LOGINAiden’s POV.
The first thing I felt when I woke was pain — the kind of pain that you experience after a long night on a hard bed. My head pounded. The room smelled of cologne and alcohol. I took a quick glance around, wondering where I was. Then I saw the empty glass on the table, and the suit jacket tossed carelessly on the chair. Then I saw him,asleep beside me, half-covered by the sheets. And that’s when I realized I was naked. My heart jumped so fast it made me sick. I stared at the ceiling, trying to remember everything. Bits and pieces came back — the bar, our conversation, his hand steadying me, the kiss that I didn’t stop. Oh God. I rolled off the bed and grabbed my pants from the floor. My hands were shaking as I pulled them on. Every move felt like a sin. My shirt was under the chair. My shoes were near the couch. I picked everything up in silence, praying he wouldn’t wake. When I looked at him again, he looked peaceful — too peaceful. His hair was messy, his jawline sharp in the soft light. I hated that he looked good even like that. “What the hell did I do?” I whispered to myself. I found my glasses on the table beside him. I took them quickly and slipped them on. That’s when I saw something missing — my student ID. I searched the bedside table, under the couch, even in my pockets, but it wasn’t there. Panic hit. That ID had my dorm name, my full name, everything. I looked at Ryder again. He moved slightly, groaning in his sleep. I froze, holding my breath until he went still again. I couldn’t stay. I couldn’t face him. Not after… this. I grabbed my phone and wallet and slipped out of the room as quietly as I could. The hallway was empty. The air was cold. I felt like everyone could see the shame written all over me. Outside, I waved down a taxi and climbed in. “Where to?” the driver asked. “Lincoln Dorms,” I muttered, avoiding his eyes. He nodded and drove off. I leaned against the window, watching the city blur by. My mind was a mess — part of me still stuck in that room, part of me wishing it was all a nightmare. I couldn’t believe I’d slept with a man. A stranger. Unfortunately, I don't think we did anything serious because my butt don't hurt. When we stopped in front of the dorm, I paid and got out fast. I walked through the doors, head down, hoping no one saw me. I sat on my bed, pressing my hands to my face. Days turned into weeks. I tried to forget that night. I tried to forget that man's touch, his voice, the way he moaned my name against my neck. I didn't remember much but the flashes were enough to make me hide my face in disgust. I saw Peter almost every day on campus, hand in hand with his new boyfriend. They looked happy. One day I caught them whispering to each other like nothing in the world could touch them. It pissed me off. I started avoiding Daniel as much as possible. Every time I saw him, I felt like snapping. He was part of the reason Peter left — part of the reason I ended up spiraling into a bar that night. One evening, I sat at my desk scrolling through my computer, pretending to study. My door was locked, my headphones on, music low. I didn’t want to think about anything. Then there was a knock. I ignored it at first. But the knock came again, louder. “Aiden?” a familiar voice called. I froze. No. It couldn’t be— The door opened. My parents stepped in. “Mom? Dad?” I shot up, nearly knocking my chair over. “What are you doing here?” My mother smiled. “It’s Parents’ Day, sweetheart. Did you forget?” I definitely had. My father walked in, scanning the room. “You didn’t clean up, I see.” I looked around and inhaled deeply. My room was neater than the white house. And my father knew it, he just loves getting under my skin. I scratched the back of my neck. “Didn't think you guys would actually come. You never do.’ He sat on the edge of my bed, arms crossed. “Well, surprise. We thought we’d drop by and see how our son’s doing in this liberal city.” My mom gave a small laugh to lighten the mood, but my father didn’t. “I heard Peter left the dorm,” he said suddenly. “Good. That boy was… different.” I frowned. “Different?” “You know what I mean,” he said. “Those kinds of people have no place influencing my son.” My chest tightened. “You mean gay people.” “Watch your tone,” he said firmly. “We’re just glad he’s gone. Maybe your next roommate will be white, straight, and Christian. Someone normal.” “You know gay people are humans too,” I frowned. “Why should it be any different? You believe in interracial marriage — well, you don't, because you are a racist piece of shit. But you believe in different class marriages and other marriages. But the same sex…?” “Are we actually going to have this conversation again?” My father frowned. “Enough Aiden,” my step mother scolded. “Your father is only trying to look out for you.” I bit my lip hard, trying not to say something I’d regret. “You were the one who insisted I always have a roommate, that's why I brought in Peter,” I muttered. “Of course,” he said. “You need company. But not from someone who’ll drag you into that nonsense.” I sighed and sat down at my desk. I didn't have the strength to start a fight right now. And it never ended well for me. “Well, I heard that my new roommate’s Asian,” I said flatly. “Apparently, he’s moving in today.” My father’s face softened a little. “Asian, huh? Good. They study hard. Maybe he’ll be a good influence. I approve.” My step mom nodded. “See? Things are looking up.” Before I could reply, there was another knock at the door. “That must be him,” my step mom said, smiling. The door opened again. Bags rolled in first — two large black suitcases and a smaller one. My father stood, ready to greet whoever it was. I have never seen him more happy in receiving my roommate. But immediately the real owner walked into the room, his smile dropped. She wasn’t a stranger. In fact she was someone he hated more than anyone — her husband was top on his list but she and my father couldn't stay in the same room without a verbal or physical fight. The woman standing in my doorway was the wife of my father’s oldest rival's wife. I