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Ayla
“An Omega is a liability to my throne. You are a useless blight, Ayla. I, Alpha Dave Nightclaw, reject you as my mate.” The snap of the fated mate bond felt like an executioner’s axe—one clean, merciless stroke that split me open from soul to skin, leaving nothing behind but a jagged vacancy where something sacred used to live. Five years had passed, but the wound had never fully closed. In the quiet moments, if I closed my eyes, I was right back there. Standing on the frigid stone dais, stripped of my clothes and my dignity, while a thousand wolves watched in silence and did nothing. And right in the center of my vision was Dave. He didn’t just look at me; he looked through me, his face wiped clean of everything the night before had promised. The man who had held me like I was something worth keeping was gone, packed away somewhere I would never be allowed to follow. In his place stood someone I didn’t recognize—composed, cold, and entirely willing to feed me to the wolves at his feet if it meant keeping his throne warm. His voice, laced with pure Alpha command, boomed across the clearing and echoed off the ancient trees. “You’re hereby banished from the Pack and never to be seen again!” The wooden sanding block in my hand came to a sudden halt. The rough sandpaper bit into my thumb, the sting finally dragging me backward out of the abyss of those memories. I didn’t pull away. I just stared blankly at the hand-carved wooden wolf in my lap, my fingers clenching around the toy until the sharp edges dug painfully into my palm. “Mommy! Look! I made a fortress!” Snow’s bright, melodic voice pierced through the lingering dark fog. I blinked, the cold stone of the dais instantly melting away, replaced by the warm, sunlit wood of our small cabin. The comforting scent of dried lavender and pine filled my nose, grounding me to the life I had built. I bit the inside of my lip and looked down at the thick furs covering the floorboards. Five years, and I still let him drag me back there. The Moon Goddess had given me everything I needed to move forward, and I kept looking over my shoulder anyway. She had blessed me with two perfect reasons to look forward instead. “It’s too high for the bad things to climb,” Snow giggled, her small fingers carefully balancing a hand-carved block on top of a precarious wooden tower. “Mine is bigger!” Leo interjected, throwing his entire body forward with a loud, boisterous laugh. He swept his chubby arm across the thick furs, intentionally sending his own blocks clattering into a massive, messy pile. “It’s an Alpha castle, Snow! It protects the whole forest!” “Leo, don’t!” Snow protested, though she was laughing far too hard to be genuinely angry at her twin. Leo let out a playful roar, but the sound resonated too deep, too old for a five-year-old’s chest. He tumbled over the furs in pure excitement, and I reached out to ruffle his hair. My hand froze an inch above his head. Right before my eyes, his soft human ears flattened and lengthened, the skin melting into thick, midnight-black fur. Not the pointed ears of a Nightclaw wolf. These were larger, heavily tufted, rimmed with a shimmering vapor of liquid silver that bled into the air around him. Lycan traits. I lunged forward, throwing my body between them as my hands shook violently, cupping Leo’s warm cheeks to tilt his face up to mine. “Leo, sweetie, remember the game,” I whispered, the words rushing out in a tight, breathless crack. “Keep the wolf inside. We have to be invisible. What happens if the bad hunters see the silver?” Leo blinked, his deep laughter dying instantly. His pupils dilated until his eyes flashed a vivid, regal gold. He took a sharp, choppy breath, forcing the immense power back down. The midnight fur receded, and his ears melted back into normal, soft human skin. The tension rushed out of me all at once, leaving my limbs weak. “Sorry, Mommy,” he mumbled, his lower lip quivering as he looked down at his lap, his small shoulders tensing at my reaction. “I forgot. I got too happy.” “It’s okay, my brave little knight,” I murmured, pressing a fierce, lingering kiss to his warm forehead, though cold sweat was already breaking out across the back of my neck. “Just remember, we keep our magic locked up tight. Always.” “Okay, Mommy. I promise to be careful.” I smiled at him, gently ruffling his hair as I stood up, a lingering tremor in my knees. “I know, my little pup. I know.” I looked over and noticed Snow cradling the unfinished wooden wolf in both hands, turning it slowly, studying