LOGINFREYA'S POV
Kade scoffed at what he clearly took for spoiled-rich-girl nonsense. "Freya, drop the attitude. I know you look down on the Redwood pack but we're the ones climbing our way back up! If you don't want the bond, just say so!" "Kade! What is wrong with you?" His mother's hand cracked across his arm. Their pack was on its knees. Without Everhart backing, she and her son wouldn't have anywhere to run the pack from at all, they'd lose their territory outright. "Mom, don't. I'm just telling the truth." He didn't even try to hide his contempt. My parents' expressions shifted at the exact same moment. Whatever polite mask they'd been wearing dropped clean off. So this is what he's actually thought of our daughter this whole time. I'd been gentle, devoted, never once acted like the heir of a pack twice the size of theirs. I'd never looked down on the Redwoods. And this wolf had just insulted me to my parents' faces. My father's voice went cold. "It sounds like your son doesn't want this bond either. I think we should end it here." "Alpha Everhart, Kade is only being immature, please don't be upset. I'll have him apologize properly. Besides—" Kade's mother turned to me, anxious. "Freya's always cared for him, hasn't she? They must have just had a fight. Isn't that right, Freya?" I answered calmly. "Aunt Redwood, you're mistaken. Kade and I have known each other since we were pups, that's all. He told me himself at the door that he doesn't like me and will never mark me as his. I feel exactly the same way. That's why I'm here, to formally end the bond between our packs." "What?" His mother went white. Kade just stood there, stunned. He knew perfectly well I used to look for reasons to be near him. So how had I suddenly agreed to break the bond, without a fight, the second he said the words first? My parents looked equally blindsided. I'd been stubborn about this bond for years, refusing every attempt they'd made to talk me out of it. "We won't be staying for dinner. I think it's best for our packs to keep their distance going forward." I stood, crossed to my parents, and said, "Mom, Dad. Let's go." Looking at them across the table, my eyes burned. In my last life, it was exactly this stubbornness that had let Kade turn around and destroy the Everhart pack once he had the power to do it. He never forgave them for what he saw as an insult wrapped in charity. The great Everhart pack, condescending to save the failing Redwoods. Once he was strong enough, wiping out the family that had propped him up became less like revenge and more like relief, as far as he was concerned. A wolf like that had never deserved a single thing we gave him. The second I was out the door with my parents, Kade's mother struck him across the face. "What are you standing there for? Go bring her back! Do you understand what happens to this pack if she walks away?" That got through to him. He bolted after me. "Freya!" He caught my arm until my father wheeled on him. "Kade Redwood. You're the one who said you didn't want her. What exactly are you doing with my daughter's arm?" Fury simmered under his skin, but he swallowed it. "Alpha Everhart... I just need a moment with her." "It's fine, Dad." I met his eyes. "I'll say what he needs to hear. Wait for me in the car." My parents hesitated, afraid I'd soften. I gave them a look steady enough to send them back to the car without me. "What do you want to say?" I asked him flatly, once we were alone. He pulled me into a corner, out of the crowd's line of sight, and asked, low, "When you said you wanted out, was that anger talking, or did you mean it?" "I meant every word." I looked at him without a flicker of the old feeling in me anywhere. He frowned. "Is this about what I said tonight? Or because you almost drowned and I went for Ivy first?" "It's because I don't like you, and I don't want to be your mate. Is that simple enough?" His temper snapped. "Freya. What is your problem?" "You're the one who said you didn't want this bond, Kade, and yet here you are, chasing me down. Is it because you know your pack doesn't survive without a Everhart mate? You keep saying I look down on your family, but you're the one who can't stand your own name. You'll take every bit of help we've ever given you and resent us for giving it. That's not pride, Kade. That's a double standard." "You—" Whatever was left of his composure cracked. He could see exactly how little I thought of him, and it clearly rattled him more than he expected. His face went red. "Fine, Freya. You said it. Don't come crying to me later." He started to walk off, then turned back, sharp. "Even if you offered yourself to me for free, I still wouldn't want you." My jaw tightened. "Stop," I said. He turned, smirking. "What, having second thoughts?" I smiled right back, tipped my glass, and threw the whole drink in his face. "You're a disgrace." He froze mid-blink. I didn't spare him a second look before I walked out of the hall. Behind me, I heard him grind out my name like it physically hurt him. "Freya Everhart." My parents hadn't gotten back in the car when I went outside. The second they saw me coming, some of the tension left their shoulders. "Sweet Freya. You don't regret it?" my mother asked. I shook my head, then looked at my father. "Dad. Are we still backing the Redwood pack financially?"FREYA'S POVThe car came down the slip road and stopped in the row behind us, and nobody got out of it for a second.My father had the door open and his body between me and the tarmac. Rusk's two men were out of the first car with their hands loose. Nan Croy's car had gone and Kade was gone with it and there was nothing in front of us now but a grey saloon with two people in it and the rain coming on again.The driver's door opened.The man who got out was big. His grey hair cropped close at the sides, a coat that had been good four years ago, and a box under one arm.Ivy's hand closed on my sleeve hard enough to hurt."That's him," she said.He didn't come to us. He stopped at the front of his car and put the box down on the bonnet and put both hands flat on the roof and stood there."Pellow," he greeted us with that. "Sayer's man. He'll have told you.""He didn't," my father said."Then he's got more sense than I gave him." Pellow looked past him, at Ronan, and stayed there a second
