LOGINRyder’s POV.
The night was almost perfect — the low music, the soft light spilling off the chandeliers, the way laughter hummed through the air like smoke. I was leaning on the bar, drink in hand, talking with a couple of the guys from the firm. It had been months since I’d seen them, and honestly, it felt good just to unwind. “Man, look at you,” Jason said, slapping my shoulder. “You disappear for two years and show up like you own the place.” I laughed. “Business keeps me busy, you know that. Meetings, deals — same old story.” “Business brought you to the city this time, huh?” Marcus asked, raising a brow. “Or someone?” I grinned into my glass. “Definitely business.” They groaned in mock disappointment. “You’ve gotten boring, Ry.” “Yeah, well,” I said, glancing around the room, “I’ll take boring over broke.” We laughed, and for a moment, everything felt easy. Just guys catching up, teasing each other, letting the night stretch. But then Jason leaned in and nodded toward the bar. “Hey… isn’t that the guy you helped at the door earlier?” I turned. The boy from outside. He was sitting at the end of the bar. His mask was slightly tilted, his drink untouched, eyes distant like he was somewhere else entirely. “Yeah,” I said quietly. “That’s him.” “Why the hell will you help a stranger?” One of them questioned. I turned to him with a smile. “Drop some cash in the club, then two of us can have a little chat on who I bring into the club.” “Oh, my God!” Another exclaimed. “Don't tell me you have eyes on that innocent man already.” “Shouldn't I be?” My lips curled into a smirk as I took another sip of my drink. “He's cute. And most of all he looks like an innocent nerd that needs to be taught one or two things.” “It's always the nerdy ones, isn't it?” They laughed. I turned back to the boy. “Hey, how about we catch up later?” I asked, getting up. “Take it easy on him,” one of them shouted after me. “Hey,” I said, resting a hand on the counter beside him. “Didn’t think you will come here to drink yourself to a mess after I let you in.” He blinked, surprised, then gave a small smile. “Oh. Yeah… thanks for that.” “No problem.” I studied him for a second. His hands were trembling slightly, and his eyes — behind those glasses — carried a heaviness that didn’t belong at a party like this. “You alright?” He nodded too quickly. “I’m fine. Really.” “You don’t look fine.” “I said I’m fine.” He forced a laugh and stared at his drink. I leaned closer. “You sure? Because you look like a guy who wants to be anywhere but here.” He sighed, then looked up at me. “You can’t relate.” “Try me.” He hesitated, chewing the inside of his cheek. The mask of confidence he’d been wearing cracked just a little. “It’s just… school stuff. You wouldn’t get it.” “Try an Asian man,” I joked, taking a seat beside him. He gave a tired smile, the kind people make when they’ve given up arguing. “Alright, fine. It’s about a friend. He liked his roommate but couldn’t say anything because… well, his family’s the kind that doesn’t like gays or anything that isn’t white and straight. And now the roommate moved out — with his boyfriend — and my friend’s just… angry at himself.” He looked away after that, swirling his drink like it held the answer. I nodded slowly. “Your friend, huh?” He gave a short laugh. “Yeah. My friend.” “Sounds like your friend’s been through hell.” “He’s an idiot,” he muttered. “Should’ve said something when he had the chance. Now it’s too late.” I leaned back, studying him. “You know, coming out was the hardest thing I ever did. I lost a lot of people for it. But I gained myself.” He looked at me, shocked. “You gay?” “C'mon bro,” I raised a brow. “Does this party look like something straight men can pull? This is a private event that most people don't know of—” “Didn't take me long enough to find it,” he muttered. “We are no cult. Finding it isn't the issues, it's getting in.” He nodded, taking another sip of his drink. “So you came out?” “Yeah,” I said. “And I’m still here. Living and doing better than I was when I was pretending.” I nodded toward the crowd. “And so is a lot of men here who aren't wearing masks. The rest— ” I shrugged. He nodded but didn't say more. “So your friend didn't come out, why?” I asked, trying to keep the conversation going. He gave a small, crooked smile. “His family’s… strict. My friend wouldn’t last a day if they found out.” I sipped my drink. “Then ask your friend this — what’s he achieved following every word his parents ever said?” That shut him up. He didn’t answer. He just sat there, thinking, the silence stretching between us like a confession neither of us wanted to name. We started talking again — about life, about how hard it is for people like us. I told him about my parents, how they’d disowned me when I told them the truth. “It hurt,” I admitted, “but I’d rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I’m not.” He was quiet for a while, then said softly, “That’s brave.” “It’s not bravery,” I said. “It’s survival. And if your friend wants to live, really live, he has to stop hiding.” He nodded, his eyes glassy. “Tell your friend to go for it,” I said gently. “Confess. Worst case, he gets rejected. Best case…” I smiled. “He finally gets to stop pretending.” He didn’t answer. Just stared at his glass again. “So,” I asked, trying to lighten the mood, “what are you doing here tonight?” He laughed, the sound soft but genuine. “Trying to think. Or trying not to.” “Looks like both.” We kept talking. He loosened up a little — maybe it was the alcohol. Or maybe it was me. He checked his wristwatch and turned to me. “I have to go,” he muttered, pulling out some bucks and giving the bartender. When he tried to stand, he stumbled, catching himself on the counter. “Whoa,” I said, steadying him. “You’ve had enough, man.” He chuckled weakly. “Guess so.” “Where do you live? I’ll drop you off.” He shook his head. “No. I’m fine. I’ll walk.” “In that state? Not happening.” He didn’t answer, just swayed a little. So I sighed and said, “Alright. My room it is.” I dragged him to my room in my room. I hardly invited or brought people over but I kinda had a soft spot for nerd guys with glasses. They say everyone had a weakness. I was no different. He was half-asleep on his feet when we got into the room. I led him inside, helped him to the couch. “Hey,” I said softly. “Lie down for a