“Welcome back” Max says when we enter his office. I take my seat opposite him on the desk. “It feels good to be back”. I say going through contracts that need his signature I browse through each and hand them to him so he can add his signature. “I had a very long week. I had a glimpse of what this office could be if you ever left and I didn’t like it.” He adds looking at me seriously. “It’s nice to know I’m valued,” I say handing him the last of the contracts. I gather the one he has already signed and stands up. “I’ll get these to legal so they can be sent out as soon as possible”. I say taking the other document. “Thank you,” he says and sits comfortably turning on his computer. “I’m going to set up your travel arrangements for the Australia trip. Ring if you need anything. ” I say leaving his office. The rest of the day goes by in a blur of meetings, setting up appointments and making sure Max’s coffee arrives in time. I finally got around to getting a venue for the gala. The
I blink thinking about Zan, he's the rock in my shoes preventing me from enjoying this moment and any other moment I have with Gabriel. "What's going on in that head of yours?" Gabriel asks not looking at me. "I'm thinking about a lot," I say and he sighs. Your brother” he says looking up at the ceiling and turning to look at me. “Yes. I feel like I’m lying to him about us. This feels forbidden.” I say sighing. “I don’t see how we’re lying to him. He doesn’t even know we’re together and… “ “Exactly. He doesn’t know. So I feel like I’m hiding it from him” I interrupt him before he finishes his sentence. “And I don’t care if he knows or not. I’m not hiding you or this. I haven’t told him because I know that you have reservations about us and I know that you need time to process it all.” He says finishing his thoughts. “I’m scared to tell him” I confess not able to hold it in anymore. “Why?” he asks looking genuinely confused. “Isn’t it obvious?” I ask even more surprised he has
“What are you wearing tonight” Rose says to me through my phone screen, we’re on FaceTime. “I am wearing this beautiful number here ” I say lifting up a floor-length deep v, plunge sequin yellow dress. “Can you see it?” I ask already laughing when I realize that all she can see is a yellow patch of the dress. “Move back so I can see the whole dress,” She says laughing too. “I wish you were here Rosie” I say moving back and missing my sister badly. It’s been a month since I left Gabriel. I have been numb since. I haven’t allowed myself to feel anything but tonight I feel the weight of it all come over me. “Me too. Ryan. But I’ll be with you in spirit. Just try to have fun tonight, everything else will matter in the morning.” Rose says, I move closer to the phone screen to look at her. “I hear you,” I say after a moment. We say our goodbyes and I get to get ready for the gala. Work is the only thing that’s kept my mind off of everything. And tonight we get to meet with South Afric
He’s Minister Mesi Shona? I couldn’t figure out who he was earlier but I knew him from somewhere. There have been so many cabinet shuffles we can’t keep up.” I say shifting on my sofa. Suddenly I can’t sit still, my skin crawls when I remember what he said tonight. And Rami is married to him? “Yes. What did he want?” he asks walking and sitting next to me. He’s getting impatient. “I don’t even know, he said weird things that don’t make sense to me. He said I don’t know what you and my wife are planning. But I want to give you the courtesy of a warning. Tell Ramie to abandon any plan the two of you have or there will be dire consequences. I promise that.” I repeat the words remembering his words clear as day. “What the hell does that mean? Ryan that man is bad news we need to call your brother “ He says pulling out his phone and dialing Zan’s number. “Gabriel don’t…” I say and get interrupted by Zan’s voice, coming through the speaker. “What’s up?” Zan says answering the phone qu
Gabriel had to leave early this morning for a work emergency so I’ll be meeting Ramie and my brother alone. My nerves are shot and now that I had time to think about this whole situation last night I’m even more uneasy . I woke up and looked up Minister Shona and the stuff I found is scary. His name comes up in every scandal there is in the country. And he thinks I’m in with his wife to do what? I realized how much I shut out the world this morning. I know what’s happening with corruption in South Africa but I don’t give it any mind. News always breaks that this Government official did this and the third but these people never get caught. They just get reassigned to a different post so people forget about their dirty deeds and all is well. So I stopped caring what happens to any of them, corruption is the name of the game here. Hard working people pay tax so the poor can stay poor and so people like Shona can steal. I actively chose to do good with my work. That’s why Max and I work s
“How did the meeting go?” Gabriel asks me on the other end of the line. “Well turns out I don’t know my brother at all” I say remembering the conversation I had with him and Ramie this morning. Zan had me convinced he lives a simple, uncomplicated life. I am questioning everything I know about him, this business with Ramie has opened doors I knew existed but I didn’t want confirmation they do exist. “So he told you” Gabriel says and I remain silent. I don’t know what say. “Do you want to talk about it?” he asks when the silence stretches. “Obviously” I say wanting to know more, maybe he’ll tell me something that makes it all make sense. “Okay, then come to me. We can’t talk about it over the phone” he says and my heart starts to beat fast. Are we back to spending time together? Are going to go through the same motions? I can’t go through another heart break, I don’t have the strength. “Come to you? Why can’t we talk on the phone?” I ask scared and excited by the prospect of spendi
Gabriel shows me into the bathroom so I can freshen up. I take a few minutes to get the flight off me and I head back to the balcony after a while. I get comfortable on the day bed, I look beyond the coast and take everything in. I would love to wake up to this every morning, this is incredible. Gabriel joins me after a while, he’s changed into more comfortable clothes now. He sits next to me on the day be and looks out into the view. “How are you feeling?” he asks looking at me. “I’m good now” I say smiling at him. “Good” he says and goes back to looking at the view. “How are you?” I ask too. “I’m tired but with a little rest I’ll be good,” he says sighing. “Work?” “Amongst other things,” he says looking at me again, he gives me a look that says you’re one of those problems but he doesn’t say it. I look away unease creeping into my mind. “Is an exceptional view always on the list of criteria when you buy a house? “ I say trying to lighten up the mood, I don’t want to sour thi
2 pm Gabriel and I are lying on the penthouse’s huge rooftop. It has an area where you can lie on the most comfortable white sofa I have ever seen. I’m in my all-white bikini, I smile thinking about the struggle I had when I was deciding what to wear. I thought it was too sexy, too suggestive but then I decided to wear it anyway. The air feels good on the skin and I’m a few kilometres from the ocean so why not dress appropriately? When I walked out to the roof Gabriel was already comfortable on the gigantic sofa. He gave me a long stare and looked away scratching his head. It felt good knowing I still affect him like that. We have been lazing here for a while in silence. “When did Zan join the National Intelligence Service?” I ask Gabriel and turn to my side so I can see his face. His eyes trail to my cleavage and back to my eyes. I feel heat warm up my body, he says so much with just a look, and in the 30 minutes we’ve spent here he’s undressed and fucked me with his eyes about 2