Heartbreaker Wife

Heartbreaker Wife

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"Listen...and listen to me carefully Raina...You are my wife and I am a very possessive man, so, don't ever forget that you are mine...only mine. Understand?" I peered into his dark gaze which held so much possessiveness for me and I couldn't help but feel scareda.I timidly nodded. "You better understand"... Two broken hearts, a bad past, an arrange marriage. Will these hearts ever mend ? Or they will damage beyond repairs.

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Chapter 1

Wounded Butterfly

Raina

There is a thing about butterflies, they use the colors on their wings to attract potential mates. Isn't it wonderful that I do the same? But the only difference between me and butterfly is that my attraction lands me in trouble.

I stared into my reflection in the mirror, to others I look like a beautiful butterfly with my long straight brown hair cascading down to my hips, my leaf-like hazel green eyes, and my pink-dewy skin tone. I look colorful but my life is shadowed by darkness.

I grab the mascara from the dressing table and coated my eyelashes with it making them pop. I started braiding my hair. No one would believe that I am the same Raina I was two years ago. The only difference is she was lively, she had dreams, and she used to feel like a true butterfly who wanted to fly high in the sky. And now I am just a shallow person whose wings are broken. My heart and my soul is wounded.

But I bought it upon myself. Only if I acted with maturity than I wouldn't be sitting in front of the mirror in an blush pink dress reaching below my knees, geting ready for my engagement. Only if I wasn't such a desperate.

"You will make the prettiest bride in the world, Ray". Mama whispered and placed her hand on my shoulder. Tears gathered in my eyes and I tried blinking them back.

"Hey, my lovely daughter don't cry". Mama crouched down next to me and wiped tears from my cheeks. Her warm fingers caressed my cheeks. I look into her warm brown pools ,filled with tears. Isn't it ironic that she is telling me not to cry but she is herself shedding tears?

"I don't deserve him, mama, please stop this marriage". My voice trembled. "Why?" her question perplexed me taking me off guard. How can she even ask 'why'?

"You know... mama, what I have done to him, how much I have hurt him, and I am going to do it again and he doesn't deserve to be hurt".

"What happened was in the past, Raina. He agreed to this marriage, so, please, I beg you don't try to ruin it and start focusing on making your life better". She says, her voice hard. My lips trembled and my chin quivered as a loud sob escaped from my throat.

I wrap my arms around her waist and buried my face in her stomach. Why can't I just stay baby or stay in her warm womb forever?

"Two years ago you made a mistake a grave mistake. Everyone makes mistakes, Raina but everyone also deserves a second chance. And this is your chance to live, make it worth." She says her voice trembling, she pats my head gently and I tighten my hold around her waist.

I don't want to leave my home, I don't want to leave my mama, my dad, or my family. I can't live without them. How am I gonna survive this marriage when I never wanted to marry?

I close my eyes and exhaled a long sigh. I felt warm fingers grazing my forehead. "Your look was incomplete without this," she says softly and pressed her lips on my forehead. I opened my eyes and glanced in the mirror, my gaze fell upon the diamond necklace , same pattern as the same embroidery on my silk bodycon dress. I indeed look beautiful outside but I feel ugly inside because I am about to ruin someone's life.

"Let's go, they are waiting". She says and holds my hand in hers, I felt her palms getting sweaty like mine. We both nodded at each other and walked out of the room.

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(Past)

"I love you, Raina..." I stood there stunned in the middle of the parking lot surrounded by my best friends. Anna and Paul.

Did he just say he loves me? But how can he? My heart thumped in my chest and I gulped down looking at him. His warm brown pools bored straight into mine. I've always loved his eyes, they reflect so much sincerity and warmth.

"What are you saying, Agastya"? I ask my voice coming out shaky. I just hope he is joking. "I know it is shocking even to me also. Because I never thought I will ever be able to love anyone. But you made me realize that it can be possible, when I saw you for the first time, and since then you have made your home in my heart, you reside in it. This organ beats for you, Raina Aaron. I love you." He says and a sweet hopeful smile graced his lips.

My heartbeat quaked at his words, and my palms began to sweat. I don't know what to do. I've never been in this kind of situation. I rolled my head to the side and saw both of my friends had mocking smiles on their mouths.

