Paulit-ulit kong binasa ang nasa loob ng sobre. Hindi ko alam kung hindi ba talaga ma-proseso ng utak ko ang bawat letra sa sobre o hindi ko lang talaga kayang taggapin. Itinapon ko kung saan man ang sobre. Hindi ko alam kung saan man dumapo iyon total makakapunta pa rin naman ako sa engagement part dahil nasa palasyo lang rin naman ako. Umupo ako sa kama at nagmumuni-muni sa mga pangayayari at mga posibilidad na mangyari. After I lost consciousness, I just woken up in my room. Alone. With dead flowers in the corner and a letter. I don't even know what that supposed to mean. The first thing that came into my mind was 'what the fuck?'. After that incident, pumupunta naman si Acheros dito. I don't know what's up with him. But everytime he visits me, he made sure that I'm asleep because everytime that I wake up from deep nap or sleep, he just got up and leave. No words being said. Lumabas ako sa pintuan at timing na hahawakan na sana ni Acheros ang door knob. Tinaasan ko s'ya ng kila
Nakangiti ako habang pinagmamasdan si Drystan. I cannot wait any longer. Biglang sumulpot si Felicity at hinila palayo sa balon si Drystan. What the hell? Saan galing yang babaeng 'yan. Tiningnan ko lang silang dalawa. Paglingon ko sa balon ay wala na ang mga nilalang na nagkukumahog lumabas kanina sa balon. Agresibo akong nilapitan ni Felicity at tinulak. Agad akong napaupo at dumapo pa ang mga palad ko sa matutulis na sanga. I was about to shout at her when someone came and meddle. What the fuck!?Bago ko pa maaninag ang dumating ay may makisig na braso'ng umalalay sa'kin at binuhat ako. "Are you okay?" Agad kong nakilala ang boses nang may hawak sa'kin. "Do I look like I'm okay, Ares?" I cannot hide the sarcasm in my voice upon seeing Felicity placing her hand on Acheros' arms. Nagmamadali akong bumaba sa mga bisig ni Ares at hinarap sina Acheros. Halata sa mukha nito ang galit. "What the hell is happening here?" Dumadagundong ang boses ni Acheros habang nakatitig pa rin sa
I am trying my best to paint something. We are facing the huge mirror window. Its been ages since the last time I painted that's why I am having a hard time to choose what to paint. Tiningnan ko si Drystan sa tabi ko. Hindi ko mabasa kung ano ang nasa utak nang batang 'to. He said he met me. He met Morana. He said he met me beside a lake but I thought that was a dream. I remember it happened but I didn't know that it was real. What the heck is happening? Tiningnan ko naman ang ipininta ni Drystan. He's good. He looks like he has been doing this for a long time. The way he stroke the brush. The way he chooses the tones. "Did your dad taught you how to paint?" I can't imagine Acheros teaching a child. I just can't imagine the efforts he did. Pinili ko nalang ipinta ang tanawin na nasa aming harapan. Siguro kailangan ko rin 'to para naman malihis ang sarili ko sa mga bumabagabag sa'kin. "Acheros would rather spent his time with 'mom' than teaching me with these things," natatawang
"What?!" Hindi ko mapigilan na mabulyawan si Acheros.Hindi ko alam kung nasaan kami. Bigla nalang n'ya akong hinila sa kung saan man na parte nang palasyo ito. "Just when did I approve to be your wife?" I didn't object in front of the guest though so I guess he owes me.Ngumisi si Acheros sa harap ko. Tinaasan ko naman s'ya nang kilay. "Correction...fiancee," hindi nawawala ang mapaglarong-ngisi n'ya habang nag-aalboroto na ako dito. Mukhang nasisiyagan pa s'ya sa reaksyon ko.Nilibot ko ang paningin ko sa paligid habang paulit-ulit na pinaalala sa sarili ko na kailangan kong taasan ang pasensya dahil hindi normal na nilalang ang nasa harap ko. Currently, I am subjected as nobody. Well... I am a guest but compared to him...I am nobody."Don't worry. I am pissed because of what Felicity did but I am sure that she will still call herself as my fiancee...everybody will still address her as my fiancee," nagkibit-balikat s'ya at parang balewala lang sa kan'ya ang sinabi n'ya sa harap na
