Nathan
I am in my office going over the details of what happened to the Running River pack. I know it was a rogue attack, but I have never heard of them hitting a pack this big. What was the reason? What was going through their feral mind? How is it they left my mate alive? Or did they believe she was dead? So many questions and no answers. I have assigned a few of my best trackers out to find out just what did happen, and I have a few warriors still at the Running River pack gathering info as well as taking the bodies down into the cells until we can give them all a send-off service.
I made sure the child’s body that my mate was holding was brought back. I also have them searching for her mate so we can give them both a proper send-off for my mate. I am hoping that it will help with her healing. I can tell she was the Luna of her pack, and her mate was an Alpha. So, it should not be difficult for my men to sniff out her mate. I have files from their computers and reading her file now. Megan, her mate Alpha Jason McQueen and their son, Gabriel. There were pictures so I sent the images of Jason to my warriors to locate his body. That should make it easier to find him.
I am reading that her favorite color is royal blue, and she enjoys reading and running through the forest in wolf form. I have learned of her favorite foods and how she loves being a mother to Gabriel. That last part broke my heart. No wonder she didn’t want to live. But as she is my mate, I couldn’t let her die. I am hoping in time she will come to acknowledge me as her second chance mate.
She has already become my everything and I will do all I can to help her through her grief. I have placed her on the Alpha floor next to my room as I know she needs her space for now. I will not push her.
I have assigned Julie to her as Julie herself had lost a mate and daughter to a rogue attack and survived to find her second chance mate. I am hoping they can develop a bond and Julie would be able to help Megan through her grief.
I hear a soft knock on my door. “Enter,” I say as I see Julie walk in with a tray for me.
I smile at her. “Have you met the new Luna yet?” I asked as she placed the tray in front of me.
“Yes, I have. She reminds me of me five years ago.”
I nod, “That is why I assigned you to her. I need you to friend her and encourage her through this difficult time.”
“Yes, we already spoke some. I am hopeful. It will just take some time for her. It is not easy losing a mate and pup.”
“I know you above all people will understand what she is going through. I intend to be there as well. I won’t be pushy even though the mate bond will only get stronger. I am hoping with her finding her second chance mate earlier than you had that the bond would help her through her grief.” I said with hope in my voice.
She nods as she says, “One never knows. That could be what the Goddess had planned to help her through.”
“I am hoping,” I say as she turned and left my office.
‘Alpha, we found the body of the Alpha to the Running River Pack. We are near the pack house with him now. Where do you want us to place him?’ Jonathan mind-liked me.
‘I had their son placed in the infirmary take him there and place him next to his son.’ I answer. ‘I will meet you there.’ I close the link and get up grabbing the sandwich on my plate before walking out the door.
I walk to the infirmary eating my sandwich on the way and finishing just before I get there. I walk in and my Beta was waiting for me. “Jonathan.” I begin, “I want to give Megan’s mate and pup a send-off in a couple of days. I am hoping it will show her that we are not heartless and help with her healing.”
“I understand. Is she aware you two are mates?” He asks as we walk to where her mate and pup lay.
“I am not sure she remembers me telling her. She was in much pain at the time.” I pause at the door and turn to my beta, “I plan to not push her and let the bond grow. I am sure in time she will not be able to ignore the pull of it. That is why I had her put in the room next to mine.”
He nods as he opens the door for me to enter the room. There lay in front of me is Alpha Jason. His throat was slit open as well as other claw marks deep on his skin as well as teeth marks. His marking from his mate was gone as well as hers was gone. When a mate dies the marks disappear leaving it for the survivor to be free in case, they find a second chance mate. That is the way of Salene the Moon Goddess.
Jason lay there tall but not as tall as me and with light brown hair where mine is dark. His son next to him looks like his father. I can tell they broke the young pup's neck. Looking at the family of my mate saddens me as well as angers me for what she had lost in her young life. I make a vow right then and there to always love and protect her with my life. I am sure that was the case with Jason. I am sure he died protecting his family.
I turn to Jonathan, “We need to begin arrangements for a send-off in a couple of days.”
“Yes, Alpha. I will make sure it is a send-off for a great Alpha.”
“Good, he and their son deserve no less than an Alpha’s send-off.” With that, I walk out and back to the packhouse.
