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Chapter 42
Koushalya's POV
Every so often, I feel like leaving everything and running away somewhere, where no one can find me. I want to disappear so that I don't need to face anyone.
I'm tired. There's no energy left in me to handle all these now. I need to restart my life, restart myself and rearrange the things in my life. Or if it's possible I would rather go to the past by using a time machine and stop my past self from taking those foolish decisions, due to which right now I'm suffering.
My perception of myself has been destroyed so much, I barely recognize who I am.
This is my fucking life, but heck with it. I never felt like one. Because everyone around me controls my life except me. I don't have any rights in my life. There's no room for myself, my emotions, and my thoughts. There's not a single person who loves me for who I am. I'm desperate for someone
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Her Path of Thorns chapter 43
Koushalyas POV Throwing the pregnancy reports on him, I aggressively searched for the bottle which he bought for me in the name of contraceptive pills. Sanjiv was still stick on the same place as a statue. He didn't budge from that place even after I threw the reports on him. My hands were hurriedly roaming inside the bag, while my eyes kept jumping on him being curious about his reactions. When I finally got a hold of it, I pulled it out and threw the bottle on the floor with so much agony that it bumped on the floor shattering into pieces. " How cheap can you get Sanjiv? How cruel and selfish can you be? '' Making sure my voice reaches his ears, I put the question in front of him. Today I came to know about his criminal mind too.
Her Path of Thorns chapter 44
Sanjiv's POV The moment I heard her confessing about her being pregnant, I felt as if someone threw a bucket full of ice water on my face. I was so happy to react, to speak. Finally, it happened after so many layers of fooling her with pills. It took a few minutes for me to come out from the shock she gave me. After realizing what she just said I got so excited at that moment and I ignored what she was even yelling about. I wanted to hug her, this feeling is something so soothing to my heart. Stepping forwards I held her shoulders and tried to calm her down. But she pushed me away and began to put out of sight that she held from long inside her. She said almost everything that I did till now and continued to even say more. Listening to all her accusations I was disappointed with something that's inside me- my dark soul. Initially, I didn't want to do that, but she gave me no options. I desperately wanted to have a child with her, but
Her Path of Thorns chapter 45
Sanjiv's POV gazing at the gloomy sky I rested my head against the wall, sting on the comfy chair of the drawing room I analyzed the calmness around me. it's been a few minutes since koushy fall asleep due to dizziness. I thought to let her rest for a while as the past few days have been hard for her to sleep. I took a day off because today morning when I woke up I couldn't find koushy anywhere near. Looking for her I roamed around the house just then my eyes fell on the sticky note she left for me. immediately I took my phone and called her, but not even once did she answer my calls, now this made me restless. I decided to stay at home till she returned as I didn't have any clue where she went. But, I didn't expect her to come back with happy tidings. fixing my eyes outside of the window I processed things that happened today. The space between me and the window was quite close, so I was getting a clear view of the emptin
Her Path of Thorns chapter 46
Author's POV What is the point of loving someone, when all you get in return is Hurt, Disrespect, Ignorance, lack of Trust, and lies? How can you knowingly break the trust that your loved one had in you? How can you lie to the person you claim to love? How can you disrespect the person who puts you ahead of the universe? How can you ignore the emotions of a person for whom you mean a lot? Is this how love works? Even if all these happen by mistake. But wait, mistakes happen once, twice, nevertheless repeating the same mistake again and again. What if the person who claims to love you, makes it as a pattern of doing mistakes that straight away hurts you like someone has stabbed your heart. a person who means the whole to you, A person for whom you're ready to give everything. a person to whom you'll willingly surrender yourself, A person to whom you gave your heart, body, and soul. A person for whom you've relinquished
Her Path of Thorns chapter 47
Author's POV " But maa I wasn't...." " maa.. listen to me for once, I didn't ...." and again koushalya was cut off by her mother who was speaking nonstop without even letting her state her point. Koushalya just ideally sat on the couch keeping the phone near her ear. her one hand was massing her temple, her mom caused her headache now. koushalya rolled her eyes out of frustration, it's been an hour now since her mother called her and began to give lectures on 'how to be a good obedient wife for Sanjiv'. it was fine Wednesday for koushalya until her mother's call showed up. Seeing her mother's caller id, Koushalya was quite excited to talk to her mother after so long. She wanted to share her pregnancy news with her too. but all these excitements flew away as soon as her mother barked from the other side saying 'how can you think of aborting your first baby'. koushalya knew Sanjiv must have filled her mother's ear.
Her Path of Thorns Chapter 48
Author's POV. " shhh" he shushed her and resumed his torch on her neck when koushalya tried her luck by pushing him off from her, but he effortlessly held her both hands in his right hand and kept her hands above her head while he dipped his head again in her shoulder line. " san...jiv......stoppp '' Koushalya wiggled in his hold, lifting his head Sanjiv stared at her lips. His eyes were reflecting the pure lust which he had for her. He was turned on by her denials. He was in urgent need of release that her refusing didn't affect him. slowly bending down, he kept lowering himself till he could feel her uneven breaths on his face, koushalya looked at him with horrified eyes. she knew what he was having inside his head. Before he could crush his lips on hers, Koushalya turned her head to the left side which
Her Path of Thorns chapter 49
Koushalya's POV Why is it always me? suffering in hell yet managing to act as if everything is normal, having all those scars that he gave me, enduring those pain which no one should ever face in their life. It hurts a lot as if someone has stabbed my heart. mentally and physically I'm exhausted. I need rest. I need peace. I need respect. and at lost, I need someone who can treat me as a human being rather than a Robert. I'm left alone, no one is by my side to talk to, no one is by my side to ask me whether I'm okay or not. no one is by my side to comfort me. I just feel so heavy from inside that I might burst out at any moment. my eyes become dry due to continuous shedding tears. My muscles are sore, my legs and lower part are in pain, making me realize the reason for the pain. Thoughts in my head tearing me apart piece by piece. slowly killing the soul inside of me, making me dead from inside. It feels like I'm drowning, saf
Her Path of Thorns chapter 50
Author's POV Darkness...Darkness and Darkness are all she could see. Darkness surrounded her like the ocean, she was looking for brightness in that peach darkness. Sweating profusely, Koushalya licked her dry lips to hydration. her mind was blocked from all possible ways to get out of the Darkness. her eyes flinched with hope when she saw a ray of brightness appearing to clear her Path. " koushy....koushy...." Koushalya was pulled out from the deep slumber she was drawing in. her mother was standing near her head and yelling her name. " koushy wake up " lightly tapping her cheeks, Gayatri raised her tone a bit and tried to wake her daughter. koushalya's eyes flickered softly, she saw a blurry vision of her mother standing beside her. " for god's sake, get up. It's past eleven. " she heard her mother's usual admonish tone. A sudden rush of confusion took over her when she found herself in he
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