a small whine before he turns and takes off. The worst part is I want to go with him I want to tell him to wait, no correction my fucking newly formed bond wants him.
Clayton BlackridgeI can feel her emotions through the bond, I can feel her body trembling as I hold her, half supporting her half needing contact. She tells her people to stand, one by one they look between each other and back at us. Confusion filling the eyes of the older wolves and hope filling the younger members of this pack. Bellona steps forward, she looks around at Enyo and my little Mate nods to her. The older female turns back to her people and holds her hands up.“I know I have been gone for many days, but on my journey I found what I have been searching for. Please welcome our Alpha Enyo and her Mate Alpha Clayton” There is a collective gasp as everyone looks between each other confused and excitement starts to seep into the air along with nerves. “You, got this little wolf this is your moment, these are your people” I say quietly to her, she gives me one nod then takes my hand and steps forward pulling me with her. Her steps are slow but firm as she makes her way to the
Enyo BurnsideThe calm, welcoming atmosphere is incredible. The Alpha family is big and still growing, Carmon the Luna is due her new cub in the next week or so, they already have four boys and are hoping for a girl. This is my first time in a Bear pack and I am pleasantly surprised by how it’s run, but honestly I think that it's down to Tatun and Carmon.Clayton and Tatum have been discussing the treaty that Oak Creek had with Opal Moon before my so-called Grandfather took over. He explained that Opal Moon was always run by the female Alpha. Hadeon killed my Grandmother and took over and when my mother found out and sent me away he killed her.I hate how everyone looks at me at the mention of these people as if this should affect me, but honestly they are just names to me. My parents were Verity and Marcus, my guardians, the people who brought me up showed me how to ride a bike and how to be the best warrior possible. I don’t voice this but I know Clay can feel how I am feeling.Afte
Enyo BurnsideThe feel of warm kisses that leave a fire in their wake is what wakes me from a dreamless sleep. A soft moan leaves me, I feel Clay chuckle against my shoulder. Placing one last kiss he moves me slightly, waking me further. “Time to get up, sleepy head” Claytons velvety voice is like a balm to my soul. I hear a soft chuckle and my eyes fly open, I had forgotten we weren’t alone.“Good morning, Alpha Enyo” Bellona says as she watches us looking amused. “Good morning, sorry for a moment I forgot where we were” I say as a little heat rises up my neck and face. “How did you sleep, Bellona?” I ask as I stand and stretch accepting the bottle of water my handsome mate hands me.“I did, thank you, it was the first proper sleep in days” Bellona tells me as she washes her face in the river. “It’s about a half day's run if we don’t run into any rogues” Bellona says with her hands on her hips looking deep in thought. I glance at Clayton, he just shrugs his shoulders.Twenty minute
Enyo BurnsideI study the female who resembles a cavewoman from one of the books we read in school. Her long grey hair looks unwashed and unbrushed, her skin shows signs of someone who has been in the sun far too long. It’s her sharp eyes that make me curious to know her story especially as she seems familiar.I glance at Clayton when she starts to chant four words. I have no idea what they are. ‘That is the language of the old Gods, I am sure the last word is return or returned’ Clays deep voice comes over a mind-link I never knew we had, making me jump in surprise, he just smirks at me. “Please stand, I think we need to speak” She tells the female who nods. Her eyes sparkle as she looks at me, reaching her dirty hand up. She tries to touch my face but I step back so she can’t reach me. I may feel no malice from her but I am not stupid enough to allow an unfamiliar person to touch me.Hurt flashes across her face before she puts her hands by her side. She narrows her eyes as her eye
Clayton BlackridgeIt’s been strangely quiet, worryingly almost. It has been a week since the meeting at the coffee shop, we have all been on edge waiting for something, anything to happen. The fact nothing has come back to us from any of our trackers or ears on the ground has us preparing for what we know is most definitely to come.Then two nights ago Talia turned up declaring she had found her Mate, but without a mate mark something Trent took great pleasure in pointing out earning himself a growl. It was Talia’s strange behavior towards Enyo that had us all on alert and her sympathy story of how she was unsure if this mate was for her that made no sense.I watched my Luna listen sceptically as Talia dramatically apologises to her for her actions and asks forgiveness. Both Trent and I don’t buy it for one minute, but this is my little wolf’s choice. Enyo nodded and told her she would think about it, Talia thanked her and left but it never escaped any of our notice, the sly smirk as
Enyo Burnside We have been sitting in this coffee house in the human city for almost thirty minutes waiting on Dylan and his father. Clayton, Trent and I look so out of place, actuall scrap that they two look out of place; I can’t help smiling at them. Wolf men are incredibly larger and sexier than human, and human females definitely notice judging by the looks these two are getting.I had just ordered another coffee from the waitress who completely ignored me to talk to my Mate, until he snapped at her. Now she won't look at him, I kind of felt sorry for her as she scurrys away. The Little annoying bell above the door goes letting everyone know someone has just entered, their disgusting scent hits me and my wolf starts to growl in my head.I don’t even turn, Trent sits up straight over from us as Clayton takes my hand under the table. Clayton’s aura is menacing and swirling as Dylan stands staring at me, I don’t even pay him any notice as the older Alpha now sits in the seat Trent h