He calls Vinnie on Thursday afternoon after he wakes up.
"Where are you?" Vinnie screams into the receiver to cover up the noise on his end.
"In bed. Where else?"
"I thought you'd be on campus."
"Do I even have classes today? Fuck, I forgot I have a schedule. What are you doing?"
"Eating."
"I want to go to New York."
"Today?"
"Yes, maybe leave in an hour?"
Vinnie hesitates, which means he's got other plans.
"I think I'm going to come tomorrow."
"With?" Matteo knows for a fact that Vinnie doesn't have a car in the States. "I'll figure it out."
"Alright."
He hangs up and then gets out of bed to go pack a bag before he embarks on the four-hour drive to New York. His schedule says he's supposed to be in Business Psychology right now, so he sends a voice message to Isabella as he's on the way to the car.
"Do you happen to also have Business Psychology? Because I'm on my way to New York and I'm pretty sure my dad is tracking my progress. Thaaanks."
Isabella replies five minutes later.
Isabella: no
Matteo: do you know anyone who does?
Isabella: Valentina
Matteo: Do you have her number
Isabella sends her Valentina's Russian number, and he adds her as he drives before texting her.
Matteo: hey
The reply comes an hour later when he's way past Albany, headed south.
Valentina: ??
Valentina: who's this
Matteo: Matteo
Matteo: Giudice
Valentina: okay
Matteo looks at the road ahead waiting for her to say something else, but she doesn't. Okay, so he has to get straight to the point because she obviously knows that he didn't just hit her up so they'd hook up, like most girls usually do. It seems like Isabella and Aurora, his sister, are the only girls close to his age that he can text without sex being implied.
Matteo: u got business psycologu?
He looks at the road ahead. Texting and driving is a lot of pressure when he drives 120 an hour. He decides to call her directly and speak through the car phone.
She picks up on the third ring. His ego tells him that she waited a little to seem busy but he knows she didn't.
"Hello."
"Hi. Uh, are you taking Business Psychology this year?"
"Yes, I was just there. Why?"
"I'm also supposed to be taking it, but I'm on my way to New York." There's a short pause where neither of them says anything because Matteo focuses on switching lanes, and then he continues. "Anyway, could you send me your notes or something?"
"I can send them to you by email."
"Photos on W******p are fine."
"I am taking them on my laptop, so I'll send them to you by email. If I take photos of the screen, they'll all be blurry."
She's right.
"Alright."
"Just text me your address and I'll send them to you."
"It's matteolorenzogiudice@giudicespa.com"
"Yeah, no way I can remember that language. Text me so I can just copy paste it." Matteo smiles. "Alright. I'm driving now though."
"It's fine, I'm not going to wait around for it." she says, and Matteo can hear the smirk on her face.
"Okay."
"Well."
"Thank you."
"Okay. Byee."
"Byee." He says and the line goes dead.
He texts her his email address at the next stoplight half an hour later, and he gets the notification from valentinalevin@g***l.com just as he gets onto the George Washington Bridge to enter Manhattan.
The apartment looks just like he left it before 2019 ended so he gets comfortable on the couch and rolls himself a joint. Then he texts Valentina to thank her.
Matteo: got it, thank u
Valentina: * thumbs up emoji *
Matteo looks at the emoji for a second, before he opens the email she sent. It's a p*f of her notes taken in class, from which he understands right about nothing.
Matteo: are they supposed to make sense?
Valentina: if you'd been in class, yes
Matteo: fuck
This would've been the part where she offers to explain them to him in order to spend time with him, but she just leaves him on read. Well, not really read, because his read receipts are off, but she stops replying.
He's gotten through college until now exactly because he knew the right people to help him out or he knew exactly which girl would do most of the work for him just as an excuse for them to say to their friends they hung out.
Sometimes he thinks it's just the money, but that can't be it – everyone he met at school and now college comes from rich families. Some of them are old money, others new money families, but all of them have multi-million dollars to their name.
