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Luke's POV
It was 2am when I sent it.
I was not drunk. I want to make that clear. I was fully conscious, fully aware of what I was typing, and I hit send anyway because it was a dating app and the person on the other end was a stranger who would never know my last name.
“I want you to pin me down on your desk.”
That was the whole message. No additional information. No context. We had been talking for three weeks at that point — this anonymous contact I had matched with who never sent a photo, never told me his name, but somehow always said the right thing at the right time. It felt safe. The kind of safe you only get when the other person has nothing on you.
I put my phone face down, pulled the blanket over my head, and went to sleep.
I did not think about it again until 8:47am.
That was when my alarm went off. I showered, ironed my shirt, checked my emails, and walked into Voss & Associates with my work bag and a coffee I had not yet touched. Standard morning. Completely ordinary.
I knocked on the glass door of the corner office at 9:02am, two minutes late because the elevator had been slow, and Alexander Voss was already at his desk.
He was always already at his desk.
“Good morning, Mr. Voss.” I stepped inside and set the daily briefing folder on the edge of his desk. “The Harland report came in overnight. Your 10am is confirmed. There's a conflict between your 2pm and the quarterly review — I can push one if you—”
“Luke.”
His voice stopped me mid-sentence. Not loud. It never needed to be loud. Alexander Voss had this quality where a single word from him landed with the full weight of a sentence. I had been his secretary for fourteen months and I still had not adjusted to it.
“Yes, sir?”
He was not looking at the briefing folder. He was looking at his phone. And then he turned it around and placed it flat on the desk so the screen faced me.
I looked down.
My stomach felt heavy. My heart beat kicked hard enough that I could feel it in my throat.
It was my message. My exact message. The timestamp read 2:09am. The profile name beside it was the anonymous contact — the one I had been talking to for three weeks, the one who had no photo, the one I had trusted enough to type things I had never said out loud to anyone.
He had the app open on his phone.
Alexander Voss had the app open on his phone, and my message was sitting right there on his screen.
“I—” I started and stopped. My mouth was open but nothing functional came out. My brain was moving through about six responses at once and none of them were appropriate for an office.
He waited.
Not embarrassed. Not amused.
Just watching me unravel in real time.
That was the worst part. He did not look embarrassed. He did not look amused. He just waited with the same steady expression he used during board meetings and performance reviews, like this was a normal item on the morning agenda.
“That's not….” I tried again. “That was sent to…I wasn't sending that to…”
“I know who you sent it to.” He picked his phone back up and set it face down on his desk. “Sit down, Luke.”
“I'd rather stand.”
“Sit down.”
I sat down.
He folded his hands on the desk and looked at me directly. He had this way of looking at people that felt less like eye contact and more like examination. Like he was accessing information in real time. I had watched him do it to clients and board members and people twice his age, and every single one of them shifted under it.
I was shifting.
“Are you going to fire me?” I asked. My voice came out steadier than I expected.
“No.”
“Are you going to report this to HR?”
“No.”
I did not know what to do with that. I had prepared myself for both those options on the forty-second walk from the door to this chair, and neither of them was happening, and now I had no script.
“Then what—”
“Noted,” he said.
Just that. One word.
He picked up the briefing folder I had brought in, opened it, and started reading.
I sat there for three full minutes waiting for the rest of the sentence. There was no rest of the sentence. He was already on page two of the Harland report, his pen uncapped, completely unbothered.
“You can go,” he said without looking up. “Push the 2pm. Keep the quarterly review.”
I stood. I picked up my bag. I walked to the door with every muscle in my body focused on not rushing, not stumbling, not giving him anything else to catalogue.
I made it to the hallway.I made it to the hallway. My legs felt unreliable. I locked myself in the restroom two doors down and gripped the sink until the shaking stopped.
I came out and stood with my back against the wall outside his office, staring at the ceiling, and I thought about what just happened very carefully.
He had the app. He had seen the message. He knew it was me. He said noted and went back to work.
I pulled out my phone. I opened the app. The anonymous contact's chat was still there, the message still sitting on read.
I stared at it.
Then I locked my phone, put it in my pocket, and went back to my desk to reschedule the 2pm meeting like a professional.
But the word was still sitting in my head the whole time.
Noted.
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