I feel so weak in this body. It's very far from my liking but I heard na ito yong katawan na pinili nya, suits her.It all started the day after our birthday. I've shared this body with someone whom I loathe so much. Well, mas mabuting sabihin na nagsusumiksik ako sa katawang hindi naman akin.She's known to be so nice and pretty kind to everybody in this lifetime while I'm the complete opposite. I take over this body most of the time after kong mahawakan ang sandatan konektado sa nakaraan kong buhay.I am completely aware of everything while she's being as dumb as she is. Hindi nya namamalayan na may gumagamit sa katawan nya.I'm known as one of the most powerfull sorceress from my previous life but I was betrayed by someone whom I trust so much that it leads to my death. I don't accept defeat and I am someone who holds a grudge. I was once identified as evil."May m
I am at the woods, training my self. I've been training for years and my skills in the battlefield remain the same. Expectations from others really makes me feel insecure. As the moon became very visible in the night skies I heard some howls from my fellow werewolves. I'm so sure that I'm alone awhile ago. Napakunot naman ang nuo ko as I slowly follow the direction where I heard it. The howling only last for a minute. I slowly heard the voices and as I walked closer, it becames louder and louder. There's no source of light other than the light that the moon emits. "What about that omega? What are we going to do with her?" It's a male's voice talking. Who are they talking about? All I know is that all werewolves here have a bond as tight as a knot. I'm not good at fighting but one of my special skills is hiding. Father said it's the least thing I could do to save myself and mother said it's the least thing I can contribute in case if something might happen. "She's weak. What's h
I got home feeling exhausted. My whole family is in the living room talking about something but I just walked pass at them. I have nothing in mind other than laying in my bed and rest in peace. I am about to enter my room when I heard my father calling me. "What is it father?" I lazily asked. "Did your mom tell you about our training?" His disheveled hair makes him look neat and presentable. I guess he just got home too. Just a little bit earlier than me. "Yes, she did tell me. Except the date, time and place." I'm so tired! Nahuhulog na talaga yong eyelids ko. Tomorrow princess, are you free?" Agad akong umiling sa sinabi nya. "Father, I'm not free tomorrow. I'm free the day after tomorrow." I said. He shows me his thumbs up and I nod as a response. I'm so tired to keep up with them so I just take a half-bath and sleep. The next day all I did was taking down notes. I often forget my memories so just in case. Just memories of a certain situation. I take down every conversation
After that conversation with father, I enter my room. He said hindi na kami tutuloy sa lakad namin. I'm disappointed. Pagkapasok ko ay agad akong pumunta sa table ko. I sit there and kinuha ko ang isang notebook. I write father's name next to Jaime. I remember again my prophecy. They said, you should not see or have any idea about your prophesy because either it will be reversed or it'll happen in a very chaotic and extremely unimaginable way. I rolled my eyes as I remember my so called friends saying their perspectives about being aware of your prophecy. I mean, what's the worst that could happen? Pagkatapos kong magsulat ay nilagay ko sa pinakadulo ng drawer ko yong notebook. I casted a spell on it so no one can open. Just one of the advantages of having this 'death symbol' embroided in me by some weird but fun-to-be-with creature. I am able to cast some minor spells. Kinuha ko ang isa pa sa mga pinakagandang gamit na pag-aari ko. Binuksan ko ang box to see the knife looking bla
