The next day, after work, I went to meet my friend Leo to talk to him about my problem and hopefully to find a way to get out of this.
“Of all people you have a human mate. I mean yeah… it’s rare but to have her is like a Devil’s Miracle... I kinda feel bad for the girl though.” He said. “I don’t know what I should do.” I sighed, taking my shot of whiskey.
“Let her go. Reject her Blaze. Everyone here knows about your extreme loathing for humans and being mated to one will kill you from inside.”
“I tried! She tried to reject me but I stopped her. I couldn’t let her do this. I tried to mark her and let go of her but couldn’t and ended up marrying her legally. I wanted to stay away from her, I hate her but… I cannot le
Avery POV:- It was very weird of him to confess he came to my room and couldn’t kiss me. I mean he didn’t have to tell me. Ashley said- Mate-pull certainly doesn’t mean we can be together and fall in love. I have no intentions of experiencing Stockholm Syndrome. If there is a tiny ray of hope to run away and never return, I would grasp it and never let it go. He is an insensible bastard who thinks he can manipulate me. “Avery.” He called me from outside my room. After the midnight scene, he has stopped entering my room. “Hmm?” “We have a guest coming over tonight, be ready.” He said. I narrowed my eyes and walked out and saw him standing outside. “
“Why would I?!” He yelled, pushing him back. “She started it!” "Shut up! I don't care." Blaze yelled, punching him again. My heart stopped beating for a second as I was left flabbergast. "It was her who touched me!" An agonizing shiver went down my spine and I pressed myself against the wall to gain some support. Blaze didn't even spare a glance at me to ask anything. “I didn’t…” I whispered with tears blurring my vision, a miserable needle pricked my heart. Blaze kicked him and grabbed his hair, “When she said she didn’t. She didn’t.” Blaze hissed and kicked him again as I began to cry, not being able to bear this anymore. How can he put blind trust on me without asking anything? “You will pay for it.” Michele growled, getting up, wiping the blood from his lips. I fell on my knees, sobbing.
I don’t know whether my decision to let me show what mystifying attraction resides between us Is right or wrong but I am unwillingly thrilled to experience it. From what I have heard it’s an unbreakable bond and I want to see when two people with endless resentment tries intimation whether it would break the wall between us; is it power so strong or the hatred of ours will overcome every pull to make us become one?- either way, I am looking forward to it. I want to see what will happen when the intimidation reaches its peak and becomes fierce enough that he can't refrain himself. Will he break the shackles or keep up his flawless facade? Is it an addiction or an emotion needed to be rushed in veins? We went to his room, my heart was racing against my chest, my throat dried. We entered as he closed the door behind him which made my heart skip a beat.
He threw my clothes at me and said sternly, “Wear your clothes. I only wanted to show you and I did. Nothing more, nothing less.” His tone suddenly changed to a dominantly cold one. “Don’t you want to see?” I winked, plopping on my elbows. “Look at you, Blaze. You are so turned on but your detest for me will never let you get close to me.” I mocked, letting out a suppressed laugh. “Hmm. I know.” “The same goes for me.” I replied, sitting up and wearing my clothes. “Why didn’t you push me away then?” “To elicit your stimulation. Feel the mate-pull, Mr Allen. How it intoxicated our minds with thirst and no matter how much we want to fuck, we couldn’t and never will.” I taunted, laying down back again, stretching out my arms. “Get out of my room.” He said, wearing his clothes. “Go and get a mistress to fulfil your lust.” I spat. “Shut up.” He hissed and went to the bathroom as I began to laugh. “Can’t control yourself?!” I shouted at him. “Fantasize about me, Blaze!” I shouted, bur
With a scowl over my face I entered my room, cursing Blaze in my mind. How dare he throw me out of the room and act as if it was my fault to show him the reflection of reality he is trying to hide. He deserves this pain to realize how much of a corrupt guy he is. Okay, I get it, I can never resist his touch in my life as long as our bond still exists but it doesn’t mean we will give into our desires, I wouldn’t let it just like he didn’t. He pushed me and when the time comes, I will do the same. I would never let these restraints be more than a punishment for I don’t know what sin of mine. He and I can never be together. I would never live my life with a person who is not ready to see his own self and face reality. It’s nothing but a venom
I heard a voice suddenly, breaking the stare from the wolf and looking back thinking I might have heard Blaze but there was no one. I looked out again but he was no longer there. There was no longer a black wolf there. I couldn’t get what I heard about the effect of being alone or what’s happening to Blaze is happening to me. I fell on my knees letting out my stopped breath, I put my hand over my cheek only to feel a tear present there. Who said it? What exactly was it? I will become insane if I stay here. I moved and leaned on the wall. I hope what I have heard is a lie, nothing but an illusion. The rest of my night was spent like this, shaking in dread, not knowing what to do anymore, fretful. For the next few days, Blaze didn’t return home. The month is ending, no less than an endless torture for me and
Blaze POV:- After consoling Avery from her breakdown, I promised to let her meet her Parents and to talk about her permission to go out. I know the haunts a person felt in locked walls with no source of communication, filled with dreadful thought and fears unable to be removed from your heart, an intense pain, I could feel it but the path she chose was wrong. I pulled away and said, “We will talk about it tomorrow. And I shall take you to your parents this weekend, okay?” I said gently. She passed me a fake smile and nodded as she hugged me again, “Thank you, Blaze.”She whispered, pulling me. Controlling myself, I embrace her back hearing the sound of devastation which is making me realize I am still at the point where I started and nothing could end this fire of mine. “It’s late. You should sleep.” I said nervously, getting
On the weekend, We get ready to leave. Avery dressed up really well and looked so pretty. “Make sure to do as I said.” I said, so she doesn’t forget what she should do but to play on the safe side, I met her parents already and tried to talk to them about it. I told them not to let Avery know I came to them, asked for forgiveness for our deed and now wanted your acceptance. I thought at least I should fix her relationship with her parents. She should feel lucky to have one, some don't know the love of it. “Let’s go.” I said as we left. We reached their place and stood outside. I could sense the dread and coldness surging in Avery, her heart literally bursting while I looked at her unaffected. “Why are you so nervous?” I asked. “Thanks to you.” She retorted. I rolled