every groove with the careful seriousness only a five-year-old can manage. “Mommy, this is not complete yet, right?” she asked, tilting her head. I nodded, forcing my voice to remain steady. “Yes, baby. Keep it safe for now, and I’ll give it to you as soon as I finish it. Now, who wants some honey cakes and warm tea?” Their eyes lit up instantly at the treat. “I want some, Mommy!” I walked over to the hearth to check the hot tea, just to give my trembling hands something to do. As the kettle whistled softly, a knot tightened in my throat. I had given birth to them alone. I didn’t have a midwife or even a fire to keep us warm. It was just a freezing cave with black stone walls, and the sound of my own voice breaking in the dark. I screamed into the emptiness and held onto nothing, with no promise that any of us would make it through the night alive. And then, between one contraction and the next, something ancient cracked open inside my chest like a door that had been sealed shut my entire life. Power. Old, enormous, and entirely unasked for. I had spent twenty years believing I was the weakest thing in the Nightclaw pack. Believing Dave when his eyes told me I was nothing. But in that cave, drenched in blood and completely alone, I learned the truth that would have changed everything if only I had known it sooner. I was not an Omega. I was the thing Omegas were afraid of. But my blood carried a price, and ever since the twins turned three, I could barely keep what they were hidden from the world. I turned slightly to watch Leo and Snow. Some mornings, I still caught myself staring at them like they were a mistake the universe might correct—too much goodness landed in the hands of someone who had nothing. But they were mine. Every stubborn, brilliant, dangerous inch of them. And I would burn this entire forest down before I let anyone take them from me. “Careful, Leo, don’t knock over the…” I paused as the air completely died around the cabin. The warmth from the stone hearth didn’t just fade. It was snuffed out. Frost crept across the windowpanes, turning the glass cloudy and opaque. The scent of pine and lavender vanished beneath something thick and suffocating. A massive wave of Alpha pressure slammed into the cabin, heavy enough to make the thick timber ceiling beams groan under the weight. No one ever came this deep into the woods except Jasper, a trusted friend from the village. In five years, no one had ever invaded our sanctuary. And no ordinary wolf could produce an aura this devastatingly powerful. My blood ran cold as the familiar smell and aura flooded my senses. Forest fire and crushed mint. Every single muscle in my spine turned to stone. The wooden teacup slid straight from my frozen hand, shattering loudly against the floorboards, but I couldn’t even bring myself to look down at the mess. Deep inside my chest, the broken mate bond came alive again. It flared with an agonizing, blinding heat, a phantom thread snapping taut and pulling so violently it made me gasp out loud. My lungs refused to expand; the air felt like lead. The mutated resonance of the rejection bond screamed through my nerve endings, a toxic, burning pain that could only mean one thing. Dave. He was here.AylaI realized that her remark was her own way of getting to talk about things beyond the palace walls and took the bait. “Oh yes, there’s so much happening beyond the kingdom walls, much more than I could’ve ever anticipated.”She sighed, and a smile crept onto her face. “I wish I had been drafted to go outside the kingdom with the sentry guards; it seems a lot more exciting than being in here.”“I think exciting things are also happening within the palace walls too; a lot of us who were sent out would kill to see a Lycan get captured. The children, are they Lycan too?”“They have to be. If their mother is, then they are definitely part of the bloodline. I’ve never been in the same room with them, but I can tell that something’s changed in the atmosphere since they set foot here. But the more important question is, why did you return to the palace?”“We’ve had our share of crazy things happen beyond the walls of the kingdom, when Da…” I trailed off and stopped myself.The servants k
