LOGINThirteen years ago, a single choice shattered their lives. Now, Aidan Vance is the king of Manhattan, and Kyle is an artist painting his pain in strokes of shadow and light. When fate forces them back into each other's orbit, the air between them crackles with a tension that neither can ignore. Aidan wants redemption; Kyle wants to forget. But as Aidan’s protection turns into an all-consuming fixation, they find themselves trapped in a web of secrets and unspoken desires. In a world of high-stakes business and underground art galleries, they will learn that the truth is more brutal than any canvas and that some obsessions never truly fade.
View MoreThe Egyptian silk sheet was a mess across the king-size bed. In the air lingered that typical trail of sex, sweat, and an expensive perfume that seemed to seep into the walls of the twentieth floor.
Beside me, the woman whose name I had to make an extra effort to remember,maybe Chloe or Claire,breathed deeply, her chest rising and falling in the rhythm of someone who had just reached the peak. She was flawless. The kind of perfection that money and an heir’s last name attract without any real effort required. Bringing a woman like her to my Upper East Side apartment had been a purely mechanical task. A longer gaze in the right lounge, a half-smile, and the keys to the Mercedes left on the marble counter. They always come. They always want to be part of Aidan Vance’s world. And she was good, I have to admit. Precise movements, commitment, and an audacity that would make any man beg for more. I made sure she got there,it’s a matter of honor, or perhaps ego. I like being the best at everything I do, and that includes making sure whoever occupies my bed leaves convinced they’ve lived the best night of their life. “That was… surreal, Aidan.” She whispered, her voice hoarse, before getting up and walking toward the marble bathroom. “I know. You were incredible.” I replied, using my best tone of voice and the smile I had already perfected. I heard the sound of water filling the bathtub. The moment the door closed, my smile collapsed instantly. The golden lie. I was exhausted, but not in the right way. My body relaxed against the mattress, yet my mind was racing at full speed, screaming the truth I tried to drown in luxury: I had faked it again. Once more, I performed the perfect climax, the well-timed moans, and the way I gripped her hips. All so she would feel like the most desired woman in the world. But inside? A cold emptiness. Nothing. I’m twenty-eight years old and I own everything money can buy. The Vance name opens doors most people don’t even know exist. I have the physique, the cars, and the respect of the market. But complete satisfaction is the only luxury my bank balance cannot purchase. The reason has a name, a date, and a scene that no five-hundred-dollar-an-hour therapy has managed to erase. It all goes back to that afternoon thirteen years ago. I was a fifteen-year-old teenager trying to prove a courage I didn’t possess. It wasn’t in a nice place, but in the cold half-light of an abandoned building a concrete skeleton where what I did and what I allowed to happen became my life sentence. Guilt is a parasite that feeds on any trace of pleasure. I’ve tried everything. Beautiful women, models, intellectuals. I even tried men once, in a moment of desperation to feel *anything*. It was a quick encounter in a private club. The result? Worse. An apathy bordering on discouragement,not because of the act itself, but because even that didn’t fill the hole I had dug for myself. The price of that afternoon in the abandoned building is this: being the perfect lover to hide the hollow man I’ve become. The bathroom door opened, releasing a warm mist scented with sandalwood. She stood in the doorway, her skin damp and glistening under the light, naked and completely at ease. Her look was that of someone who wanted another round. “The water’s perfect, Aidan.” She said, tilting her head in a way she thought was irresistible. “But the tub is way too big for just one person. Coming?” I felt the weight of mental exhaustion, but the “character” took control. I would never deny her this. I don’t deny pleasure to anyone who’s in my bed,it’s my way of serving my sentence. Being the master of other people’s satisfaction is the only mask I have left. I threw the sheet aside and stood up, letting her see the body I had sculpted like armor. “You’re insatiable.” I said, forcing a spark of desire into my eyes as I walked toward her. I would go. I would play my role perfectly. I would make her scream my name again. And in the end, I would still be the only one there feeling absolutely nothing.“I brag about being able to masturbate alone, about having control of my body in solitude… but I’ve never come with another person, Aidan,” he confessed, staring at me with a rawness that made my stomach knot. “Never. Not with Claire, not with the couples from my escort past… and least of all with my boyfriend. I’ve given myself, I’ve served, I’ve performed pleasure my entire life. But the moment of receiving, the moment of truly being with another person, I become a stone. I shut down. My mind locks itself in the dark.” The revelation fell between us like a shattered mirror. The pain of the man I had helped destroy thirteen years ago was there, bleeding in front of me, wearing a different mask from mine, but carrying the same weight of numbness. “This is destroying my relationship,” Kyle continued, his voice failing into an almost inaudible whisper. “He doesn’t understand. He thinks the problem is him. He thinks I don’t desire him… and I don’t know how to keep pretending that eve