looked from her to him. My mother’s smile faded as she realized who it was. The air in the room went still immediately. I didn’t know what was going to happen next — but I knew it wasn’t going to be good.AIDEN'S POV. I couldn't contain my excitement. This fake relationship was an opportunity for me to completely destroy the chance of Peter ever getting back with Daniel. And it was also an opportunity to finally confess my feelings to him. “Feeling good about today,” Ryder teased. “You and your lover are going to spend some quality time together.” He paused as if remembering something serious. “Oh, I almost forgot, gay people are broken so you might try to fix him.”I walked over to him, my fists clenched so tightly that I could have sworn I heard my bones crack. “What's your problem?” I growled. God forbid I make one angry statement. But I really shouldn't have said that. Right? He closed the gap between us, staring deep into my soul. I wanted to move back but my legs were frozen to the ground. “You know exactly what my problem is,” he replied coldly. Peter walked out of the bathroom, but froze, seeing us standing so close together. “If Aiden was gay, I'd have sworn there is so
AUTHOR’S POV. Aiden’s living room was messy but warm.Empty soda cans were on the table. A big box of pizza sat open in the middle. The smell of cheese filled the air. The TV was on but no one was watching it.They were all sitting on the floor. Peter sat between Riss and Ava. Ava was almost glued to him. She had one arm around his shoulder like she was protecting him from the world.“You don’t deserve that idiot,” Ava muttered, biting into her pizza. “Daniel is trash.”Peter sighed. “Can you not?”“No, I cannot,” Ava snapped. “He cheated on you. I am allowed to curse him.”Peter rubbed his face. “Ava, please. I’m already tired.”Riss leaned back against the couch. “She’s been cursing him for the past hour. I’m surprised Daniel hasn’t felt it spiritually.”Ava glared at him. “This isn’t funny.”“I didn’t say it was funny,” Riss replied calmly. “I’m just saying Peter said he’s fine.”Peter nodded. “I am. I’m happy I’m here. With my friends. And my favourite cousin.” He bumped Ava ligh
RYDER’S POV. My phone started ringing the moment I stepped out of class.I checked the screen. It was my Mom.I sighed softly and answered. “Hello, Mom.”“Ryder!” she said happily. “How are you? How was your class?”“It was fine,” I said, walking down the hallway. “Boring as always. The professor talks too much.”She sighed. “Tell me about it.”I forced a smile, causally waving at a classmate. “Bye,” I whispered. “Good. Are you eating well?” she asked.“It’s only been a month,” I said. “I’m not dying.”“You sound thinner,” she said.“You can’t hear thinness through a phone.”“A mother can,” she replied.I smiled a little.“How is college?” she asked again.“It’s fine.”“And Aiden Miller?” she said, her voice filled with disdain. I rolled my eyes even though she couldn’t see me. “I’m going to survive him too.”“He's just like his father, isn't he? A dull asshole with a butt shaped head and a tiny prick,” she insulted. “Woah! Chill out, mum.”“I just hate the Millers.”Same here. T
AIDEN’S POV. “What are you doing here?” I asked, still holding the blanket tight to my chest.Ryder brows furrowed. “What do you mean?” he asked. “This is my room. And that is my bed.”I blinked.My brain felt slow, like it was still asleep.“Your bed?” I repeated.Oh, I was a dumb fuck. I slowly got up from the floor and wiped my forehead with my hand.“Don’t ever do that again,” I said.“Do what?” Ryder asked, still smiling.“Kiss my forehead.”He laughed louder this time. “Oh relax,” he said. “You looked cute. I couldn’t help it. You almost remind me of the time you slept on my bed at the club.”I glared at him. “Shut your cunt up,” I said through gritted teeth, my fists clenched. “The next time you do that, I swear I'll kill you.”“Okay, okay,” he said, raising his hands. “You’re so dramatic in the morning.”Right then, the door opened and Peter walked in.He looked fresh, like he had just washed his face. His hair was still a little messy.“Good morning,” he said softly.“Morni
AIDEN’S POV.I felt something soften inside me the moment Peter said that. I could proudly use the phrase “butterflies exploded in my belly”Those might sound so little to others, but to me? It felt like the whole. “Come in,” I said quietly, stepping aside. “It’s fine.”He walked in slowly, like he was scared I might change my mind. I closed the door behind him and turned to face him.“I'm sorry for disturbing whatever it was…”I cut him off. “It's fine. We were not doing anything important.”“You should have at least knocked,” Ryder frowned, folding his hands on his chest like a worked up cock. I slowly turned to him with a glare. “What does that mean?”“It means he should have knocked before coming in,” Ryder repeated, locking eyes with me. I wanted to give him a befitting response, but Peter stopped me. “You're right,” he nodded in agreement. “It's just old habits, I guess.”Ryder forced a quick smile and then looked away. My fists clenched so tightly. I wanted to walk over to
AIDEN’S POV.I sat there, frozen, while Ryder pulled back from Peter and laughed like nothing had happened.He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, smiling wide, like he’d just won something.The room was quiet for a second — too quiet. Then his phone beeped. Ryder looked down at it, his smile fading just a little. He checked the screen, typed something fast, then stood up.“Duty calls,” he said lightly. “I’ve got something important to handle.”Ava groaned. “You’re leaving already?”“Yeah,” he replied. “Rain check.”He grabbed his jacket, turned to me with a proud smile, before walking out. Oh, the urge to punch that smug face in front of everyone. He knew Peter was taken, yet he kissed him. He knew I liked Peter a lot — that didn't stop him either. I sat still, my hands clenched on my knees, my heart still beating too fast as I watched Peter instead.He was smiling.That made my stomach twist.How could he smile when Ryder kissed him? Does he know who Ryder is? I don't, but







