After nikah was done, everyone congratulated them and gave them their blessings. No private meeting was held, because Arman disagreed to it and didn't wanted to scare Noor more all the family members understood.
It was after one month when everything started.One day Noor had gotten an acknowledgement slip for her exams and was to be signed by the parents or guardian. She went to her dadi's room where Dadi with Baray Abbu, Arman along with Bari ammi were sitting. She came to them and gave the paper to her Baray Abbu, who after knowing that it was to be signed by the guardian, passed it to Arman who was typing something on his phone,
He who was busy on his phone when saw his Abbu passing him a paper looked up and took the slip,They both could not understand, as she didn't know why he was being handed the slip and he was confused as to why he was getting this slip but, everything sorted out when his father spoke in his athoritive voice.' Arman, now as you're her husband,
I want you to sign this and take care of her every decision as a guardian form now on.And Noor if you want anything or something like this I want you to go to Arman, is that okay?'They both nodded and Arman sliently signed it and handed back to her. She who was still in shock as to what her Baray Abbu said, she took the slip from him and with a small salam left the room as soon as possible. she was helpless and, a tear rolled down her eye.
Arman who was still in daze and swallowing the news of being her guardian, saw her leaving the room but before she could close the door behind he already saw the lone tear slip from her dark brown eye
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The jarh of hatred already took place in her heart for him at that very moment because she knew he could've denied them and they would've accepted, but no why would he? when he was getting dominance over someone. She knew he could even delay their nikah because he had that power and authority, but no, he was an obedient child to his parents and could not say no. note the sarcasm.
she knew he was a fucking Mafia boss and could do anything he wish and she even knew that he was not forced into this and everyone had took his consent over this and she had no idea why he even agreed to marry her, it was not that they liked each other or they even interacted.she was helpless in front of their demand but he was not so why? only this thought roamed her mind and now that bastard was her fucking guardian.and for this matter also she was helpless. and from there her journey to hatred for him started because if he wanted he could've stopped everything. and so she started avoiding him so that he could not order her around even when she was only 15.
Arman was not sad nor happy before nikah it was asked from him and he agreed because their marriage was fixed from the start. so why not now,after their nikah he noticed that she startwd avoiding him, if he would come anywhere she would run from their,
and then something called desire took place in his heart for her, it was as if he couldn't throw her out of his mind, and unintentionally he started noticing her.
He saw how she would never talk to anyone if not needed or asked, how she would be reserved, she would smile less, only laugh when she'll be with Azaan or his cousin sisters. He even noticed how she would drape her dupatta when any male cousin would come to her, and he felt proud on her this act, he knew she was beautiful, polite and a little curvy, he noticed it all, and so desire for her became strong even when he was only 24, he wanted to devour her, his stupid hormones.After sometimes his likeness towards her increased, he saw how she would smile at little things, take care of Azaan as he was her own kid. And from their his journey to love started.
A year later when he was about to turn 25 he left Haveli and started living in different states as the work increased. And he had to pay more attention towards it. And living in Haveli was distracting him or more precisely she was distracting him mentally.
When he left Noor was on the cloud 9, she had no bound to her happiness, she would then come out of her room often, smile often and sometimes she would become a tigress when someone would disturb her or tease her of being married. She was happy because there was no one to make her feel like she was being watched.
She was very good in her studies, when she turned 17, she started learning to cook from her Dadi and Bari ammi. She would always help everyone in anything. With time she started getting attached to Haris as he was a friendly person to be with, all the cousins shared a great bond, if anything happen they would start defending them.
Hareem was the eldest in them and the most shy one, then Haris was the smart one and helpful too, Ammar was the flirty one but in a friendly way, he loved to tease Hira, Armeen was the beauty with brain one and then Hira was witty and trouble maker. She was the only one to get annoyed very fast. Then came the most sober Noor, she was the caring one, beautiful, polite and full of grace, they all respected each other.
It all happened when Arman was out of town and everything was moving smoothly as the time passed,
Arman Came back after a year and a half when Noor turned 18 and into a beautiful young girl. Every destruction started from their.
