Avery POV:-
“What’s with your change?” I asked him in a cold tone. Not being able to grasp the sudden change of air from senseless lust, need and force to unbearable remorse, pain and heartache. What made him come to his senses and stop from making an irredeemable mistake at the very end? When he was one bite away to claim me as his, what remorse faltered his actions and shred effectless tears of agony?
And deep down, I knew he’d stop.
“I SAID GO!” He yelled, breaking into inaudible sobs but I could still feel the despondency emitting from him which made a needle prick in my heart. His vast ocean of torment can’t redeem his actions, irrespective of anticipation I could feel the same heartbreak as his for some obvious reasons.
With a glare, I stood up and without sa
I shut my eyes and screamed when he attacked me but then I heard another voice and looked up to see the same obsidian wolf I saw outside my window, staring at me a lot of times which never fails to elicit eerie sensations in me. For the first time I saw him this close to me as I could clearly see his enthralling silver eyes similar to Blaze- Wait, what? He killed the wolf right in front of me as I continued to convulse fiercely, losing my breath and not being able to make his action of saving me. It was nothing but an unexpected rescue. My body aches in massive pain. I was terrorized to no extent when he turned to me. my breath hitched when my eyes locked with his, my heart stopped along with my whole be
“Why didn’t you tell me before?” I asked while he rubbed my back, forming goosebumps over my skin as he was cleaning my body. “This cannot change the fact I am still a monster in your eyes. You saw me as a savage creature before and now you know I am one.” He explained, moving to my hairs and massaging them tenderly. “And what about the tears you shred…?” I asked. “I have emotions as well.” I closed my eyes and lowered my head. I winced when he touched my shoulder which had a bruise over it. “Does it hurt?” He asked, brushing his fingers over it as I convulsed by the contact. “The bruise or truth?” I asked, with my grip getting tight on me but no matter how hard I try to deny it, I am still relaxed in his presence.
After pacing around he came to me. He bent on his knees, tears were brimming in his eyes as he put his hand over my laps and finally looked at me with his profound gaze of tears, distress, pain and grief.“Let me be completely honest, Avery...” He gulped, his voice was husky but filled with sorrow, with a deep inhale, he continued, “I needed you… badly. Every inch of this body does. The core of my body is fucking burning to mark and mate you but I can’t do it because my heart is not convinced of my urges. My heart cannot love you but it doesn’t want to reject you either. Maybe it’s because of the mate-pull that I hold lust for you but there is no love for you and it hurts me sometimes to do this to you and not being able to liberate you from this dilemma of mine.
“None.” He shook his head and I looked at him in disbelief. “Meaning you have never kissed a woman before? Touched her?” I asked. “Never.” I am the first woman you touched and … how can you be so amazing then, goddamn it?! “Does it matter?” He asked.“Huh? N-No. Just asking.” I trailed off. “So… you are a virgin.” I said, looking at him intently. He didn’t reply and sighed.“What does it have to do with it, Avery?” He asked, raising an eyebrow.“Nothing… Just asking.” I shrugged my shoulders. “If you are dragging and want to stop then tell me.” He said seriously.“No, No. I was just curious.” I shook my head.
Blaze POV:-“What if something happened to her!?” I yelled at everyone who was looking down. “All of you were scattered but none of you could find her. What the hell were you doing?!” I scolded.“We are sorry, Alpha. We didn’t know.” Gordon said, looking down.“And you, couldn’t you recognize her scent!?” I turned to Ashley.“Uh... I was at home.” She passed me a nervous smile but I narrowed my eyes at her and cursed.“She was one step away from losing her life. Where are y’all if you can’t protect her!?” I continued. “But.. you saved her, Brother.”“Barely. If I
I have been avoiding Avery ever since I met her. If she tries to talk, I make up an excuse and leave her baffled about my odd behaviour but it is for the best if I turn ignorant of her existence… if I can. Even this body is wallowed in vehement caprice, I would never hurt her and commit any depraved act like before ever again. There is a constant devastation storming in my heart and honestly, I am hurting.I am hurting too much. I want to change but I can’t. I want to love her but I can’t… Why am I so hateful?I was sitting on the wall of the rooftop, looking at the moon asking why I have such an unfair life. In the world where she could be my faith, she is the end of my breaths.My legs were hanging outward, looking at the enchanting forest in front of me with my pack roaming a
Avery POVI removed the hand from between mine and his lips and pulled away slowly. We were panting heavily, I repaid his action and lowered my gaze. I only came here to taunt him for avoiding me but ended up blending in his ocean of misery and no matter how much I tried to liberate myself from it, it drowned me more. After he marked me, I can’t turn ignorant of his symbol of pain anymore.“Eradicate this hatred, Blaze before it’s too late and you lose everything” I whispered huskily, holding his shirt, foreshadowing his predictable future filled with darkness.“What I have left to lose…?” He whispered back. Me. I truly want to reply with this.
“At least try to know his despair, Ashley-”“I have fucking witnessed it.” She hissed. I nibbled on my bottom lip and lowered my head. “Okay… I will leave with Jeremy but for how long?”“Forever. I will take care of things. You guys go and start your lives anew. Don’t destroy it.” She said, “But-”“Believe me. I will take care of it, just do it.”“On one condition…”“What?”“Tell me why Blaze is like this?”“Why is your clock stopping on him again? Leave with Jeremy. Before Brother invades your min