As I stepped onto the porch, the light shining through the living room window reminded me of the fact that for the next few days, I was not going to be able to enjoy the comfort of my home, for it was not going to be mine alone. I was going to have to tolerate the fact that there would be other people living with me, who would have no problem sitting and watching television until god knows what time. I could do no more than to continue standing outside and processing what was going on. If I had a choice in the matter, I would have wanted nothing more than to be able to go and sleep somewhere else.
But I did not have that choice.
As much as I wished that I did, I knew what the reality of this situation was. It was something that I had needed to deal with for quite some time in the past, but I had never had an entire family living in my house. After all, there was a reason why it only had two bedrooms. One was mine, and the other was for a single guest. Not an entire family. But I realised that I was allowing myself to get caught up in my thoughts. I needed to snap out of it and I needed to get inside of the house so that I would be able to make sure that they all went to sleep. I was not going to have the television on when I was trying to sleep.
I opened the door, and I had to admit that I found myself slightly triggered by the fact that it was locked. There was a part of me that had known that it wouldn't be locked, but it was different actually being proved right. I knew that my pack was relatively safe, and that we did not face any threats from outside, but that did not mean that there wouldn't be rogues who suddenly decided that we would be their victims. It was simply too risky, and I would make sure that I had a conversation with the Beta and his entire family tomorrow. If they were going to be living in my house, then they would have to abide by my rules. There would be no discusson about it.
Of course, when I stepped into my house, I found something that was quite different from what I had been preparing for. I had been under the impression that the Beta and his family would be sitting here and watching television, but that was not the case. On the contrary, it was the furthest thing from it. The television wasn't even on, and the light that I had seen through the window had been the lamp that was on the side table next to the couch.
I shook my head, thinking that it was quite irresponsible of them to just leave the light on when they were not around, but I told myself that I did not need to worry about it. It would all be discussed tomorrow, and that would be the end of it. It would get me nowhere if I tried to go and wake them up now and discuss all of these things. It would only make our bad start even worse, and I had no interest in dealing with that. I went to go and switch off the light, but when I leaned over the couch to do so, I could do nothing more than to still, than to stop moving with my hand on the light switch.
I looked down, picking up on the scent that slammed into me like a ton of bricks - and it was safe to say that I was not even remotely prepared to see what I saw in that moment.
It was her.
The girl who I had fucked when I had been at the club, was laying on my couch, sleeping quite peacefully. And to say that I was upset, was nothing short of an understatement. If she had approached me again at the club, I would have accepted it, but being as barbaric as to come all the way to my home and to do this, was a bit over the top. But then again, I should have known that she wasn't entirely sane. She had refused to give me the time of day, and had then allowed me to fuck her in the next.
My shock did not last long, for my anger soon started to set in. I wasted no time in walking around the sofa and coming to stand in front of her. She was fast asleep. I doubted that she even knew that I was here, that she even had the slightest ounce of suspicion about what was about to happen. It made me all the more eager to do it.
Not wasting a moment, I grabbed a hold of her upper arm, instantly pulling her upright. The next few seconds seem to pass by in slow motion, for I had clearly startled her by doing what I had done - which had been my intention - but what I had not prepared myself for, was the fact that she would retaliate to it. Without much time to process what was coming, her legs had slid behind mine, forcing me forward and nearly making my face connect with the corner of the coffee table.
If I had thought myself to be angry with her before, then there were no words to explain what I was feeling in this moment. She was going to get an earful from me when she realised what she had done. And I would make sure that whoever her Alpha was, knew that she needed to be dealt with. If they did not want to do it then I would make sure that I did it on their behalf. My father would roll around in his grave if I allowed this to slide - whether she had been a good fuck or not.
"Daddy!"
Her voice was loud, croaky from the fact that she had been asleep - and she was also very alarmed. That much I could vouch for. I started to push myself off of the floor, deciding that I was going to throw her out of my house. I was not going to entertain this. She was an obsessive she-wolf and the fact that I had gotten as involved as I had was already too much. But when I turned to look at her, I found that she had already moved off of the couch, that she was standing a few paces behind me - and it did not look like she was going to allow me to come anywhere near her.
I could hear footsteps on the staircase, and there was a part of me that was thankful that someone was coming down here to help me. Perhaps this was going to be the opportunity for me and my Beta to bond. It would be as great of a time as any. But when I stood up and turned to look at my Beta, I found that he had gone as pale as a ghost, his eyes darting between the woman and me, almost like he did not know what he was supposed to do.
