The words uttered by the lady tilted my whole world. What she said made no sense, and maybe she was just happy.
Maybe too happy.
I smiled uncomfortably and looked at Xander, who was smirking at me.
“I can’t wait, please don’t make this old lady wait. I want to see Xander’s kid running around the pack,” she said and looked at Xander playfully.
Xander chuckled and moved toward me.
“For that to happen, you all first have to leave her. I can’t have her if you all keep hogging her.” he teased and sn*ked his arm around my waist.
“I want her for me,” he said and I could feel that there was an underlying threat in his words.
I visibly gulped because now I was afraid.
I was in enemy territory and this was not in our agreement.
The pack members laughed at us, making me blush.
“Stop teasing the girl and go have some rest.” the lady laughed at us, before moving out of our way.
With his hand still on my waist he led me toward his house.
“You can free me now,” I whispered to him, but I yelped as he pinched my waist.
Then I heard laughter behind me.
The pack members were still listening to us.
We reached his house which was much bigger than mine. My house felt as if my father was an Alpha, who held every penny from the pack and used that for himself, but Xander’s house shouted comfort.
Yes, the house was grander but it had the quality of love in it, which my father’s house lacked.
It was a Victorian style house and unknowingly I blurted out, “Wow,”
“Thanks,” he said before entering the house, still holding my waist.
As soon we entered the house he left me as if I burned him.
Something changed between us, I was angry, unsure of the reason.
Maybe the way he removed his hand like I was disgusting or the way he indirectly told everyone that we were going to have s*x with each other.
But I kept my cool and followed Xander when he entered his room.
And once we entered the privacy of our room, I let my anger roar.
“What was that?” I asked him while keeping my anger at bay.
“What?” he asked nonchalantly.
“A child. Your pack wants me to bear your child. They want me to give them an heir. How are we supposed to deal with this?” I scream at him, seeing his behavior.
How he gave no fu*ks about their wishes.
“Not mine, but ours. Keep this in your shallow mind. Never let yourself forget this. For two years this pack is yours and so is your loyalty.” he said to me while opening his shirt.
I gulped, his solid muscles were already visible inside his shirt and now the way he was undressing was making me lose my mind.
But I shook my head, I wanted to concentrate on my anger.
“Yes, two years. Only two years. After that, you will have your true mate and I will be out helping abandoned omegas. Don’t forget your deal. This thing is only supposed to last for two years after that we will be on our separate ways. I don’t want a child to be born in a loveless marriage. I don’t want my child to not know the love of his father. What if you found your true mate and abandoned me and my child? I can’t let this happen to my child.” I said.
I knew all too well how difficult it was to live in a family where your father didn’t care about you. My child would not have the same fate as mine, my baby would have a loving father, who dotes not only on him but also on his mother.
I would find a mate who would love me with everything he has.
Something dark flickered across Xander’s eyes and in the next moment, he was standing in front of me. His body was on mine, caging me against the wall.
I could feel his hard ridges as his chest touched mine. He was making me small, my heart thudded as he closed his fingers around my neck.
There was no pressure, only the feel of his hand.
“If you think I would ever abandon the mother of my child or my child. You are mistaken. I don’t know how you had this notion but trust me, If I have to drag you back from hell. I would, there is no escape from me.” He hissed at me.
“Do you even understand the implication of your words? You cannot say anything, there has to be meaning behind them. So stop talking rubbish.” I pushed him. I knew that once he got his real mate he would drop me like yesterday’s trash.
I was aware of men’s nature. They were lustful creatures and only cared about their primal needs.
A low growl stopped me and the look in his eyes was pure possession.
“As a good luna, you should listen to your Alpha. Everything I say should be the moon goddess's decree to you. Do you understand or do I have to make you?” he roared at me, and I narrowed my eyes at him.
“Don’t be angry. How would you be good Luna, when you can’t even hide your emotions? You get angry so easily. Do you think you can handle my pack? I don’t think so. You lack the composer to do that. More than that, your habit of challenging me at every turn is something that will turn heads, and not in a good way.” he hissed at me.
This made me lose my mind.
How dare he tell me that I wouldn’t be a good Luna, what he really thought of himself. He might have been the Alpha of this pack but I was also equal to him.
No one was allowed to talk to me like this and not somebody who was equal to me.
I let out a growl and pushed him with all my strength, he staggered back not expecting my reaction.
“Don’t you dare talk to me like this.” I snapped at him.
He narrowed his eyes at me, but before he could say anything I pushed him again. He staggered back, but I didn’t stop pushing him. I pushed him till he was standing outside the door of our room.
“You know what Alpha like you deserve,” I smirked at him.
“You..” he opened his mouth to speak but I was having none of it.
I closed the door on his face and locked it from inside.
“Now stay outside dear darling,” I chuckled.