Ayla“Why? Everyone says the Lycans are a dangerous breed. Wouldn’t you want the threat to be taken out?”“I’d want that if I considered her a threat, but I just think she’s misunderstood,” she replied and sat up.“Misunderstood? What do you mean?” I probed.Her face crumpled into a frown, like she was trying to remember something very important. She threw her hands up and groaned in frustration. “I hate to talk about this because everyone who hears it thinks I’m losing my mind.”“I’m not everyone, and you haven’t told me anything yet, so I don’t think you’re crazy.”“I don’t know when you resumed duties in the palace, but I’ve been here long enough to know that Ayla isn’t a threat. I watched her grow; she was the runt of the litter, the butt of everyone’s jokes. Even the servants looked down on her, and by social hierarchies, she ranked higher than them because she was under King Ellis’ care. Her union to the king was a terrible move, which he corrected by rejecting her, which begs t
AylaI almost passed out from relief when the realization of her words hit me. When she mentioned the woods earlier, I thought for a quick moment that I had been found out, and the potions hadn’t done a good job of keeping my identity hidden, but I had gotten it all wrong.She thought I was one of the servants who had been sent along with the sentries to the northern borders, and I decided to use that to my advantage. “Oh,” I said and feigned a scoff. “Yes, I’ve been with the guards for a moment. I can’t believe how much has changed while I was gone.”“I know. It’s all very exciting, isn’t it?” she replied and continued walking.I reached for the bottles as she turned around and poured some oil into my palms. I quickly rubbed it on my arms and neck, then matched her pace. Once I was standing beside her, I decided to push my luck a bit further.“It is,” I said and cleared my throat. “I thought being out with the guards was the most exciting thing that’s happened to me in a while, but t
Ayla“Who would’ve thought that Lady Morgana would be ballsy enough to order the arrest of that worshipper and the two kids?” the first servant said, and the others murmured.“I heard the man is a top-ranking officer in the kingdom,” another replied.“I heard his name is Jasper; he is part of the inner circle. He’s so highly ranked, I don’t think the sanctuary keepers will take that lightly.”Someone scoffed to my right, and I exhaled slowly. “They can’t do anything,” she said. “They don’t have the numbers to launch an attack; even if they did, they’d still be no match for the southern army, and Lady Morgana isn’t going to give them back until she gets what she wants.”“Their mother?” the servant who had spoken to me earlier asked, and the others shook their heads.She shifted her weight to the left and yawned, rolling her eyes as the other lightly reprimanded her for being too loud.“The truth about their father,” her companions chorused, and I swallowed. “She wants to know if they r
Ayla“Jasper,” I called out, my voice audible enough for anyone within range to pick up. “Snow? Leo? Can you hear me? Are you here?”I waited for a reply, then turned around and walked off the path. They weren’t there; if they were, I would’ve felt it. Calling out to them was a dangerous feat, and I had to leave the area.I conjured a visual representation of the palace grounds in my mind; I needed to change plans; time was running out. The amulet grew warm around my neck, and I could feel my body heating up.The air around me grew colder, but beads of perspiration slowly formed on my forehead; my limbs felt heavy, and every joint in my body begged to be put to rest, but I kept moving. I couldn’t stop now; I could feel the potion’s effect on my body as my pace quickened.I was beginning to realise that the potion was working with my will. I was physically exhausted, but the potion had been brewed to work with the determination coursing through my veins. I couldn’t have asked for anyth
AylaGetting through the market was the easy part; people barely glanced at me as I wove through the crowd and ended at the entrance. The disguise the man had given me was a great decoy; the guards at the gates barely looked at me, and once I was past them, I slathered some potion on my arms.I needed to keep my scent hidden for as long as possible. I could feel my limbs growing weary from all the running I had been doing in the woods, but my pace quickened as the effects kicked in. I reminded myself that everything would be over once I found Jasper, Snow, and Leo.I turned left and walked onto a familiar path. In the past, I had used it to get away from everyone who made my life a misery, and it felt ironic to use it to go back into the place I once called home.I rubbed my arms as a sudden chill ran down my spine. My teeth chattered slightly, but I clamped them together.“Pull yourself together, Ayla,” I mumbled and hurried down the path.I repeated the plan in my head. I had starte







