Professor Fortez advanced two steps to my direction. My eyes grew big at his action.
“What are you doing?” I asked, alarmed at the little distance between us.
“I’m not doing anything yet, honey but base from your reaction, I can say, that you are affected by my presence being near to you. I guess that is good, isn’t it?” he said, twitching the corner of his lips into a sly grin.
“I-I’m not affected, stupid! Don’t call me HONEY that is not my name.” I said feeling annoyed.
“Watch your words, hon. I don’t like girls that are cursing, especially MY GIRL.” He said, emphasizing the last two words.
I got irritated on how manipulative he is. I am not the kind of girl who likes to be ordered around, duh!
“Don’t fucking tell me what to do, you’re not my father!” I yelled right at him.
“Don’t test me Tiara, I can do anything.” he said, annoyed.
I despise to be controlled by anyone. I loathe the thought of being ordered around. My parents always do that to me.
I hissed in irritation.
“Really? You may do anything but not EVERYTHING.” I said then left his office.
‘I’m keeping an eye on you. You’re MINE, honey, so don’t you let anyone touches you or get involve to you, especially that first year stupid fucker! Do you understand?’
I rolled my eyes to that statement of his to suppress the strange warmth that is forcing its way to envelope my soul.
‘I am just claiming my rights, hon.’
What does he mean by that?
I am gracefully walking in an empty hallway, heading to the publication office to finish some loads. Editor-in-Chief is the position I hold, so, it just implies that I am very busy compare to other students. I need to monitor each of my staffs, assign the articles to be made to my members, edit the write- ups submitted, and make sure that we can generate the volumes on time. Because if I don’t, I am pretty sure that I will be doomed!
I turned left and there, I spotted a figure not far from the corner of the hallway. I immediately figured out who it is just by looking at his built. He is talking to someone in his phone. I wonder who it is.
His aura is different from the usual. Why? Because there is this humble smile on his lips. I envy the person on the other line. I wished I can also be the reason of his smiles too.
I am getting closer to where he is standing so I get the chance to hear his convo with I don’t know who.
‘Yes baby, I already ate lunch…. Yeah, yeah I’ll let you know… thank you for telling the truth then… right! Take care.’ said he on the other line.
BABY? What was that, an endearment? So, he is already in a relationship? What a timer! I hissed in my mind but then I realized we are not in a relationship. BUT STILL----!
‘Tell your mommy to have a break from time to time, baby. Understand?... I love you too. Tell Mommy I love her okay?’ he said.
MOMMY...I LOVE HER… He is married?! What the fuck?! And he has a child already?
Just FUCK! Yesterday he has the guts to say that I am HIS, now I will hear these shits!
‘I’m keeping an eye on you. You’re MINE, honey, so don’t you let anyone touches you or get involve to you, especially that first year stupid fucker! Do you understand?’
‘I am just claiming my rights, hon.’
‘I’m keeping an eye on you. You’re MINE, honey, so don’t you let anyone touches you or get involve to you, especially that first year stupid fucker! Do you understand?’
‘I am just claiming my rights, hon.’
I walked faster. I don’t want to hear lies again, damn. He almost got me yesterday. I almost believed him. It is a good thing I didn’t. Men… they’re all the same.
I hastily climb the stairs up to the third floor where my office is located. I stormed in and close the door with a bang. Dear God… why am I angry?
It is raining pretty hard. I looked at the time in my wrist watch, only to be surprised upon seeing that it is already pass eight o’clock in the evening. It was quite an hour already since my last class has ended, yet I couldn’t leave the campus. I do not have my umbrella with me. Please rain… be kind to me and stop now.
Frustrated, I stamped my feet on the tiled floor.
“Want to borrow my umbrella?” a familiar voice said. Irritation filled me so I decided to ignore him.
“Hey…” he tried to get my attention.
“No thanks.” I said.
“It’s already dark. You should be home by now. Your parents might worry of your whereabouts.” he said but I did not reply though I’m slightly annoyed and irritated by his presence.
“Hon…” he called.
I hissed. I’m not buying that stupid!
“Honey…” he called again.
I remain silent.
“Don’t ignore me Tiara!” he shouted that made me jump.
“What the heck---!” I cursed.
“I told you not to curse! And don’t ignore me like a concrete wall!” he said angrily.
“Can’t you feel that I’m not in the mood to talk?!” I shouted back at him.
“You’re not in the mood to talk or there’s something else?!” he asked as if he’s interrogating me.
“What are you trying to say? Will you just tell me straight to the point?” I said feeling cheesed-off.
He calmed himself before speaking. “You’re ignoring me, will you stop that?”
“Affected much?!” I hissed, shaking my head. “You know what Professor, if you want a playmate, don’t pick me. I’m not fond of games. Stop calling me with your fucking endearment and stop acting as if you’re my jealous boyfriend because YOU’RE NOT.” I told him, emphasizing the last two words.
