로그인“What do you mean you still haven’t found her? I’m paying you to do your job, so do it!” I shouted.
Eric nodded helplessly and left my office.
Estelle, where are you? How long are you going to keep tormenting me? I feel like I’m breaking into pieces.
Then I saw my mom walk in, carrying something wrapped in a blue blanket. I froze, my hand still raised. “Mom, what is this?”
She crossed the room and stood right in front of my desk, pulling back the blanket to reveal a tiny infant. He was sleeping, his little face scrunched up and red, his tiny fists curled near his cheeks.
“This is your son,” she announced flatly, holding him out toward me. “Estelle gave birth to him. She abandoned him at the hospital and left the country.”
The room went completely silent except for the sound of my own breathing, too loud in my ears. I stared at the baby, unable to process what she’d just said, my brain refusing to catch up.
“That’s impossible,” I said finally, hoarsely.
“Wouldn’t she?” my mother interrupted coldly. “She gave birth to this boy three weeks ago. She was planning to have him aborted, Harrison. Can you imagine?”
My hands clenched into fists on the desk, my nails digging into my palms. “That’s—”
“She couldn’t afford it, apparently,” my mother continued, her lip curling slightly. “So she decided to give him up for adoption instead. Just hand him over to strangers rather than raise your son herself.”
“No. You’re lying. Estelle wouldn’t—how did you—where did you get him?” I demanded, standing up abruptly.
“I have contacts everywhere, darling. The hospital called me the moment they realized whose child this was.” She smiled thinly. “The doctor was very understanding about redirecting the adoption. After all, why should strangers raise an Emerson heir?”
I couldn’t speak. My throat had closed up completely and I just kept staring at the baby in her arms, this tiny person who Estelle had tried to—
“Look at him,” my mother commanded, holding the infant closer. “Look at his face, his features. He’s the spitting image of you when you were born. Don’t you see it?”
Against my better judgment, I leaned forward and looked. The baby did have my nose, my chin. His hair was dark, his skin tone similar to mine, but that didn’t mean he is my son.
“How do you know he’s mine?”
My mother pulled out a folded document from her purse and dropped it on my desk. “DNA test. Ninety-nine point nine percent match. This is your son, whether you want to believe it or not.”
I picked up the paper and scanned it quickly, my heart pounding harder. The results were right there in black and white. This baby was mine.
“The doctor contacted me,” my mother explained. “They wanted to verify paternity before proceeding. I had the DNA test done immediately. Once I confirmed he was yours, I stepped in. I made sure he came to us instead of going to strangers.”
“You just took him?”
“I rescued him,” my mother corrected firmly. “From being abandoned to people who have no idea what the Emerson name means. You should be thanking me, Harrison.”
I couldn’t speak. I just kept staring at the baby in her arms, this tiny person who was supposedly my child.
“She left him,” my mother said softly. “What kind of mother does that? I always told you she wasn’t good enough for this family, Harrison. Her true nature has finally shown itself.”
I reached out slowly. “Give him to me.”
She placed the baby in my arms carefully and I held him awkwardly, terrified I’d drop him or hold him wrong. He was so light, so fragile. His little hand curled around my finger reflexively and something twisted painfully in my chest.
“Lucas,” I whispered, looking into my son’s eyes. “This is your name from now on. Lucas… you’ll have nothing to do with Estelle ever again.”
“When are you going to finalize things with Lyndsey?” my mother asked briskly, as if this was a perfectly normal conversation to be having. “The girl has been waiting patiently for months now. It’s time to make it official, don’t you think?”
“I’m not thinking about marriage right now,” I said distantly, not looking up from the infant’s face. “Right now, I need to focus on him. He needs proper care, a stable home—”
“Of course,” my mother agreed smoothly. “I’ve already arranged for a nanny and—”
“I’ll take care of him myself,” I interrupted firmly. “Or at least, I’ll be involved. He’s my responsibility.”
My mother’s lips pressed into a thin line but she nodded. “Very well.”
I dialed Eric’s number and told him to stop looking for Estelle.
“Why the sudden change of mind?” Eric asked on the other end.
“There’s no reason,” I replied coldly. “And don’t ever mention her name to me again.”
“You’re making the right decision, Harrison. Focus on your future now, not your past.” Mom smiled approvingly.
“Right,” I said quietly, looking down at my son instead of at her.
So precious, and Estelle didn’t want him at all.
She had given birth to this little baby and left him behind without a second thought. What kind of mother did that?
I sat there holding him, hating Estelle for what she’d tried to do, hating myself more for still wanting to hear her voice.
