CHAPTER FOUR
“The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes but In having new eyes”
MARCEL PROUST
GUINEVERE
Throughout the next day the only thing that rang in my heart was that the duke was a vampire and a drinker of blood. I wanted to call my papa a liar and ask him to tell me the truth this instant but deep in my heart I knew that he was not lying, my mind went back to when I had met the duke and now and how much he hasn't aged a day. I had heard about vampires and that they were ruthless and cold blooded, drank blood and killed without mercy.
Does he also have fangs? I asked myself as I walked about the manor hardly seeing. Is that why he had always paid attention to me, so he could drink my blood? I asked no one in particular.
My papa and mama had a huge fight the night the duke came to see my papa and I began hating him for causing my family pain, hating him for being so handsome that I did not care if he was a vampire, I would still marry him.
My mama came to my room to talk to me blowing her nose, I could see that she had been crying and I felt sorry about everything and hated the duke even more.
"I can't believe your papa would do this." My mama had said
"It is for the good of our family mama, I understand him." I told her
"He is selling you to a vampire who is just going to use you as a blood bank and eventually kill you." She muttered
"Everything will be alright mama, it will keep everyone safe from the cosa nostra." I said, patting her hand
"You have always been an understanding child since I had you Guinevere."
I hugged my mother who was trying so hard not to cry, she told me that it had been decided that I was going to follow the duke home immediately after the war with the cosa nostra the next day and the wedding will be held in his house after a week of me being with him.
I could hardly believe this was happening to me and even my sister who I hardly spoke to felt sad on my behalf, I packed some things I would need for myself in his house and waited for the day to break. Papa kept to his study, neither eating nor sleeping, it was the first time I had seen him so sullen and it broke my heart. I could hardly sleep that night as I tried to prepare myself for the death I knew was going to come to me
The duke was ushered in the next morning by mother, he had come empty handed and alone and I wondered what it was he wanted to use to fight the whole of the cosa nostra that were on their way to our manor. My mama asked that I come greet him but I could hardly take a step because I was greatly afraid of him, I bowed timidly and greeted him before I dashed up the stairs and straight to my room. I could feel his stare follow me all the way up, my skin crawled.
THE DUKE
There was something off with her, I could just tell when she did not look at me with that adoring eyes but instead bowed and all but ran away from my presence. I could smell her fear and immediately knew that her papa must have told her what I was.
"You told her" I stated matter of fact
"She needed to know." Her papa replied
I could also feel the satisfaction radiating from him in waves, he knew what he had done and I could not wait to be done with any deal I had with the man. Humans were cunning and absolutely self-absorbed.
I refused to say anything as we waited for the mob even when her papa asked why I had come alone. He knew I was a vampire but still asked… again, humans!
I began hearing footsteps and beckoned silently on the man to climb the stairs, I was going to face them alone and did not need any distractions. I cracked my knuckles, it has been so long I had engaged in a physical fight with anyone and I could feel the bloodlust rolling through me in waves. I wanted this… hell, I craved it.
The first man that came into the manor lost his head with a quick swipe of my claws and before the day was over all of the mob that was sent to kill the Pedros were lying dead at my feet. I turned around and saw Guinevere staring at me with her mouth agape, fear boldly written on her face. I sighed, it was better she feared me
GUINEVERE
This was definitely not the duke I had fallen for, the man that was slashing and killing even without lifting a finger was a monster. I watched him grab a man and removed his head, it was too ghastly to watch but watch I did anyways. I could not remove my eyes from the carnage, silly of me to ask myself why he had come alone. I could see now that he needed no help in anything, when he turned and looked at me I could see that his eyes which before was the brownest brown like warm honey was red and glowing and his fangs dripped blood no doubt from the necks of those he had killed. I could not help the shivers racking my body as he stared at me, daring me to say a word. I looked down at my feet just in time to see his claws retract into his hands.