“Who said that I’m playing a game? I’m not fond of games too Tiara. I’m not acting like a jealous boyfriend of yours because I’m more than that! Why don’t you try to remember IT?! Use this and go home safely.” he said pertaining to the umbrella then he walked away.
I was left dumbfounded. What is he saying?
A day has passed since that incident.
I observed my block mates who are busy doing their stuffs while we are in the classroom. They are busy because… ‘Math time will start soon.’
It is the time when I beckon all the gods to kill all those who have invented Mathematics. I may like Mathematics because of the Professor but I don’t feel like it, now. For Pete’s sake, I do not have an assignment. I badly need someone’s help!
I searched for my friends in the room, luckily, I spotted one.
“Hey Fauna, have you answered the assignment already?” I asked.
“I haven’t, I’m afraid I was about to ask you the same question.” she said.
I heaved a disappointed sigh. We only have 5 minutes left to find a source and to copy the source’s answers before the clock ticks at nine- thirty in the morning. But the problem is, who will that be?
“Hey Babes! I have an assignment. Do you want to copy from me?” said Flora. She’s also my friend, an intelligent close friend of mine. She is good in any subject EXCEPT Mathematics so it is surprising that she has a preparation today because usually she doesn’t care at all.
Fauna and I looked at her and asked in chorus, “From whom did you copy that?”
“Copy? What a word! ‘That’ doesn’t exist in my vocabulary, duh. Look, I answered it myself.” she proudly answered then flipped her long straight hair.
We took a glimpse but after a second, we glared at her. Both of us know that she is lying.
Flora stepped back a little then flashed us her guilty smile. She raised her two hands into two peace signs.
“Okay- okay… You win. I just copied from Zein Rose. This notebook is hers not mine. You can copy from that too. Our block mates already did.” she said in submission. She let out a nervous laugh after.
We snatched the notebook from her to start copying the answers. Our eyes are glued to the answers while our hands are busy copying it when Flora suddenly spoke. “Sometimes, I hate the two of you.” she said while pouting.
Fauna and I looked at each other then crossed our arms, turning at Flora’s direction.
“And why?” we asked lifting our eyebrows.
“Because you know me too well!” she replied as she rolled her eyes upward.
A moment of silence passed. Slowly a sweet smile formed on her lips.
“I love you both!” she said then opened her arms inviting us into a tight hug.
We happily hugged each other while giggling.
We have been friends for a year now and we enjoy each other’s company. They’re my treasures.
“Zein, I guess this notebook is yours.” I said, giving her the notebook.
She took it without saying a word. I smiled at her before taking my seat. By the way Zein Rose Monte Silva is my silent type seatmate. Her background is a mystery to everybody. She’s a naïve girl who seldom talks. We often times call her a loner because she never socialized with the group. Whenever there’s a get together such as outing, road trip or party, her presence is nowhere to be found. But she’s really intelligent and smart. Those are what I admire in her.
A teacher went inside our classroom.
“Good morning class.” said Professor Esquerra.
“Good morning Professor!” my classmates greeted him sprightly.
I wonder why Professor Jeremy Esquerra is here. I looked at my timepiece, Professor Fortez should be here already. I kept on tapping my arm chair while looking at the door. Though that guy pissed me off the other day, I can’t help to miss him. It’s not easy to throw one’s feelings into trash.
But I can’t help to think about what happened the other day in the lobby while it was raining cats and dogs.
What are we anyway? He said I am to nobody but his, just that. I’m confuse and the thing that he said that I should remember is another load to think of.
‘Who said that I’m playing a game? I’m not fond of games too Tiara. I’m not acting like a jealous boyfriend of yours because I’m more than that! Why don’t you try to remember IT?!....’ I remembered him said these words with so much emotion in his eyes.
‘Who said that I’m playing a game? I’m not fond of games too Tiara. I’m not acting like a jealous boyfriend of yours because I’m more than that! Why don’t you try to remember IT?!....’ I could foresee the emotion lurking in his eyes while saying those words. At that moment, I could foresee the emotion lurking in his eyes while saying those words. And those words never left my conscious mind since the night he had left me at the lobby. “Tiara!” a voice called out that broke me out of my thoughts. Breaking free from my trance, I turned my head toward the direction of that voice. “Zein!” I said out of surprise upon recognizing who it was. I definitely freaked out for I thought that it was someone else. I held my chest to help me calm myself but it is not effective. I feel like I’
“I’m serious here, hon.” he said. Oh shit! He’s really serious! I’m doomed! What am I going to do now?! He sounded so close and the hammering of my heart is not helping me either. His hot breath fanned the sensitive skin in my neck. The intoxicating feeling as it touched my skin made me open my eyes in an instant. “You’re stubborn.” said he. He heaved a sigh and shook his head as if expressing that I’m too impossible to deal with. ‘Stubborn?!’ my eyebrows met at what he called me. Annoyance is visible in my face as I looked at him. “Don’t look at me like that.” he said looking more annoyed than I am. I composed myself. I made sure that there wouldn’t be a hint of emotion in my voice when I replied, “Then, leave.” my eyes were as dead as a corpse too. He stared at me surprised, his eyes furrowed and his forehead creased. “Wait, now you’re mad at me?” he asked as if not believing what he is seeing in me.
