As we sit here waiting to know the fate of the two loved ones in our lives, it gives me time to reflect back on my own, especially the last two months.
A silly bet between three friends led two a chance encounter with the woman next to me that I believe to be the love of my life. Yes it was a rocky road to get to where we are and somedays it still is touch and go. You see I have given her much reason not to trust me. I was one of those guys, I cheated on her, not just with anybody but with my best friend. Not just once but twice. But here we are, I hope stronger than ever, and this sadness is about to test us again.
People deal with grief in different ways. They say that the reality is that you will grieve forever. You will not ‘get over’ the loss of a loved one; you will learn to live with it. You will heal and you will rebuild yourself around the loss you have suffered. You will be whole again but you will never be the same.It has been a week since Amber's passing, since the funeral Skye has just grown more distant. I keep reaching out and all she does is push me away. I know she is grieving so I have not forced the subject. We are sitting in Amber's house busy packing up some of her stuff that Skye decided to donate.
Just when life was getting good, something else has to come and ruin it. I think that my damn luck is so bad that if I bought a cemetery people would stop dying.Tajsa has just walked into the pub to introduce my new CFO. To say I am not shocked would be living, this is so not what I expected this morning when I woke up. I think my whole fucked up world is on its head.Damon ~”
Opportunities don't happen, you create them. Or in this case a business deal. I have just bought a new company over and I need to fly out to go sign the deal. Not just anywhere but to Bora Bora. Since Skye said yes to dinner with my dad, she might say yes to this because after all it is taking the place of dinner now.Damon ~”Joelle, please ask Skye to come see me.”Joelle ~”Sure Mr Chase.”Now I need to put my best game face on, she must not even want to say no.Skye knocks on the door.Damon ~”Come in.”Skye ~”Mr Chase you wanted to see me?”Damon ~”Yes please come sit down Skye.”Skye ~”What is the matter?”
Getting to know the person you love all over again is almost as refreshing as a spring rain. Skye has shown me a whole different part to her, the all serious, all the time Skye has made place for this funny and carefree one. If it was possible, I even love her more now.We had an amazing evening on the beach last night. That one kiss just stayed there, one kiss. Even though I wanted more, I just got enough of what I wanted at the time. Oh I promise you, I am going to sneak in a few more, she is going to say yes, she just does not know it yet.The next morning my excited and ever so damn horny ass is awake at the crack of dawn. I pop her a quick message as I am still lying in bed.Damon ~”Morning sleepy head. If you not up and ready in half an hour then you going to force me to bring my sweet ass in there.”Skye ~”Morning Mr Cha
The worst part is waiting, waiting for her to say no or yes. Two little words that will determine the way my life begins or ends. The thing is, I will wait for her even if it is forever because the best part of waiting is getting what I been waiting for and that is her.Damon ~”So what do you say my little bunny? Will you be the real Mrs Chase?”
Never did I believe there are anything such as complete happiness until I met her. If ever there was one thing that I did right, it is falling head over my feet in love her. Watching her as she is laying here next to me proves that there are angels walking the earth. Damon ~”Morning sleepy head.” Skye ~”
Someone once said that every man is trying to live up to his father's expectations or makeup for their father's mistakes.Lucky I never had a father like that, because I wanted to be exactly like my father one day. There is nothing like being at the top with the world at your feet. Having everything you want within arm’s reach.But being at the top gets very lonely after a while. All the fast cars and easy woman is never enough to fill that void. It takes a special kind of woman to make you change your ways.My mom was that special kind of woman but there is a thing that they say about restless bones. My mom would say that his restless bones found my father a gold digging hand.My bunny and I are sitting cuddled up in the lounge watching reruns of her favorite hospital drama when my phone lights up. It is my father.&n
She has the most beautiful blue eyes.Behind those beautiful eyes lay secrets deeper and darker than the mysterious sea.Some secrets are better left hidden.