Chapter Fifty Three

Oh I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

                                --Christina Aguilera

                                   Hurt

Lindsey's POV

After my little crying episode I had forced myself to take a shower to splash some water on my face. 

I let out the last batch of tears in the shower promising myself that this was the last time that I would cry about what had happened in the past.

I had decided to let the demons of my past remain as they were in the past there was no need for me to cry over spilt milk.

I decided not to dwell on Ethan's opinions of me and focused on what was important to me was the fact that I was alive and healthy and my mother