Raina~ I have never been a natural girl, all I do is try, try, and try. A lot of people judge me for who I am or the way I am. They say, whatever happened to me was my mistake and it should have made me sensible and mature now. But to their discontent, it made me more obnoxious and boastful. I think sadness is the only real thing in my life that exists and every other thing is an illusion. The way I have adopted sadness into every pore of my body and soul, I don't think any sort of happiness could remove it. Even though I do try to change and be good but it all goes into vain, so why try either? It's not like my efforts would make any dent in Agastya's hatred for me. He will always and forever hate me with every fiber of his body. Damn, he can't even bear to see my face. For the past two weeks, since he has come to his home, he has denied to see me. He leave for the hospital, before I wake up, he eat his dinner in his room, it feels like even the existence of my name make him re
♡Raina♡I injected insulin into my abdomen and wiped the tears from my cheeks. I closed my medical box, putting it aside. I lay on the bed and rested my head on the pillow.With shaky hands, I once again read the message on my phone. 'See you soon, Ray' I tossed the phone aside and closed my eyes letting tears fall from the corner of my eyes.I was seventeen, full of life and dreams. And one stupid decision ruined my life. Agastya, the sweet Gus purposed to me, but I was stupid enough to reject him just to come into a relationship with his elder brother.Angus Murad, an engineer, ten years older than me, was hired by my school. He was handsome, tall, and dark. But I never felt any attraction towards him. I was still young.He approached me and would talk to me sweetly. My friends liked him and slowly I started liking him too. C'mon Raina, look at him he is so dashing and all set in his career. And he likes you, what more do you want? My friend said and just like a fool I was, I agree
Agastya~(Past)"You are highly educated people , yet you want to marry off your young daughter, that too with me?" I say, keeping my voice calm. Because I respect this woman standing in front of me.But every word came out of her mouth is bullshitting me. " I know what I am doing, Agastya and I know the thing between you and Raina is a mess. But I can't trust her with anyone other than you, I have my faith in you. Please don't deny it." she says her voice trembling and eyes filled with tears. Fuck."Ma'am, please don't put me in this dilemma, I respect you but what you are proposing is impossible. If you would've said this two years ago, I would have agreed because things were different back then. But now..." I say and sighed. "I know what happened two years ago, Agastya. What happened between you and her,her and your brother's relationship. I know it all, but can't we forget that? I know I am being selfish, but I am a mother and I am dying" she whispered.I gulped painfully, she is
~Raina~I stared at the man in front of me, my eyes burning, Raina...your mother, she is no more, how dare he say that. Anger erupted inside me like molten lava. I raise my hands and started hitting his chest with my fist."Why would you say something like that, why why why?" I shouted and keep hitting him. How can he be so heartless? He grabs my arms harshly, stilling me. I shake my head, not believing the word he said. He is lying, it can't be true. My mama, I talked to her yesterday. I sobbed as he pulled me into his embrace gliding his hand up and down on my back. I clutched the collar of his shirt. "Please tell me, that it's a lie, please" I begged."I am sorry" he whispered.I break down, my mama, my everything, she is no more. It can't be true, she can't leave Raina alone. She knows I can't live without her even a single day. Agastya must have misheard. I know my mama must be waiting for me. I couldn't meet her yesterday but I will meet her now."Take me home, please" I whis
~Raina~I licked the tip of my finger which was covered in the spice of Cheetos. I dreamily look at Emily's white skirt with red hearts knitted on. A sigh escapes from my lips. There was a time when I used to wear cute little clothes. This was my philosophy that 'The short the better'. But now I only wear these silk or cotton long boring dresses. Because I can't afford to provoke male species with my clothing. I continued watching my episode of Emily in Paris while eating Cheetos. Alfie is super hot but I will always be in the team Gabriel. He is so handsome and gives the sweet boy next door vibes which he is. I was so immersed in watching that I didn't even hear the footsteps. The lights of the hall turned on and he plugged out the wire, causing the television to turn off.I sat uptight and frowned at him,"Why would you do that?" I ask. "Have you seen the time, it's five in the morning". He says, and his voice hard and raspy. This is the first time he talked to me first after wa
Raina~ His hazels bored into mine, burning with passion and the need to burn me with him, my heartbeat was running a marathon and sweat rolled from my head as I was feeling so hot. His huge tanned body, naked precisely hovered above me, without breaking our eye contact, "I want to ravish, you" that's what he said before leaning down and capturing my aroused nipple between his teeth and pulling it. I yelped, with a sudden sting but sighed as he licked my nipple, soothing it with his wet mouth. My core throbbed and I felt wetness gushing out from my throbbing hole and burning hole as he took my whole boob in his mouth and sucked on it hard. I arched my back and a moan escaped from my lips, as he played, pinched, and rolled my other nipple while sucking and biting on my boob like a baby. I grabbed his hair as he gave a good suction to my tits, making me a hot mess, I yanked his hair up, making him look at me "I want you, please" I whispered and a smirk formed on his lips, his hand t
Raina~His body stiffens and his hold tightens around my body. "Fuck" he cursed under his breath and kissed my temple while smoothing my hair and dress. I inhaled a deep breath, and the smell of my arousal still lingered in the kitchen. I grab the counter cloth and tuck it inside his scrubs, hiding his still hard-on and the wet patch. A low chuckle escapes from his lips and I huffed. No one should blame me, I am very protective of my husband, and it's my responsibility to protect his dignity from some random woman. I jumped down from the slab and look at the woman in the same scrubs as Agastya. Her black orbs traveled over my body and a pained expression flashed across her face. Her chin quivered and a loud sob escapes from her lips, she ran to my husband and wrapped her arms around him and sobbed. I gritted my teeth, as anger started to build up inside me. I know I shouldn't be bothered by this, they seem like a colleagues but, how dare she?My heart clenched, and I bit my lip,
Raina~I gaze in awe from the balcony at the couple who are playing badminton in the colony. I know them, Shreya and Amit. They are new in States, came here to complete their further education from India. They are the most adorable couple, living in the nearby home.A chuckle escapes from my lips as I watch the kids play, and fought. Older people meander on the street. I love to come at night in the balcony and see people having a good time in our nearby community park. I huffed and fanned my face. It was extremely hot today. I grab my hair and tied them into a high bun. I stiffened as the familiar scent hit my nostrils."Here" I heard the soft feminine voice and I rolled my head to see her. Soft brown eyes already grazing into mine. A soft smile played on her beautiful thin lips. I took the glass of mango juice from her and bring it to my mouth, diverting my attention to the commotion. No matter what, one thing is clear, she is a good cook. She has magic in her hands."So, how it's