My papa thanked him profusely for the help and after the bodies were disposed, our house looked like nothing happened. It looked like people had not just been butchered right before my eyes. I was sick to my stomach and did not even say a word of protest when my papa asked me to gather my things and follow the duke, I merely nodded not even looking in his direction. I grabbed my bag and advanced to the carriage he had waiting for us.
My mama was prevented from bidding me goodbye and my sister only waved from where she sat. The duke followed closely behind me, watching me no doubt because I felt his stare pierce my back and my body goosebump "ing" in waves.
When I got to the carriage the duke tried to touch me, I flinched until I realized he was trying to take my bag. I laughed nervously and watched his hand retreat, I could still see some specks of blood on them although he had washed.
"Give the bags to Arthur here." He said to me
I handed the bag to the man named Arthur and climbed into the carriage, he climbed in beside me and I shifted slowly away from him. He must have sensed my discomfort because he closed his eyes and smirked
I glanced at his face and marveled even through my fear at how beautiful he was.
"Your parents did not teach you that staring at a person is bad" his voice disrupted my thoughts
"You are not a person." I answered bravely
He opened his eyes and looked at me with red eyes glowing
"All the more reason you shouldn't, Guinevere"
CHAPTER FIVE“When you walk to the edge of all the light you have and then take that first step into the darkness of the unknown, you must believe that one of two things will happen. There will be something solid for you to stand upon or you will be taught to fly”PATRICK OVERTONTHE DUKEWe drove slowly, I had instructed Arthur to take his time driving because I did not want her to be discomforted. Closing my eyes although I wasn't asleep reduced her anxiety in being alone in the carriage with me and so I closed my eyes, all of my other senses super aware of all her movements. She was twirling fingers and glancing at me from time to time, I could hear her breathing and could smell her scent so strongly."Can you not teleport?" She asked me after some time"I can""Then why are you riding in this carriage." She asked again, her voice getting stronger"Teleporting drains energy""What do you when your energy is drained.""You are awfully curious." I responded opening my eyes to observe
CHAPTER SIX“There is only one kind of shock worse than the totally unexpected: the expected for which one has refused to prepare”MARY RENAULTGUINEVEREI froze where I stood and glanced up at him definitely sure he was joking, his wife… how could that be?"You are surprised" he stated simply observing my face"Why do we look so alike?" I asked him trying hard to regulate my breathing"I have no idea, I aim to find out." He mutteredHe aims to find out, my brain echoed"How, pray tell do you intend to find out?" I blurtedHe merely looked at me not acknowledging the fact that he heard what I said. I stood in front of the photo for several minutes critically assessing it, the only difference between myself and the woman in the painting was our hair. While mine was red, hers was jet black although I could not be sure; the artist might have just painted her hair in that shade.I turned to ask the duke another question and noticed he was gone, it was bad enough that I was here and now I
CHAPTER SEVEN“She is clarity and confusion, never enough… always too much. A simple, complicated and perfectly flawed mess”PERRY POETRYTHE DUKEShe was watching me, staring at me eat even when she knew I was aware. She was supposed to be afraid of me, what was she doing staring at me with those soulful and innocent eyes."Aren't you supposed to drink only blood?" She had asked me.I had wanted to respond immediately and tell her the food wasn't enough and that blood was my main source of nutrients but I decided to tease her a bit and asked if she was offering herself to me.Her expression showed she took me seriously and I winced as she sat up straight in her chair and focused solely on her food not glancing at me even once againI heard her exclaim and turned, she had cut herself and I had immediately taken her finger in my mouth forgetting that her scent was something I could not resist. I had been anticipating tasting her for quite a while but it did not compare to the rush of b
