Chapter 19

Farren's Point of View

There was a certain degree of fear in the pit of my stomach when I walked into the Amador estate. Not because several men carried large guns over their shoulders. Or because most of them undressed me with their eyes. All of those things I could handle. Felt almost normal after all those years in the public eye.

No. What caused the pit in my stomach to grow wasn't these men. It was the two that I might find once I entered the house. My mates that I had walked out on. Left gaping at each other as I fled. Somewhere inside those brick walls were Rafael and Camilo. And I knew that the moment they found me, I would be done for.

Questions of all kinds would come from their lips and I was still very unwilling to answer any of them. I had yet to make up my mind on the home I would buy here. If I even wanted to buy a home here. At the moment, it had felt great to tell Benicio and Leon off. Tell them about the house Louisa had been eyeing in secret.

Looking back, I had