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CHAPTER 16: THE PERFORMANCE BEGINS CONT’D
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HER MOTHER’S HUSBAND CHAPTER 66: FRIDAY CONT’D
She turned to look at me.“He’s not playing,” she said. “That’s what I saw yesterday. A man who is not playing games. Who is genuinely.” She stopped. “That almost makes it worse.”I looked at my hands.“He said I’m nineteen,” I said. “Like it was an argument.”“It’s not an irrelevant point,” Jennifer said.“I know how old I am,” I said.“I know you know,” she said. “But he’s what, forty? He’s been alive twice as long as you. He’s already made his mistakes and learned from them and you’re still in the part where you make yours.”I said nothing.“And his mistake,” she said carefully, “would be you.”The word landed in the enclosed garden and I sat with it and the October morning sat with it and the bench held us both and the rosemary was in Jennifer’s hand and the fountain was running somewhere beyond the hedge.I said: “And mine would be him.”She looked at me.“Yes,” she said.We sat with that.After lunch Jennifer found me in the library.She came in and closed the door and leaned ag
HER MOTHER’S HUSBAND CHAPTER 65: FRIDAY
BELLA’S POVJennifer slept in the guest room next to mine.I knew she was awake at seven because I heard her moving, the specific Jennifer morning sounds, the person who had never once in four years of knowing her been a slow riser. She was one of those people whose body treated sleep as an administrative task — completed efficiently, without ceremony, and set aside.I had slept badly.Not the kitchen badly, not the ceiling badly. The other kind, the half-sleep of someone whose body kept returning them to consciousness at irregular intervals to check whether the situation had changed. It hadn’t. The situation was the same situation it had been at midnight when Jennifer held my hand and we looked at the study light together. Nothing had resolved overnight. Nothing was going to.I got up.Jennifer was already in the kitchen when I came down.She and Petra were in what appeared to be the middle of a conversation about something involving the garden, the specific warm exchange of two peop
HER MOTHER’S HUSBAND CHAPTER 64: JENNIFER CONT’D
I gave her the tour.The house received Jennifer the way it received everything, with its particular quality of established permanence, the rooms doing what they always did regardless of who was moving through them. Jennifer moved through them with the specific Jennifer quality, the noticing, the commentary, the way she had always been in spaces — fully present in them, reading them with the attention of someone who believed houses told you things.The library.The sitting room.The formal dining room, which she looked at for a long time.“You eat here every night?” she said.“Yes,” I said.She looked at the table. The length of it. The three places that would be set at seven.“With your mum,” she said.“Yes,” I said.“And her husband,” she said.“Yes,” I said.She looked at the table.She looked at me.I kept my face doing the normal face.She said nothing yet. This was the Jennifer method — the looking, the filing, the saying nothing until she had enough to say something worth sayin
HER MOTHER’S HUSBAND CHAPTER 63: JENNIFER
BELLA’S POVI heard him leave for the run at six-forty.I had been awake since five. Not the ceiling wakefulness, not the thinking kind — the other kind, the kind that lived in the body rather than the mind, the specific physical alertness of someone whose nervous system had not fully stood down from the night before. I lay in the dark and I listened to the house and at six-forty his door opened and his steps went down the corridor and the rear door closed behind him and I exhaled for what felt like the first time since the kitchen.One step.I had been trying, since I’d gotten back into bed at midnight, to think about it with the analytical distance of someone assessing a situation rather than the body-knowledge of someone who had been standing three feet away from it. The analysis kept failing. Every time I assembled the distance the kitchen came back — the dark, the fountain sound, the undone shirt, the night version of him, the one step and the stop, and the way passing him in the
HER MOTHER’S HUSBAND CHAPTER 62: THE PULL CONT’D
I couldn’t sleep.This was not the five-thirty calibrated wakefulness of a person whose body had decided the night was over. This was the other kind, the specific wakefulness of someone whose mind had not agreed to stop yet, the ceiling getting the full inventory of the day on repeat. The window seat. The said thing. His face. The phone. Marcus. The library door. Dinner. The refilled wine. My mother looking at her glass.I turned over.I turned back.I looked at the ceiling.At eleven forty-five I got up.Not for a reason. The getting up of a person who has been lying in the dark long enough that lying in the dark is no longer preferable to anything else. I pulled on the oversized shirt I slept in, the old one, soft from washing, the one from before this house. I went to the window.The garden at night.Different from the day, the specific quality of the estate after dark, the grounds going quiet in a way they didn’t during the day. The fountain was still running — it ran through the
HER MOTHER’S HUSBAND CHAPTER 61: THE PULL
BELLA’S POVHe didn’t come back to the library.I sat on the window seat for ten minutes after he walked out, which was approximately nine minutes and fifty seconds longer than my dignity should have allowed, and I knew this and I sat there anyway. The cushion was warm where he’d been. I was aware of this with the specific awareness of a nineteen year old who had been sitting close to someone she wanted and was now sitting in the warm space they’d left behind, which was pathetic, which I acknowledged, which did not make me move.The garden outside was doing its late afternoon thing.I was not looking at the garden.I was looking at the door he had walked through and I was replaying the phone ringing with the specific resentment of someone who had been interrupted at the worst possible moment and was not mature enough yet to be philosophical about it. The worst possible moment. His face doing the thing, the unmanaged thing, and the distance between us on the window seat being the dista
HER MOTHER’S HUSBAND CHAPTER 20: THE SPACE
BELLA'S POV The letting-go was deliberate, I could feel it, the conscious decision, the hand releasing in the particular way of something that has been told to release rather than something that wanted to. Under two seconds of contact, total. Probably under one and a half. He stepped back. I s
HER MOTHER’S HUSBAND CHAPTER 19: THE CORRIDOR
BELLA'S POVIt was the kind of thing that wouldn't have happened in a different house.That's what I kept coming back to afterward, sitting on the edge of my bed with my book in my lap and the corridor outside my door entirely silent and entirely finished with its business: it was the architecture.
HER MOTHER’S HUSBAND CHAPTER 18: WHAT HIS BODY DOES WITHOUT PERMISSION CONT’D
The kitchen was warm, Petra had the underfloor heating on some kind of Sunday schedule, the house a degree or two more comfortable than weekdays, and the light through the window was doing its forgiving Sunday thing, and my hands were around the coffee cup, and I was not thinking about the fracti
HER MOTHER’S HUSBAND CHAPTER 17: WHAT HIS BODY DOES WITHOUT PERMISSION
CHAPTER 15: WHAT HIS BODY DOES WITHOUT PERMISSIONBELLA'S POVSunday arrived with the particular quality of light that belongs only to that day.Not better light than Saturday, not worse, just unmistakably Sunday light, which is somehow both fuller and more forgiving than the working week's versio
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