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88. Home Ice

Author: Kevin.M
last update publish date: 2026-09-13 08:17:36

_Nathan’s POV_

Home ice still smelled like the only kind of fairness I trusted.

Not permanent fairness. Not clean fairness. Just the version where the scoreboard cared more about the puck than about fathers, anonymous route notes, or the soft poison Alan kept feeding into campus talk. Local status had stranded me from the last away trip. Tonight the building was ours, the crowd was loud early, and my name was in the lineup without a house signature deciding whether I got to board a bus.

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    _Nathan’s POV_ Morning arrived like a deadline with a pulse. Miles was already awake when I opened my eyes, sitting on the edge of the bed with his shoulders curved forward and his phone face-down on his knee. The apartment still held the shape of the night before: Damian’s draft language, the first-circle threat, the word *presentable* sitting in the walls like smoke. Outside, campus was starting its ordinary noise. Inside, pure endurance finally finished failing in silence. “He’s going to send it,” Miles said without turning. “Yes.” “Even if I call now and beg.” “Especially if you beg.” Miles’s breath left him in a rough sound. I sat up, pressed my forehead to the back of his shoulder, and felt the decision that had been forming since his father’s house finish itself. “Then we stop waiting for their moves to define the day,” I said. He turned. “Meaning.” “Meaning no more pure defense. No more absorbing the cut and then managing the bleeding as if that is a strategy.” I hel

  • Hate On The Ice, Mine In The Dark   89. Visible Cost

    _Miles’s POV_ The Silvermane house looked the same as the last time it had thrown me out of my father’s sight. That was part of the insult. Nothing about the stone or the glass or the careful lawn had changed. Only the terms of entry. I did not take Nathan to the gate. He had argued for it in the apartment at dawn, eyes still marked by the previous night’s win and worry, and I had held his face and told him the truth: if Damian wanted a public cut, walking in with Nathan would hand him the opening image. Nathan had not liked it. He had accepted it with his jaw locked and his hands tight on my jacket until the last possible second. Kane drove. Theo sat in the back with the quiet of a man already planning recovery routes. Neither of them asked if I was sure. The surety was irrelevant. Showing up was the cost of keeping Damian from defining the absence alone. A staff member left me in the formal sitting room. No offer of tea. No pretense this was family breakfast. Damian entered five

  • Hate On The Ice, Mine In The Dark   88. Home Ice

    _Nathan’s POV_ Home ice still smelled like the only kind of fairness I trusted. Not permanent fairness. Not clean fairness. Just the version where the scoreboard cared more about the puck than about fathers, anonymous route notes, or the soft poison Alan kept feeding into campus talk. Local status had stranded me from the last away trip. Tonight the building was ours, the crowd was loud early, and my name was in the lineup without a house signature deciding whether I got to board a bus. In the stall, Theo sat down hard enough to make the bench shake. “You’re quiet.” “I’m working.” “You’re quiet in the specific way that means you’re putting the whole week into the first shift.” I taped my stick and didn’t deny it. “Any cleaner place to put it?” “No,” he said. “Just don’t throw the first period at the boards in one piece.” Coach’s talk was short: hard on retrievals, no romantic passes through the middle, punish their soft gap above the circles. He looked at me once while he said

  • Hate On The Ice, Mine In The Dark   87. Kick Off Roster

    _Kane’s POV_ I had started measuring our relationship in interrupted hours, which was a miserable way to love somebody and an accurate one, given the season we were in. Theo came over after evening drills with damp hair, a bruise on his forearm, and the look he got when he had spent all day being competent for other people. He kissed me at the door like he meant it, then immediately checked his phone before his bag hit the floor. I watched that happen, counted to three, and took the phone out of his hand. “Hey,” he said. “Off roster time.” Theo blinked. “That’s not a real phrase.” “It is now.” I put the phone face-down on the shelf by the door. “No captains. No compliance. No scanning for the next fire while you’re still wearing your shoes in my apartment.” He stood there for a second, caught between protest and relief. Then he toed off the shoes and exhaled like someone had finally cut a weight off his neck. “You’re annoyed.” “I’m protective.” I hooked two fingers in the fro

  • Hate On The Ice, Mine In The Dark   86. Our Room

    _Nathan’s POV_ We killed the phones on purpose. Not forever. Not like people pretending the world had gone soft. Just for the night. Kane had the emergency channel if something truly caught fire. Theo knew where we were. Everyone else — fathers, rumor markets, anonymous route-watchers — could sit outside a locked door and wait. Miles set both handsets in a drawer and shut it. “If I look at that message again, I’m going to start rebuilding the whole campus in my head as a grid of threats.” “Then don’t look.” “I’m not looking.” He turned to me. “You’re here. I’m here. That’s the grid for tonight.” The apartment smelled like soap and the garlic he had burned slightly on purpose because cooking badly together had become one of the only normal things we did without a strategy attached. I sat on the counter while he washed his hands, watching the line of his shoulders under a black T-shirt, the bruise high on his arm from practice, the ordinary fact of him existing in a kitchen that h

  • Hate On The Ice, Mine In The Dark   85. Different Door

    _Miles’s POV_ By noon I knew Alan had changed weapons. Not because he approached me. Because he didn’t. The absence was too clean after nights of positioning himself in doorways and lower-glass sightlines. Alan liked being seen. If he was choosing not to be seen, he was getting results somewhere else. I found the first result in the athletic complex hallway, secondhand and already softened for polite circulation. One of our third-pair guys was talking to a Griffins player I only half-knew, both of them in that false-casual tone people used when the gossip was fresh enough to thrill them and risky enough to disguise as concern. “—not saying it’s true,” our guy muttered, “just that Silvermane’s been on a hair trigger, and Ashwood’s been looking stretched thin. That kind of pairing gets messy fast.” I stopped walking. Both of them noticed too late. The Griffins player found an urgent reason to leave. Our guy tried to absorb himself into the wall. “Say that again,” I said. He gr

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