LOGINMy Mother used to say that nothing was a coincidence, and honestly, I believed her. I understood luck, as silly as it sounded but there was nothing coincidental about the Vice Chairman of the New York Mafia being in Italy.
I do not want to care about this or think over it too much but it is impossible not to. I, more than anyone else, keep trying my hardest not to get into anything related with the Mafia and yet, somehow, I had the blood of one of their kind on my fingers. And a mad one at that. The Hellhound, they called him. Even though he was important, he was known to go on certain missions with his underlings though those particular ones were usually very specific. Anyone who ever got a visit by the New York Mafia with him being there meant they had done something terrible and could not live to the next day. I know how all of this sounds. Eve Bianchi, do you not want to stay away from all of this madness? I want to! But I also enjoy being informed, knowing my chances and how to keep myself safe. I also know that the only reason I hadn't recognized him was because anybody who ever saw his face never lived to have a picture or description of him in the public. Except me. I'm alive. I pause now to stare at the canvas in front of me. There is a lily on it, drawn by me with its pale petals bearing splatters of red in them. There is a tiny shade of gold glowing over it, just like how his hair shone the last time I saw it with water around it. “A lily this time. I look at it and it reminds me of you.” Don Bianchi's voice pulls me out of my thoughts as his hands rest over my shoulder. I immediately try to relax as I put back my paintbrush on my easel before I turn around to look at him. While I do so, he moves back a bit so I can get a good look of face as I smile brightly, crossing my legs now. “Really?” My Father is old, reaching his… Golden years, but he still looks rakishly handsome. He is impeccably lean but there is a mild sharpness to his face that immediately demands respect and subservience. His hair is silver and slicked back with a perfectly trimmed mustache cresting his face. He has on his horse riding attire even though he is a man with a bad leg, evident with the cane in his hand. He had always loved to ride and never planned on letting his weak bone that burned in pain every time he walked stop him. That was who he was, Stevano Bianchi. A man who was ready to brave anything as long as he did what he enjoyed. How unfortunate it is for him that I stole that exact attribute of his. “A Lily represents innocence and purity, Sole,” His voice is characteristically soft, the man used to people doing as he ordered without yelling, especially now as he speaks to me. His face bears the gentlest of smiles now, a strange look to anyone if they saw him now as he continues, “Just like you.” I didn't tell him that this flower did not represent any of those but Death yet I am a bit curious about what his reaction would be to claiming that his only child resembles such as I smile even brighter, rising up from my stool and heading towards him. “You shouldn't be standing, Padre. Especially not after your lessons, come.” I begin to lead him towards the couch centered in the middle of the studio and he follows, not bothering to say a word till he sits and I join him. As this happens, he lets out a sigh of relief, perhaps from resting, while I begin to turn over tea from the coffee table in front of us into a mug then hand it to him. For a Don, having a ritual of taking afternoon teas with your daughter would be comical to anyone who heard it but Stevano didn't care. Besides, this was his way of making sure he knew where I was always. As he drinks the tea, my brain wracks itself on how to bring up the Lucille topic. If I let him know that the man came to the bakery at midnight, he would most certainly never let me out of his sight until he was dead which I didn't exactly care for but the last thing I needed was to be locked up. Again. Yet, I didn't want to be left in the dark like this. I didn't quite enjoy surprises with me not aware of what was happening. Knowledge was good and safe. I wished for safety. “Has there been another meeting with the other Mafias lately?” As I ask this, his eyes center on me in surprise. I usually never ask questions like this because I found them on my own or stole them from Adam somehow but my thoughts kept bothering me to ask now. “You look stressed out lately and I know Adam handles most of the work so this must be something important to have you so… Preoccupied.” He stares in suspicion but sighs eventually. I smile innocently at him, making sure to blink repeatedly for good measure before he places his hand on mine, a movement that has all the alarms in my head ringing as he says in Italian, “I am growing older which means I can no longer protect you the way you deserve, so I must… Announce your engagement to Adam publicly. They know he is my Successor so there is nothing to worry about.” My smile falters slightly though I try to hide it as I chuckle, “Will he not come over and bend the knee? We both know I would like a grand proposal.” He smiles. He doesn't know that I am upset, that I know he truly doesn't care about my safety but his other Family that was more important than I was. And Adam. The idiot knows I would strangle him if he dared spring this on me without warning so he hides. Weakling. I could tolerate him but he was also a coward to my Father and if the man ordered him to lock me up forever, he would. I can already imagine it. He'll make me a trophy wife and never let me see the light of day while I rust away in the background. I could not let that happen. My thoughts go to the black card stored safely in the pockets of my favorite coat and I begin to smile. Bingo.Adam sits away from me… as far as the table will allow, looking like he wishes the world would end. Jade sits close to him, though she also looks slightly uncomfortable.Lucille, on the other hand, keeps his arm around my waist, pinning me to his lap so I can’t get away. He’s smiling at them, very brightly, but I can see the gun in his other hand resting under the table.I can’t help the sigh that leaves my lips. “We need to make sleeping arrangements.”