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(Cami POV)

It hurts knowing he is all for Roden or I'm being immature because of jealousy.

"I'm going to confess something when I get home, so wait for me," Dylan said goodbye before finally leaving the house.

Admit it? Wait? Maybe she's pregnant with someone else? I hope not!

What can he admit?! Maybe he will admit that he likes me again and he won't be mad at me!

I'm glad but at the same time jealous of Roden. If I were Roden and Zaki I could make Dylan panic that way too.

If he only wants my body, even if he doesn't like me, I think it's fine as long as I have him beside me often.

I may sound pathetic but all I want is to be beside him.

Having him here with me sometimes is enough, but what if he'll come to his senses and realize that someone like me doesn't deserve him? I'm not deserving of his love, I'm far away from his type of woman.

What should I do? I'm confused.

But what will Dylan admit to me?

I'm really going crazy! I will lose my brain because of him!

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(Dyla