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Selena.
Warm water ran down my back, carrying the scent of my mint bathing soap with it. I closed my eyes and let my shoulders finally relax.
It had been a long day. A chaotic one. Final preparations, last-minute arrangements, and endless reminders that everything had to be perfect.
Tomorrow was the day. Christopher’s birthday. The day he would become Alpha of our pack.
The day I would finally be named Luna of the pack.
It felt too big to hold inside my chest, as if happiness might actually burst out of me. I pressed my palms to the tiled wall and breathed it in, letting the happiness settle deep inside me.
For two years, I had built my whole world around him without question. He was my future, the only thing in my life that had ever felt certain.
Tomorrow, everything will become real. Public. Official.
I tilted my face into the stream of water and let my thoughts drift.
The ceremony. The elders. The pack gathered beneath the banners. Christopher standing tall, the alpha cloak draped across his shoulders.
His hand reaches for mine.
Mine.
As an omega, I had never been meant to dream of this. We were taught to stay quiet. To be grateful. To survive. We did not grow up believing alphas would choose us.
That was why it still felt unreal.
Christopher had chosen me.
Even after knowing I was wolfless. Even after knowing how weak that made me in the eyes of the pack. He had chosen me anyway.
At least, that was what I told myself.
But the truth was, it had not always been that way.
Before the title. Before the attention. Before everyone suddenly remembered my name.
I had been the girl they laughed at.
Being a plus size girl, growing up in the pack was the worst experience I would never wish on anyone.
They called me fat when they thought I couldn’t hear. Sometimes when they knew I could.
The pack children had learned early who was worth respect and who wasn’t. And I had never been one of them.
Christopher had been there then too. Not as my mate. Not as my protector. But as one of them.
He never stopped them. Sometimes he laughed along. Sometimes he looked straight through me like I didn’t exist at all.
So when he stood in front of the pack three months after I turned eighteen and called me his mate, I had been stunned.
I had thought that perhaps it was one of cruel pranks, but he proved otherwise.
Suddenly, the water turned too hot, and I hissed softly as a sharp pain curled low in my stomach. I pressed a hand there and breathed through it. It has been happening more often lately. A deep ache that came and went.
The doctor had said it was nothing serious. Just stress. But it had never felt like nothing.
Still, I would get all the rest I needed after the coronation. Until then, I did not mind pushing myself, proving to everyone that I was more than capable of being the pack’s Luna.
Everything had to be perfect. I had come too far to stop now.
I finished my shower, dried off, and stepped into the pale blue dress laid out on the bed. It fit perfectly. Soft fabric. Simple. Luna worthy. My hands trembled as I buttoned it, but I told myself it was just excitement.
Christopher did not court me the way other alphas courted their mates. There were no walks through the park grounds. No public touches. No open affection. It used to hurt. His reason was that he wanted us to remain absent until we were official.
Then he had moved my family into the Alpha Mansion.
That had meant everything.
Before that, we had been poor, no thanks to my father’s business suffering a major setback. But since Christopher had claimed me, everything had gotten better for my entire family.
No omega family had ever been allowed to live here in the alpha mansion. It was his way of showing the pack that I mattered. That we mattered.
People had stopped laughing at us. My parents held their heads higher. My siblings smiled more and gained special recognition everywhere they went.
All because of him.
I picked up the small box on my dresser. The gift I had gotten him. Nothing flashy. Just something meaningful. Something I hoped he would understand.
I knew the rules. I knew I was not supposed to enter his chambers without being called. Alphas valued privacy. Christopher did, more than most.
But that day was different.
With barely twenty-four hours left before I became his, I could not contain my excitement.
I stepped into the hallway, my bare feet silent against the polished marble floor. I pictured the look on his face when I gave him the gift, a small smile curling at my lips.
But as I approached his door, I heard voices.
A chuckle.
Not his.
My steps slowed without me meaning to. Something in my chest stuttered, like my body already knew what I did not want to.
I told myself I was overthinking, like I always did. He could have been in there with anyone. A servant or a pack member. Someone who was helping with preparations.
Then I heard him.
