Chapter-1
Pain isn’t dark
Hopelessness is’
Kylie’s p.o.v
İ was in a bridal room. İt was my wedding day and I win quite nervous. İt wasn’t loved marriage it so, was arranged marriage to some billionaire named Erthan Salvatore.
He was a Young billionaire, I have seen him just once in pin-drop
There’s an age gap between us I’m 21 and did my studies in the business field I would have applied for a job if my brother didn’t force me to marry someone I don’t know about
But that’s the life that’s how it always goes it never goes my way, never
İ was 21 and Erthan was 30 there was a 9-year gap between us but I don’t mind that, as I said life never goes the way you think it will
He’s handsome, and I don’t think he is happy with this all arrange marriage thing. İ can feel it, he hates me, actually, he never smiled at all, at anybody.
This whole marriage thing I don’t know why my mum and my brother decided to marry me off to someone I have never met let alone liked in my life.
İ never had a boyfriend and I was never allowed to have one nor do I ever fell a pull towards someone
This husband-to-be of mine looks very dangerous, but I hope he isn’t. İ Hope Everything goes smoothly, this marriage and all, I hope we will fell in love after some time of marriage and everything goes smoothly, but I have a bad feeling about it
İ was pulled out of my thinking state by a knock at the door
“Honey are you ready?” My mom came in and stood before me she pulls her hands to cover her open mouth
“Oh my god, look at you…you look so pretty the prettiest bridal I have ever seen, “she says with adoration in her eyes.
I smiled” thank you, mom… I’m just nervous” I said and truly as I said I was hella nervous god help me I don’t want to think what will happen if things will not go as I thought them to.
“My precious child, it’s normal after all you are going to start the new chapter of your life” she smiled and kissed my forehead. “And don’t think too much negative you know your brother never makes wrong decisions”.
İ forced a smile at that, hell everybody knew he always gets in trouble, my mother loves him so much too much blindly actually if you ask she never see flaws in him
“ Yeah sure” I s, aid mentally rolled my eyes and put a fake smile on my face
“ Okay let’s go now” she said as we made our way to the alter, my mum gave my hands to my brother to walk me through the alter. İ was eight years old when my dad died from a heart attack.
He was the most handsome man for me in the world he always used to read me bedtime stories, he loved me the most in the world. He will always stand for me if I made mistake but he Always used to teach me things and manners.
Honestly, my mum was too busy with my brother she never bothered to read me bedtime stories even after my dad died. He always used to say to me ‘ stay strong, you’re the most strong and beautiful baby-girl I have ever seen’ I tear slipped down my face as I remember him talking to me and pray, after all,“ Kylie look how good fortune you have here, a billionaire as a husband. you will have everything in a snap of your fingers in seconds, just don’t make him angry he can be dangerous. Don’t let your brother down. Okay” my brother whispered in my ear as we were walking down the alter
He was always a gold-digger, he always thinks of money nothing else he never treated me good always used to yell at me for little things and my mum will always take his side and always used to say I was the one wrong in every little thing. But I don’t hate him, after all, he’s my brother
İ didn’t even try to look at my husband-to-be face. I kept my head down
When we reached the stage he didn’t even offer his hand…
•••Time reveals colors’•••Kylie’s p.o.vI was looking down at my feet finding them more interested then ever, the priest cleared his throat and start reading and asked us to repeat after him and we both did “Do you Erthan Salvatore accept Kylie Jenner as your wife?”I don’t know if he was looking at me or not and my heart was beating so fast and there was some uncomfortable feeling in the pit of my stomach “I do” at his voice, I closed my eyes tightly, god help me “Do you Kylie Jenner accept Erthan Salvatore as your husband?”Silence, there was pin-drop silence in the hall, ‘ c’mon say something’ I gulped hard. There’s no going back now “I do,” I said, now was not the time to cry “I may pronounce you husband and wife, you may kiss the bride” as the priest said the last part my eyes widen I forgot about this part Erthan pulled my veil up and that was the first time I really like re
$ChapterChapter-3•••‘it’s shame,Waiting for better tomorrowIf we cannot handle today’•••Kylie’s p.o.vI woke up with the sun light on my face , ughh why didn’t I closed the curtains last night. I stood up and did my business and wore a casual sundress.I made my way downstairs ,it was really Mansion, the room they gave me was beautiful.I made my way to the kitchen, last night a maid called me saying dinner is ready, I thought Erthan will also join me but who am I kidding? That man wants not interested in me.“Good morning” I said with a slight smile on my face to the maid that was in the, kitchen preparing breakfast for I don’t know who.“Good morning ma’am your breakfast is ready, I was just coming to get you” she said with a morning smile “Oh okay, well I’m here,” I said with a smile still, on my face, it was awkward actually I want to ask her where is my dear husband and did he at