FREYA'S POVWe came up the slip road and round the back of the building into the lorry park, and my father put the car in a space at the far end facing the entrance, switched the engine off and sat with his hands still on the wheel."Nobody gets out," he said, "till I've looked at who's about."Ronan was already leaning forward between the seats."There," he said. "Second row, the black one with the bad parking."Kade's car was across two bays with the driver's door open, and Kade was stood at the back of it with his phone in his hand and his coat undone and his hair on end.He looked up and saw us.And behind him, walking across the tarmac toward the doors with a coffee in each hand and a paper under her arm, was a woman in a good coat who was not from any of our cars."Nobody out," my father said again, and put his hand on the door handle."Dad, she's already seen the cars.""Then she's seen them."The woman crossed without hurrying. Fifty or so, camel coat, good boots, and a car wa
FREYA'S POVThe box smelled of wet and cold metal and old cigarette and there was a dead leaf in the corner and the receiver was so cold it made my ear ache.Ivy got the card out and held it flat against the glass and dialled with her thumbnail because her fingers were too cold to do it properly. The dial went round and came back with a whirr each time and it was the loudest thing in the lane."Freya." She had the receiver against her ear and her other hand pressed flat on the metal shelf. "If it's a man, do I hand it over straight away?""No. Say your bit first. Who you are and that you found a card and ask if it's theirs. If he asks anything back, hand it to me.""Right." She was quiet. "It's ringing."I watched her face.There's a particular thing that happens to your ears when you're waiting on a call you don't want. The lane got louder — the drip off the hedge, a car somewhere down the valley road, a dog. Then all of it went thin and far away and there was only the small tinny no
FREYA'S POVIvy didn't answer straight away. She looked at her cup and then at the window and then she said, "I don't know. I didn’t think much of it." and it came out flat enough that I believed her."Was he there at the end of the day?""He was there when the school closed. Standing on the far side of the road by the wall." She had her hands round the cup now, both of them, and she was holding it too hard. "I thought he was somebody's father.""Did he talk to anyone?""Freya, I don't know, I was getting on a bus.""You got a good look at him though."She looked up."Big," she said. "Grey coat. Grey hair. He had a ring on and he kept turning it around his finger, like this—" she did it with her thumb, once, without thinking, and stopped."Did he see you looking?"Ivy's mouth pulled. "Yeah, he nodded at me in acknowledgment.”The kitchen had gone quiet. Ronan had his good hand flat on the table and his head turned toward Ivy like a dog on a scent, and my father hadn't moved and the do
FREYA'S POVI was on the bottom step with a cup of tea going cold in my hands and my eyes like sandpaper, and when the bell rang my mother said, "That'll be Ivy," without getting up, because of course she'd have been expected at five the day before.I opened the door to her standing in her uniform with the folder held against her chest and her mouth already doing the thing it did."Freya.""Hi.""You're grey." She came in past me without being asked. "You look — God, you look awful. What's happened? Your mum said on the phone you'd gone up to the mountains and—""Whoa. Slow down.""I brought your notes." She held the folder out. "Every class. I did the biology questions for you as well, in pencil, so you can copy them out in your own writing."That was the thing about her. You could be as suspicious as you liked and she'd still turn up with four pages of your biology in pencil."Thanks," I said."Are you all right? You look like you haven't slept.""Haven't.""Is your mum here? Is you
RONAN’S POVSayer came in with Freya’s father and the doctor and the door stayed open. He sat where he was told and put his hat on his knee."All right," the doctor said. "The raids. You were on them.""Eleven of the fourteen." Sayer's hands were folded on his hat. "And the burnings after.""Start at the beginning."Sayer breathed out."Nineteen years back there was a line up north called Moonrock," he said. "Small. On the roll, had a seat, had a stone, three hundred-odd souls on a bad hillside, four hundred years of it." He turned his hat over. "My lord wanted the stone. There's a way of getting a stone off a line without paying for it — get the line struck off the roll as extinct and claim the stone as unowned property.""You can't strike off a line that's still standing there," the doctor said."No. So you take it off the hill.""Go on."And he did. He was better at it than I'd expected. In order, flat, nothing dressed up.The first night we went to the the lower village. Up the ro







