In a world where marriage is the happy ending, Faith Kristen Flamera differs. After the tragic accident happened to Faith and to her sister, Faith didn't wish to live anymore as everyone around her hated and blamed her sister's death on her. Elijah Gray Luciero, on the other hand, has been in love with Faith’s sister. When Faith’s family was arranging her marriage, Elijah stepped up and married Faith. However, it is not because he likes her. It is because he hates her and he wants her to experience his wrath—or should we say, the hell where Faith will never want to live. How far would Elijah's hatred take him? Would Faith be able to melt his anger in return for love that Elijah never once thought? itsclarixass
Lihat lebih banyakChapter 50Elijah's POV “This is what I only want to say tonight,” I was flustered. I couldn't even move a single finger while I was staring at the woman that I have been waiting for. Her eyes shifted at me, and I knew that a lot of things changed. Her eyes that used to be filled with profound love, kindness, and softness suddenly turned into cold and blank eyes. I have been coming to her company's runway each year, hoping to see her again and make it up to her. But now that she is already in front of me and I finally hear that voice that I was yearning for, I lost all my words. My brain suddenly froze from functioning and the only thing I could hear was the deafening beating of my chest, racing. She looks so beautiful, just like before. It was what runs in my head. Her long hair is gone, but her short hair suits her a lot. She lost weight, different from the old her. “I'm back,” that's what she only said as she handed the mic back to the emcee and left the stage with Brian, the
Chapter 49“Ms. Faith, we have a problem. Two of our models had an emergency and they said they wouldn't be able to make it today,” if I was the same old Faith, I would definitely panic and be nervous. All of them stopped working when one of my employees in my company here said that a bit loudly. Today is the day that I have been waiting for. Another runway of mine will be done and I will not let anyone ruin this for me. It must be me who should ruin the lives of the people that I am expecting to come again. My brows simply arched at her. “And so?” I heard how they were flustered with how I responded. I was wearing my blank face at her, but my eyes’ sharpness couldn't be hidden. They have no idea what I will do, it's inevitable. “Ms. Faith,” I heard my old secretary called my name beside me. I didn't look at her as I kept my eyes at the man in front of me.“Is that my problem? Why did I even hire you if you don't know how to do problem solving?” They started to murmur around and
Chapter 48“What do you want, baby?” The man asked the little child that was probably at the age of 5. The girl’s hair was braided. Her milky skin was shining along with the huge smile on her lips that seems to be glued and would never waver a bit. “I want the milk, Dad!” The girl exclaimed with excitement painted on her face. “You chose the right one. You have been eating and drinking unhealthy food,” the woman that was her mother, I supposed, said. I couldn't take my eyes off them. They look happy together as if they don't have any problem at all. How do they manage to be happy? Why are there people who can be this happy while I couldn't? This happens everytime I see a happy family around me. I couldn't help but ask why can't I have that kind of family? Why didn't I receive the same love these parents are investing in their child? And most of all, why do I have to lose my child? If I didn't lose that baby, would I not be here? Would I live the good life that I always wished for?
Chapter 474 years later…“T-These are my d-designs, Ms. Faith.” Her voice was shivering along with her hands as she distributed all the copies to the meeting. I didn't bother to hold it, I only glanced at it. The first page was already a mess, the next ones are probably the worst. “Didn't I tell all of you what I want for the next collection?” None of them dared to break the ice. They all kept their mouths shut. No one crossed my eyes as well as I stared at each of them in the meeting room. They are avoiding my blank eyes as if they would turn into a stone if they look at me. “What's this?” The woman stepped back when I went back, eyeing her. Her lips were trembling so hard that she couldn't make a word. “I…I-It’s m-my designs, Ms. F-Fa—” I threw all her drawings in the middle of the long table. I even heard some of the gasps. I stood up from my seat and faced her. “Tell me. What did I tell you that I want?” I didn't let go of her in my sight. She looks pale and I can see how
Chapter 46“Faith,” “Faith,” My brows crossed when I saw the woman's figure standing on the balcony. She was so bright that it blinds me from seeing her face. But then, I would never forget that angelic voice. “Are you in pain, Faith?” She asked again. The woman walked towards me and my lips parted when I finally saw her face. “F-Freya?” My eyes almost bawled out. She drew that softest smile of hers that people used to love about her. It's been a long time since I last saw it. I've been yearning to witness that again. “Is that you, Freya?” My voice almost broke with so much happiness melting my heart. “You've been through a lot, Faith.” She muttered. I nodded at her as my tears escaped my eyes. Am I really seeing Freya? She's dead, but why do I see her right now as if she's alive? “I know that you will make it because that's who you are,” “I didn't kill you, Freya. I fought for my life, too.” She gently shed the tears that were escaping from my eyes as her smile widened even