Matteo knows what people, especially women, think of his family and how there's a certain allure to it because it is 'dangerous'. But these women fall in love with the movie mafia guy everyone romanticizes, not realizing that in reality everything is far more dangerous and fucked up than could ever be described in words.
It would take a strong woman to put up with everything that comes with entering a crime family. Matteo has never met one that could live up to the role, only those who thought they could. He fell in love with Allison because she was the only person in the world who Matteo even considered worth the effort, but that's all over now (even though they still meet up sometimes). When feelings disappear, the only thing that keeps it going is the fear of change.
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The Barone kids come over to his apartment the week before Valentine's Day weekend, together with Marco and Isabella. While Pia and Isabella are out getting dinner in the city on Saturday night, the boys choose to stay in and have a Fifa tournament.
It always reminds Matteo of the days when they were younger and living in Palermo. He would go over to the Barone house just to stay for hours and play on their Playstation. They stopped when they moved to New York for school. Matteo noticed it because it's the first time in two years where they decided to stay in instead of going to the club.
They order pizza and smoke joints, and it's not until they hear Isabella and Pia's voice in the hallway that they realize hours went by.
"This makes me feel nostalgic." Isabella smiles and comes inside the living room with her shoes in one hand, bottle of wine in the other. "The boys playing football."
The couch is in an L shape, big enough to fit all five of them, so Pia and Isabella take the lower part of the L so the boys can sit by themselves focusing on the TV.
"Did you hear about this Coronavirus?" Isabella asks after the first sip of her wine. Matteo looks at her without pausing the game against Vinnie.
"The virus in China?"
"I heard someone saying it could become a pandemic." Eddie chips in.
"My dad says it's going to get bad. As in, they're going to lock people in their homes."
Marco rolls his eyes. "That's not going to happen."
"Why isn't Aurora here?" Matteo asks half an hour later right before he's about to start another game. "She already lives in the city."
"She said she had a date this weekend."
All of the boys turn their heads to look at Pia now.
"With who?" Marco asks incredulously.
Pia shrugs. "She didn't say."
"Didn't you ask?!"
"I did, but she wouldn't say."
"She's hiding something." Vinnie observes after he's turned his attention back on the game. Matteo agrees and looks at Isabella, who doesn't seem fazed by the information. "What do you know?"
Isabella looks at him surprised. "Me? Why would I know anything?"
"Because you always know."
She puts her phone down and looks Matteo in the eyes. "I don't know anything, promise."
"Fine." He knows when she's lying.
"What do you know?" she asks him.
"Nothing, obviously."
"No, like, have you noticed her being unusual?"
"I tried to take her phone at Christmas and she got very defensive." Marco says.
Matte nods. "Yes, and she's got this weird smile on her face and I know she's texting someone."
"Ask her then." Pia says, like it's the most logical thing in the world.
"Like you would ever tell us." Vinnie interjects.
"I would! But you never ask."
"Alright, who have you slept with?"
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“Paulo thought it ended after she ratted him out at your New Year’s Eve party.”The way he uses the verb ‘ratted’ makes Matteo feel sick.“So? He likes her, I guess.”“Has he tried to contact her?”“I think so.”“And did she answer?”“Shouldn’t you already know this is you have a cell tower? Vinnie is right next door.”Matteo suddenly realizes that his father can also probably see everything on his phone.“Don’t worry, we don’t track the phones of our family. Nor the Barone family. I am asking you sincerely.”“I don’t think she replied, no.”“So, it’s obvious she won’t be coming back to him. Get him to stop trying.”“I can’t tell him what to do, and I also don’t want to tell him what to do.”His father looks at his face, as if to check whether Matteo means it or not. He does.“How do you know who Sofia is? And why isn’t Paulo talking to me directly like he usually does?” Matteo asks.“I know her because Paulo told me what happened. And I told you.”“Fine.”“So you’ll talk to Vinnie?”