"Well, Dr. Agastya, we appreciate that you are in love with our sweet Raina but sorry to say, Raina, can't love a man like you, right Raina". Anna says and bit her lip as if she is trying to control her laughter. Why would she say something like this?

"Well, Ms. Falcon , I think Raina is very much capable of taking her own decisions". Agastya says, his voice hard and jaw clenched.

I curled my palms into fists. I don't know what to do, I can't hurt him. He means a lot to me. But I can't let myself be embarrassed in front of my friends, they matter to me more. I've known them for a long time and I can't let them down.

I let out a sigh and look at him. "Agastya, I appreciate your feelings for me but we can't be together, I am sorry," I say, these words felt heavy on my tongue as they slip out of my mouth.

He stares into my eyes, calmly and it broke me. "Why?" he whispers looking straight into my eyes. "Because I don't want to". I say.

"Did I do something wrong, Raina? Don't you like me ?" he says his voice thick with emotions. "I like you but it doesn't mean I love you Raghav. Please stop embarrassing me, and go from here."

"So, you are embarrassed because of me, you are embarrassed because I confessed my feelings to you, did you forget every moment we shared". I flinched at his harsh tone.

"What good moments you are talking about Agastya. Stop with your pathetic lies, you disgust me. Do you think I Raina Aaron will ever be with a man like you, what you have, huh? Can you give me all the luxuries like my dad, or can you even protect me like my brother, you don't even look good, your face is so ugly. You don't possess a single quality, Agastya. So, fucking get out of here." I say and crossed my arms in front of my chest. And raised my eyebrows waiting for him to go.

I heard a series of chuckles escaping from my friends. My breath got stuck in my throat as I saw tears glisten in his eyes under the glasses. He smiled at me and turned around walking away.

This is the right way to make him dislike me.

He is not ugly, he has the most beautiful features in the world. He is a genius. He is a fucking genius but I can't be with him I don't love him but why do I feel as if I have committed the worst mistake of my life. I don't feel good. I hurt him badly.

I just hope he gets over it.

(Past Ends)

***

Our eyes clashed together boring into each other and bringing back so many memories. I lower down my gaze facing the floor not being able to continue to stare into his eyes.

His eyes, those beautiful brown orbs which used to fill with warmth, love, liveliness, and happiness now look dead. As if he is alive but dead inside.

And it was all my mistake. I am the reason.

"Raina, love go and sit beside Agastya". I heard my dad. I nodded and got up from the sofa and sat beside him leaving an appropriate distance between us.

We sat quietly as our families started doing the spiritual rituals of the ceremony. Engagement is the first step toward our wedding. From today and till death we both are going to tie to each other. If the circumstances will be good enough.

Once the ceremony ended everyone moved to the dining room and I just sat there. He didn't even talk to me. His cold behavior irked me. But I can understand.

He is not the same boy anymore. He has changed. He is a man now, a very good-looking man. Above six feet tall, with glowing olive-tan skin, and wavy black hair combed back, he has manly peppered stubble. His sharp features are alluring, gracing beautifully on his face. And that sensual body, God, those big veiny arms, and muscles rippling through his shirt. He must be hard inside too.

How can a man change in just two years? That too in the finest specimen. He looks like a sin that I am craving to taste, to feel, to hold. And to make him mine solely.

I fanned my face with my hands and tried to blink back the tears which are about to spill out. How could I think about him like this? Even after what I have done to him.

He changed himself inside out. He is a Surgeon, and the most handsome man I've ever seen. But I don't deserve this beauty. I will only bring disaster into his life.

I wish I could go back in time and change certain unfortunate things that happened in my life.

I wish I have never dated Agastya's elder brother which changed my whole life drastically. I wish I could change it all.

But mama was right I can take hold of my life. I can change it for the better. I have hurt Agastya before, but now I can change it. I can make him fall in love with me again or at least like me.

Some of my dreams are crushed, and my wings are broken. But I can be a good wife at least. I know he hates me right now and I don't even know why he agreed to this marriage. Maybe because of my dad, after all Agastya respect him as his mentor. Or maybe because he pities me because no one would want me to be the daughter-in-law of their family.

I was admired by everyone around me, my mama and dad loved me more than anything else in the world. But now I am the black sheep of the family, I have brought disgrace upon my family. I am a girl with a loose character.

But I have to make it right for my family and most importantly for Agastya. I can't disappoint him or anyone anymore.

