เข้าสู่ระบบ//VESPER//
I’d been staring at the bullet for ten minutes.
It was small enough to fit in my palm, but that didn’t make it less catastrophic.
Taking it to the police station was the smartest thing to do. To file a report that someone broke into my place while I was sleeping and left me a bullet with a dried blood on it. That’s a major threat. That’s an evidence to a crime worth investigating. That’s exactly what cops are for.
Except…
My fingerprints were all over it now. I had picked it up and held it like an idiot.
And the last time I told people something happened, they didn’t believed me and even implied I’ve got loose screws in my head.
What if the same thing happened here? What if I walked into the police station and they checked the cameras in my building and magically there was nothing? I’d be the prime suspect in whatever violence this blood belonged to.
No, I couldn’t.
I just can’t.
I picked up the box, got on my knees and shoved it under my bed as far as it would go.
Then I got dressed and went to work like nothing happened. Praying and hoping that it never actually happened and I was indeed have loose screws.
Frankie’s Diner was exactly the kind of place you expect when you hear the word diner. Cracked vinyl booths, long counter with spinning stools and a jukebox that only played songs from before I was born. It’s jammy, though.
Frankie handed me an apron, barely even looking up to greet me.
“Table six needs coffee. Table four wants menus. Don’t fuck up.”
“Got it.”
The work was easy, hell stupid easy and I can even do it with my eyes close. Carry things, write orders down, smile at people, any idiot could do it. I am that idiot. And I am standing here in a cheap uniform, pretending my life hadn’t been fucked up in the last forty-eight hours.
By noon, I’d found a rhythm, ignoring the pain in my feet and calling it a welcome distraction until the prickling started at the base of my neck as though someone was watching me.
I casually scanned the room, trying to pinpoint where the unsettling feeling was coming from. There was only an old couple, a businessman who talks so loud over the phone, a family with a toddler... and a man alone in the far corner booth.
There’s nothing weird about them. Supposedly, nothing wrong.
But the feeling didn’t go away.
“Vesper!” Frankie's voice cut through buzzing air. “Order up for table seven, now.”
I hurried over and grabbed the plate, heading toward table seven without thinking too much.
Only to realize the man was in the corner, the booth located farthest from the door, tucked behind the napkin dispenser, facing the room. He was wearing a baseball cap pulled low, sunglasses and a black mask over his mouth and nose. The kind everyone wore during COVID.
I tried to ignore it, but something about his build was familiar. Broad shoulders and lean frame. The way he sat completely still while everyone around him fidgeted and moved.
I couldn’t place it, I can’t even pull the memory out from wherever it was hiding.
“Here you go.” I smiled, setting the plate down right in front of him. “Eggs over easy, bacon crisp, and wheat toast. Can I get you anything else? Ketchup? Hot sauce?”
He shook his head. No words
“Okay. Well. Enjoy.”
I walked away, but I could still feel his eyes on me the whole time.
The diner got busier and I stopped thinking about the man in the corner. I shut down the hysterical voice inside my head, and stopped thinking about anything except orders and refills and the growing pain in my feet.
Just then the door slammed open and three men stumbled in loudly, laughing too hard. They were clearly drunk, and you can smell their booze from across the place. Work boots, dirty jackets and caps pulled low over red-rimmed eyes.
“Fucking freezing out there,” one of them yelled, pinning his gaze on me. “Get us a booth, sweetheart. Somewhere warm.”
My skin crawled from the way he look at me but I brushed it off and pointed to an empty one near the window.
“Right this way.”
They slid in, elbowing each other and knocking over the salt shaker. One of them grabbed my wrist as I reached for it.
I pulled back almost instantly, subtly wiping my skin on my apron from where he had touched me.
“I’ll get you some menus.”
“Get us a round of coffee,” the one with the red cap sneered, his eyes traveling over me in a way that made me feel like being stripped naked.
“Coffee. Coming right up.”
As I set the mugs down, his eyes flickered over my name tag.
“And maybe something sweet for dessert? Vesper, right?”
The other two laughed, thinking it was hilarious.
I don’t.