“Look at me… it’s only because of me that you’re like this,” he provoked, his deep voice acting as a definitive anesthetic for my guilt. The friction became faster, the pleasure climbing my spine in violent, uncontrolled waves. My chest heaved, the muscles of my thighs locking as the peak approached with long strides. The mind that had spent more than a decade in the desert was now completely submerged in a perfect sensory storm. “Go on, Aidan… come for me,” Kyle commanded, giving the final psychological push I needed. I closed my fingers tightly around my cock and gave three quick thrusts into the air, releasing a loud roar that echoed through the room. The orgasm hit me with a liberating brutality, making my body arch on the sofa while hot jets of cum shot against my own abdomen and hand. I collapsed against the back of the sofa, completely drained, chest rising and falling violently. Kyle did not finish. He never even took his pants off or stroked himself to the end, but a
I gestured with my hand, indicating the interior of the living room, and walked over to the fine wooden bar to pour a double measure of whisky. The sound of the glass against the tumbler was the only noise that broke the tense silence. I handed him the drink, feeling the proximity of his body send a wave of electricity straight through my skin. “I’m surprised, I won’t lie,” I began, keeping my voice in the firm tone I still had left, even though my chest was hammering. “But… I’m happy with your visit, Kyle.” He accepted the glass, took a slow sip, and kept his green eyes locked on mine, analyzing every micro-expression on my face with surgical precision. “Have you seen Claire these past few days?” he asked, getting straight to the point. “No,” I answered, shaking my head. “We haven’t seen each other or gone out since that night.” “So you haven’t confirmed whether you can come alone with her? Without me around?” he continued, his voice dropping to a lower, almost investigativ
My eyes met Kyle’s over her head. He did not look the least bit regretful. On the contrary: his eyes analyzed me with an almost hungry intensity, as if he had just tasted something he had also been desiring in secret. The kiss had not been bad for him. It had been monumental for both of us. “Enough preliminaries,” Claire whispered, her voice trembling, freeing herself from the wine-colored silk robe and becoming completely naked before us. “I want both of you. Now.” Urgency took over the room. Kyle stood up and grabbed a bottle of body oil from the side table. I positioned myself in the center of the plush carpet, sitting cross-legged, my erect and pulsing cock releasing the excess tension. Claire moved with agility, climbing onto my lap. She aligned herself over me and descended slowly, taking my cock in all at once as she settled on my hips. She let out a sharp cry of pleasure, throwing her head back against my shoulder. I wrapped her waist with my hands, dictating a slow upward
The meeting with the Green-Tech board was supposed to be the highlight of my week, but I was just a body present, occupying a leather chair. While the directors discussed profit projections and sustainability margins, my mind was trapped on that sofa in the mountain house. Kyle’s touch, the sens
The next day was an exercise in psychological and physical torture. I sat at the head of the conference table at Vance Corp, surrounded by high-level executives and financial consultants, but my mind was miles away, trapped in the shadows of a side street and the leather seat of my Mercedes.I was
I was panting, my heart beating in my throat, feeling the weight of my own existence crashing down on me. The silence that followed inside the car was deafening.I had just experienced the most intense moment of my adult life with the ghost of my greatest crime, and he was still there, in the passe
The cold night air felt like it had frozen solid in my lungs as I closed the distance. Each step was a dull thud in my chest. I knew that slope of the shoulders. I knew that way of leaning against the world, as if always waiting for the next blow. “Hey…” His voice came out dragged, thick. “You
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