MeganIt has been a couple of days since I woke. I have been wandering and exploring the Packhouse of the Blue Lake Pack. Julie has been great and keeping me company. She is the only one I know who seems to understand what I am going through. I have seen the Alpha around, but I have been trying to avoid him. I just don’t understand that the same day my mate is killed that I find my second chance mate. It is unheard of.Julie informs me the bodies of my mate and pup have been brought here and that Alpha Nathan plans an Alpha send-off for my family. I still cry myself to sleep at night and it is tough getting up in the mornings but with Julie encouraging me I get up.Today is the day of the send-off and I am grateful that there were clothes and dresses in the closet of my room. I also discovered I am on the fourth floor the Alpha floor of the packhouse. I guess that was Alpha Nathan’s doing. I bathed and changed into a simple black dress and black pumps with my hair down. Julie comes by
NathanI left Megan in good hands with Julie last night and I went to my office to contact my best trackers and inform them to continue searching for any rogues and I want at least one alive to question. We need to figure out the reason for them to slaughter a whole pack.After sending out the messages I went upstairs to take a shower and go to bed. After a long-troubled night, I lay in bed looking up at the ceiling thinking about my mate. I promised myself to give her time. But this damn bond I am with a constant hard-on. I already released myself in the shower last night while thinking of my lovely mate. Yet I woke up with another damn hard-on. I don’t know how long I can stay away from my mate as each day the bond continues to grow.Since I can no longer sleep, I get up and shower again and dress in jeans and a button-up shirt with the sleeves folded to my elbows, and head to my office to get a little work in before breakfast.As I am working, I hear close to my office door a soft
MeganI was walking around and getting acquainted with the pack and discovered they have high respect for their Alpha. I also have noticed how they address me as Luna. I am not sure I am ready to be a Luna for another pack as yet, but with them being so kind to me I haven’t the heart to correct them. Nathan seems like a nice enough man but the loss of my mate and son is just too raw right now.It feels good having time to meet the pack and explore the packhouse. It is huge like a giant mansion or even a palace. This pack is one of the biggest and strongest there is. My old pack was not as strong or as big. That was the reason we needed allies to help. This pack was the closest but by the time we were alerted to the attack, it was too late when we got the message out to Nathan for help, thus his getting there too late.I do not blame him I blame the rogues. They were the ones who killed my family and pulled my son out of my arms. The memory of that moment will be forever etched into my
Nathan“About the Luna title.” She says which puzzles me.“What about it?” I asked taking a bite of my ham.“I am no longer a Luna. I lost that title when my pack was killed.”I frowned, “But you still are Luna being my mate.”“But it is not official. I am still grieving my family and friends along with my Pack. I cannot take up the mantel of a Luna yet.” Then she lowered her head, “It’s too soon.” She whispered.I sighed, and as much as I want to argue I will give her this and the time she needs to grieve. I made a promise I wouldn’t push her, and I won’t. “Alright, I will speak to the pack. But in one condition?”“And what is that?”“You allow us to get to know each other. And no, not in a sexual way either. Just the old fashion way of talking.” I give her a hopeful smile.She stared at me for a minute, and I can tell she is thinking it over. Then she nods yes, “Okay, I will give you that. We can take it slow and get to know each other.” Taking a deep breath she adds, “But no promis
MeganAfter our walk and chat in the garden, I went up to take a shower and head to bed. I can’t stop thinking as I soap and wash my hair about what Nathan told me. He lost his parents the same way I lost my family. I just wish I could give myself over to the mate bond for his sake because he deserves to have someone in his life. I can not deny I do feel something, and I know it is the bond. But I am not ready. I need time. If he shows me patience and not be pushy, maybe in time I will consider not rejecting him. I rinsed my hair and add in the conditioner all the while thinking of Nathan. I cannot deny he is a handsome man with dreamy blue eyes and brown hair. Strong and muscular and did I say tall? Taller than Jason was. I sigh as I rinse off and focus on soaping up my body. As my hands brush against my breast my nipples harden, and I feel sudden desire all the while thinking of Nathan. Is this part of the bond? Or am I really attracted to the man.I know I was bonded to Jason, but
Nathan As we sat on the bench, watching the young pups playing, I saw a tear slide down her cheek and wrapped my arm around her in a hug. I feel her pain through our bond and know she is thinking of her son that she lost. I want so much to be able to make her happy again. I know it is too soon for her as she still grieves her loss. But how I desperately want to love her and make her feel loved. All I can do right now is to be here for her and let her know I care.“I have had enough sightseeing today. May we go back please?” She asked me in a thick voice filled with emotion.“Yes, of course, we can leave. Would you like to stop someplace for lunch first?”“No, thank you, I just want to get back.”I nod, “Alright, we will go back then.”I stand and give her my hand to help her up then we turn and begin the walk back to the packhouse.Once we get back, she quickly thanks me for the walk and runs up to her room. I sigh and went into my office and begin to do some work. My mind goes to th
MeganI have decided to come down for dinner. Walking into the dining room I smell him and look up. He is sitting there watching me with hope in his eyes. Goddess is he sexy. I don’t get it. He has been occupying my thoughts these days and thinking less of Jason. Is it the mate bond? What is the Goddess wanting? I mean I even see Nathan in my dreams and what we are doing in my dreams will make one's panties wet. How is it I am wanting to be around Nathan more? I am confused. In my heart I don’t think I can give him up and I know I told him I need time but to be honest with myself. I want him. I want to feel his arms around me and touch me and those lips? Boy, don’t get me started on those sexy, kissable lips of his.I sat down on the Luna chair as it is a habit to do. He never seems to mind, and I can tell he likes that I do. I smile at him as he smiles and nods a welcome to me.“I want to say thank you for the walk today. I enjoyed it a lot.” I begin to try and start a conversation.
Nathan She came to me. I can’t believe she came to me wearing a sexy nighty. Then the way she looked up at me with desire made my heart speed up in my chest. I know she felt the love I have for her, and I showed her in every way last night. It is now early morning, and she is laying in my arms as she sleeps. I am studying her face. She looks so angelic in my arms. Her dark hair spread out like a fan across my chest all silky and long. My Mate. Goddess, I love her. I want to always keep her safe. I promise myself to never let any harm come to her. As I hold her, I am thanking the goddess that my mate finally decided to come to me of her own accord. She was amazing last night. I couldn’t get enough of her that I had to take her three more times through the night. We both fell asleep sated in each other’s arms. I feel as if I am floating with joy. I am hoping I can talk her into permanently moving into my room as my Luna and mate. If she agrees I would like to plan her Luna ceremony. T