Three years ago, Giuliana left town pregnant and brokenhearted after finding out that the man he once loved cheated on him. However, when her child is met with a life threatening condition, she had nowhere to run except but her child's father. Matteo agrees to help their child in one condition—be his personal play thing.
Lihat lebih banyak"Mommy, can we buy this toy? Please?"
Sofia's voice pulled me right outta my head. I looked over at her, small fingers pressed up against a tiny shop window. She pointed at the small pink doll that costs twenty bucks. Her eyes, all sparkly and hopeful, looked up at me like I was her whole world. Gosh, its expensive. Why do they even sell it?
I squatted down next to her, brushed a stray hair outta her face, and gave her a half-smile. "I’m sorry, baby." I said, softly. "You know Mommy’s saving up for something real important, right? Not today. But next time, I promise."
She looked a bit sad, but she just nodded. “Okay, Mommy.”
I hugged and kissed her forehead to comfort her. Her hair smelled like the shampoo I bought her a week ago and a part of me could breathe easy when I held her like this. Like maybe I was doing some things right after all.
Sofia was my motivation to get up every day. Her very existence is proof that maybe, just maybe, I could love someone I should've been scared of. I made it through all the mess to find one thing worth not regretting
Sometimes, though, I think about how her life could’ve been different. If I'd made a different call here or there. Maybe a real home and a dad to love her would've changed everything.
“Mommy,” she spoke while we were walking. "Will my heart fix itself soon?"
Her question and voice sounded too innocent. I grabbed her hand tighter. "Of course, baby." I told her, even if I wasn't sure myself. "It will. I’m doin’ everything we can."
Her heart’s been sick since... well, since those long, sleepless nights when I was too broken to do anything. I was too afraid to run away, even too scared to live on my own. But I still decided to ran away when I was pregnant three years ago.
I didn’t know where I was going. I just knew I had to get away before I lost me completely. And I paid the price of wanting to live a normal life by Sofia not being able to grow up like the other kids.
But now... we’re better.
Life was never easy for the past three years for me. But it's quiet. And that’s all that matters. Being able to wake up with my little girl beside me laughing rather than waking up to gunshots was my definition of peace. That’s a small miracle. Something I would never trade on anything.
No one knew our name in this side of the country. We were just ordinary people trying to live too. I wouldn't trade it. Not for money. Not for power. Not even for blood.
Because I am not just running away from him. I was running from them, too. My family was a big syndicate. The same family that raised me with cold hands, colder hearts. They taught me nothing but to be their loyal dog. I was taught to always nod and just give orders, because as an heir I should be prepare to take over. No one taught me how to feel...except for him.
And when I fell in love with him and carried his child, he betrayed me. Including my family who saw me as a threat to their perfect image.
And even if they do accept my child, they will force me to raise Sofia in the same cage they trapped me in. Make her numb from any emotions. Over my dead body. If I have to runaway with no money and change names I would do it for Sofia. I’ll never let Sofia's hands be stained with the bloods that haunts me in the night.
I was pulled out of my thoughts when I heard kids laughing in the distance, and the fresh grass smell mixing with morning dew. To some, Sunday is family day. To me, it's just a regular day for me because I have to work in order to save for Sofia's surgery.
"Stay close to Signora Rossi, okay?" I said, kneeling down in front of her and fixing her cute pink bow on her hair.
"I will, Mommy," she said sweetly, throwing' her little arms around my neck. “Don’t work too long.”
I smiled, "I won’t. I’ll be back before you finish your juice box."
She give me a quick kiss on the cheeks before running towards where other kids were already playing. I watched her for a sec before turning to Signora Rossi, who was sittin' on the bench, looking calm.
"Thank you,"
“You know, I love spending time with her.” she said, giving me a soft smile while she watched my kid play with other kids. “She’s the only kid I know who thank me every time I push her on the swing.”
“She enjoys every moment because I only allow her to play outside once a month,” I said, standing up straight and brushing off my jeans. “Too good for the world she was born into.” I said and handed her Sofia's medicine good for the whole day.
Signora Rossi looked at me as if she sees my pain even if she never asked about our past. Maybe she thinks we’d had enough of that.
