Chapter 23. Down ward spiral

Sarah was reaching that deep dark place in her mind. With each passing day her depression was weighing her down. Her moods were a mess, she snapped at any moment. She pitied herself.

Jacob was soon admitted again for his skin grafting. She stressed for his well being. Her flashbacks on her past became more frequent. Her hate for everything she has endured became more strong.

Jacob had lost his job during this time. Money was tight. Jacob was discharged 2 weeks later. Sarah brought him home. She refused to let her stress and struggles impact on them.

She worked tirelessly. Juggled being a mom and houswife while Jacob recovered. She budgeted herself, so that the little salary she had would carry them through the month.

Sarah cried at night, silently. She didnt want to stress Jacob out. Being pregnant and not knowing where your next meal would come from was stressful. Her refrigerator was almost empty and so were her grocery cupboards. But still God made a plan. She prayed day and nig