Not angry. Not commanding.
Intimate.
My hand froze on the door.
Another sound followed, soft and breathless. My stomach twisted.
“Christopher?” I called, my voice barely there.
No answer.
The pain in my body flared sharply and suddenly. My fingers shook as I pushed the door open.
And something inside me just shattered.
Christopher was there.
His shirt lay discarded somewhere behind him. His hair was tousled. His expression was loose and unfamiliar in a way I had never seen before.
And he was not alone.
Joyce stood pressed against him.
The beta’s daughter.
Her hands were still on his chest. Her cheeks were flushed, lips swollen like they had been kissed too many times to count. They were not just standing close. They were tangled together, bodies aligned in a way that left no room for misunderstanding.
The air in the room was thick with what they had been doing only seconds before I walked in.
Everything inside me went quiet, numb.
The box slipped from my fingers and hit the floor. The sound echoed too loudly in my ears.
Christopher turned.
For a heartbeat, his eyes widened.
Then his face hardened.
Not with guilt.
Not with shame.
With irritation.
“What the fuck are you doing here?” he snapped.
Joyce stepped back slowly, smoothing her clothes. She did not look at me. There was no apology in her posture, only the stiff tension of someone who had been caught.
My chest burned. My ears rang. I felt like I was floating outside my own body.
“You said you wanted to wait,” I whispered. “You said we had time.”
He dragged a hand through his hair and exhaled sharply. “That is not the answer to the question I asked. I have told you countless times that you must not come to my room uninvited, stupid omega.”
His words felt like he had struck me without even lifting his hand.
“You didn't really think Alpha Christopher was in love with you, did you fatso?” Joyce taunted with a smile hanging on her lips.
“Don't be ridiculous, I mean look at her. Why would I ever fall for someone as fat and shapeless as her?”
A broken laugh slipped from me, thin and unfamiliar. “So I was never enough?” I asked quietly. “Or just not worth keeping a promise to?”
He said nothing, and somehow that hurt more than any answer he could have given.
The pain swelled until it stole my breath. I clutched my stomach as tears spilled over, humiliation and heartbreak crashing together.
I felt small. Stupid. Like I should have known better than to believe I belonged anywhere near him.
I turned to leave.
I had barely made it halfway to the door before his hand closed around my arm.
Hard.
I gasped as he yanked me back into the room, the door slamming shut behind me. I winced from pain due to the tightness of his hand.
His voice dropped low, cold, almost amused.
“Who do you think you are, walking out without permission?”
Talia.The room had not changed, but I could not shake the feeling that something inside it had.Or maybe it was just me.I stood by the window, staring out into the dark, though I was not really seeing anything beyond the glass. My thoughts had been turning over the same thing for hours now, circling it from every angle, testing it, resisting it, trying to find one solid reason to walk away from it.There was none.That was the truth I kept coming back to.Christopher had not been wrong.Denver is not a man you simply walk into. He does not open himself easily. Not his time, not his space, and certainly not his heart. Everything about him is controlled, measured, built around decisions that are never made without thought.And yet… Selena had somehow slipped into that space as if she belonged there.My jaw tightened at the thought.Because she doesn’t.She has no right to stand where she stands. No right to be the one beside him, to carry his name, to be seen as something irreplaceabl
Denver.By the time I returned, the weight of the day hadn’t left me.It lingered in the quiet way the pack moved, in the conversations that stopped too quickly when I passed, in the unspoken expectations that had begun to settle more heavily than before. I had dealt with the elders, listened to their concerns, and responded in a way that carefully addressed loyalty, all while maintaining order intact.Control.That was always the answer.And yet, as I stepped into our room, something told me that whatever waited here would require a different kind of control entirely.Selena stood near the window, her back partially turned, her posture composed in a way that would have passed for normal if I hadn’t learned to notice the difference between stillness and restraint.I paused for a moment, watching her before speaking.“I got something for you.”Her head turned slightly at that, her expression softening just enough to acknowledge me as I stepped further inside. I reached into my pocket,
