Agastya
The car came to the halt in front of my apartment. Finally, I heaved a relaxed sigh. "We have reached," I say and unlocked the car door and opened it. I stepped out of the car and started walking towards my home. Which was still decorated in all shimmery fairy lights and flowers.I unlocked the door and stepped inside the home. At least, the insides look normal. My home is small with two rooms on the first floor and three on the ground. But it does have all the luxorious along with maroon mahogany furniture. "Our home is pretty". I gulped as I heard her sweet voice. Our home. About two years ago I saw the dream that one day I will have my own home with the woman I love. That will be ours.And unfortunately, that dream came true today. Only this time I didn't want to share this home with her. If it wasn't for her mother who almost begged me to marry her daughter I would have never married the woman who broke me first.I climbed the stairs and walked to my room. I pick out my night clothes from the closet and went into the bathroom and locked the door. This whole costume is suffocating me reminding me of what I have done.I turn on the shower and closed my eyes as cold water run down my body. Calming my nerves in the summer of April.Coming out of the bathroom, I heard the clinking sound of bangles. She is here. My wedding was not a dream, it was real. I look at my new bride standing on the doorstep, removing bangles from her dainty hands and throwing them on the bed. I gritted my teeth."Where is my room?" she asks. I scoffed, her room. Wasn't husband and wife supposed to sleep together?I walked towards her and smirked as she gulped and fidgeted with the hem of her veil."Doesn't your mama tell you that husband and wife sleep together?" I ask. It's not like that I am interested in sharing my bed with her, but still I want to know her precious thoughts."Back at home, I had my own room, and from now on it's my home, I want my room here". She exclaimed. I rolled my eyes at her. Did she think that she would get everything here that she had at her dad's mansion?"What if you have to sleep here, on this bed, with me, would that be an inconvenience to you, princess?" I bit my lower lip as I watched her gritting her teeth."I don't want to sleep with you".My jaw clenched and I stepped closer to her, our bodies touched. I towered over her. Her words are blow to my gut, and my ego."Come again, Raina". I gritted out. Her leaf-like hazel green eyes clad with khol bored into mine, ferociously."I don't fucking want to sleep with you, Agastya. Is that hard to understand?"I grab her jaw and dug my fingertips into her cheeks. Anger bubbled inside me like a molten lava. The vein in my head throbbed painfully. Did she just dare to say it on my face?I peered into her eyes which brimmed with tears. I dug my fingertips in her cheeks more making those glossy red full lips to pout. Tears rolled down from the corner of her eyes. Her cheeks flushed. So fucking beautiful.I bent down and pressed my lips on the crook of her swan-like neck. I inhaled the jasmine scent and bit on her delicately soft neck making her whimper.I grab her wrist pushed them against her chest making those beautiful swells to pop out more. She has grown up as a woman. I peppered her neck with kisses. Desires swirled inside me. Those dark desires which I chained are now trying to unchained. The beast inside me wants to devour this she devil.She writhes in my hold, I pressed my body more to her crushing her hands between us.Her beautiful flesh was decorated with diamonds. Indicating that her daddy dearest would even let her bath in diamonds if she wants. She got everything she desired. She was born with a fucking golden spoon in her mouth. But she has to change if she wants to live here."You are hurting me, Agastya". She rasped. I left her neck with a sloppy pop. Red blush coated the spot of her neck. So fucking sensitive."And I am gonna hurt you more if you don't watch your fucking mouth". A loud sob escaped from her throat. Her chest rise and falls."This is my home, Raina. I am the boss here. You may be the princess of your home but here you have to earn to live, if not, then you have to live on my rules.And, don't forget that we are married now. And as a husband, I have fucking rights on you. I can bend you and take you like a whore and you can't deny but serve me your duty. But you know what my mother raised me better, so I am not going to fucking rape you in the name of rights.But, the next time when you open this big mouth of yours, makes sure it warps around my cock. Where it belongs."I leave her jaw and saw the marks on her cheeks. Her face is red and wet with tears. Her lips trembled and her chin quivered. She looks at me with so much sadness that it made my own heart to beat fast.I glared at her and ushered her out of my room. She doesn't want to sleep with me, so be it. "You can have any room in this house, but remember this room will never be yours. You will never set your foot inside my room. You don't want to be with me, fine by me." I gritted out venomous words. I know I am being harsh but she deserves it. I ran my fingers through my hair and sighed trying to calm my nerves."Agastya... I " I glared at her. Why does she have to be so fucking annoying? "Get lost from here, Raina. I have a job to do. I don't have time for your patheticness. And yeah, I like my breakfast at sharp seven. Don't forget, wife" .I say and closed the door in her face.