The whole day, after attending back to back classes I had a constant pain in my neck. The day was tiring and now we even had an assignment to submit tonight. I tilt my head to the side to see an almost passed out Haya resting her back on the bench as we waited for the driver to arrive. I told Bari ammi that I'll be visiting khala and will stay there for a day, and Azan was already at khala's house, as I asked Akram chacha to drop him there after school. Reaching there, I changed into comfortable clothes and went down for dinner as it was already late when we returned from University. Khala was delighted to see me, and was continuously nagging me of how thin and pale I was becoming. She made me eat so much that my stomach was hurting. Azan was enjoying as well, he got a partner to play with, even though Fariha was older but as they were both playing his favorite game cricket, he was beyond happy. After cleaning up the kitchen, me and Haya went and sat in the terrace with steaming
The whole day I had a constant headache, thinking of the possibility that what if I never caught her with the bottle?She would've never gotten pregnant! The whole day she was sleeping, but I couldn't sleep for a second even. My subconsciousness was mocking me of my own terrible idea of getting her pregnant, by forcing her. I should have waited for her to get comfortable. But no, I had to be an asshole and force her into it. I was feeling angry at my own self. I messed up. But she took the pills! Where did she get them on the first place? I had no clue. Was someone helping her? But who can that person be? All this was making my mind go blank, the more I pondered over the fact that she did this, the more the headache increased. I had other works to do as well, and I was trying my best to concentrate on them. It was already late at night, and right after I came home, I straight went to my study, as I had to take care of Fuzail's business too, for that nothing for good bastard was in
I saw a silhouette, of course of her! Sitting on the bed, as her back was supported by the headrest. She was awake! ' Noor?' I called out for her. As I placed my keys, wallet, mobile and watch on the night stand.Then I went to the bathroom, to change. After coming out in night pyjamas and t-shirt, I made my way to her. She still didn't even move.' Noor?'I called out for her again, but she still didn't reply. Was she ignoring me on purpose? I circled around the bed and came to her side. I lighted up the lamp placed on her side table. I looked down at her. She was fucking sleeping!! With her head tilted back, and quilt half lying on her body and half lying on the carpet, she was sleeping uncomfortably, without a care in the world. I sighed and removed the quilt, I gazed down at her, the bruises on her wrists were visible along with the ones on the neck and arms. I picked her up, but I guess, it disturbed her, as she woke up with a jerk. When she realized, I was holding he
I READ MANY COMMENTS! AND LET ME TELL YOU, I DO NOT PROMOTE OR SUPPORT RAPE. WHAT ARMAN DID, IS UNFORGIVABLE, I KNOW. BUT HAVE SOME PATIENCE! I'LL TRY MY BEST TO WRITE THIS STORY WITH EVERYONE'S CRITERIA. BUT HAVE SOME PATIENCE!!!!\\\\Whole day, I didn't step out of the room. Arman didn't let me, he made sure, I was not left alone, in his absence. And I didn't know, why?I called Haya, in the bathroom, so that no one could hear us. ' Assalamualaikum Noor.' Haya said her Salam, right after she picked up the call. ' wa-.' Noor couldn't even reply, and started weeping, she was terrified to her core. 'Noor? Kia hua? Batao!' Haya panicked. (What happened? Tell me?) When Noor didn't reply, Haya again spoke. ' Ghar per hona? Mai aarahi hu.' Shuffling could be heard from the other side of the phone. ( You're at home? I'll come) 'Haya? Ek kaam kerdo.' Noor hurriedly spoke. (Do one thing) 'kia?' Haya's voice held uncertainty. (What?) ' raaste Mai, pharmacy store se-' Noor stopp
MATURE CONTENT. This was it? Was it really going to be like this? It was destined to be like this! Why? Why me? I was not ready! Even though I wanted to give this marriage a chance but I was not prepared for it. My breaths were shallow. Tears were profusely leaking. But he had no effect? Was he heartless? Why was he so cruel? He started kissing me. With his one hand firmly holding my jaw and the other on my stomach, caressing it now and then slightly. His kiss was demanding. He squashed my jaw hard, making me moan in pain. He takes full advantage and shoves his tongue inside my mouth and expertly explore my mouth. I was trying to wriggle out from under him, but his viselike grip on my waist and stomach was keeping me in place. His one hand grasping my jaw, the other on my waist. My hands tied, my face held firmly in place, and his hips restraining me. I was completely helpless and totally on his Mercy. His erection was against my stomach, I could feel it. I felt my heart sink
I was accepting him, slowly but I was trying my best. Although I had no reason to, but still I was willing to give him a chance. he never gave me a single reason to forgive and forget about his previous harsh behavior. I was trying my best to forget about everything happened in the past, and move on. But how?I was sitting in the university's cafeteria as the driver didn't come to pick me up yet. Haya said she was not feeling well, so she didn't attend the lecture, and so here I was waiting for the driver.' Assalamualaikum, Noor bibi!' someone said from behind, which made me to turn my head and look up, only to find Fuzail Shaikh, standing there, smiling.What the hell! How dare he to come here again! Was the rukhsati not enough for him? He was surely dangerous.' ap yaha Kia kerrahe hai?' I asked in a sharp tone as I stood up from the bench with wild eyes. He was the reason, Meri rukhsati Arman ke sath jaldi Hui! How can I forget?(What are you doing here?)' itna ghussa? Mai to sir