“Yeah,” Adam starts, jerking his head toward Lucille. “I’m not sleeping around that.”“That’s settled,” Lucille says, chuckling. His hand starts moving upward. “We can settle this—”I quickly grab his arm, pushing it down. I send him a glare, but he only smiles innocently before I turn back to Adam. “I thought you needed a place? Somewhere safe?”“And I should believe he is safe?”I look at Lucille. “Will you harm him?”“Yes.”“Lucille.”He smiles, placing his arm openly on the table. Adam jerks when he spots the gun, but Lucille only
‘Did you miss me? I missed you. I missed you so much I thought I would die. It was a new type of pain for me. A new type of adrenaline rush that made me think I should kill them faster. I had to get home. I never liked getting home until you. I wanted to come see you. I wanted to mold my skin into yours. I needed to. You are very beautiful. Why is he here? I need to kiss you. I want to place you on this table and fuck you so everyone outside can hear how much you like me being inside you. I know I would. Would you like me better? You are hard to please. I give you everything but you must have already had everything. What more can I do for you? What will make you stop fighting me?’Those are the words playing through my head again and again. They grow louder the more I smell her perfume, feel her warmth. She’s always so warm. I never seem to have enough warmth on my body. I want to put my hands under her dress. Her tits are so warm and soft and nice— or maybe I grab her thighs. She co
“You are smart, but it seems there are moments you lack clarity.”“Are you calling me stupid, Lucille?”“No, my wife. I wouldn’t dare,” He hasn’t broken a smile, not even once. He bore one when he saw me walk into the house, but it vanished the second Jade walked out, then his face filled with a predatory look the moment he saw Adam. I made them wait in the car so I could talk to him alone. He looks dressed— for a dinner date. I can smell the food he made. The pasta. It smells delicious but he’s locked the kitchen door— and I’m not sure if it’s because he doesn’t want me to see the state of it, or because he’s angry that I brought people back home. I believe it is both. “May we have our talk now?”“I’m afraid not.” His voice is different too. There’s an eeriness to it that makes me feel almost as if he’s holding himself back from ripping apart anything in his line of sight to pieces. “I can’t concentrate knowing they’re still here,”“They’re not in the house,”“I was hoping you’d
Adam looks like he’s been living on the road for weeks. His hair sticks all over his head, his clothes are rough and filthy. He's wolfing down the food in front of him too like a wild animal. Jade looks slightly disgusted, which is a pleasant emotion to see compared to the way that she’s been quiet since he brought her home. She had barely said anything when I took her to other clothing stores and bought things for her. She seemed excited trying some clothes on but not around me. I don’t try to push her. “Slowly,” I say, though I don’t think he hears me. He picks up a piece of chicken and tears into it. The groan that leaves his lips makes bile rise up my throat though I manage to push it down before he looks at me, his eyes slanting as he chuckles, “You have no idea what the fuck you’ve done, have you?”“I did my father a favour,” I start, folding my arms, “He had no plans on teaching me about taking after the mafia, so I took myself out of it.”“That’s not how it works and you
“— and she’s such a brat! No. I swear, she looks like… she looks like the prettiest thing you’d ever see. Like a rose. But… but worse! She doesn’t just have thorns, but those thorns have poisons! No one sees it though. Yeahhhhh. Everyone says she’s perfect and princess-cy but I know what and who she really is—”Somewhere in my story, they throw me outside. The door of the bar— The Rusty Anchor, or something similar but it’s still a shithole— hits my shoulder on the way out. I fall, the world tilting because of course, I’m not drunk but withdrawal symptoms always start off with something very fucking similar, and land on my ass in a damp alley. The smell of garbage and piss hits me fast, a smell that New York seems to be filled with at this point. “—and stay out, you crazy fuck!” a voice yells from somewhere. It’s probably from the bar, I don’t fucking care, before it slams shut, cutting off the warm, yellow light and the sound of loud rock music with wild banshees screaming. My h
The organ in my chest starts to misbehave, and I’m not sure if I should be grateful it is not the one between my legs this time or angry at myself. “You, on the other hand,” His voice drops a monotone, his eyes looking above me to Jade. He looks soulless, almost empty as he drawls, “are a pet for my wife. She will find good use for you,”“I don’t want a pet.”“Fine. I will kill—”“No.” That makes him smirk. “You say no a lot. And if you do not want to keep her, you should just let me know“I’m not keeping her,” I correct quickly, “I’m making sure you don’t kill her,”“Too many words for exactly what I just said,” He’s shrugging now as he stands erect, then without warning, stretches his hand out above my head, “But I’ve come to understand your mouth and body never truly mean what they say. So let’s see—”I don’t know when my hand reaches out to grab him. All I know is I’m holding his arm— feeling the muscles underneath his skin. He’s worked out more. Which means he has killed more.