Nakaupo kami ngayon sa upuan na gawa sa kahoy. Kaming dalawa mismo ang gumawa nito dati. Of course with a little magic this wooden chair last for years. "Ang dali lang naman pala 'non," sabi ko. Pinipilit kong magbiro at gawing magaan ang paligid. Hindi para sa kan'ya kundi para sa akin. Tumawa si Acheros. "Alam kong marunong ka. Hindi nga kita halos naturuan dahil bago pa man ako makapagsalita ay nagawa mo na." Muscle memory, I guess?Hindi ako nagsalita. I just want to feel the moment. Hindi pa rin naman nawawala ang galit ko. Hindi rin nabawasan. Hindi napunan. Ganon pa rin. "I guess some things never change." Ang sarap lang sa pakiramdaman at ninanamnam ko lang ang pagkakataon ngayon. Ang daming kong katanungan. Gustong-gusto ko s'yang harapin at tanungin lahat nang bumabagabag sa'kin. I admit it. Kahit masakit na aminin. My pride and ego are what keeps me. "You know I love someone..." Marahan na sabi ni Acheros. Hindi ako nagsalita kaya nagpatuloy s'ya. "She's the only pers
I feel so weak in this body. It's very far from my liking but I heard na ito yong katawan na pinili nya, suits her.It all started the day after our birthday. I've shared this body with someone whom I loathe so much. Well, mas mabuting sabihin na nagsusumiksik ako sa katawang hindi naman akin.She's known to be so nice and pretty kind to everybody in this lifetime while I'm the complete opposite. I take over this body most of the time after kong mahawakan ang sandatan konektado sa nakaraan kong buhay.I am completely aware of everything while she's being as dumb as she is. Hindi nya namamalayan na may gumagamit sa katawan nya.I'm known as one of the most powerfull sorceress from my previous life but I was betrayed by someone whom I trust so much that it leads to my death. I don't accept defeat and I am someone who holds a grudge. I was once identified as evil."May m
I am at the woods, training my self. I've been training for years and my skills in the battlefield remain the same. Expectations from others really makes me feel insecure. As the moon became very visible in the night skies I heard some howls from my fellow werewolves. I'm so sure that I'm alone awhile ago. Napakunot naman ang nuo ko as I slowly follow the direction where I heard it. The howling only last for a minute. I slowly heard the voices and as I walked closer, it becames louder and louder. There's no source of light other than the light that the moon emits. "What about that omega? What are we going to do with her?" It's a male's voice talking. Who are they talking about? All I know is that all werewolves here have a bond as tight as a knot. I'm not good at fighting but one of my special skills is hiding. Father said it's the least thing I could do to save myself and mother said it's the least thing I can contribute in case if something might happen. "She's weak. What's h
I got home feeling exhausted. My whole family is in the living room talking about something but I just walked pass at them. I have nothing in mind other than laying in my bed and rest in peace. I am about to enter my room when I heard my father calling me. "What is it father?" I lazily asked. "Did your mom tell you about our training?" His disheveled hair makes him look neat and presentable. I guess he just got home too. Just a little bit earlier than me. "Yes, she did tell me. Except the date, time and place." I'm so tired! Nahuhulog na talaga yong eyelids ko. Tomorrow princess, are you free?" Agad akong umiling sa sinabi nya. "Father, I'm not free tomorrow. I'm free the day after tomorrow." I said. He shows me his thumbs up and I nod as a response. I'm so tired to keep up with them so I just take a half-bath and sleep. The next day all I did was taking down notes. I often forget my memories so just in case. Just memories of a certain situation. I take down every conversation