CHAPTER EIGHT“There are moments when I wish I could roll back the clock and take all the sadness away, but I have the feeling that if I did, the joy would be gone as well”NICHOLAS SPARKSGUINEVEREHe was right, I was not his wife and would never be, so why was my heart beating in such painful ways and why was I blinded with tears as I fled his presence.Did I want him to love me?I shook my head at the thought, I barely knew him and while I found the Duke attractive, he was a vampire and he only wanted to kill me.Words my mama had told me flew into my heart as I fled, she had been right. I was nothing to the duke but food and he was going to marry me out of pity for my parents so I did not die without the name tag "marriage"I walked into my room and flopped on the bed before pulling the blanket over my head. I must have dozed off for a bit as I did not notice the maid enter my room, I only heard her moving about singing under her breath."What pray tell are you muttering about?" I
CHAPTER NINE“Energy is the essence of life. Every day you decide how you are going to use it by knowing what you want and what it takes to reach the goal and by maintaining focus”OPRAH WINFREYTHE DUKEI had almost let myself be consumed by her… I had watched her try to hide from me because I had hurt her. I wasn't one to feel sympathetic or sorry about anything but I was sorry I had made her cry. She was of the idea that I was going to kill her, I was but she did not need to know that.The only reason I had Guinevere over at my place was because she looked like my dead wife, their resemblance so uncanny that if someone from that time saw her right now, they would mistake her for Katherine and have her killed right on the spot."Arthur!""Yes your grace, you called for me.""Send a carriage to the account of Hemishire, let him know that the duke requires his presence.""Am I to escort him myself, your grace.""There will be no need for that, he is capable.""As you wish" Arthur bowe
CHAPTER TEN“Luxury lives in the finer details. It is a cloth napkin at a dinner table. It is a mint on your pillow before bed”IGGY AZALEAGUINEVEREWe arrived at the house of my papa with the duke and I not talking to one another. His eyes were closed just as it had been when he had taken me from my papa's house and his hands fisted by his side. At that time I had wondered at why he kept his eyes closed but now I could imagine it was because he did not want to be involved in a conversation with me which was for the better because it gave me ample time to think about what I shall do immediately I become his wife and how I could avoid whatever experiments he had planned for me.I was deep in thought when the carriage came to a stop in front of my papa's manor, the duke opened his eyes and turned to me."You should go inside first, I have something I need to take care of first.""I shall wait here for you and then we shall go in together." I told him.I did not want to go into the hous
CHAPTER ELEVEN“Find out where joy resides, and give it a voice far beyond singing. For to miss the joy is to miss all”ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSONTHE DUKEI was smiling...I was alone in my bed chambers and smiling which did not bode well. The thoughts of the evening replayed in my mind, her father trying to get me to cancel the wedding with his daughter and Guinevere's eyes pleading that I do not believe a word he was saying.Humans were funny creatures and although I had been one myself, I could hardly understand how their mind worked. Did he really think that I was going to cancel the wedding because of a baseless rumor such as that? Of course he had no idea that his daughter was the exact replica of my deceased wife, hence the lies.I smiled again shaking my head at the look on Guinevere's face when I had asked if she wanted me to confirm her status, she had thought I was serious. Well, I was serious but she was not ready for any intimacy with me and I wasn't ready until I was sure o
CHAPTER TWELVE“The most common emotional defense is avoidance [an ineffective coping skill for any stressor] as expressed through denial [e.g. that wasn’t really bad, I barely remember it]BRIAN LUKE SEAWARDTHE DUKEI tried to avoid her for days till the arrival of my friend, the witch turned accountant but I could not. It was as if she always knew everywhere I was or maybe it was me seeking her out against my will. She wasn't speaking to me, I noticed. Whenever we met, she just bowed and hurried away like she had just seen a demon. I wasn't supposed to feel bad about it, I had caused it and I wasn't human so why have human feelings? But deep down I noticed I was having some discomfort about the silent treatment I was receiving. The next day was to be our wedding, was this how it was going to be permanently between us? What exactly did she want from me and even when I asked our butler to ask her to join me for dinner, she always refused claiming she was ill.It wasn't that I could n