LOGINThere's a lot of things about the university life that Vicky enjoys. But, going for a party isn't one of them. He'd much rather stay home and watch a series or wank to thoughts of Ander. "Are you ready?," Magnus asks walking into the room. Vicky groans for the millionth time that evening. "No because I have absolutely nothing to wear. Let me stay back please." He hugs his boyfriend looking for a way to convince him."Nope. We're all going," Jesse says before Magnus can succumb. "Left to you, Vicky wouldn't even breathe on his own."Magnus flips Jesse then turns to face his boyfriend. "You have to go out babe. This party is going to be fun. Anyone who is anyone will be there.""But I'm not anyone," he grumbles."Well," Jesse says interrupting the couple. "I came here to see if you could do anything with my nails. They look so bad."Jesse had decided to try out different styles, and he was in his effeminate era. It did get him a lot more attention from both genders, but nothing seriou
There's a bottle of scotch on the table in front of me. I haven't touched it and I don't think I have plans to. There's also 2 packs of cigarettes on the table. Those I have exhausted. In the 4 hours I've been sitting here, I have consumed 22 cigarettes. "Don't you think it's unhealthy for you to be smoking this much?"I turn my attention to Madeleine who doesn't look quite happy to see me. I look at her for a few seconds, shrug and go back to staring at nothing in particular. "I was talking to you Archer.""I'm not really in the mood okay? So go do whatever you were doing before coming here."She sighs agitatedly. "Do you care to explain what happened to you in prison? I know people can be traumatized from the prison life. Is that what happened to you? Are you traumatized?""Why do I feel like you're mocking me at this point? I've told you there's nothing wrong with me. I'm just stressed and that's why I'm smoking. Stop over exaggerating.""Caring about you is suddenly over exagger
I'm running. Like so fast I feel like my skin is going to tear apart. There's rain falling on me violently, but I don't let it stop me. I feel like I'm being chased. By a police officer, or strangely, a tiger. I don't stop till I trip on a branch and blackout. I open my eyes again, but this time I'm on a rug. I adjust my eyes to the bright light and realize I'm in the professor's house. There isn't any other place I could be that smells this good. I get up from the bed realizing I was just having a weird ass dream. There's no one else in the room because the two lovebirds are on the balcony cuddling. At this point, I've learnt to ignore them and carry on with my life. "Oh hey. You're finally up." Johnny greets as I waltz towards the fridge. I get a cup of yoghurt for my dry throat. "Yeah. I think I had a weird dream." I'm about to start talking about my dream, but cut myself halfway. Nobody cares about that in this room. Johnny smiles then focuses on his boyfriend. I try not to l
I just wanna close my eyes and sleep, but Archer is tapping me. I open them. "Lemme sleep a little. I'm exhausted."As shameful as it is, sex with Magnus compared to the Matheos brothers is child's play. So it does leave a bottom like me exhausted. Archer doesn't stop tapping me at this point. I roll over to my back for fear of snapping at him. He's smiling sheepishly. "There's cum in your ass. Let me get it out at least. You'll have a stomach ache by tomorrow."I'm confused by the aftercare, but I don't say anything. He leads me to the bathroom and bends in front of me. My whole body turns red from bashfulness. "Wh-what are you doing?" I stutter. "I just wanna get it out of you. Nothing more. Unless you want it."Well, 8 minutes later and Archer's bathroom wall is stained with cum. I'm surprised that much can come out of me. Archer pours it down with water and hands me a bath robe. It's very big but comfy. I go back to the room suddenly not drowsy anymore. My phone rings and it's
Many people have different opinions about my relationship with Magnus. Some say it's perfect because we never fight. Others say disagreements is what makes the relationship move forward. The second party better be right because that's what's happening right now. Magnus gifted me a pair of sunglasses a few days ago. It's not like they're horrible, but I told him it's more of Ander's style than mine. He then picked offense because yet again, I brought up Ander. In my defense, I didn't know I was doing it. I hugged him and coaxed him all night for him to drop it. Now, Magnus is pissed because the same sunglasses are the ones in Aubrey's most recent post. "She said she liked the style, it's not like I gave them to her. She was just borrowing it." As much as I hate confrontations, I'm not apologizing because I don't see what I've done wrong to be honest. "You're not getting it. I got you something and you feel it's just okay to give it some random person."I scoff. "Aubrey isn't some r
I make sure I'm out of the house before the sun rises. Even though I worked out a lot in prison, I never got the chance to run. I put on my running shoes and make a run for it. From my condo straight to school. And believe me, it's fucking far.The others have barely gotten to the court by the time I get there. And to think I thought I was late. I start with stretches and some breathing exercises like I didn't just run down here. The others get here and not a single one of them comes up to me to say hi. I went to prison not another planet. I ignore them and am about to get the ball when coach beckons me over. Maybe to tell me why the guys are being so cold to me. "Good morning sir. Wanted to get you your special diet Coke but I forgot. We can get it after practice." I'm beaming because I am so ready to get back in action. He looks at me, like he's struggling to say something. I wait patiently, my smile faltering. "Is there something you want to say?""You've been kicked out of the
Madeleine is gone by the time I'm awake. She's left me a text though saying she had an emergency class. I help myself to the bread and jam in the cupboard. While I eat, I check my phone. Nothing from anybody. I don't know what I was expecting. This all still feels like a fever dream. I get on my b
Jesse isn't Gideon. Jesse doesn't throw a fit. Jesse stays there, feet planted to the ground. For once in my life, I don't know what I'm supposed to do. Vicky has already stiffened. "What's going on here?"Beside Jesse is Gideon. He looks rather happy that this is happening. Somehow, I know he's i
My phone is in my hands as I stare at it. The lecture ended a few minutes ago, but I can't get myself to stand up. I'm to visit Archer today. I don't really want to, but mom says I should. I can't be a disappointment at all things. My initial plan was to visit Marcus. Just drown myself in earthly
I freeze. Like my body stops functioning. It's even more awkward because Ander is completely naked. He seems unbothered to say the least. "What is wrong with you?! What are you doing?!" Gideon screeches. He marches towards us and I instinctively use my hands to cover my face. He doesn't hit me, b