If he has chosen me I will forever be grateful to him. I will try my best to be a good wife. I will make our marriage work.

I will write my new story now, I have buried my dreams in the corner of my heart a long time ago. But now I will live for my new dreams that is to be the best wife in this world.

(Past will be designated in italics)

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what a great book
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very engrossing story..
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Just read the new update and it was awesome, I really like the Raina character.
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Wounded Butterfly
RainaThere is a thing about butterflies, they use the colors on their wings to attract potential mates. Isn't it wonderful that I do the same? But the only difference between me and butterfly is that my attraction lands me in trouble. I stared into my reflection in the mirror, to others I look like a beautiful butterfly with my long straight brown hair cascading down to my hips, my leaf-like hazel green eyes, and my pink-dewy skin tone. I look colorful but my life is shadowed by darkness.I grab the mascara from the dressing table and coated my eyelashes with it making them pop. I started braiding my hair. No one would believe that I am the same Raina I was two years ago. The only difference is she was lively, she had dreams, and she used to feel like a true butterfly who wanted to fly high in the sky. And now I am just a shallow person whose wings are broken. My heart and my soul is wounded.But I bought it upon myself. Only if I acted with maturity than I wouldn't be sitting in fro
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Begin Again
RainaWith each passing minute, my anxiety and fear grew. I should be feeling positive, but I don't. Rounding around the sacred fire every promise we uttered to hold each other in sickness, cherish each other, love each other, bring happiness into our lives, to be faithful to each other. Filled trepidation in my veins. Every promise let out from his mouth was filled with confidence and sincerity. Not once did his voice shake. And here I am every vow I took with nervousness, my voice trembling with apprehension. I stood there with my now husband touching elders' feet and taking blessings to have a blissful married life. Not many people were invited. Only family and some of the family friends. My wedding is an intimate ceremony. Not that I am complaining."Raina will you come with me for a minute". I look at Trupti my eldest sister. And nodded. I glanced at my husband who was busy , talking to his aunt. I sighed, he wouldn't even notice if I would go away forever."What"? I ask. My si
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Princess
AgastyaThe car came to the halt in front of my apartment. Finally, I heaved a relaxed sigh. "We have reached," I say and unlocked the car door and opened it. I stepped out of the car and started walking towards my home. Which was still decorated in all shimmery fairy lights and flowers.I unlocked the door and stepped inside the home. At least, the insides look normal. My home is small with two rooms on the first floor and three on the ground. But it does have all the luxorious along with maroon mahogany furniture. "Our home is pretty". I gulped as I heard her sweet voice. Our home. About two years ago I saw the dream that one day I will have my own home with the woman I love. That will be ours. And unfortunately, that dream came true today. Only this time I didn't want to share this home with her. If it wasn't for her mother who almost begged me to marry her daughter I would have never married the woman who broke me first.I climbed the stairs and walked to my room. I pick out my n
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Feelings
Raina~ I applied khol in my eyes, making my hazel green eyes look electric. There is a thing about makeup of married woman, it makes you look powerful and beautiful. I touched my bare neck, red rashes were still looking as if I have dusted pink blush. I sighed and pick the diamond necklace adorned with ruby beads and wore it. It was the wedding gift from Tara. I glance at my reflection in the mirror. My brown hair was tied into a neat sleek bun and the flower clip was securely pinned on the bun. My khol-clad eyes looked more electric and prominent. My lips were tainted with a maroon lipstick. I pick out the black kitty heels in contrast to the color of my blush pink silk gown with a modest neck line. I look good, I can rock my reception, and I can face people. I chanted these words like a mantra, until I heard the car honk. I hurriedly walked out of my room and stopped dead on track as I watched my husband talking to someone on the phone. There was an angry frown on his face. H
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Comforting In Pain
~Raina~A week ago I had the feeling, that my husband could possibly have feelings for me. But oh boy, how wrong I was. My husband is still the Doctor grumpy Murad who doesn't give a shit about what I do.He didn't even tell me to make him breakfast again because I didn't make him for the first day. Back at home, I have never even turned on the gas how could I make something here? I don't know about household work."Don't think too much, Raina. One day you will make my Gus happy by making his favorite food" my mother-in-law says and blew air on the spoon and then gave it to me to taste.The hot spicy taste of sause burst on my taste buds. "Hmm, it's tasty mummy". I say and my mother-in-law smiled at me and got back to her work.Today, some of the international doctors are coming to Agastya's home for dinner, and my husband dearest has asked my mother-in-law for help because his wife is not capable enough. And, sadly it's true."You go get ready, and wear something in green, it's Gus's