Xander chuckled, “Oh you will pay for that little mate,” he said in his dark domineering voice.But there was something else in his voice, a hint of tease.Like he was amused that I locked him outside.But as I heard his retreating footsteps, understanding dawned on me.What have I done?I can’t just lock Pack’s Alpha out of his own room. And that to be the one who was my mate.I moved to open the door, but I stopped myself.I couldn’t do that too, because that would be going against my own word.My self-esteem didn’t allow me to do that.I took a deep breath and waited.Maybe I would just wait and see what the consequences would be.I could do that.I looked at his king sized bed, the comfort it would provide my restless body.“Yes, I can do that,” I whispered to myself.But I couldn’t be any more wrong because the whole night I was tossing and turning on his comfortable bed.Even though the room was everything I wanted, still I couldn’t sleep.Because anticipation of his next move w
After the tour of the Pack, Xander took me back to our house.Our houseIt seems so foreign. But over the tour, I realized that Xander was not my enemy, he might not be my friend, but the enemy was a very heavy word.He helped me when nobody did, he saved me from hell and gave me another chance at life.It doesn’t matter he did that for his own benefit, but still, he helped me despite the hatred he held for my father and for my pack.When we entered the living room, I noticed that the house was empty.No servants were there.Smart people. They knew when to give us privacy and when to disturb us. I smiled.Considering all the good aspects of Xander, I decided to extend an olive branch to him.But before I could utter a single word, ignoring me he headed upstairs toward our room.I followed him, meanwhile, he started losing his shirt.When I entered the room with him, I eyed his bare torso. His well defined muscles were gleaming because of the sweat, making his scent more sweeter.Lana
I sat on the edge of my bed, clearly where Xander had placed me. My phone rang once again, making me wince.Making dread settle in my stomach, I couldn’t believe the audacity of this shameless woman. My heart sank thinking about the new possible ways she had thought to make my life hell.Emma flashed on my phone and instead of picking it up, I thought of thrashing the phone on my wall.But alas not all dreams could be true.I took a deep breath and answered.“What do you want?” I hissed, my voice held a tone of caution, contemplating her next move.“Oh, my, my. Is this the way you talk to your sister, my dear?” Emma purred onto the phone, her words dripping with honeyed insincerity.“No, but I do talk like that to wretched women. Shut your sh*t hole that you call a mouth and tell me what do you want?” I tightened my grip on my phone, I wasn’t slightly interested in hearing what Emma really wanted me to know.She chuckled into the phone, “Aww, in reality, I want a lot of things, but th
After getting dressed I waited patiently in the room, Xander and I were not allowed to see each other before the ceremony.I was feeling jittery, the high slit of my dress was making me uncomfortable, but I was excited too. I wanted Xander to see me in this dress, I wanted his appreciation.After what felt like a century, Aunt Mary came, she smiled at me and for a second I started missing my mother.This was supposed to be her right, but maybe in another life or in another world, I will have her by my side.A lone tear rolled down my eyes, but I wiped it down before Aunt could notice it, but she saw it nevertheless.“Don’t shed tears, my child, this is a happy occasion.” she patted on my shoulder.We both left the room and headed toward the gathering.“Only tears that should be in your eyes today should be of pleasure,” she whispered as we entered the hall.My eyes widened at her and she winked at me.As we both entered the hall, the room parted for me, in two perfect halves.There in
I moaned again when his tongue dwelled deeper in my mouth and I gasped. My hand went up to his chest and slowly to his neck.With one hand still in my hair, he slid down his hand into the slit of my dress, touching my inner thigh, and I parted my legs for him.He brushed his hand on my panty and applied the barest of pressure, making me squirm in the place. But as soon as the touch came, it was gone.I made an unsatisfied noise in my throat.We were both breathless when we broke the kiss.My heart sank when he took two steps back thinking that maybe it was a mistake and now he was regretting it.“Do you like this dress?” he asked me.“What?” I was confused.“Do you like this dress or not?” he asked again, a picture of composure.“You are asking me this now when you were done fu*king my mouth.” I snapped and turned my back on him.I was furious, how could he?I heard his breathing and then felt a sharp tug.“Oh my god..” I exclaimed and held my torn-up dress, preventing it from sliding
“You can’t have s*x with me because I am a virgin?” I asked cautiously, again thinking about my next move.I didn’t know if I was moving in the right direction or not. But right now I really didn’t care.I wanted Xander and my virginity will not be the one getting in my way.Rather, it would be a stepping stone for it.He took a deep breath as if the answer pained him.“I don’t want to pressurize you into something you don’t want to do. I want you when you are ready, not when we both are acting crazy in the lust haze.” he replied, making me confident.“So you want me?” I asked again“So much that it pains me to say no to you.” he grunted.I came forward and kneeled in front of him, without touching him.“You know, nobody ever touched me like that, you were the first man to see me n*ked.” I purred as I rubbed his bulge inside his pants.“Stop, Grace.” He hissed and held my wrist to make me stop.“I have never seen anyone’s cock let alone feel it. If you won’t teach me, someone else wil
“Grace?” Xander inquired again, feeling my tense body.“I…” I tried to speak but I choked up, I couldn’t do this, not when he was looking at me with this affection.He was still inside me, and telling him that I didn’t want his mark would be a heartless move.I can’t do that, not when I just started something with Xander.It could be friendship or something new.But I didn’t want to dwell further than that, I would not fall deep in the water head first, without knowing that it was safe.Life was all about learning from past mistakes and I won’t repeat the same cycle.My first mistake in my relationship with Logan was that I preened at every compliment he showered me with, I fell head over heels for him, without even realizing that he was only using me for the title.But I will be cautious now, I won’t fall for the petty tricks.Xander slipped out of me and I missed the warmth instantly, his arms provided me. My heart sank with disappointment and beat radically.Unconsciously, I grippe
I was answered with a dark chuckle.Xander leaned closer to me and whispered, “I won’t let them near my mate, you smell way too delicious for your own good.”My heart skipped a beat and I started blushing more intensely.“How are you feeling today?” he asked, changing the topic.“Little sore, but all good,” I answered honestly.“I would be angry if you were not,” he said smugly.“What?” I asked.“Yeah, if you weren’t sore that means I didn’t satisfy you. That would have made me very angry and sad at the same moment.” He answered.At first, I was a little shocked but what harm it caused to indulge in a light teasing battle.“I am not that sore, maybe you weren’t that good. Alpha” I teased him, as we neared my office.“You are playing with fire, you might get burned.” He warned.“Maybe, but that would make me brave.” I smiled at him as my office building came into view.“Or a little dumb.” He remarked.“Now, that’s not a good thing to say to your mate. I might get angry with you.” I pou