Chapter 45“Faith, please! Don't leave me!” He hugged me once again when I was already on the veranda of our house. I closed my eyes and endured the pain of seeing Elijah beg. “Don't do this, Faith…don't leave me, I'm begging you.” His voice was so broken. He was begging me like a kid telling his mother to stay and not leave him alone on the streets. My heart was aching. It was being squeezed so much that it bled. The more Elijah stops me from leaving, the harder it becomes for me to leave. “Let go of me,” I was so weak that I couldn't speak louder anymore. “I was wrong, okay? I admit that. Please, don't leave me, Faith. Please, please, please, Faith. Don't do thi—”“Let go of me, Elijah!” I exclaimed and pushed him away from me. I saw even more how much it shattered him into a million pieces but I remained firm in front of him. He shook his head and even cupped my face gently. “I love you, okay? I love you so much, Faith. I was not just into myself when I did those! I love you,
Chapter 44“Let's divorce, Elijah. I want a divorce,” When I married Elijah, I accepted my fate. I know that it would be tough and cruel—so far from the marriage that other people have. I don't even know if I should consider ourselves as couples when everything is complicated. We didn't marry each other out of love. Elijah married me out of his wrath. I became a martyr from the beginning of this marriage with a strong hope of mine that Elijah's wrath will melt down in exchange of love and this marriage will actually work out. I thought I could do it. I thought the divorce that the people around me keep telling me would never be my choice. However, in one snap, everything just changed. I ran out of love and everything. I poured everything so much that I even lost my baby—and myself. Silence invaded the two of us. My eyes remained at Elijah whose world probably broke down after hearing that. I witnessed how stunned he was. He's definitely not expecting to hear that from me. But you k
Chapter 43Since the day I found out that I lost my baby, I have locked myself in my room. There was no second that I didn't cry. I couldn't erase my baby in my head. I totally lost my appetite. When I already had a reason to eat, I lost my baby. I lost my only reason to live my life. “Ms. Faith, you should eat.” I heard Marie say but I remained looking at the sky as I was on the balcony of my room. She has been bringing me food for each meal in a day. If not her, Elijah will. I have never spoken to any of them since the loss of my child. I cut my ties with my parents, too, because of the pain invested and engraved on my chest. I would be able to bear every pain they make me feel, but not the loss of my own child. Not the baby that is still innocent. My own mother stole the chance from my child to see the world. She took the chance for me to live again. “You can't stay like this, Ms. Faith. I know you have been through a lot, I know that you're very strong. So please, don't let thi
Chapter 42Third Person’s POV“Faith, wake up. Stay with me, Faith!” Elijah was trembling as he tried to make his wife conscious just until they arrived at the hospital. Faith was still bleeding down there, which made him even more nervous. He didn't know that his wife was nervous. He has no fucking idea that Faith is already with a baby and yet he became a jerk, hurting her each day as he brings tons of women to their house. “Drive faster!” He exclaimed to the driver who couldn't speak anymore. Even him was trembling with what just happened. As soon as they arrived, Elijah carried out her wife, followed by the driver who's already reaching out to Lily and Lucas. “What happened?” The nurses quickly helped him as they put her on the stretcher and ran to the emergency room. “She's pregnant,” Elijah replied. “You can't go inside, Sir. The doctor will take over,” the nurse said and stopped him from coming in. “Fuck!” He shouted as he kicked the wall. His entire hands were covered
Prologue Do you hear it? I hear it. The deafening ambulance’s sound that shatters my eardrums. I can hear voices from different people but I don't understand a word. Have you ever been under the water and you cannot hear everything vividly? That's exactly how it feels. It feels like I am under the water and my ears are filled with water that I don't understand what they were saying. The sky, I see the sky. It was bright—too bright that it blinds my eyes. I see unfamiliar faces staring at me, but I couldn't identify any of them. They were too blurred for me. My body. I couldn't feel a thing; I can't feel my own body like I was numb. What's happening? Where am I? “FREYA!” Perhaps, I went out under the water. That's the only thing I heard clearly. Slowly, my eyes landed on a very familiar woman crying over someone. Along with the loud sound of the ambulance, her shattering voice and cry invaded my ears as if she was mourning. I couldn't move, not even my fingers. The next th
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