LOGIN“What do you mean you still haven’t found her? I’m paying you to do your job, so do it!” I shouted.
Eric nodded helplessly and left my office.
Estelle, where are you? How long are you going to keep tormenting me? I feel like I’m breaking into pieces.
Then I saw my mom walk in, carrying something wrapped in a blue blanket. I froze, my hand still raised. “Mom, what is this?”
She crossed the room and stood right in front of my desk, pulling back the blanket to reveal a tiny infant. He was sleeping, his little face scrunched up and red, his tiny fists curled near his cheeks.
“This is your son,” she announced flatly, holding him out toward me. “Estelle gave birth to him. She abandoned him at the hospital and left the country.”
The room went completely silent except for the sound of my own breathing, too loud in my ears. I stared at the baby, unable to process what she’d just said, my brain refusing to catch up.
“That’s impossible,” I said finally, hoarsely.
“Wouldn’t she?” my mother interrupted coldly. “She gave birth to this boy three weeks ago. She was planning to have him aborted, Harrison. Can you imagine?”
My hands clenched into fists on the desk, my nails digging into my palms. “That’s—”
“She couldn’t afford it, apparently,” my mother continued, her lip curling slightly. “So she decided to give him up for adoption instead. Just hand him over to strangers rather than raise your son herself.”
“No. You’re lying. Estelle wouldn’t—how did you—where did you get him?” I demanded, standing up abruptly.
“I have contacts everywhere, darling. The hospital called me the moment they realized whose child this was.” She smiled thinly. “The doctor was very understanding about redirecting the adoption. After all, why should strangers raise an Emerson heir?”
I couldn’t speak. My throat had closed up completely and I just kept staring at the baby in her arms, this tiny person who Estelle had tried to—
“Look at him,” my mother commanded, holding the infant closer. “Look at his face, his features. He’s the spitting image of you when you were born. Don’t you see it?”
Against my better judgment, I leaned forward and looked. The baby did have my nose, my chin. His hair was dark, his skin tone similar to mine, but that didn’t mean he is my son.
“How do you know he’s mine?”
My mother pulled out a folded document from her purse and dropped it on my desk. “DNA test. Ninety-nine point nine percent match. This is your son, whether you want to believe it or not.”
I picked up the paper and scanned it quickly, my heart pounding harder. The results were right there in black and white. This baby was mine.
“The doctor contacted me,” my mother explained. “They wanted to verify paternity before proceeding. I had the DNA test done immediately. Once I confirmed he was yours, I stepped in. I made sure he came to us instead of going to strangers.”
“You just took him?”
“I rescued him,” my mother corrected firmly. “From being abandoned to people who have no idea what the Emerson name means. You should be thanking me, Harrison.”
I couldn’t speak. I just kept staring at the baby in her arms, this tiny person who was supposedly my child.
“She left him,” my mother said softly. “What kind of mother does that? I always told you she wasn’t good enough for this family, Harrison. Her true nature has finally shown itself.”
I reached out slowly. “Give him to me.”
She placed the baby in my arms carefully and I held him awkwardly, terrified I’d drop him or hold him wrong. He was so light, so fragile. His little hand curled around my finger reflexively and something twisted painfully in my chest.
“Lucas,” I whispered, looking into my son’s eyes. “This is your name from now on. Lucas… you’ll have nothing to do with Estelle ever again.”
“When are you going to finalize things with Lyndsey?” my mother asked briskly, as if this was a perfectly normal conversation to be having. “The girl has been waiting patiently for months now. It’s time to make it official, don’t you think?”
“I’m not thinking about marriage right now,” I said distantly, not looking up from the infant’s face. “Right now, I need to focus on him. He needs proper care, a stable home—”
“Of course,” my mother agreed smoothly. “I’ve already arranged for a nanny and—”
“I’ll take care of him myself,” I interrupted firmly. “Or at least, I’ll be involved. He’s my responsibility.”
My mother’s lips pressed into a thin line but she nodded. “Very well.”
I dialed Eric’s number and told him to stop looking for Estelle.
“Why the sudden change of mind?” Eric asked on the other end.
“There’s no reason,” I replied coldly. “And don’t ever mention her name to me again.”
“You’re making the right decision, Harrison. Focus on your future now, not your past.” Mom smiled approvingly.
“Right,” I said quietly, looking down at my son instead of at her.
So precious, and Estelle didn’t want him at all.
She had given birth to this little baby and left him behind without a second thought. What kind of mother did that?
I sat there holding him, hating Estelle for what she’d tried to do, hating myself more for still wanting to hear her voice.