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Ashamed
Raina~Tying up my Carmel hair into a high bun, I stepped into the jacuzzi and slid myself into the lukewarm water infused with lily-scented water bombs. I closed my eyes and rested my head, listening to Gracie Abrams, it's okay, the pain will go away soon, don't worry just relax. My mouth stretched into a smile as I could still hear the soothing yet worried voice of my husband in the back of my head. The whole night, I slept in his arms and he continued to gently massage my belly to soothe me from the pain, I don't even know if he slept or not but the one thing I am sure of that he was there with me the whole night. I have craved the caring touch of another human being for two years, no one was there for me but now I have someone who would care for me despite everything.Last night I pulled down the guard he was holding up against me and his worried eyes and calm actions proved that he could handle me in every situation. And I must thank my parents for taking this decision for me,
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Do you care?
Raina~ I swim across the pool, swinging my hands and flapping my legs in the water, the chill breeze along with cold water splashed over my face from time to time, giving me the perfect release for dopamine.Night swimming is a good stress reliever, the relaxation it gives in your body and mind is just commendable. I took a long breath and ducked into the water, holding my breath I let myself free, free of any motion and movement. I closed my eyes as I float, it's so serene out here, away from the chaos of my life. Away from the painful memories, away from him. It may be temporary, but sometimes temporary is the only thing that works in your life, this short period gives you, a hefty amount of time to think about the future, for your dreams.But alas! I think I don't even deserve that, I swam to the edge of the pool as I felt him dipping in. I felt him swim past me, the splash of water from his movement touched my back. I stood there, drinking my avocado and berries smoothie, he d
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Never Ever
Raina~I let the tears fall from the corner of my eyes, letting the pillow soak them I should have never agreed to let my son marry you, You are a stupid bitch those words are still haunting me. But the words from my mother in law doesn't affect me as much as the sad eyes of Agastya, do you care? How can a little phrase be so painful? And why would he feel like that? I never told him to eat that damn food. Those hazel eyes are still flashing across my eyes every now and then, I am just so unable to get rid of them and it's hurting me. Did he think that I wouldn't care? I do care, I care a lot. He must have also thought that I have done all of this intentionally, but it's not true, I can never hurt anyone like this, not to the extent where their life is at risk. I am not that insensitive. With shaky hands, I grab my mobile and turned it on. So many missed calls from, Mom and my sister but none from Agastya's family. Not even Kaia called me. Agastya has been living at his parent's
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Pathetic
Raina~ I have never been a natural girl, all I do is try, try, and try. A lot of people judge me for who I am or the way I am. They say, whatever happened to me was my mistake and it should have made me sensible and mature now. But to their discontent, it made me more obnoxious and boastful. I think sadness is the only real thing in my life that exists and every other thing is an illusion. The way I have adopted sadness into every pore of my body and soul, I don't think any sort of happiness could remove it. Even though I do try to change and be good but it all goes into vain, so why try either? It's not like my efforts would make any dent in Agastya's hatred for me. He will always and forever hate me with every fiber of his body. Damn, he can't even bear to see my face. For the past two weeks, since he has come to his home, he has denied to see me. He leave for the hospital, before I wake up, he eat his dinner in his room, it feels like even the existence of my name make him re
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Whoring
♡Raina♡I injected insulin into my abdomen and wiped the tears from my cheeks. I closed my medical box, putting it aside. I lay on the bed and rested my head on the pillow.With shaky hands, I once again read the message on my phone. 'See you soon, Ray' I tossed the phone aside and closed my eyes letting tears fall from the corner of my eyes.I was seventeen, full of life and dreams. And one stupid decision ruined my life. Agastya, the sweet Gus purposed to me, but I was stupid enough to reject him just to come into a relationship with his elder brother.Angus Murad, an engineer, ten years older than me, was hired by my school. He was handsome, tall, and dark. But I never felt any attraction towards him. I was still young.He approached me and would talk to me sweetly. My friends liked him and slowly I started liking him too. C'mon Raina, look at him he is so dashing and all set in his career. And he likes you, what more do you want? My friend said and just like a fool I was, I agree
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