I turned back to her, my anger and frustration spiking significantly upon taking note of the fact that my Beta was going to prove himself to be useless at this moment in time, and there was going to be nothing that I could do about it. It was almost unbelievable to me.
"What are you doing here?"
I snapped, taking a step closer to her, but she took another step back, looking like she was more than ready to make a break for it. She was scared of me. Good. She needed to realise that she could not behave like this, and definitely not in my pack.
"What am I doing here? What are you doing here? Did you follow me?"
This time, she took a step closer to me, and I did not have to think about it for a long time to know that she had gotten over her fear. She had recognised me, clearly, and was now going to go continue up with that farce of hers. I assumed that she knew that she was going to have to work quite hard to make up for the fact that she had tripped me. And I had absolutely no intention of making it easy for her.
"Sam, you cannot speak to him like that."
My eyes snapped to my Beta, who was looking at her with that horrified expression on his face. He genuinely looked like he had seen a ghost, and I could faintly hear some shuffling upstairs. There was a feeling that started to bubble in my stomach, and I could do no more than to hope and pray that what I was starting to think was wrong.
"Who is she?"
I decided to cut to the chase, to ask my Beta the million dollar question. If I was going to be thrown with a bucket of ice, then it might has well happen now. I spared her a glance through my peripheral vision, and if I had to take a guess, I would have said that the gears had also started to turn in her head. Why else would she have gone as quiet as she did now? She had been ready to argue, ready to drive a knife into my back if that had been needed, and now, she was just standing there and watching the interaction between my Beta and I.
"Alpha, I would like to apologise-"
"I did not ask you to apologise. I asked you who she is."
I wasn't looking at her, but I did notice the way she sat down on the armchair that she was standing close to. And it was only causing the feeling that I had to worsen. Clearly she had just learnt something that had shocked her enough to make her sit down. What if I was about to learn the same thing? What was I going to do when he told me that she was his daughter? Was I supposed to tell him that I had fucked her earlier in the club? Was I supposed to tell him that I wanted to do it again?
"She is my daughter."
I turned to face her, turning my back on my Beta since I did not want him to see my face. I did not want him to see what I was thinking or to realise what had happened between the two of us. Instead, I looked at his daughter, and I was once again struck by the scent of her. But it dawned on me that it wasn't just her scent. It was everything. The aura around her and the way that she carried herself.
I hadn't noticed it in the club, but now that I was looking at her in normal light, I found it nearly impossible not to take note of the fact that she was young. Her features were strong, but they were not aged. And she looked like she was taking in the sight of me in the same way. I wondered whether or not she was as shocked about all of this as I was, or whether this was also just a front that she was putting up?
I didn't even know if I actually wanted to know the answer...
"I was under the impression that your daughter was a teenager."
"She is. She will only celebrate her eighteenth birthday next week."
I took a deep breath, my eyes connecting with hers in a way that I had not prepared for. I was thankful that she seemed as shocked as I was, that it was not just me who was surprised by what I was learning. But even though I was now aware of the fact that she was a minor, that I now knew that I had no business being anywhere near her...
I still wanted to bend her over the sofa.
I could tell by the expression on the Alpha's face that he was uncomofortable. I could see it in his body language, pick up on it in the way that he was looking at me, and I knew that he was not going to stick around here for much longer. And could I blame him? I could not. If I had the choice to leave, then I also would not hesitate to do it. But I did not have the choice, and that was why I remained seated where I was. If I had any intention of getting out of this situation without embarressing myself, then I would need to stay here. "I would like to take a moment to apologise for her behaviour. I am sure that she did not mean to offend you. She did not know who you were." I watched as the Alpha clenched his jaw, the action visible to me. He was still looking at me as if he was trying to look right through me and I found myself questioning whether or not I was going to find myself in a heap of trouble. I knew that I couldn't allow my father to find out that
Of course, I should have known that my bravery would be a fleeting thing.By the time that I managed to get to the Alphas' bedroom door, I had already chickened out of doing what I was supposed to be doing. Just because I was still standing here, and I wasn't going back downstairs, did not mean that there was still some kind of magical chance that I would open the door and go inside.Maybe I would.At least, that was what I was telling myself. Maybe I was braver than I thought I was, and I just needed a moment more before I would be able to do what I needed to do.I took a final, deep breath, telling myself that it was going to be now or never. I couldn't just stand here and talk to myself, and try to convince myself that this wasn't necessary. Because it was. I doubted that I would have come all the way up the stairs, risking being caught by my father, just for something that wasn't necessary.And for a moment, it was as if
She shouldn’t have come here. She should have stayed downstairs, and any problem that she had to discuss with me, could have waited until the morning. This was how I felt now, but it wasn’t how I had felt before she had gotten here. I had practically been begging the moon goddess to send her up here, to get her to come to my room to talk to me. Of course, my intentions with her did not involve talking, but it seemed like that was all that she was willing to do. I didn’t plan on doing anything to change her mind, but I did have faith in the fact that her mind would change on its own accord. After all, did she realise that the way that she was looking at me, was not the way that a delta looked at her Alpha? It was not acceptable. Did she even know how she was looking at me?I could feel the same sense of attraction towards her that I had felt in the club earlier this evening, like there was some kind of magnetic force that was pulling me towards her.
