It's lunch break and Cassie and I are heading to the cafeteria. We’re waiting in line to get food when Collins approaches us.
“Hey” He greets, his arms open and he hugs me. I’m stunned by it because although we spoke at the party last Friday night, however were not friends or anything. I could count how many times we’ve spoken to each other and we’ve both attended Rixon High for years.
“Hey, Collins” I greet him when I’m finally able to pull away from his hug, although it was unexpected, it wasn't bad, he smells nice at least, not sweaty or foul like some other boys.
Cassie waves at him, choosing to remain silent.
Collins smiles at me, "You looked really pretty last night"
"Thank you"
"I wished we had got to speak more" He confesses as we get our food and walk towards the cafeteria chairs. We stop at the table where Case and his friends are sitting.
"Hey man" He greets Case and they shake hands and hug in that bro-like h
On my way to my next class after lunch, I see Oliver and Anna ahead of me. I bend my head hoping they won't notice me because I'm still not ready to confront them about whatever it is that is going on between them. I'm not mad about it anymore, I didn't have any lingering feelings for Collins but I still felt betrayed by Anna for some reason. Unfortunately, Oliver spots me and they both walk up to me. Since I can't run forever, I decide to just get it over with. "Hey Lin" both they greet in chorus. "Hey yourselves" My tone sounds a bit off but nothing about this is normal yet. Anna is the one who speaks after a few lingering seconds, "So we both noticed that you kind of have been ignoring us..." "I wonder why" I reply dryly. "We spoke to Cassie and she told us you knew about our relationship" Oliver comes to stand directly beside Anna and holds her hands, for support or what I'm not sure. I roll my eyes at it, what a supportive boyfrie
On Tuesday I walk out behind Roman after English class. Although my chair had been empty when I first walked into class this morning, I chose to let it remain that way rather than sitting on it and arguing with him about who the rightful owner is. As I have been saying, our disagreements would have to pause until we're done with our paired project. "Roman wait" I call out, jogging to catch up with his long strides. He paused, then turned around to face me, "Cookie..." He drawls out, surprised. "We need to talk about our project, we haven't yet set a date and we need to as soon as possible, failure is not an option, Roman" I warn "Of course, Cookie" He affirms with a small smile. As I take note of his smile and outfit for the day- washed dark jeans that I’m sure are designers, black leather jacket over a grey shirt I’m sure are also designers and grey Nike Jordans- I realize that this is the first time we're having a casual conversation, normally insul
After school closes for the day, I'm running around the parking lot searching for Leo to ask him to give me a ride back home. Cassie rode in with Case this morning because her car had to be taken to the repair shop to fix some car trouble. Mom had driven me to school and Leo was meant to drive me back but the little shit was nowhere to be found. If I had known he'd go missing I would requested Case give me a ride back as well but somehow, Leo's unreliability still manages to catch me off guard once in a while. I bring out my phone and dial his contact for the thirteenth time and it rings and rings with no reply. The parking lot is nearly empty and I'm beginning to worry I would be stranded here alone. Instantly all the horror movies Cassie forced me to watch starts replaying in my head. Ugh, this was not the time for my mind to be playing tricks on me, the traitor. I pull out my phone from my backpack once again to call Leo for the last time of which I
By the time I wake up from my nap, it's sunset already. I glance at the alarm clock on my bedside locker and see it's five minutes after eight. Damn, I really dozed the afternoon away. I'm glad though, I feel well rested.My mind instantly goes back to this afternoon. I can't believe Roman gave me a ride home. Again. More shocking is how civil we're becoming with each other. I climb off my bed and walk towards my bathroom to wash my face and then proceed to brush my hair which never fails to look like a rat's nest after every time I nap or sleep.My stomach grumbles in hunger, reminding me that I hadn't eaten anything since lunch at the school cafeteria. I decide to get something to eat but not before I send a text to Roman. I'm surprised I have no missed calls or texts from him, it's been nearly four hours since I promised to text him and he doesn't seem like a patient person, but I guess he must possess more self-control than I imagine. I proceed to text him.
Sexiest Man Alive: Am I permitted to speak now? Uh... What is he on about now? Me: What? Rather than reply by text, my phone starts ringing with an incoming call from Roman, or rather from "Sexiest Man Alive," Why I haven’t changed the ridiculous caller ID he saved his number with on my phone is a surprise. "Hey" I speak after answering the call, my voice sounds embarrassingly breathy that I have to clear my throat a few times. "I asked you if I finally have your permission to talk... The wait was agitating, Cookie" He groans as he says my name- ugh, I mean his nickname for me, what the hell is wrong with me? "What are you on, Roman? Since when did you need permission from me to yap about anything?" He laughs, "Since you told me to shut up, you know I like doing what you say, you can command me anytime. I like a girl who knows how to take the lead" I try to understand what he's saying
On Wednesday school ends and I get my wish, I don't see Roman the whole day. This is weird because I see him every day in school, either in class running the bottom of his pen over his lower lip, his full pink attractive lower lip- ugh focus Lindsey- or walking in the hallways surrounded by his basketball buddies and a few cheerleaders- of which Whitney is always among- or walking to his car with Robyn in the parking lot at the end of the school day. I always see him at least one or more of these times. Not seeing him at all today just reveals how in tune with his presence I'm becoming, how used to his smirks and grins I'm getting. It's hard to admit but I can't lie to myself, it's hard enough lying to Cassie and everyone else about how much Roman's presence appalls me when deep down I know it's turning into the opposite. I really have to get myself together before his arrival today, drooling or gazing at him lost or infatuated is not allowed, I warn my mind, already in an i
"Your room is... different from what I expected" he finally comments on it. "What? Is it not up to your standards, oh Your Highness Prince Roman" I counter mockingly. He chuckles, “Thanks but I’m not royalty, just wealthy" “I was being sarcastic. Prideful much?” I finish the rhetorical question with an eye roll whilst crossing my legs, trying to sit in a comfortable position. Getting comfortable on my bed has never been a challenge before so I'll blame Roman for this one. “It's just different, very pink" He widens his eyes as he says the color "pink" all the while taking a seat on my pink chair behind the matching pink desk. Okay so sue me, I like the color pink, so what? I squint my eyes at him, feeling judged "Don't tell me you're one of those guys that discriminate against the color pink?" "Nah, it's cool. You just don't give off that vibe" Is his explanation. "Really? And exactly how do you summarize that I don't give off that vibe?" I ask, making air quotes for the phrase “
"Uh, what? Wait, Why January 1st?" His confusion pleases me, he wasn't the only one allowed to be annoying and weird. "Because it's the first date of every new year, fascinating right?” I grin up at him. "Uh, no. I never took you to have such a weird side" He furrows his brows, trying to figure me out. Not happening, bro. I remain silent, having nothing to add to his comment on his new found discovery of my weird side. "Back to the point, that's not what my question meant. I asked about your ideal date, you know date like when you go out with a guy? I'm sure you're familiar with the term. Rixon Hills isn't that archaic" He leans forward to the chair to rest his arms on the matching pink desk. I can't lie, he looks like a black haired Ken from the Barbie shows in that setup. I let out a brief chuckle at the sight. "I don't see how that matters here" I finally answer his question, there's no way I'm indulging him by telling him what my ideal date is, that would be the end of any pr