Harrison’s POVI got back to Lyndsey’s building at six that evening and Estelle was already there.She was pacing the pavement opposite the entrance, her arms wrapped tight around herself, her coat pulled close.She’d been watching the building. Of course she had.“She went in about an hour ago,” Estelle said before I could ask. “Lights came on, second floor, left-hand window. Hasn’t come out.”I looked at her and something passed across my face—a flicker I couldn’t control—before I nodded.She’d been here first. She’d been waiting for me.She’d come back on her own and stood on this pavement alone and watched because she couldn’t sit at home and do nothing while the woman who’d been stalking our children sat two streets away.“Let’s go,” I said.We went up together. I could hear Estelle’s breathing behind me, the way she breathed when she was keeping herself together by force.I knocked. No answer.I knocked harder—three sharp raps that cracked against the wood—and down the corridor
Estelle’s POVI pulled out my phone and called him and he picked up on the third ring. “Estelle?”“Lyndsey just talked to Chloe at school,” I said.I wasn’t calm, my voice was shaking and too fast and I kept tripping over myself.“She was crouched down at the school entrance, Harrison, she was right there with her hand on her bump talking to my daughter, to our daughter, and I followed her!”“What—”“I followed her back to a flat and it’s two streets from your building, she’s been living two streets from you this entire—”“Slow down. Which building? What’s the address?”“It’s on Curzon Lane, the brown building with the blue door.”“Okay, and—”“Flat probably on the second floor because that’s where the lights came on.”“I—”“And Harrison, I swear to God if you’re not here in the next ten minutes I’m going up there myself and I don’t trust what I’ll do to her!”“I’m coming. Don’t go up. Estelle, don’t go up.”“Then hurry!”I hung up and leaned against the wall across the street, watchi
Estelle’s POVI was late and Chloe was already out of the car.She’d unbuckled herself while I was still fumbling with the bag strap that had gotten tangled around the gear shift, and by the time I yanked it free and grabbed my keys and shoved the door open, she was ten paces ahead of me, her ponytail bouncing, her backpack sliding off one shoulder.“Chloe, wait for me!” I called, half-jogging across the car park, my bag swinging wildly against my hip. “Chloe, hold on, don’t go in without—”I looked up.Across the car park, near the cafeteria doors, a woman was crouched down at Chloe’s height.One hand rested on a visible bump, the other gesturing gently, warmly, and Chloe was standing right there listening with her head tilted the way she did when she was interested in something, not scared, not backing away, just curious and engaged.The woman was smiling at her.I started walking. Then faster. My bag swung out and caught on a pushchair handle and I yanked it free without stopping,
Lyndsey’s POVThe photographs covered the entire bed, dozens of them, spread across the duvet in rows and clusters, and I sat cross-legged in the middle sorting them into categories while I ate dry cereal from the box with my free hand.Blue sticky tabs for Harrison—Harrison at the park, Harrison at the supermarket, Harrison’s car outside the school.Pink for Estelle—Estelle at the clinic, Estelle carrying groceries, Estelle’s car in the car park.Yellow for the children—Lucas in the backseat, Chloe at the gate, both of them together in the playground, their shoulders touching.I wrote the date, time, and location on each tab in careful handwriting and pressed them onto the corners of the prints, lining them up neatly, adjusting the ones that went crooked. The order mattered. The system mattered. If you kept things organised, you kept things under control.My regular phone rang on the nightstand. Claire. I glanced at it and went back to sorting. It rang again. I let it go to voicemail
Harrison’s POVI called Estelle from my car, still parked on the curb, still gripping the steering wheel with one hand.“The phone was traced near my mother’s house,” I said as soon as she picked up, “but it doesn’t fit. I got another call about Lucas—it came from a cell tower near my flat. Whoever made that call was standing practically outside my building.”“So it’s not your mother,” Estelle said slowly.“I confronted her this morning. She denied it and I…I think she was telling the truth. Her anger was real. No pauses, no deflecting—just fury that I’d accused her.”“Your mother has spent seven years proving she’s capable of anything, Harrison.”“This doesn’t feel like her. She operates through lawyers and social pressure and other people’s hands. This is…this feels different.”“Who else?” Estelle asked tightly.Neither of us said the name. The line hummed between us and I could hear her breathing and the faint sound of a tap running.“I’ll update you when Greaves has more,” I said.
Harrison’s POVI was lying in bed staring at the ceiling when my phone lit up on the nightstand and I grabbed it expecting nothing—junk, Julia forwarding something, Mother’s seventh voicemail—and saw Estelle’s name.I sat up so fast something in my neck was wrenched sideways and I swore under my breath and read the message twice, three times, my pulse hammering louder with each word.I called her immediately.She picked up on the second ring and said “Harrison” in a voice so tightly held together I could hear the seams straining.“Tell me everything,” I said. “From the beginning.”She did—the lilies at her office, no card, untraceable. The photograph under her windscreen wiper, her and Chloe at the school gate, zoom lens, shot from across the road. The unknown number texting the bar photo of me.Then today—another photo from the same number, Chloe in the playground, taken through the fence, her face in close-up.“There’s more,” I interrupted grimly. “I got one too. Me and Lucas at the
Estelle’s POVI reached behind me and squeezed Karl’s back quickly, my fingers pressing into his shirt, and he stiffened for half a second before he got what I was asking.He stepped forward immediately and extended his hand toward Harrison smoothly. “I’m Karl,” he said warmly. “Estelle’s husband. I
Estelle’s POVI was printing out the medication schedule when Harrison spoke again.“Was it hard?” he asked quietly. “Studying medicine all those years?”I glanced back at him. He was still holding Lucas, who’d gone completely limp in his arms, mouth open slightly against Harrison’s shoulder.“Yes,”
Estelle’s POVThe words stung and I felt my face go hot, my fingers curling into fists at my sides. He was implying I’d run away to be with Karl, that I’d been planning this the whole time, that I was just as bad as—“Do you really think I’m as despicable as you were back then?” I demanded sharply,
Estelle’s POVChloe rubbed her nose with the back of her hand, her small face scrunching up like she’d smelled something bad.“Aunt Daisy’s flowers smell nice,” she said nasally, still rubbing, “but my nose feels funny.”Before anyone could respond, Harrison turned his head sharply and sneezed loudl