I had prepared for tonight to be the one night that I would be able to relax, that I would have been able to put all of the stress from the last few weeks behind me. But no. I hadn't been able to do that. Not only had I gotten into shit with Alpha Elijah for arriving here ahead of schedule, but Julie had decided to go on another one of her drunken benders. I had hoped for one night of freedom from her addiction, but even that had been too much to ask at a time like this, clearly.Arthur was the only one who hadn't given me a constant uphill. I had hoped that once we had moved, Samantha would be able to pick up her socks and sort out her emotions, but it seems like I had gotten ahead of myself with that too. She had been against coming here since the very beginning, and it infuriated me at the time, because we all needed the fresh start. We did not need to create more problems for ourselves. But now I found myself wondering whether or not she was doing this in order to s
Falling asleep that night proved to be harder than anything that I could have prepared for. I had been under the impression that the events of the day had done nothing to me, but it seemed like I was wrong, for whenever I dared to close my eyes, I found myself plagued by the dark-haired pain in the ass that was sleeping in my living room.I could practically smell her scent in my room, the very same scent that I had followed into the club. And what bothered me, was the fact that I was willing to follow it again, despite the fact that I now knew her to be much younger than I was. I would be lying if I claimed to know why she had such an affect on me, but I could only hope that it would end soon, that it would only be a matter of time until my infatuation with her disappeared. I knew that it was too early for me to make conclusions such as that one, but in my opinion, it was better than not doing anything. I needed to convince myself that it would not be like this f
I remained seated, perfectly still as I waited for the Alpha to leave out of the front door. I kept waiting for him to say something in an attempt to get me to go to with him again. But luckily for me, he did not say anything to me. He left out the front door, and it felt like there was a heavy weight that had lifted off of my shoulders. I knew that there was no real reason for me to feel the way that I was feeling, but I couldn't help it. The feeling came naturally, like it would always be there. For goodness sake, I did not even know his name. I was worried about spending time with a man whose name I did not even know. Surely, that was not right. It was foolish. It was like I was degrading myself, and even though I was not, I could not help but feel like it especially because I had slept with him. It felt like the memory of that was going to be ingrained into my mind for the rest of my life, like I was going to be forced to remember it for the entirety of t
I could tell by the expression on her face that she was far from impressed by what I had just done, but it seemed to me like she was not going to fight against the desires of her brother. There was a part of me that was feeling rather anxious about what I was doing, but it was too late for me to do anything about it. I had already made the decision to do this, and there was no turning back now.When I had come downstairs and I had asked her to join me on my jog, my desire to go on the said jog had disappeared the moment that she said that she wouldn't be joining me. And then, instead of having the guts to go back upstairs, I did not want to admit to the way that I was feeling, and that was why I went outside. I had stood on my porch like a man who did not know what to do with his life, like someone who had knocked on the wrong door and was trying to figure out where they were actually supposed to be.Of course, my salvation had come in the form of her broth
Last night when I had been roaming around these packlands, it had felt much different if I had to compare it to now. It was almost as if the pack had been alive with strangers, like the scent of not belonging had been everywhere in the air. It had felt completely normal for me, and I hadn't even thought twice about the fact that I would be considered as a rogue here until we had been initiated into the pack. But now, as I approached the pack house, I could not help but acknowledge the fact that I was hyper aware of it. I did not know what I was feeling, but it wasn't very pleasant. I wanted nothing more than to be able to turn around and go right back where we came from, but I knew that that was something that wasn't going to be happening any time soon. As much as I wanted to pretend that this was not the best thing to do, I knew that there was only so much that could go wrong. After all, we were literally with the Alpha. Anyone who dared to do anything without questioning their own