˙❥˙I fixed my tie and walked out of the room. I was already late. Today, I have an important meeting with the board of directors. I climbed down the stairs. There was dead silence in the house.I clenched my jaw and walked toward the corner room and opened it slightly, only to find a little bundle sleeping on the bed. I strolled inside the room and stood near the bed. Her face was peeking out from the comforter.Her tear-strained pink cheeks indicating that she cried a lot last night. My gaze fell on the asthma pump and dozen tablets on the nightstand. Guilt weighed upon my chest. I shouldn't have lost my temper. I sighed and walked out of the room and closed the door slowly.I should have known better a princess who never even had to get a glass of water by herself. How could she just get up and make breakfast? That too for me. It is hopeless.' ❥ 'I sipped on my warm tea. And a calm sensation ran through my body, relaxing me. Teas are magical. I glanced out of the glass window of my office. Droplets of rain slid on the window.I close my eyes listening to old classic hits. Recalling the best memories of my life.The cold droplets of monsoon rain pinched on my face as I stand under the rain in the loan. Capturing the most beautiful sight in my mind.'Her white dress clung to her body like a second skin. Every beautiful curve of her body looked more clear through wet clothes which are now see-through. The flare of her short dress hikes up to her hips as she jumped and twirled. Her dewy skin glowed and got flushed red.She likes to tease, she wears very short clothes and I like them. I know I am being a pervert, but you can't help and ogle at such a beauty like her."Raina, come inside you'll get sick". I shouted. She glances at me and her eyes widened and a goofy grin took over her face. She ran towards me. I gulped as I watched her sweet little body, and those sensual curves of her blossoming body swayed.Fuck I am such a mess. Shivers ran down my spine as she took my hands in hers and drag me into the middle of the loan. "Raina, let's go inside, you will catch the fever, and your mother will scold me," I say. No matter how much I am enjoying this I can't jeopardize her health.She shook her head and put her hands on my waist and started swaying her body. "Oh, c'mon sir, mama is not here. Let the girl enjoy her life." I gritted my teeth, she doesn't have to remind me that I am her teacher. And my thoughts for her are not holy. I sighed and tired to hold her hand, so that we can go inside.I tried to move but a foot slipped and I fall on the ground on my back along with Raina on top of me. Her hands sprawled on my chest and wet locks stuck in front of her eyes.I stared at her beautiful face and removed the strand of hairs away. Her alluring hazel-green orbs bored straight into mine. The pointed tip of her nose turned red so did her round cheeks. Involuntary my gaze traveled to her sensual lips. They parted and small gasps left from them.They looked so red and juicy that I want nothing but to eat them the whole day. Sensing my gaze on her she leaned down and pressed those buttery lips on mine. Our lips just locked together sending warm currents into her bodies.She pulls away and put her head on my chest and I also wrapped my arms around her and glided my hands up and down on her back. Savoring the heavenly moment."This was my first kiss" she says."This was my first kiss too"...***That memory is still vivid in my mind. I still imagine those sinful lips at night.I passed my high school at the age of fifteen and cleared the national medical exam at sixteen and at twenty-one, I get a degree of MBBS. And now I am the youngest surgeon in my unit. I know I am genius and there is no denying in it.I met Raina for the first time when she was just seventeen and I was twenty-two. I still remember, her throwing tantrums in that short denim dress. Her father Dr. Mihir Aaron my mentor approached me to teach her daughter science and mathematics.It was an attraction at first sight and then gradually turned into love and desires. I know we are only five years apart. But still, I was her tuition teacher and she was soon to be eighteen.After that kiss in the rain, I thought she liked me and like a fool I confessed all my feelings to her. Only for her to crush them brutally.Yes, I was upset that she turned me down but what crushed me and broke me was. When she came into a relationship with my brother who was ten years older than her.And it is the most heartless thing to do to someone. And now even after marrying her which I have always wanted. I am not happy. She has chained my heart.She has forced me to up my guard and I will not let her down my shield, just to kill it once again.Raina~ I applied khol in my eyes, making my hazel green eyes look electric. There is a thing about makeup of married woman, it makes you look powerful and beautiful. I touched my bare neck, red rashes were still looking as if I have dusted pink blush. I sighed and pick the diamond necklace adorned with ruby beads and wore it. It was the wedding gift from Tara. I glance at my reflection in the mirror. My brown hair was tied into a neat sleek bun and the flower clip was securely pinned on the bun. My khol-clad eyes looked more electric and prominent. My lips were tainted with a maroon lipstick. I pick out the black kitty heels in contrast to the color of my blush pink silk gown with a modest neck line. I look good, I can rock my reception, and I can face people. I chanted these words like a mantra, until I heard the car honk. I hurriedly walked out of my room and stopped dead on track as I watched my husband talking to someone on the phone. There was an angry frown on his face. H
~Raina~A week ago I had the feeling, that my husband could possibly have feelings for me. But oh boy, how wrong I was. My husband is still the Doctor grumpy Murad who doesn't give a shit about what I do.He didn't even tell me to make him breakfast again because I didn't make him for the first day. Back at home, I have never even turned on the gas how could I make something here? I don't know about household work."Don't think too much, Raina. One day you will make my Gus happy by making his favorite food" my mother-in-law says and blew air on the spoon and then gave it to me to taste.The hot spicy taste of sause burst on my taste buds. "Hmm, it's tasty mummy". I say and my mother-in-law smiled at me and got back to her work.Today, some of the international doctors are coming to Agastya's home for dinner, and my husband dearest has asked my mother-in-law for help because his wife is not capable enough. And, sadly it's true."You go get ready, and wear something in green, it's Gus's