Estelle’s POVHarrison announced at breakfast on Saturday that he was going to put up a shelf.I had been reading the front page of the paper. I looked up.“A shelf.”“A shelf.”“For what.”“Your books.”“My books are on the bookcase.”“Not all of them. The medical ones. The ones you pile on your nightstand because they don’t fit.”“They fit.”“Estelle.”“They fit when I stack them.”“Stacking is not fitting.”“Okay.”“I’m putting up a shelf.”“Okay.”“In the bedroom. Over the desk.”“Okay.”He had the measuring tape already. He had the pencil. He had a piece of paper on which he had, at some point between Friday night and Saturday morning, drawn a small diagram that included an arrow and the words SECOND STUD. He had clearly been thinking about this for at least a week.I folded the newspaper.“You know I’m not going to stop you.”“I know.”“You could have just put it up.”“I wanted to tell you.”“You wanted to be appreciated.”“I wanted to tell you.”“Harrison.”“A little appreciate
Harrison’s POVThere was pounding on the door.“Dad.”“One minute.”“Dad.”“One minute, Lucas.”“I cannot wait one minute.”“Why.”“Because it is eight o’clock and I have not eaten.”“You have eaten.”“I have not eaten cereal.”“Lucas.”“I am going to pour it myself.”“Don’t pour it yourself.”“I’m pouring it.”“Lucas.”Estelle, behind me, laughed into her pillow. “Let him pour it.”“He’s going to flood the kitchen.”“So let him.”I opened the door. Lucas was on the landing in his pajamas with a cereal box in one hand and a carton of milk in the other, his face dead serious. He did not look embarrassed. He was nine and he had not yet worked out why two adults might want to sleep in on a Saturday, or he had worked it out and filed it under adult behaviors he had decided to ignore.“Dad.”“Bowl. Counter. Kitchen.”“Okay.”“I will be down in three minutes.”“Two.”“Three, Lucas.”“Okay.”He went. I closed the door. Estelle was still laughing.“He’s going to flood the kitchen,” I said.“
Estelle’s POVThe lunch box was at the bottom of Lucas’s backpack, and it was Tuesday, and I had told him on Monday evening to put it in the drying rack after dinner.“Lucas.”“I know.”“Did you—”“I’m getting it.”He wasn’t getting it. He was sitting cross-legged on the kitchen floor in his school uniform with a book open in his lap, hair uncombed, a half-eaten apple balanced on his knee. The book was a library hardback with a great white shark on the cover, opened to a page that was almost entirely photographed.“Lucas.”“This one is ten tonnes,” he said, without looking up. “It says ten. They thought it was too big to be real so they measured it twice.”“Lunch box.”“Yeah.”“Now.”“Just—”“Now, Lucas. The bus is in nine minutes.”He closed the book with his thumb marking the page, got up off the floor, opened his backpack on the counter, and started digging. Chloe came down the stairs behind me with one sock on and an opinion already forming.“Mom.”“What?”“Lucas used my scrunchi
Estelle’s POVThe kids were gone.That was the first thing. Daisy had picked them up at four—Lucas in a bike helmet for no reason, Chloe with a backpack full of books about coral reefs and a grievance she had been building for a week and intended to air on the drive. I stood on the porch and waved, and when the car turned the corner I went back inside and closed the door and stood in the hallway for a minute without doing anything else.Harrison was in the kitchen with the roasting pan. He had announced at eleven that morning he was going to make a chicken. I had said, carefully, that I did not doubt him. He had caught the carefully and elected to ignore it.By seven the house smelled of rosemary and of a chicken that had been in the oven about forty minutes too long. Harrison stood at the open oven door holding a meat thermometer in one hand and a tea towel in the other.“Don’t look at it,” he said, without turning.“Too late.”“It’s fine.”“It’s very chicken-shaped.”“I said don’t
Karl’s POVLara was halfway through a rant about her author’s refusal to cut a chapter when I slid the small velvet box across the coffee table between us.She kept talking for another four words. Then she stopped.She looked at the box. She looked at me. She set her chopsticks into the Thai container, reached over, picked the box up, and opened it.“Karl.”“Yeah.”“Karl.”“Lara.”“This is the most underwhelming proposal I have ever witnessed in my life.”“Okay.”“I love it.”“Okay.”“Ask me.”“Will you marry me.”“Yes.” She held the box open in her palm. “Yes, Karl. Ask me again tomorrow. I want to say it again.”“Tomorrow.”“Now.”“I already asked.”“Ask me differently.”“Marry me.”“Yes.”She laughed once, then started crying, then laughed again through the crying, then climbed over the coffee table into my lap without standing up. The pad thai fell onto the rug somewhere between her knee and the cushion. Neither of us looked.My hands were shaking when I got the ring onto her fing
Claire’s POVI went alone.I wore the navy coat, the pearl lipstick, the gray leather gloves. I had worn this outfit to four funerals. I did not consider this a fifth.The visitor lot was nearly empty at eleven in the morning on a Tuesday. I parked in the second row and sat in the driver’s seat for ninety seconds with both hands on the wheel. Then I took the gloves off, put them in my handbag, put them back on, and got out.The intake officer looked me up and down without pretending not to. I did not mind being looked up and down by men who make nine dollars an hour; I consider it one of the oldest taxes. I signed what I was given to sign. I handed over my handbag. I did not take off my coat, because nobody asked me to. I walked where I was pointed.Booth five held two plastic chairs, a scratched table, and a camera. I sat.Thomas came through the door a minute later. He was thinner than the last time I had seen him, which had been across Harrison’s driveway at a distance of sixty fe
Estelle’s POVI was twenty minutes late by the time I rushed into the Capella Capital conference room, my bag sliding off my shoulder and my hair still damp from the too-quick shower after an emergency consultation.Everyone was already seated around the massive glass table and they all turned to lo
Harrison’s POVMy office was quiet, and all I could think about was Estelle pressed against that bathroom sink, her hands gripping the counter behind her, her eyes wide and furious and something else I didn’t want to name.Does he make you happy?I’d asked her that and she’d lied. I knew she’d lied
Lyndsey’s POVI knocked twice on Lucas’s bedroom door before pushing it open, the chocolate bar already in my hand.He was sitting on his bed with his hearing aids in, his small hand slowly turning the volume dial like the audiologist had taught him. When he saw me, his face went blank.“Hi, sweethe
Estelle’s POVI stared at Harrison and my mind went completely blank for a second, just white noise and confusion, because this made no sense.Estelle turned around slowly, so slowly I could count the seconds, and when she finally faced me her expression was pure disbelief.“You’re joking,” I said f