I didn’t smile at them when took their orders—burgers all around, extra fries, and extra patties. I tried to stay professional while they made nasty comments about my ass every time I turned around.
Stay calm, Vesper. Don’t react, you’re only gonna make it worse. This is your first day, just do your job and they’ll leave.
Yes, I am barely a noticeable person. Funny thing about being under the influence of something, even a toad starts looking pretty.
The orders came in a short, and they started gobbling down without even bothering to wash their hands and got louder by the next second. More dirty comments rained down about me, and more touching at my arm when I passed.
“Seriously though,” the yellow-tooth one said, this time he tried to grab my waist but I stepped back. It seems to annoy him at first, but only got more interested.
“One night. You and me. I’ll show you a good time.”
“No, sorry.” I pulled away. “Please, enjoy your meal.”
“Hey. We’re still talking to you. You’re not even that pretty to be playing hard to get.” He laughed loudly, his voice carried through the air for everyone to hear, ugly and mean.
Their words cut deeper than I wanted to admit, and tears started to burn behind my eyes. I bit my lip so hard I almost tasted copper. I blinked the tears away and I forced myself to ignore them, but then the world stopped.
*Smack*
The sound of his hand connecting with my butt-cheeks echoed through the diner like a gunshot. I froze, pain flared from where he hit me. The blood drained from my face, replaced by a blinding heat it made my eyes watered more. The diner went dead silent, all eyes on me, all too shock to react by what just happened. Even the sizzle coming from the grill seemed to stop.
Then, like a hot knife cutting through the tension, the sound of chair scraped against the floor, screeching to a deafening high-pitch. It wasn’t a normal sound, it was like the wood was being tortured against the linoleum.
The man from the corner stood up and started walking towards us with a heavy, rhythmic grace that felt more like a countdown. He reached the table right before the drunk man could even finish laughing. Without a word, he snatched the drunk man’s wrist and and swiftly twisted it before I can even blink.
The crack was sickening, and bone jutted through skin, and the blood sprayed across the table.
The man’s mouth opened to a scream that would have shattered the windows, but he never got the chance. In a blur of motion, the stranger reached into his pocket, pulled out a thick wad of hundred-dollar bills, and shoved the entire roll into the man’s open mouth.
He stuffed it in deep, until the scream turned into a gagging sound.
The man’s eyes bulged, watering with agony, as he was forced to choke on the very thing most people would die for. His two friends—momentarily caught off guard—immediately scrambled backward, falling over their own feet to help their friend.
Then, the stranger turned.
He looked at me. Even through the dark sunglasses and the mask, I felt the terrifyingly calm weight of his gaze. His head moving subtly to check on me before he turned on his heel and walked out the door and into the pouring rain.
I stood there, lungs paralyzed, my brain struggling to process the image of a man choking on cold, hard cash while cradling his mangled wrist, and the stranger. It took three, four, or five second, before the scent hit me.
It’s him. The man in the archives.
Azrael.
//VESPER//The work was a blur.Not the good kind where hours disappear because you’re busy. It’s the bad kind where you’re standing right there, pouring coffee into cups that stopped existing.“Vesper! Table six has been waiting ten minutes.”I blinked, looking down at the pot in my hand. Coffee were already everywhere.“Oh, god! Sorry. Sorry, I—”The customer just rolled her eyes on me. “Just move.”I moved, but my body was there and my brain wasn’t. It was left in my bedroom, pinned under those fingers.Frankie yelled at me thrice more before noon. First for mixing up orders, I gave the burger to the vegan, the salad to the trucker, and standing at the counter staring at nothing while the coffee burned.“You look like shit.”“Thanks.”She sighs helplessly, throwing the rag cloth into the counter. “I’m serious. You okay? Is this about the incident?”No, it’s more like about the man who saved. I wanted to tell her that, to spill everything about the file, the grotesque gifts, the way