I felt my phone vibrate, I pulled it out on my pocket and saw a message from Lucia popped up. “Diana, are you coming soon? I really need to go. Plus, there’s a customer looking for you.”
I took a deep breath before typing a reply back, “I’m on my way. I just dropped of Sofia at the park with her babysitter.” shoving the phone back in my pocket, I glanced at Sofia one last time—safe, smiling, blissfully unaware of the shadows.
“I gotta go.” I told Signora Rossi. “Let me know if anything happens.”
"Of course. Go, go. Don’t worry about us. We’ll be alright." I laughed under my breath, then started heading back to the street where my old pickup was parked. I called Lucia as I walked.
She picked up after two rings. “Diana?”
“Already on my way.” I said, dodging a family of three who's laughing while walking at the park. “Keep the customer busy.”
Then, out of nowhere while I was crossing the streets, a loud motorcycle was speedin’ right towards me. “Shit!” I gasped because the bike was too close. I took a step back and bumped into a couple by accident and a man spilling' his coffee.
“Watch it!” the man yelled.
“I’m sorry!” My heart was racing. Everything went too fast. I didn't even knew he didn't hit me and manage to turn his bike the other way. I even dropped my phone. God, I hope it's not broken. I can't really afford a new one now.
The biker stopped just a few feet away, not moving. Not a word. Just watchin'. The world seemed to slow, like I was caught in the middle of some bad movie. And then, as fast as he'd stopped, the biker revved up and zoomed off, without a single look back.
I picked up my phone hoping nothing happened. “Lucia?” My voice was rattling.
“I’m here. You, okay? What happened?” I calmed down realizing nothing was damage on my phone.
“Yeah… A biker almost hit me.” I stared down at the road where he disappeared. “He just stopped. Watched me. Then took off.”
I squeezed the phone, trying to shake the unease. “Nevermind. I’ll get there soon.”
The next few hours flew by—fixing cars, selling parts, conversations that didn’t matter. Lucia left after lunch, mumbling something’. I didn’t care. The quiet was nice. Gave me space to think.
I kept working—fixing stubborn engines, hands covered in oil. The smell of metal and grease was familiar.
Around four, another customer came in, asking for a kit. The other one was looking for a specific part of a bike. Thankfully, we had in stock. I was beyond happy after the man bought that part, I regretted buying that on my supplier because it was way too expensive and probably no one in the town would be able to afford it. Thankfully, someone did. Because it's been here on my garage for a while.
The money I earned today stayed on my mind all day, it'll be a huge help to pay for Sofia's surgery. But that damn biker? He kept bugging me. He didn't even say sorry! Just stared and left.
By the time the sun started setting, I felt my body ached in pain whenever I would stop to stretch my muscles. I wiped the sweat off my face and looked at the clock. Almost six.
“Finally,” I exhaled, and walked towards the door. I flipped the sign to Closed and started cleaning up. Just a few more bucks, and Sofia could get that heart surgery. We'd be free.
Then... there was a couple of bikers that parked outside my shop. They were pretty far but I could still see the. At least four, maybe five bikes. The windows shook with the sound of their engines.
I ignored it. Probably just some weekend riders. I kept workin’, rag in hand. Then the door bell rang, too sharp, too final. I didn't look up. "Sorry, we're closed. You can come back tomorrow—"
“Is it now, dolcezza?” My blood froze.
Matteo Ricci.
He was standing in the doorway like he'd never left. Black leather, hair all messed up, a scar across his brow. Those eyes... same stormy look he'd always had.