•••‘Louder then bombs I break,Louder then bombs I cry’‘Bts’•••Kylie’s p.o.v“W-what” I whispered, my heart stopped beating for the second ,my heart clenched at the thought of thisThis can’t be true, my brother my fucking own brother cant be this heartless ‘ he’s a gold-digger what do you expect from him’ I was shocked When I came back to my senses I looked at Erthan ,He was smirking “Your lying” I said through greeted teeth “Oh! Am I now ? Are you sure miss Jenner? He said smirking ,there was pure satisfaction on his face ,this bitch was enjoying it “I-i-i… excuse me,” I said and rushed out of the dining room to my room I open the door in hurry and closed it behind me and slide down to the floor I was crying Can they this heartless? I knew they never loved me but I loved themI never did wrong to them why would they do this to me…I didn’t know I wa
Chapter-5•••Loving them harderWon’t make them love you too’•••Kylie’s p.o.vI wake up with my alarm going off, it was the first day of my job and I don’t want to get late on my very first day I entered the bathroom and did my business and took a quick shower , my eyes were swollen and puffy from all the crying last night I never imagined them to do this to me , maybe they hate me so much but even if they hates me they have no rights to sell me off o some fucking man I loved them with all my heart after my dad there was no one I felt safe with They gave me quite a hard time after my father , dad , he was like my savior, my everything , no one loved me as he did, he always knew that my brother and mother that love me, maybe that’s why he always used to say me to stay strong A tear fell down my eye as I Remember his words ‘ stay strong beautiful, you are the most strong and beautiful girl I hav
Chapter-6 •••‘ but I thought you would change ,I did…’ •••Kylie’s p.o.vThree weeks passed smoothly, my job was going perfect, I learned so much about handling things, I attended most of the meetings with Jordan and she knew what was my purpose of doing this job She appreciates my hard work and my dreams, she’s the best boss one could ask for, especially me, I am always comfortable around her and so is she We are like friends, literally, we laugh, we joke around we share our problems But I didn’t tell her about Erthan’s hatred towards me , I just told her our marriage was arranged and we are trying to make it work I didn’t tell her anything ,like its been 3 weeks to our marriage but he have not given me a single glance last week he went to a business trip and I don’t know when he’s gonna come back But who cares…My life was going smooth , I’m glad that he didn’t touched me nor he ha
Chapter-7•••U are the nightmare,I never wished for’•••Kylie’s p.o.vBy the time I was ready It was 5;40,After taking some pictures for my Instagram I made my way to the living room waiting for my dearest husbandI uploaded some of my best pictures from today on Instagram, did I told this before that I have a big fan following? ….no?Even I was not rich I was from a middle-class family but still, you can say people appreciate my dressing senses or what-so-everI have 54.2k followersAnd I also got paid by InstagramThat’s also the reason for my big savingsAs I was busy on my phone I hared footsteps, I ignore them, I knew who’s coming“Let’s go,” Erthan said making his way towards the front doorI rolled my eyes at his arrogance and trailed after himThe whole car ride was easy and
Chapter-8•••‘Hope never dies,Its always thereBuried in some corner of our hearts’•••Kylie’s p.o.vMy eyes met with light brown ones, they were light honey brown, the most beautiful shade of brown.He was starting directly in my eyes, his face emotionless, my eyes roam all over his features, sharp cheek-bone, sharp jaw, beautiful eyes, full lips and stubble on his jaw My eyes went down towards his body, he was full of muscles even from the suit anyone can tell he is built heavenly, broad shoulders,’ god damn’ What the hell ‘kylie you are married stop gawking at someone ‘ I thought and looked back at his eyes He was smirking and his eyes were fixed on my lips, and slowly his smirk vanished ‘what why is he staring at my lips?’Then I realized I was biting my lip‘God!! Embarrassing’“Ladies and gentlemen can I have your attention please “ a man in his I guess the late ’50s
$ChapterChapter-9•••Don’t cut me open in search of her,İ will hide her in every drop of my blood.’-srd•••Kylie’s p.o.vWhen I reached the living room what I saw made my eyes nearly bulge out of their sockets.There was Erthan pinning that sticker of a model to the wall and they were both kissing,He is kissing another girlİ am his wifeHe is fuckin married to meHow dare he disrespect me‘but you are just the girl he bought ‘‘ you should not care about him, live your own life Kylie’My mind was right I will not care about this fuckerİt’s not like I’m gonna stick to him foreverI cleared my throat “ Uhm… Get a room dude” and with a roll of my eyes I turn around and go back to my roomWhen I get back to my room I closed the door and jumped on