“Not really.”Matteo can’t lie and tell him that the description matches no one ever. He thinks about that time after Vinnie’s birthday, when he stayed up until the next evening with Valentina.Just because they enjoyed being around each other. When he didn’t have to check his phone or thinks of ways to entertain himself to avoid awkwardness.She was interesting and she talked about things he’s never talked about with anyone else before. He could be himself around her, and sex wasn’t even on his mind that night, nor on that day when he ended up in bed with Ariana.But she’s also insanely attractive. Not only hot, but beautiful too. And smart.Sure, he’d like to have sex with her, it would probably be enjoyable. And if it never happened, fine. Maybe.“Are you even listening?”“Not really.”“Are you high?”“Aren’t you?”Vinnie laughs at that.Matteo still doesn’t know how to bring up Valentina. They always talk about everything they do, especially when it comes to girls.“Is something g
Chapter 17Where it all beginsMatteoCapo d’Orlando, Sicily – July 22ndAs soon as Vinnie and the rest of Valentina’s guests arrive, the atmosphere around Matteo changes. He’s not as relaxed anymore, and he feels like he has to take care of five things at once before he can actually enjoy himself.First, there’s Ariana, who has been texting him more than usual since he woke up this morning. Then there’s Vinnie, who keeps asking him if he’s okay and if he’s having fun, which forces Matteo to smile and assure him that he’s okay.The third reason is the photo he saw in Valentina’s brother’s room, which he now knows he’s seen it before. In Aurora’s room, above her desk. Valentina is also somewhere in the mix, because he’s also consciously aware of her presence now.Ariana is telling him something about her past two days, but all Matteo can focus on now is that Isabella and Valentina are talking about him.“I’ll be right back.” He says to Ariana before walking over to the two of them.“Wh
Capo d’Orlando, Sicily – July 23rd, 2020Everyone sings happy birthday to me at midnight, even though it’s more symbolic that factually accurate, and it makes me uncomfortable but happy.We did some shots after, then Isaac tried to flirt with me for what seemed like forever, before Isabella finally saved me and brought me out by the pool half an hour later.Matteo and Vinnie are in their own world, talking on the other side of the pool.“What do you think they’re talking about?”We’ve been people watching for the past twenty minutes since we sat down.“I don’t know, what do boys even talk about all day?”“No clue. And I have a brother at home.”“They seem to have a very interesting discussion. Matteo looks serious, like he’s scared even.”“How can you even tell?”
Capo d’Orlando, Sicily – July 23rd, 2020 Everyone sings happy birthday to me at midnight, even though it’s more symbolic that factually accurate, and it makes me uncomfortable but happy. We did some shots after, then Isaac tried to flirt with me for what seemed like forever, before Isabella finally saved me and brought me out by the pool half an hour later. Matteo and Vinnie are in their own world, talking on the other side of the pool. “What do you think they’re talking about?” We’ve been people watching for the past twenty minutes since we sat down. “I don’t know, what do boys even talk about all day?” “No clue. And I have a brother at home.” “They seem to have a very interesting discussion. Matteo looks serious, like he’s scared even.” “How can you even tell?” “I know him.” He turns his head, as if he already knew we were talking about him. We make eye contact before he turns back to Vinnie. “Something’s off with him.” Isabella notices. “You think?” “He’s hiding somet
“Are you even listening to me?”“Sorry, I’m not.”“Are you checking out Isaac?”I look to where she’s pointing, realizing that Isaac and Vinnie are sharing a joint right behind where Matteo and Ariana are.“Uh, maybe.”“Is something wrong? Do you not feel comfortable?”I shake my head. “No, it’s not that.”“You’ve barely drunk anything. Usually, you’re already four drinks in and have had a line or something.”“I’m fine. I just feel like…I don’t know. Like I want to do something. My energy is all over the place.”“Do something? Like what?”“I don’t know.”“Or maybe do someone?”She wiggles her eyebrows, and I know she’s referring to Isaac.“With Isaac? I don’t know.”“You’ve already done it and it was fine. Plus, he wouldn’t have come all the way from Russia for no reason.”“I don’t know if I like him or not.”“You said the sex was great. And he’s an easy choice if you feel horny.”“Hmm, maybe. I don’t know. I guess I want something new.”“What about Matteo?”I panic inside for a secon