Agad akong napabangon at hiningal. Tiningnan ko ang paligid ko at kumpirmadong nasa isla pa rin ako. "Cy." So that's her name. From Cy to Styx. Ngayon pamilyar na sakin ang mga mukha nila hindi ko lang ma sabi kung sino. Agad akong tumayo at umalis na sa isla. Ramdam ko pa rin na parang sinusunog ang kaluluwa ko kaya mas maiging umalis na lang muna ako. Hindi na ako nag-abalang tumakbo at magmadali dahil umaga na rin naman at wala akong sapat na lakas para gawin yon. Habang papalayo ako sa isla ay nawawala na ang init na nararamdaman ko. Bumalik na sa normal ang pakiramdam ko. Para akong lantang-gulay na naglalakad. May mga tumatawag sakin pero hindi ko pinapansin. Nagre-replay sa utak ko ang pangayayring yon. "So that's how I died." I exclaimed. A life for a life. Pinipilit kong pakalmahin ang damdamin ko pero hindi ko magawa. Galit na galit ako. Yong tipong gusto kong manakit pero wala akong mapagbuntungan. Nakaka-frustrate. Patuloy lang ako sa paglalakad na wala sa
"Hey", sabi ni Jaime habang inaabot ang siko ko. I've been waiting here for almost six hours. Hindi naman ako galit, nagtatampo lang. Hindi naman ako ganito noon. These past few days medyo mainitin na ang ulo ko, medyo lang naman. "You were the one who asked me out. Muntik na akong amagin kakahintay sayo and all this time nakalimutan mo pala and you're with this... wait, who was that girl?," tanong ko sa kanya. I don't know why I always hear this little voices in my head, telling me that Jaime is up to no good and there's a part of me saying that he's cheating or doing something unfaithful. I'm not usually like this...or that's what I thought. "I was busy. They gave me a lot of chores and I was preoccupied this whole time," malambing na ngayon ang boses n'ya. Sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko habang hinahaplos niya ng marahan ang braso ko. I let out a heavy sigh. Hinarap ko siya at tinitigan ng maigi sa mga mata. "Sorry... I'm just...sorry for acting like this. I understand. I jus
Napangiti ako sa sariling repleksyon. Hindi na ako makapaghintay sa mga kaganapang mangyayari ilang oras mula ngayon. "Love." napatawa ako sa sinabi. Great god. Seriously? How far would love destroy a person's life and a person's principles. Nakakatawa. Kumain ako sa hapagkainan mag-isa. I was avoiding my so-called family because I couldn't control my actions when I'm extremely mad and furious. Gusto kong magpatawad pero hindi ko kaya. Kapag pinipilit ko, mas lalo lang lumalaki ang galit, inis, at pagkamuhi ko. I wanted to forgive them but I just can't. No matter how hard I tried but I couldn't. I can't be an angel when I'm being surrounded by traitors all my life. Nasa bayan na ako ngayon at tinatahak ang daan papunta sa isang building kung saan napagkasunduan na magtipon-tipon para sa isang pagpupulong. I'm late but who cares. I'm a significant person in that meeting so they couldn't and shouldn't start the meeting without my presence. I tried living a life being nice and good
Bawat nilalang may pinaglalaban. Para man ito sa buhay nila, sa pamilya nila, sa pangkat, para sa Alpha, at para sa paniniwala. Ang digmaan ay katumbas ng pagdanak ng dugo at kapag nasimulan, hindi kailanman matatapos. Nilapitan ko ang mga kinikilala kong magulang sa loob ng ilang taon. Hindi ko mawari na sa loob ng mga taon na nakasama ko sila ay sila pala mismo ang nagkait sakin sa buhay ko, ang totoong pagkakilanlan ko para lang sa anak nilang mismong kaibigan ko pang traydor ang nagmamay-ari sa katawan na ito. Nilapitan ko si Fredo na naghihingalo na. Tinitigan ko siya ng ilang minuto bago nginisihan at walang humpay na sinaksak ng patalim na siya mismo ang nagbigay. Nang makuntento ay tinigilan ko siya at medyo lumayo para makita ang kabuuan ng kaniyang kalagayan. Nakita kong humihinga pa siya ngunit hindi magtatagal ay mababawian rin ito ng buhay."a-anak," saad nito ngunit tinitigan ko lamang siya."s-s-styx..." ngumiwi ako ng marinig ko ang tinawag niya sa akin. Tinalikuran k