I squinted my eyes at Sir Hart, well, I am more like glaring at him with my accusing eyes. I never told him anything about my background. It is obviously suspicious. He doesn’t look dangerous though so I don’t feel alarmed. He just comfortably sitting there. His lips are displaying a pleasant smile that any woman would love to see each day. His eyes are sparkling due to the light from the chandelier in the restaurant we are in. Is he my stalker? That thought almost made me roll my eyes to myself. I felt too conceited. He looked at me amused. “I didn’t lie. I’m actually here for vacation. You got it right, I am an agent but I filed a leave. I just want to enjoy life for a while. You’re too straight forward, Tiara. I haven’t encounter someone like you before.” he gently spoke while looking tenderly in my eyes. I gawked at him. “Should I panic now? You seemed to have background check me already before approaching me earlier.” I said sarcastically.
He tried to get near me again so I couldn’t help but to freak out. “Stay away from me!” I managed to say while trembling in so much fear. I had developed this kind of anxiety because my dad used to hit me whenever he was upset of something or whenever he wanted a plaything to pass the time… It was horrible and extremely terrifying. Totally lost in my thoughts, the images of my bad memories with my dad in the past three years formed in my mind. Opening my eyes, I was welcomed with the bright light. Only to recognize that it was from the lights inside the room. I was disoriented for a moment so I close my eyes once more. Hoping to see someone, I opened my eyes but only to be greeted by empty space. Feeling disappointed, I assessed the place where I was, instead. Judging by the white ceiling, four cornered walls, and the sound of a beeping monitor, I conclude that I was in one of the rooms of a hospital. I frowned. ‘Why would I be here?’
My breathing stopped. My eyes almost bulge out of their sockets. I am wondering if my ears heard him correct. I don’t know, maybe my hearing is just playing with me. Because I heard him just said he loves me. Can you believe it? ‘Cause I can’t! Most importantly, it is not quite normal for a college professor to say to his student. It is a sudden confession to at least time I expect it to occur. When in fact, it shouldn’t be! I could almost totally lost in my own thoughts if not because of the kind of stare he is giving me. The way his eyes stare is like he’s digging deeper into my soul. After several seconds of almost hyperventilating in my mind, I find the courage to meet his gaze. “Are you out of your mind, Professor?!” I asked in horror. He smirked at my reaction. “To answer that, my mind is completely intact and perfectly functioning so, no I’m not out of my mind.” he replied. The visible smirk is not leaving his face.
I let the warm water from the shower fall above my head and cascade down my body. My eyes are close, wishing to calm my nerves from being stiff. My mind is busy thinking of some diversions from what happened earlier in the living room.I click my tongue and heave a heavy sigh of frustration. I take a shower to calm myself and not to think of that heated scene. But then, my mind is out of my control that it ticks the memories of me and Professor Fortez on the sofa replaying in my head.I feel goose bumps as I can’t take to believe that I responded to his kisses. I don’t even know how I did it. Maybe it was my instincts doing. Or maybe it was just because Professor Fortez is a great kisser that he enticed me to respond to him. I don’t remember engaging myself into any sensual activity. That kiss was my first.I shake my head. Whatever the reason, I don’t want to remember it again. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t re
“My review quiz covers from chapter one of our lesson up to chapter six. I hope you have listed some important points in your notes since the beginning of our discussion.” Professor Fortez said sternly.Nobody dares to say a thing after that. My block mates are surprisingly in mute mode today. I know they are confuse like me as to why Professor Fortez suddenly changes his mood. I am bewildered too. But we don’t have a choice but to obey him.“No question? Let us start now. Number one, a blank is a collection or list of objects, quantities or numbers with specified properties. It is usually denoted by capital letters such as A, B, P, X and Y.” he stated the first question for the first number.My jaw automatically drops because of the type of test he uses. Of all the type of tests, why did he chooses to use the fill in the blanks type? I don’t have an idea where did he get that question. There are so many chap
Like a bucket of cold water suddenly washed over me, I felt numb. A surge of panic infiltrated my system as I remember the cold eyes I saw. Void with any emotion, they were like telling me that I have done something wrong. There is something inside of me that is making me want to follow him and leave my friends here. I know that I am not just imagining it. I can feel that he’s hurting. Knowing that I somewhat pained him, the more I’m wanting to explain this misunderstanding. “Does it tastes good? Did you like it?” my thoughts were interrupted by Mark. I give him a faint smile even though I am just force to do it hence I don’t want to be rude. He did nothing wrong with me. “The sandwich is delicious!” I told him though I can’t taste the sandwich anymore. My brain is focusing on something else right now. “Really? I made it myself and I’m glad that you liked it.” he said. His eyes are twinkling in delight. I didn’t respond but