bit.” He did, eyes fluttering. I inhaled deeply, catching my breath for a second before removing his glasses. The clear light making his face glitter like diamond. I didn't realize until now. This guy was hotter than hell. Thank goodness, I got him before anyone else did. As I leaned closer to admire his face, his eyes opened. We just stared into each other eyes. The only sound heard was the sound of our breathing, steady and uneven. Then his hand came up, trembling slightly, and touched my cheek. “Hey,” I whispered. He didn’t answer. Instead, he pulled me closer and kissed me. That was bold. Like really bold. No one had ever made the first move on me. I always did. They drew me in and I dominated them. This move was against everything I embodied. But instead of pulling away, I deepened the kiss. And hell for someone who haven't been with a guy — or a girl, he was…damn good. When we finally pulled apart, both of us breathless, I searched his eyes. “You sure about this?” Of course, I wasn't the bad guy you read in books. I had manners — ask for your meal, then devour it like it's going to be your last meal. “Very sure,” he muttered and pulled me into another kiss. My shirt coming off in one smooth motion, landing somewhere on the floor. My hands pinning his head to mine, our tongue tasting every part of our mouth. I broke the kiss after a while with a mischievous smile. “Tonight… tonight, I'll teach you how to be a man…Aiden.”Aiden’s POV.It didn’t even take five minutes before the room exploded into chaos.My father’s voice was the first to rise. “He’s not staying here,” he said, pointing toward the woman like she carried a disease. “Find another place for your son.”Her face twisted in disbelief. “Excuse me? We already paid for this room. I have the receipt. My son has every right to stay here.”“You’ll get a refund,” my father barked. “But he’s not sharing a room with my son. Over my dead body.”“Your problem isn’t my concern,” she snapped back. “This dorm was assigned through the school. You can’t just change it because of your ridiculous pride.”“Ridiculous?” My father laughed bitterly. “You think I’ll allow my son to live under the same roof as your child? Never.”My mother tugged at his sleeve. “Please, calm down—”He shook her off. “No. I won’t calm down. Not when it’s her.”The woman folded her arms. “You’ve been the same arrogant man since the first day we met. Nothing’s changed. Still acting lik
Aiden’s POV. The first thing I felt when I woke was pain — the kind of pain that you experience after a long night on a hard bed. My head pounded. The room smelled of cologne and alcohol. I took a quick glance around, wondering where I was. Then I saw the empty glass on the table, and the suit jacket tossed carelessly on the chair.Then I saw him,asleep beside me, half-covered by the sheets. And that’s when I realized I was naked.My heart jumped so fast it made me sick. I stared at the ceiling, trying to remember everything. Bits and pieces came back — the bar, our conversation, his hand steadying me, the kiss that I didn’t stop.Oh God.I rolled off the bed and grabbed my pants from the floor. My hands were shaking as I pulled them on. Every move felt like a sin. My shirt was under the chair. My shoes were near the couch. I picked everything up in silence, praying he wouldn’t wake.When I looked at him again, he looked peaceful — too peaceful. His hair was messy, his jawline shar
Ryder’s POV.The night was almost perfect — the low music, the soft light spilling off the chandeliers, the way laughter hummed through the air like smoke.I was leaning on the bar, drink in hand, talking with a couple of the guys from the firm. It had been months since I’d seen them, and honestly, it felt good just to unwind.“Man, look at you,” Jason said, slapping my shoulder. “You disappear for two years and show up like you own the place.”I laughed. “Business keeps me busy, you know that. Meetings, deals — same old story.”“Business brought you to the city this time, huh?” Marcus asked, raising a brow. “Or someone?”I grinned into my glass. “Definitely business.”They groaned in mock disappointment. “You’ve gotten boring, Ry.”“Yeah, well,” I said, glancing around the room, “I’ll take boring over broke.”We laughed, and for a moment, everything felt easy. Just guys catching up, teasing each other, letting the night stretch. But then Jason leaned in and nodded toward the bar. “He
Aiden's pov. I spent an hour just staring at my closet. Every shirt looked wrong. Too plain, too neat, too much like the person I was supposed to be — not the person I really was.“It’s just a party,” I muttered to myself, buttoning the same blue shirt I wore to every campus event. “You’re going to see Peter. That’s all.”But I knew that wasn’t true. I wasn’t going there to “see Peter.” I was going there to see what I’d lost.When I got to the mirror, I tried smiling. It didn’t reach my eyes. I looked like someone pretending to be fine. Someone who’d practiced it too long.My phone buzzed — a text from Peter.“You coming, man?”I rolled my eyes, staring back at the mirror. I was having a second thought about everything but my hands had didn't quite agree with me. I typed back. “Yeah. On my way.” I slipped my phone in my pocket and headed out. My heart felt heavier with every step.The music from the house hit me before I even reached the front door. It was loud, full of bass and la
Aiden’s POV. I never liked quiet rooms. They always made me feel like something bad had happened.That afternoon, when I came back from the school meeting, the room was too quiet. Usually, Peter would be there with his headphones on, singing terribly while typing something on his laptop. But this time, I only heard the sound of tape being ripped off a box.I stopped at the door, confused.“Peter?”He turned around quickly. He looked guilty — the kind of guilty that made my stomach twist. “Oh—hey, Aiden. You’re back early.”There were boxes all over the room. His side of the room was almost empty.“What’s going on?” I asked, trying to laugh. “You… moving out or something?”He smiled nervously. “Yeah, actually… I am.”I froze. For a moment, I thought he was joking. Peter and I had been roommates for almost three years. We did everything together — shared meals, late-night movies, exam stress. He was the one person I felt close to here.“Wait, what do you mean you’re moving out?” I aske