Eventually, even after my encounter with Matteo last night i did fell asleep at some point when I felt like I couldn't thinking it was indeed a long night. I gently woke up as the sun peeked through the curtain. As my eyes open, I saw Matteo's face rather than the ceiling. He was staring at me. Is this another dream? And then that's when I realized he was actually beside me in the bed. He was staring at my face as if he's memorizing my features. "Morning, dolcezza." he greeted. I immediately sat up and gave the both of us some space. He was too close. TOO CLOSE ON MY FACE! I felt my cheeks burning up as I look away from him trying to avoid his gaze. His eyes then dropped to what I was wearing. My brows furrowed and I was confused. I looked down at my body, and then I realized that the straps of the night gown fell on my shoulder. With nothing to hold onto, the dress slipped a little from my chest almost revealing my breasts. I awkwardly fix my dress. "I already saw that, dolce
I wasn’t going to play along. Not yet. I didn’t care how soft the sheets on my bed now felt like beneath me. Or how the food on the tray still smelled freshly cooked as if made just moments ago. He could paint this like some weird twisted version of love but there’s only one thing how I see this room. A prison. I sat at the small table near the window that obviously had bars. I haven’t touch the food he left me. It went cold now but still smells good. But the fact that I don’t know how many hours had I been here stopped me from touching it. My fingers stayed curled on my lap and my shoulders burned with tension. I am worried about Sofia. My baby. I know she couldn’t handle being away from me for too long. She would always cry to Signora Rossa whenever I have to take an overtime at the bike shop. What if she’s crying now? What if something happens to her heart? Those are the questions that bothered me and made the sting reached the back of my eyes. I want to cry right now. But I
Giuli left the clubhouse without even bothering to at lease glance at me. Just the sound of her rubber shoes squeaking against the tiles as she left me standing there. Sofia gave me a farewell wave and it hurted me more than enough not to go after them. But I purposely didn’t call out. I didn’t run after her. I didn’t chase.Not because I didn’t want to.But because something way darker idea popped in my head when I saw her turn her back on me like that again. She made it clear enough that I am nothing to her now. Guess what, dolcezza? You're fucking wrong.I’ve spent nights living in the guilt and hoping to get you back. Now that God gave me a chance, I'm gonna grip on it because you belong to mine. Even if you hate me, Giuli.But she still looked at me. That should meant something.My jaw clenched, and I peeled that woman’s nails off my arm like they were leeches. She squeaked something about me being rude, but I didn’t hear a word. I walked off, my mind already racing ahead of me.
I didn’t speak to Matteo when I left. I didn't even want to glance back at him but Sofia probably did. It's only been a day since she met Matteo and she already has a soft spot for his father.I should’ve expected that woman to pull something like that, and yet it still pissed me off. It irritated me how flirty that woman is. Didn't she saw how Matteo and I were having a talk? The way he didn’t shove her away fast enough to blow my mind. He probably like being treated that way.He really never changed at all. That was the truth.I spent the entire day at the motorbike shop with my mood rotting like week-old fruit. Every bike parts I tightened, every wrench I turned, I imagined Matteo’s face. I should be happy that the sun was hot as fuck and it meant I have more customers since it's not dripping outside. But everything just seemed to be irritating for me.Customers came and went. I tried to force out a smile but that smile never reached my eyes. My usual customers' probably noticed my
For the past three years, I regreted every single thing that I did. And if only I could undo it, I would.The weight of the past felt like a burden to my shoulders while I wipe my bike's side mirror. The hum of the morning wind didn't even help to calm the storm inside me. Giuli’s words kept echoing in my head. It was sharp, clear, and painfully true. I can't blame her if she doesn't want me back. I pushed her away.She was stronger now. And I was the reason she had to be. I shut my eyes and took a deep breath.I remember the scent of her hair everytime the wind blows it while she's riding with me in the road of down town n. How she used to laugh when we go over the speeding limit. That laugh—it was my compass. My lifeline.It’s what kept me sane whenever womens threw themselves at me throughut that three years. Whenever they try to hit on me I always saw Giuli's face instead. I hear her laughter echo in my ears. Her dirty whispers at nights.But I was long gone. And it's all because
It's already past midnight and I'm still awake. Sofia's already on her bed. I had to make her sleep first before I have time for myself.I gulped down a glass of water. Heart still heavy with what happened between me and Matteo. We could never really talk without ending it with me screaming at him.While I was drinking another glass of water, the doorbell rang. Who woulf visit me at this hour?My brows furrowed as I put the glass down and went toward the door. The moment I opened the door, my breath was caught in my throat. Shocked for their unannounced visit. How did they even know I was here me?“Mom…Dad?”My voice cracked.For a second, I didn’t know what to do. I had prepared myself for anger. Accusations. Cold stares. But when my mother opened her arms, I broke dowm. I found myself hugging her tightly.“Shh, baby.” Her hand caressing the back of my head. “We’re here. We're here now.”My Dad’s large hand hugged me and my mom. I hadn’t realized how much I missed the feeling of bein
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