Selena.The corridor outside Queen Luna’s chamber always felt different from the rest of the pack house, as though even the air there had been trained to move more carefully. I noticed it every time I came out of that room, as the silence followed me a few steps longer than it should have before dissolving back into the normal rhythm of the packhouse.I adjusted the sleeve of my dress as I walked, more out of habit than necessity, trying to steady the faint pressure still sitting behind my ribs from the visit.Denver's mother had been more awake today than usual, her voice a little clearer, her gaze lingering longer when she spoke. It should have been comforting to see that, but instead it left me unsettled in a way I couldn’t quite explain, like I had been standing too close to something fragile without knowing where to place my hands.By the time I reached the corner leading away from her wing, I told myself I just needed air. Something ordinary. Something that didn’t carry weight
Denver.The office was quieter than usual, the low, steady hum of the air conditioner stretching the silence into something heavier than it should have been.I leaned back in my chair, fingers steepled beneath my chin, my gaze fixed on the pack healer as she arranged her notes with deliberate care.She didn’t look at me immediately.She never did.Careful. Controlled. The kind of woman who understood that words carried weight long before they were spoken.“You called,” she said at last, her voice even, professional.“I did,” I replied. “I need answers.”Her eyes lifted then, settling on me with quiet understanding. “About Selena?”“Yes.”There was no point circling it.“Why hasn’t she conceived?”The question settled between us, heavier than the room itself.She exhaled slowly, setting her notes aside before folding her hands together. “I’ve been monitoring her closely. Her cycles, her hormonal patterns, her response to treatment. I’ve adjusted everything within my capacity to give he
Denver. By the time I stepped into the room, the lights were low and the silence had already settled into something deeper than quiet.Selena was in bed.Sleeping, or that was what she wanted me to believe. I closed the door behind me without making a sound, my gaze resting on her immediately as I took a few steps further inside. She lay on her side, facing away from me, the soft rise and fall of her breathing just steady enough to pass for sleep, but not enough to convince me.She wasn’t asleep, her breathing was yet to even out.For a moment, I said nothing, just stood there watching her, letting the weight of the evening settle properly in my mind now that I was away from the noise, away from the careful conversations and controlled expressions.Tonight had not been easy on her.Not with the way the room had shifted, not with the things that had been said, and certainly not with the pressure that had been sitting unspoken beneath all of it.The expectation.The quiet, constant nee
Talia.The walk back to my room was quieter than the one that had brought me to dinner.Not because anything had changed.But because everything had gone exactly as I intended.I let the door close softly behind me, the faint click echoing just enough to settle into the silence of the room before I moved further inside. My mind is replaying every moment of the dinner we just had. For a moment, I stood there.Then, slowly, I exhaled.A small smile touched my lips, subtle, controlled—but real.It had gone well.Better than well.Selena had held herself together, just as I knew she would. She had smiled, responded exactly as expected, and maintained that careful composure she wore like armor.But I had seen it.The hesitation.The stillness.The moment something landed just a little deeper than she wanted it to.And that was enough.I moved toward the dresser, reaching up to remove my earrings, placing them carefully on the surface as my reflection caught in the mirror.Calm.Measured.U
Denver.I was halfway down the hall to my room when one of the guards walked up to me.“Alpha, Tiana was here asking for you,” he said. “She’s waiting.”I didn’t think twice. “Give her access.”The door to my room had barely shut behind me when I started pulling off my jacket. My body felt heavy, t
SelenaMorning came quietly.Not with noise or chaos, but with the soft movement of a house already awake. I could hear distant footsteps in the halls, low voices, and the sound of doors opening and closing somewhere far away. The pack house felt alive before I even left my bed.A maid arrived wit
Selena.As we entered the car and headed toward our pack house gates, I found myself glancing back.Some small, foolish part of me still hoped they would come. That they would say goodbye. That they would choose me once, just once.I kept expecting to hear my mother call my name. I kept believing m
Selena.Just as I had the previous night, I did not sleep. I lay awake until morning, staring at the ceiling as the light slowly changed in the room. When the sun finally rose, it did not bring comfort. It only made everything feel more real.This room no longer felt like mine.The walls were the