Raina~Tying up my Carmel hair into a high bun, I stepped into the jacuzzi and slid myself into the lukewarm water infused with lily-scented water bombs. I closed my eyes and rested my head, listening to Gracie Abrams, it's okay, the pain will go away soon, don't worry just relax. My mouth stretched into a smile as I could still hear the soothing yet worried voice of my husband in the back of my head. The whole night, I slept in his arms and he continued to gently massage my belly to soothe me from the pain, I don't even know if he slept or not but the one thing I am sure of that he was there with me the whole night. I have craved the caring touch of another human being for two years, no one was there for me but now I have someone who would care for me despite everything.Last night I pulled down the guard he was holding up against me and his worried eyes and calm actions proved that he could handle me in every situation. And I must thank my parents for taking this decision for me,
Raina~ I swim across the pool, swinging my hands and flapping my legs in the water, the chill breeze along with cold water splashed over my face from time to time, giving me the perfect release for dopamine.Night swimming is a good stress reliever, the relaxation it gives in your body and mind is just commendable. I took a long breath and ducked into the water, holding my breath I let myself free, free of any motion and movement. I closed my eyes as I float, it's so serene out here, away from the chaos of my life. Away from the painful memories, away from him. It may be temporary, but sometimes temporary is the only thing that works in your life, this short period gives you, a hefty amount of time to think about the future, for your dreams.But alas! I think I don't even deserve that, I swam to the edge of the pool as I felt him dipping in. I felt him swim past me, the splash of water from his movement touched my back. I stood there, drinking my avocado and berries smoothie, he d
Raina~I let the tears fall from the corner of my eyes, letting the pillow soak them I should have never agreed to let my son marry you, You are a stupid bitch those words are still haunting me. But the words from my mother in law doesn't affect me as much as the sad eyes of Agastya, do you care? How can a little phrase be so painful? And why would he feel like that? I never told him to eat that damn food. Those hazel eyes are still flashing across my eyes every now and then, I am just so unable to get rid of them and it's hurting me. Did he think that I wouldn't care? I do care, I care a lot. He must have also thought that I have done all of this intentionally, but it's not true, I can never hurt anyone like this, not to the extent where their life is at risk. I am not that insensitive. With shaky hands, I grab my mobile and turned it on. So many missed calls from, Mom and my sister but none from Agastya's family. Not even Kaia called me. Agastya has been living at his parent's
Raina~ I have never been a natural girl, all I do is try, try, and try. A lot of people judge me for who I am or the way I am. They say, whatever happened to me was my mistake and it should have made me sensible and mature now. But to their discontent, it made me more obnoxious and boastful. I think sadness is the only real thing in my life that exists and every other thing is an illusion. The way I have adopted sadness into every pore of my body and soul, I don't think any sort of happiness could remove it. Even though I do try to change and be good but it all goes into vain, so why try either? It's not like my efforts would make any dent in Agastya's hatred for me. He will always and forever hate me with every fiber of his body. Damn, he can't even bear to see my face. For the past two weeks, since he has come to his home, he has denied to see me. He leave for the hospital, before I wake up, he eat his dinner in his room, it feels like even the existence of my name make him re
♡Raina♡I injected insulin into my abdomen and wiped the tears from my cheeks. I closed my medical box, putting it aside. I lay on the bed and rested my head on the pillow.With shaky hands, I once again read the message on my phone. 'See you soon, Ray' I tossed the phone aside and closed my eyes letting tears fall from the corner of my eyes.I was seventeen, full of life and dreams. And one stupid decision ruined my life. Agastya, the sweet Gus purposed to me, but I was stupid enough to reject him just to come into a relationship with his elder brother.Angus Murad, an engineer, ten years older than me, was hired by my school. He was handsome, tall, and dark. But I never felt any attraction towards him. I was still young.He approached me and would talk to me sweetly. My friends liked him and slowly I started liking him too. C'mon Raina, look at him he is so dashing and all set in his career. And he likes you, what more do you want? My friend said and just like a fool I was, I agree
Agastya~(Past)"You are highly educated people , yet you want to marry off your young daughter, that too with me?" I say, keeping my voice calm. Because I respect this woman standing in front of me.But every word came out of her mouth is bullshitting me. " I know what I am doing, Agastya and I know the thing between you and Raina is a mess. But I can't trust her with anyone other than you, I have my faith in you. Please don't deny it." she says her voice trembling and eyes filled with tears. Fuck."Ma'am, please don't put me in this dilemma, I respect you but what you are proposing is impossible. If you would've said this two years ago, I would have agreed because things were different back then. But now..." I say and sighed. "I know what happened two years ago, Agastya. What happened between you and her,her and your brother's relationship. I know it all, but can't we forget that? I know I am being selfish, but I am a mother and I am dying" she whispered.I gulped painfully, she is