//Vesper//I didn’t sleep, not even a blink.After Frankie’s, after burying evidence in my backyard, after three showers that didn’t make me feel clean. My still eyes wide open, staring at the ceiling while laying in bed.He’d come twice now.Twice while I slept.Twice I’d woken up to find gifts I never asked for.Not tonight.Tonight, I’d be ready.I changed into my oldest pajamas, the ones with the faded flowers and the hole near the collar. Turn off the light and pulled the covers to my chin.…and waited.The clock on my nightstand glowed 11:47, 12:23, 1:08, 2:15.My eyes burned, my body begged for rest, but every time I started to drift, I pinched my arm hard enough to leave marks.Stay awake. Stay awake. Stay awake.3:42.4:01.I was going to lose, I could feel it, the pull of sleep dragging me under. My eyelids heavy, my brain fuzzy, and just a few minutes. Just a quick—*Click*He’s here. I fought the urge to keep my eyes open, but no. I kept them closed, turning my breathi
//VESPER//“Wait!” I yelled, finally strength to move my feet.“Vesper, don’t!”Frankie’s shout faded behind as I sprinted outside, immediately lashed by the rain and blurring my vision. I looked left toward the alley, right toward the main street and to the sidewalk. No car or sprinting figure, not even a shadow. He had vanished into thin air and once again becoming my ghost.My body was trembling so hard as I went inside. The man was still hunched over the table, spitting out crumpled, spit-soaked hundreds, his wrist hanging at a wrong angle.Frankie was already there, her face pale but her eyes sharp, looking at the blood on the floor before noticing me.“Vesper.” She hurried to my side and gripped my shoulders firmly. “You’re done for today.”“Frankie, I can clean this—”“No.” she cut me off, casting a wary glance at the door. “That man… he wasn’t just some drifter, honey. I’ve seen a lot of things in this city, trust me, you need to go home. Now.” She reached into the register
//VESPER//I’d been staring at the bullet for ten minutes. It was small enough to fit in my palm, but that didn’t make it less catastrophic.Taking it to the police station was the smartest thing to do. To file a report that someone broke into my place while I was sleeping and left me a bullet with a dried blood on it. That’s a major threat. That’s an evidence to a crime worth investigating. That’s exactly what cops are for.Except…My fingerprints were all over it now. I had picked it up and held it like an idiot.And the last time I told people something happened, they didn’t believed me and even implied I’ve got loose screws in my head.What if the same thing happened here? What if I walked into the police station and they checked the cameras in my building and magically there was nothing? I’d be the prime suspect in whatever violence this blood belonged to.No, I couldn’t. I just can’t.I picked up the box, got on my knees and shoved it under my bed as far as it would go.Then I
//VESPER//I stared at the empty doorway for I don’t know how long. One second, ten maybe. A minute? My brain wasn’t working right. All I could think was that he was just here, his fingers still ghosted on my face, and I let him touched me.I’ve been so paralyzed I didn’t even blinked.Then my senses slammed back into me like a ton of bricks.“The file,” I gasped, my hands scrambling over the scanner bed.It was gone. I started to panic, frantically trying to find the black card stock folder. Hoping to catch a glimpse of the gold embossing. The photo of those terrifying pale eyes. It was as if the desk had swallowed it whole. I checked the floor, the trash, the rotting boxes behind me. Underneath the scanner.Nothing.My knees gave out. I hit the floor. The concrete bit through my pants, and that was what finally broke the spell. He took it.I crawled across the floor like a total idiot until my hand found the red panic button under the desk. I slammed it, then sat there with my bac
//VESPER//The box smelled like someone else’s secrets. Rotting ones.I sliced through the tape, already regretting every choice that landed me here. Thirty-two thousand dollars a year to digitize trauma in a concrete coffin. My mother would be so proud. At least her daughter is finally useful, contributing to society. Now I just have to last six months to get HMO benefits. Greywillow Psychiatric Facility — Patient Archives — Wing C.Three weeks in this basement is like a year already, and my only company is a dying scanner, and a flickering light. I reached into the box. Barely glancing at the standard intake photo. They were mostly the same—hollow cheeks and dead eyes.Scan, file, save, arrange, and repeat. By 2PM, my brain turned into a static buzz forming not one coherent thought as I skimmed through the files. Depression, anxiety, schizophrenia, and after a hundred files, they weren’t people anymore. Just ink on the paper.After that, I took a break and ate my sad sandwich, wat







